lately i feel tt i m more lyk ah pek. listening to hokkien songs, watching taiwan dramas in some afternoons which i used to find them crap. but of cos lyk an old ah beng. still doin nonsensical stuff. or mayb those are jus signs of aging XD.

i m getting younger still. =)

too much irritations. too many xl ppl. temper getting worse. too much burn posts.

i tink i need some peace and cooling tea.

zz.

i m freakin pissed.

eh. i haf been tolerating. seriouslly screw the extra person in my home. _|_. I realli hate it i nv come and disturb u, u dun come and say i shldnt b born in dis world. FUCK U OK. U R NT EVEN MY MOTHER. she wan to give birth to me isnt ani business of urs? she gives me pocket money is it ani biz of urs. I seriously warn u if u dare to throw me tt kind of insult or anitink lyk tt again i wun even hesitate to F u in ur face. UR FUCKING MOUTH STINKS LYK UR CHAO CHEE BYE ok. dun throw ur weights around in the hse cos i dun fucking care. WAD I M NT SUPPOSE TO BORN IN DIS WORLD, AND DUN TAKE WAD MY UNCLE SAY TO ME. MY UNCLE DIDNT MEANT IT TT WAY SO DUN TWIST THE WORDS AS U LYK. and wad's wif the money issue. is money all in ur mind. i tell u nxt time limpei earn money i sure take 10k and change to all 5 cents coins and throw at u. U CCB.

lastly, pls fucking die and thk u for dying cos there's one less pest in dis world and earth can save more space.

thoughts

i thought tt i m always a person hard to understand and all. cos i dun share my thoughts out most of the time. even my trusted ones is lyk i keep some tinks to myself. so mayb today i will blog some of my thoughts out.

but den and again. sometimes i m jus blank for such tinks. i tink lately i m keeping a distance from all of my gd frens. dun ask me y. nt realli a distance. but the time i m able to spend wif them is quite little due to work, projects and all. so, my gd frens so dun misunderstand the thought tt i m trying to keep a distance from u all. and no gay or distorted thoughts. i definitely love u all. =D

another tink, i tink lately i hardly emo. which is a gd tink cos i tink if sth is freaking unhappy no pt tinking abt it. but if i realli do emo. i doubt i will tell anione abt it. cos i might jus stay home and freaking mad blast in one corner. if nt one of the other options, there will always b king koil. i tink there are always much better tinks to b done. and CONSTRUCTIVE tinks of cos. haha.

Lastly, i seriously gave it some thought. sth is definitely wrong wif me. a nice girl is in front of me and i tink is alright for us to get together but i m nt even sure i wan to b wif her or nt. having a lot of doubts abt myself now. yes i haf been freakin single for almost 2 yrs. but the prob is perhaps i haf gotten too used to wad a free man haf. but either ways we will c how tinks go.

sum it up, my brain is nt so empty lyk it seems after all. =D

revival.

i tink i need to revive dis blog by posting sth. Lol. let's c wad juicy info i can get. LOOK AT THAT SHIT. UPCC, so wad does it mean. u can actually pcc into the rubbish bin. HAHA nt. i jus meant, ulu pandan community centre.

i m so tired. loads of work and stress came crashing down in my life but i tink i m still taking dis ez HAHA =D.

lao pa's bday coming soon. so i tink high chance need to burn money soon.

seriously yawning is a crime lol. quoted by charles. o screw it lol. n great day i didnt spend my nite slping again and ppl escaping from hougang were seen in bugis mac. For e.g. some fucking indian guy wear a bathing cap on his/her head. so miss/mr r u a guy/girl. O man. nxt we haf drunken ang mohs tt ask if the boss stays inside the mac. u red hair mus b so dumb. is lyk the same lyk asking the ang moh back is ur hometown africa?. stupid. man i tink i could use some slp alright. i can vince anitime now.

