Saturday, December 27, 2008

rmb when i say when i mean i m rotten means i m rotten?

den let's add on to one pt again.

wad u haf seen up to date is nt the biggest flare from me.

it jus might get worse

or even worst.

jus dun let me find out some tinks. seriously

Friday, December 26, 2008

Reflection from the past 1,2 mths

today, i tink is the day tt i realli took in a deep breath and let it out

i tink for the past 1,2 mths i haf been goin haywire? or call it emotional torment or torture which by right it shldnt b so.

o at this pt u all mus b tinking, "o jq goin to gif up alreidi huh"

nope i m nt giving it up yet, is jus i m making myself to take tinks real easy, i m leaving things to fate.

dis 1 or 2 mths especially i notice some tinks in myself.

the times i emo were far more den the times i m luffing or even smiling.

i get angry at little tinks fast. and i thought i had a lot of patience but apparently when it comes to someone, i suck at my patience. practically bcoming some grumpy old man.

seriously tt's bad

and i haf been using my brains for wrong tinks. tinking too much rubbish.

but still, i nv regret, cos i realli did my best and did all i could. =)

still, be happy since the old jq is coming back. no more angry man except when i m hungry and of cos will b back full of xlness =D.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

i wonder wad kind of christmas m i goin to haf dis yr.

mayb it might jus turn out to b the worst christmas tt i m goin to haf.

battle of yi ling starts now.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

i m bored too. acknowledgement to those tt ended my boredom to let me c dis quiz

1)Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your first name?!
Jackass. =)

2)Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?!
WHO R U?

3)Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?!
yea.someone

4)How many bedrooms do you have in your house?!
3 i tink. o wait, i dun even haf a hse of my own damn.

5)Do tattoos and piercings excite you?!
No.

6)Is there a reason for your friendster song?!
i jus removed it.

7)Do you hate the last guy/girl you were talking to?!
no?

8)Who was your last text message from?!
MY GROUP LEADER. REMINDING ME TO DO MY WORK HOLY SHIT.

9)What's the best wedding you've been to?!
My sister's wedding.

10)What time did you wake up this morning?!
8

11)If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?!
obviously

12)Do you get along better with guys or girls?!
NONE. I AM ANTI SOCIAL. MY SISTER SAY I M AUTISTIC.

13)Who is the best person to cheer you up?!
Myself.

14)Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?!
NO. I WAS BULLSHITTING AROUND.

15)When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?!
JUST.

16)Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?!
yea. i tink my big fat mummy deserves one big kiss from me

17)What is wrong with you right now?!
fuck u understand.

18)Would you go in public looking like you do right now?!
I DUN MIND SINCE I M IN MY UNCLE CLOTHES AS USUAL

19)Would you kiss someone to make your bf/gf mad?!
tt's pure sam pat

20)Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?!
THE ONE TT CAME OUT WIF DIS QUESTION IS STUPID

21)Do you use t9, word, or abc?!
t9

22)Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?!
Yeah

23)Do you tell your mom everything?!
no. she no nuts abt me

24)Who was the last person you yelled at?!
my nephew

25)Who was the last person/s you cried in front of?!
In front of my dead grandmother

26)Have you told anybody you loved them today?!
No.

27)Think of the last person you held hands with, do they mean something to you?!
Of cos, he's my nephew.

28)Could you cry right now?!
No. i am almost heartless

29)What do you need to be doing right now?!
A towel. to bath

30)How's your ex doing?!
I care abt her.

31)Who can you trust?!
Myself.

32)Where were you friday night?!
Somewhere tt i dun wish to rmb

33)Who did you last talk to on the phone?!
Wan Qi

34)Where will you be in a hour?!
Ramming the keyboard

35)How late did you stay up last night?!
2 am?

36)What's your hair look like today?!
lyk everyday.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

today i tink the onli tink tt she did to make me happy is taking a grp photo.

the rest of the day i suddenly go thailand.

and my age jus went down

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

Sunday, December 14, 2008

i gt a nice wake up call from some #)&)%&#)(&%)(. HAHAAHAH. nt the kana fuck left right up down.

i m definitely feeling better and i no wad i m goin to do when the time comes.

i m freaking bored. i need some entertainment
day 3.

dis is seriously still too painful from me.

those words seem to haf some ringing effect on me. and i m abt to get crushed from those words

i seriously need some time.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

i m practically stepping on landmines and jet fighter planes crashing into my life.

seriously, m i an idiot?

if nt, y treat me lyk one.

and o, now the thief is calling for the police when the thief is done wif the work.

i guess somebody is gd wif mind games after all.

if u dun understand dis post dun bother asking, i m nt entertaining.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

thx all tt supported. =D

Friday, December 05, 2008

today was a fruitful day.

i was nt happy. but at least i tried. somebody jus haf the stupid remote control on her hand tt can make my mood go haywire. damn it.

went nihonmura for high tea buffet wif evina sis. as usual the food there were nt too bad. seriously nt bad at all for the price. and did alot of catching up tt we needed to do so

den starbucks were giving this free drink from 5-7pm. lucky to get a cup. for salvation army. i donated 2 bucks so ya. nt lyk the coffeeshop coffee. so ya.

so the happy ppl for the day. at least in the day i was rather happy.



free drinks for the typical singaporeans yo.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

seems lyk some evil side of me is awakening.

or mayb i m jus pured bored to c some commotion or events happening.

when i say i m rotten. i mean it so. i seriously can b an ass too.

Monday, December 01, 2008

old

conclusion. I M SERIOUSLY OLD.

nt in terms of age. but my body jus cant take nights without slp animore.

Let's do a comparision between now and den:

Then:
-16 yrs of age when i start frequent tonning
-Sanguoing whole nite at the arcade at marina bay
-Can walk from marina bay steamboat area to the MRT station in the morning after arcade close since there is no bus.
-NOT SO FAT.
-After tonning still can straight away go play dmgf and can add pts.

Now:
-19 yrs. nt even 20.
-rarely tonned now. body cant take it.
-Random stuff done to burn the time through the nite. For e.g pointing middle fingers X times at a single person without him noticing. where X represent a very large number.
-I almost died when walking from blk 302 to Lot 1
-FAT lyk the ball.
-Hand lyk tofu when playing guitar.
-THE STUPID GUITAR KEEP GIVING ME 94 PG ended up no extra stage for certain credit. eh come on la i haven miss having extra stage for a nong nong time alreidi ok.