i nv wanted a bath so badly.

i nv wanted fresh food so badly.

is finally over. phew.

but i m still itching all over.zzz

i was often reminded.

my strength is my gentle nature and patience

some things tt shld nt b done shall nt b done.

我的生命， 总是一波未平，一波又起。

祸总是不单行的。

我开始绝望了。

或许这只是一场游戏吧。

hi i m drunk,

mayb i lost track of wad is impt to me.

is dis some routine. cb.

every wk i come out.

i lose my fingers on my left hand. sibei irritated wif it.

empty.

yes i haf 4 days.

i tink i will make a long post here.

it feels weird to walk down the street at 12am in the weekdays.

is lyk, i nv take a closer look of the street outside my hse for a long long while.

nv get glared at by dad for a long while, seems lyk i kind of pissed him off dis morning. i m realli ok wad. no fever no bullshit no nth.

things haf changed? or haf i changed?

m i losing myself? changing myself? or finding myself back?

suddenly, there is oso a shortage of ram up there. i feel...lag. which is definitely nt sth gd.

things change so fast outside at quite an alarming rate. for example, the petrol station below my hse lyk jus closed down after my first book out?. everytink on my door is lyk fading?.

my life. a big change?. grinding to a halt? or m i moving on without myself knowing.

so many questions, so little time. i realli need to enjoy my 4 days outside.

field camp is gonna b a bitch i no it.

and for a certain individual out there, she better take gd care of herself if nt she will get it ya haha. =D

4 days mc. song bo.

for nth. =D

but the rt confirm rt until cannot rt. nb.

nxt wk field camp. hope i dun die. =)

I WAN MY FUCKING POP.

后青春期的诗
歌手：五月天

当烟雾随晨光飘散 枕畔的湖已风乾
期待已退化成等待 而我告别了突然
当泪痕勾勒成遗憾
回忆夸饰着伤感 逝水比喻时光荏苒
终於我们不再为了生命狂欢 为爱情狂乱
然而青春彼岸 盛夏正要一天一天一天的灿烂

(阿信口白：然後呢 一起走吧)

谁说不能让我此生唯一自传 如同诗一般
无论多远未来 读来依然一字一句一篇都灿烂
让天空解释着蔚蓝 浮云定义着洁白
落花铺陈一片红色地毯
迎接我们到未来
精彩未完的未来

booking in.

life is mundane inside. boring piece of shit.

but we lan lan haf to serve haf to serve.

pay day nxt book out. gonna get sth for myself i guess.

like father like son.

jus had morning session wif pops.

is funny. when we walk out of the hawker centre

doin the same actions to get the stucked food out from in between the gums

den spitting. ok though is nt sth to b proud of.

and den lastly start swearing when toking.


hmm ya i m out for the 3rd time. preparing to cheer someone up now. shld b productive dis wk.