when u dun slp. u start to vince(go crazy, start toking nonsense) o well. didnt went for my advanced 3d modelling class again. damn i tink i m so dead. but o well for the sake of my dearest sister charlene charles tay. well ok AND I M SRY FOR SMASHING UR NOSE. my bad seriously. THE GIANT INCINERATOR IN BUGIS BURN UP ALMOST ALL MY MONEY SO I GUESS I CAN START TO EAT GRASS SOON. lol probably haf to plan n cut down on my expenses. Mum started to took it out on me after i reach home, damn i jus wanted to slp. SHE STARTS BY so did u go to the hotel or did u treat this place as ur hotel. dun come back dun wan to see where r ur morals (-.-)? i was lyk wtf seriously and den start making assumptions so u gt gf is it b sure nt to cr8 ani new lives into dis world ok? seriously dots to my mum. den lao peh oso come and disturb dun need to come home and slp la i tink u can b hero or even god le. O WELL i haf interesting ppl in the hse.

regarding another tink. 1 month. in 1 month's time i m goin to get an ans. if is a yes my status would change if nt, it will remain the same.

i tink i m vincing. but nvm

ZZ.

U STUPID OLD WOMAN U BETTER STOP MESSING UP MY LIFE. I M SLPING DUN ASK ME IF I WISH TO EAT DO U HAF EVEN THE COW SENSE? WHEN I SAY LATER MEANS LATER AND U USE UR FUCKING EYES TO C I M SLPING SO DUN COME AND FUCK AROUND WIF ME WHEN I WAKE UP AND TELL MY MOTHER THE BUNS ACTUALLY BECOME HARD BECAUSE I NV EAT. FUCK U OK WAN ME TO STUFF A BUN INTO UR MOUTH WHEN U R SLPING U CCB?

SO MAY U DROP DEAD AND DIE AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE! _|_

another note: she jus loves to vince and i dun understand wad she says at time. ()~

ONE WORD TO SUM WAD IS HAPPENING AT HOME.


DIU. seriously.

o my dear old grandmother is having her pms and she's complaining to come home. blah blah and etc. my god. dis is so dumb. squeeze the 4 of us under one 2 room flat. seriously i dun lyk her at all. at such an age. she's still throwing tantrums lyk some small kid and she steals from my uncle's place. so ya. wad a great example u r setting huh. n NO i certainly dun welcome u back home. wad i told my parents was i m goin out early in the morning and nt come home till midnight if she comes back and stay wif us.

and the least tink i will do is probably piss her off and make her move away again lyk wad i did yrs ago.

ok my blog has been dead for a while. ok is rather long until someone reminded me of updating yesterday. n i tink i too champ alreidi. 6 modules. 2 Ds. 1 D+, 2Cs, 1C+. i wonder wad will b the nxt sem b lyk. this course is beginning to b lyk wad i used to tink it might b lyk but o well. The onli tink i can do now is to squeeze my way thr and get the diploma tt is supposedly said tt is abt to secure my rice bowl. funny tink is, IS NT EDIBLE. after tt would b army. i tink i m looking forward towards it but on the other hand i m nt so looking forward to it. pros and cons. weigh it. c how tinks go i dunno wad the future would hold for me aniway.

i tink i haf been growing to become more rational nowadays. n i dun get emo once in jus few days. although sometimes tinks r nt goin tt well. ok enuff abt myself.

i need some entertainment from life. pls grant me some. HAHA.

sth i learn.


some girls are to see, some girls cannot b, only one is meant to b

some things

so today is my first working day in SAF open hse. selling ice cream. omg. i can actually sell ice cream. and i tio the busiest booth. sian 1/2 somemore i m so sick. running nose almost on a temp. luckily i could handle it. n my god. the uncle tt helped me is actually someone tt is lyk dunno when he will die. Two of blood vessels connecting to the heart has been operated. one vessels is waiting to burst and when burst, u nv no wad can happen to him. but yet he is still so optimistic abt life, tok cock wif me enjoying his every moment of his life let the people around him filled wif laughter and happily working. i mean i onli haf respect for him. I mean not all ppl can b so brave to actually face up to their ill fate. i mean i suddenly thought those ppl who commit suicide is pure stupid, sometimes dey r nt even diagnosed wif terminal illnesses and a problem always come wif thousands of solutions wad could b so hard. I believe today there r much lessons to b learnt n a motivation to make me move on wif life. =)

i nv wish for anitink else. i jus pray for myself to b more hardworking and rationale. =D t's all i need for now

is messy. both feelings and thoughts. the hse is in a mess as well. there's nth meaningful to do at hm. z. is jus a mess. i tink right now i m in a mess as well.grr

one word to sum it up: DIU.

enuff of the emo posts. time for some happy post. XD

ok i ate carl's junior food for the first time today. and the portobello mushroom burger is realli OTL. juicy mushrooms and patty, cheesy sauce, with onions, tomatoes and lettuces. it totally make u drool. the taste is definitely great. ok i no dis is beginning to sound lyk a happy food post though or some ad from the magazine, nvm. aniway my hols haf been rotting and rotting so far. but at least i m still having my hols. n ya. o n i tink i need to learn how to do my hair and do sth abt some of my clothings b4 i go out. i no, i kind of look ragged when i go out at times. yes yes tt will haf to go. i will try to make sure from now on haha.

n b4 ending off. happy holidays to me. =D

rants again. wtf seriously.

i m seriously nt in the mood for anitink dis few days. and is definitely nt pms. z. i m jus worn out. tired all the time. sometimes so sick and bored of this life cos nth is happening. SERIOUSLY NTH. boring. my tears r falling out from my eyes almost every moment due to the boredom.

i need sth in my life and i m still finding the tink. screw u 'tink' =(

and so i thought i shld update.

ok jus a lot of rants here and there. let's start off where my memory did not fail me. today is national day ok nt, is 5 hrs past national day so screw it. i dun care. i m nt patriotic aniway. while ppl r enjoying the parade and all the baris sedia. i m there eating my bbq pork chicken and beef and some veggies tt is needed to get the daily wastage out. tinking abt the basic animation makes my blood boil. u stink jim ang. jus bcos u nv die in tt accident doesnt mean u can b twice as xl. and why the hell did i wrote recover soon and quick in ur get well card. is pure hyprocrite. i jus wanted to wrote, quote "may u burn and rot in hell for eternity. and u r jus lucky tt u were onli one step away. may nt b so lucky nxt time. (and a sarcastic part) HAHA. o well. sch is always abt rants isnt it.


nxt up, yesterday was farhana's bday. so ya went to the chalet and celebrate wif the bunch of ppl tt i haven seen for ages but whom i dun miss =x. ok mayb nt. is still great to see them. and is gd to hear tt ppl miss me. HAHA guy somemore. dots.

bottled up wif so much feelings and sth i thought i had long forgotten and put bhind suddenly came back and make me emo. damn. lousy feeling but yet on the other hand i have confused feelings which i tink i need to sort out. but dun wry i tink i m fine. so ya. But i dun mind ppl toking to me abt it.

and o ya bet u guys haven seen dis side of me. HAHA.


i tink i m way too boring =(

random xlness part 2

*walking on the streets, saw a couple getting married. making a bit of hooha in the car park wif camera equipments oso.

dad starts toking

Dad: Look someone getting married.

Me: so many camera equipment lyk filming

Dad XLs:Look at their faces? dey cannot even make it to b actors.

Conclusion: The xl culture passes on XD.

This is my two champions. AND PLS DUN ASK STUPID QUESTIONS LYK UR ONE AH?. nope dey r nt mine. dey r my sis's. and say dey r cute or u die. =).



y everytime dao. Zz. ok tt's zachary for you.

ok mayb i m jus plain bored. a lot of tinks happen.

TO DAVID:
ok mayb u haf ur own reasons for doin some things but y cant u jus tok to us.? arent we nt ur frens. but u chose to destroy tt trust between us. U promise sth. u deliver. at least try ur best. if u cant jus say u cant. but of cos i tink u realli need to go back and re-evaluate urself and clear dis money issue b4 things go from worse to hell. n i quote from shin, "sorry would b the last tink i wish to hear from u". n i m sry to say tt dis time u sinned even much more den me and is too bad for u to b forgiven. Prove ur actions n mayb there r still hope. i dun wish to burn u jus yet. Period. N definitely i m very disappointed.

aside from tt,


suddenly the thought came to me.

gd frens r realli hard to come by, treasure and cherish the times u all spend together. u would nv no wad will happen the nxt moment. So i therefore thk the gd frens tt haf given me wonderful times and memories.

N DUN WRY I M NT PASSING AWAY YET. =X

racist dad. racist son. XD

dis is amusing. u nv no wad the old birds can do.


Phone rings*

Dad ans.

KLING PO on the other line.
"May i speak to mr parker pls?"

Dad pissed.

"u gt the wrong no."
"there is no mr parker, onli mr fuck you."

*hangs up.

Start blabbering vulgarities abt indians to me.

WAH LAO. DAD U R MY OU XIANG MAN. =D

rants

ok. crap thx to food poisoning. i have been suffering. n i m serious. now the sight of the toilet bowl scares me. one week of hell. go anywhere oso sick. skipped sch for a wk go arcade cant play properly. went to doc lyk twice. it jus sucks. 4get it i jus hope dis gets over and done wif.

some visual entertainment.

sand king did a sinful sign. =D



IDIOTS. INC.



cha wu lai being idiot.

A big thank you to cook up a great crab meal and desert. seriously nt bad at all. I tink i seriously enjoy dis kind of gatherings. we shld haf dis kind of cck gang gahering more often. =D


But. i sinned again. sian. i had food poisoning the whole day. kept running to the toilet for more than 10 times in total. the content tt came out of cos is disgusting. but of cos dis is probably the day i slpt for more than 15 hrs in total. a great and painful rest though. lucky i still alive whee and no doubt i m the lord of sins lol.

i wonder if i can make it for the seminar tml. =x

i m getting desperate for some tinks in life. ZZ.

ok. some updates.

ok. dis few days i had been down wif projects, fun and tireness. As usual i always haf amusement up my sleeves hee.



So mr kling uncle, wad r u praying to?. for u to strike TOTO?. NOPE. NOT IN DIS LIFE BWAHAHAHA.



o well. cha wu lai jus being cha wu lai. blur cock as usual. DUN burn me or i will burn u back. XD.

LOOK at dis. CAN U C THE "DMGF" in the first letter of each word?. HA, dmgf serve the global community. nice jus nice. lol.



-.-". wad is dis. wow great information abt how u fell. how abt u update when do u bath or brush ur teeth everyday dots. from TAN'S BEEF noodles. so u no who we will nt b seeing around for a while XD.

tt's all laughter. =D

It has been an emotional roller coaster.

i need someone. someone tt is.

some tinks.

ok. firstly i tink hell happened the past 3 days. first, cha wu lai lost her laptop, den the bf is bloody ___, fill in the blanks if u guys no. o well. den nv gt to go back home tt day. wanted to make sure everything abt her is ok. so duckricestalluncle n me bcame heroes on mon. nth better to do in the middle of the nite and start to bcome cranky and above pics are wad u will get. R(A) scene wif ronald macdonald's and den sneak into construction site and play wif their BULLDOZER. XD. o well. o n i found one pic. LOOK at his name.




JAYAGOBI. new kind of coffee in town. i sure could use some coffee in the middle of the nite without slping. o wait and look. he looks lyk coffee as well. jus tt is nt KOPI OR GAO. XD. no sins. no sins. =D.

so nxt day went to sch wif jus 1 hr of slp. barely can concentrate. supposed to do proposal but ended up staring at the screen for half an hr b4 starting doing. moral of the story: get enuff slp. den after sch went to support ms claudia's chocolate stall. O THE CO GIRL selling choco. haha. ok but the chocolates r nice and still wan to thk u for the cd. =D. den went arcade again, mayb i jus wan to cut my life short without the slp. nth much happen in the arcade jus tt i get so tired that i could barely c the drum and guitar notes. so nv up pts. big deal. ok den went hm slp at 1 plus 2.GREAT.

today woke up late n feeling nt gd. so nv go sch. sucks. =(

sinful me.

jus take it as the vulgarities r censored. Sry for the readers that r nt involved and a big FUCK U to those i burn. XD.

This is for u.

ok though my blog is nt meant for burning ppl everytime but dis is jus another person that gets on my nerves.

i need to take a deep breath first. =D

Ok. Firstly u ego bastard. CCB. u need some growth for ur chinner suni. IF NT, make it into a pundat, it would be gd as well cos u r one. And seriously i dun lyk ur face, or rather i dun even lyk u. So it is fine if ppl do nt want to b frens wif u, or in fact enemies wif u. U even haf chairs lining to b thrown at u. SO FUCK YOU. Next do u haf to always b the first. WOULD U EVEN DIE if u r nt. IF u r, i can onli say u cant lose b it in dmgf or girl. U TINK U R THE FIRST, i tink u r a loser. LOSER THAT IS WORSE THAN RUBBISH DUMP, O and did i jus mention u? OR RATHER u r cheaper than that piece of crap. CHEAPER.


WHO u want to meet i dun gif a damn. 2ndly, u act lyk a bloody loser, JUS BCOS U DUN GET WAD U WAN and u do so many things that is so FUCKING IRRITATING, PUI. AND U consider urself a man? . u r jus lyk KID. and a big fat kid that is able to suck his nipples but cant even see his own dick. lower than even a pest. PIECE OF SHIT.

I WOULD B SO HAPPY TO B IN UR FUNERAL AND I M SURE MANY OTHERS DO AS WELL. UR PARENTS R JUS UNLUCKY TO HAF U. DAMN.
BURN U. STUPID RUBBISH BIN THAT I SPIT ON EVERYDAY ON MY LIFE.

pls dun mind me for the )(&*&$*&^ tt comes out in my post. i m lyk tt. when someone needs to get burn, he will get all dis.

u kana burn by me today.

suddenly i jus felt lyk burning u. ur irritation has been certainly reach me nt once but many times until i jus feel that u r a bloody pain in the ass. A BIG FUCK U to first u bloody ccb hu cant shut ur bloody mouth and bloody hum the guitar and shake and shake. IS BLOODY OBSCENE if u didnt no. FIRSTLY, the comment on my tizona, get lost la, i m nt playing dmgf for u to demoralise or gif me ur 'smart comments. 2ndly, is my p rate lousy or nt ur screen gt gold problem, if ur p rate is tt good, den mayb the screen would haf gold, but thx ah ur p rate isnt godly either. at least nt to the pt for me to OTL yet. _|_. 2ndly, PLS STOP RECOMMENDING SONGS TO PLAYERS. U SUCK realli, the mirage residence adv was stupid, i nv felt dis indian song could piss me off so much lyk an indian do. i played even worse den my ext. DAMN U. IF u tink u r smart and tt pro tink again, i thought u could help for once mayb. NO. U DIDNT, u irritate me and make me feel lyk blasting ur BLOODY CURLED HAIR FILLED WITH FLEAS that is grown on ur brain. CANT u jus play dmgf lyk a NORMAL HUMAN. AT LEAST TRY TO ACT AS ONE EVEN IF U R NT. cancerous cells r growing within u is it or stroke is coming to u?. AND PLS DUN BEG cos is so FUGLY.



AND CHAO CHEE BYE TO U. DUN ACKNOWLEDGE ME AS SOMEONE I M NOT TO U. GET LOST U FUCKER. unless u decide to bring the humanity back to u and i might need to consider.

A big thank u to u dis bunch of you xin ppl.

Firstly wan to thk all those ppl for rmbring my bday. a big thk u although is jus a tiny gesture i appreciate it.

here's the list.
Mum and Dad (obviously 18 yrs ago u 2 were witnessing the born of a great descendant of urs although mum keep saying if i didnt haf u i could haf toured the world. thx for bringing me to dis world ya XD realli love them but i m nt gd wif words)
Sis( my ever loving and doting sis =D)
Yong Zuan( of cos la cb, u r my brother forget bo xin leh, thx for the great dinner oso.)
Ivan( ya my gay buddy u forget u oso bo xin. =)thx for the great dinner as well. u 2 are my brothers indeed.)
Yu guang. (yes cow, glad u rmbed it thx a lot buddy)
Wan Ting ( unexpected but thk u oso)
Jiun Jia ( yea thk u. and thx for ur REMINDER.)
Sze Jin ( yea 7 plus msg me thx aniway and i was slping. 0_0)
Hui Qing ( yea thx 'lao po' haha. although u everytime gt the dates wrong)
Jerry ( wah lao agar agar oso rmbed. lol thx ya)
Chung lam ( ya ok. nth to say jus thx dun get urself too lame)
Xian Hui (wtf. wad wash rice until more clean)
Bernie( GU nt bad ah. my cousin indeed ya la vanessa bday oso hee)
Li Ping( thx i tink u r sick right. but thx for still rmbring and ur testimonial)
Jason( thx for the testimonial handsome haha)
Yuh Shin ( thx ah FUCKER lol. )
Shu Hui (thx pretty. u rmbed unexpected. )
Charlene(thx bitch. i m getting bitchier as day passes. HEE.)
Evina (thx sister. as always u always make my day)
Tick Aun( wow. thx man unexpected from u. jus say hi i wun eat u up)
Wee Leng (wah lan another one tt reminds me. thx aniway.)
Bryant ( 1.10 suni. thx for ur great testimonial HAHA. indeed my best tok cock buddy)
Nigel( a big fuck u,understand =).thx)
Wei Qi (thx luckily u rmbed my old fren haha.)
Wei Ling ( wow thx for the nice testi. thx for rmbring oso.)
Marlins ( thx marlins for giving me such a great bday celebration as well. Ms michelle, ms hsing wee, wenbao, ivan yeo, ms audrey, mr eddy and those hu turned up. THX A LOT GUYS.)
Zul (thx ya teddy. LYDD XD.)
Sheng Tat ( lol TAT u announced. and hell yea is 18. SWEET 18 huh. HAHA.)
Claudia (u rmbed. and i m SO GLAD tt u rmbed. ya nice 11th hr sia. some drama to it?)


tell me if i leave out ur names XD. u guys made a change in my life jus by dis tiny gesture my great frens and buddies.

WAD a feast haha. man haven celebrated my bday in a while. 16th bday was probably the darkest bday i ever had. 17th nth happen haha. dis yr nt too bad my family celebrated wif me haha. nice cake as well haha. a lot of wishes ask me n i might tell u XD.

random.

i dun wan to c u down until lyk dis. it jus pains me so much.

...pictures. right. tell me abt camwhoring =x.

charlene chao extra. when i decide to play wif my camera.




i nt happy. chop off her bloody head. b4 tt say 'trademark' first.



i m proud of wad i haf done XD. i lyk the head where it is.

i m lz to scan and ya. dis is my masterpiece ok. aniway is the cck gang if u cant read. i tink i m ok at cartoon drawing so ya. ask and u shall b given one. =)

Way back into love by hugh grant and drew barrymore. Nice song

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh 

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

ok. mayb it nv meant to start. jus nv. 123 nor 456 or even 789. mayb staying alone would still b the best choice out.

gr.

ok i m lz. i jus haf to admit it. wad's there to blog when u onli haf shit everyday. damn. ok firstly. ms j u realli piss me off. owe me 20 bucks pls return i aint tt close to u ya. damn. still act lyk nth i say again WE AINT TT CLOSE. dammit. i ego crushed the rubbish dump and he showed me face, lol i wonder m i in real deep shit but screw it. u disgust me _|_. nbcb. nxt i rushed tinks i m so angry wif myself i tok too much my bad. end up i tink now we haf tons and tons of misunderstandings for me to clear. let tinks stay dis way ok. let's jus say i hope tinks go well between me and ms m. HA. END OF SHITSIDE STORY.

new age of ppl having dinner.

i m having my dinner at 1am. isnt tt happening.? wonderful haha. dun b surprised if i add a few more pounds to my body fats. =x. life sure is bz and there are so many lessons to b learnt everyday. man

photo taking XD

chilling in the famous tau hue shop.



in olden days.NOT.


man i m beginning to tink the days in my digital photomedia lessons were nt wasted, i had such a talent after all XD. not the pt yea the famous tau huey shop, ask and u will no where is it, serves real gd soya beancurd, soya bean milk and the famous yu zha gue. yummy.

long wait

sry guys for the long wait i m finally back. haha jus haven haf the time to update tt is. ok kind of back to training to keep my self fit again pretty hard but i m trying,i mean i will do it, DO. i hate myself at times, for being hu i m but den and again becos of my gd and bad pts tt makes me wad i m but bad pts can b improve haha. change for the better man. tinks r ok between me and ms j, getting along fine i guess haha. jus tt i dun lyk some ways she handle tinks but den and again mayb we r nt close enuff. =). i m dead beat grant me more hrs of slp, quality slp tt is. XD.

is cny eve

great. went out early in the morning to join yz and evan to go cck. yawns and dey were totally late. as usual. but early in the morning tons of ppl were there alreidi haf to wait. cant believe i fail over there adv, haf to train up for it again but den and again i need some time. o well and den went over to my sis place for reunion dinner. nice steamboat dinner. pretty gd i m too full. XD.

CNY nearing.

ok woke up early in the morning to pei ms j the dunno how to go funan girl to go for her interview as a piano teacher. ok and to decide to go the reunion dinner at marina bay later she haf to call up everybody. amusing. the reason being she say cos i m goin so everybody else mus go *gifs a cheeky smile. yea den after tt went back to new town. yea all blacks. i almost died from it. HAHA. haven seen these wackos for a real long time hah. den after went to vivo wif cow, yz and evan to shop for their new yr stuff. stop reminding me evan. i no. dammit. den after went to marina bay for dinner ya my table is probably the best, carnivores. =). luckily somebody changed clothes if nt i m goin to tease her again haha. ok had a bit of drum sessions, make me rain. den went to K, till midnight tt's abt it. the enjoyment of hols + new yr HAHAHAHA.

life is pretty screwed. i tink i m very tired lately. gif me more hrs. went to power hse yesterday. pretty messy i mus say, is realli meant for ppl to get drunk and get high over there o well. my first time there, my head was spinning after a few drinks even though i was sober, I SWEAR OK. den a bit of RA scenes here and there tt's y is meant for 18 and above understand?.



the drinks haha.

how come dis b such a coincidence. the same course. the same marks. so similar. i dunno . was dis realli meant to b this way. and will i haf another person come crashing into my life again. so many uncertainties.

update

ok first tink first i haf to learn to communicate properly. due to some miscommunication den i flared. ok learning , i no i gt a foul temper sry guys hu had a taste of it. o well. haha had gyming session at my sec sch today ok. new town is still pretty screwed so ya big deal. i graduated from there 2 yrs ago so nth special. Trying to bcome a nt so fat kid cos i seriously gained some yuan wang weights. I M INNOCENT! y throw weights to me. although i may b guilty at times XD hee. i hope dis works. gd luck to those hu r having exams. i dun wish to haf ani karma cos i tink i realli need a lot of luck. screw programming. i tink i m so goin to fail tt module. kns. END.

it has been a while yup. i haven been able to update for rather long. rats. zz. someone is complaining alreidi. alright. some latest updates. i gt into playing step mania lately, haha fun and playing in class actually attracts those sec sch students crowding outside the class during the open hse. ya tt's nt the pt. since sch is so boring. i shan't tok abt it, wad else is jus projects and shit load of work. i m tired, both mind and soul. but the long wait is soon goin to b over, holidays are finally coming whee. o ya and i jus bcame a ME HAHA. finally break this great curse that is wif me for months. phew. i m praying for ms michelle's car oso, there are so many prayers to b ans but i tink it would be more practical to actually carry actions out. i haf to keep telling myself is soon goin to b over =).

haf been thr dis much, sometimes i jus felt tt i haf changed rather a bit since some months in VE. much more still coming up.

hell u.

i tell u. i will curse and swear if ani1 gif me anitink lyk dis in 12 days.

updates on some crazy stuff

ok let's start wif sat first. i was at my sis place celebrating my nephew's bday gd for me. haha. happy 2nd birthday zachary boy








some videos and some pics


den went night biking haha cck gang. so so jus haf some hell of a ride. fun of cos. let's get together some time again ya. hell ride = get rammed by a car and stay alive and doin 180 turn wif bike and human on top of it and stay alive. YEA i did it =).

yea some pics oso















at waterfront nt bad huh the scene. haha.



















ya we r having fun there.lol.








nxt up dun look at dis. i tink u probably feel disgusted mayb. these are scars of man. LOL. yea but seriously kind of disgusting dun look if u r frail

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wadever. u r freakin gay MONG jie. stop complaining and u BETTER keep a distance from me. PLS keep ur mouth shut if u haf nth constructive u say cos i m so goin to shut u up whenever u say anitink stupid. FAIR AND SQUARE. u seriously make me sick. PUI.

T's nt the very pt. tt's jus a tribute to the gay in my class ya wadever. i finished my website, though is nt fully done up and i left holes here and there lyk i always do. XD. wad to do. tml final day and there comes my 2 wks break RIGHT. probably get burned up bcos of PP2 and the continuation of my website. )(&%)*#$. and is realli namoamithpa wadever u spell it. right signing off to get my beauty slp if nt i probably bite ani1 in the morning hu irritate me.

my nephew in action, eating my watermelon, yea haf all u wan. ...


sometimes it is jus nice being a kid. Nth will happen to u. Son u r so safe and sound. live happily ever after. I jus miss those days i acted lyk i was so smart haha. small fart act lyk big shot o well those were the days. i grew out of it and here i m watching the nxt batch of small farts growing out of their kiddy life =).

this is very entertaining i swear. extraordinary family drama

dis is super random

....i hate messing wif dreamweaver. zzz. so dead i m n t starting on my website design yet. i m nt feeling the stress mayb cos the deadline isnt tt near yet. i wan some break. everybody tinks my course is slack. mayb it is. mayb is nt. designing takes up a lot of time zzz. Programming yesterday, cant believe i can do, most lykly i m wrong but so b it?o well.

yesterday and today

man i tink i m freakin deprived lol. i played with 'westlake beauty' during my last day of work. aint she pretty?. o screw westlake i m out of there hahah.





















As for today, i m still running out of slp. First lesson of the day is script writing. MAKE ME. zzz. o well i dun haf anitink much to post except a prayer for christmas and holidays to come soon.
Until then i shall bury myself in grave RIP.

ok wassup on a friday nite. whee finally found the guitar controller for ps 2. aha XIAO CHUN indeed. and the other model was wad?..GUITAR HERO. CANT UP PICK. tt's y is call guitar hero. o well another tink haha.I gt it at 15 bucks. i m expecting some scolding but o well haha. let me get the disc as soon as possible. bah so b it, i survived tis wk and i suppose more is coming up. i m still living HAHA. well done. jus take care of urself, tt's all.

dun irritate me dis few days i need to tink through many many tinks, irritate me and i may bite ur head off. DUN DARE ME. i tink sch work is alreidi making me dead, killing me slowly. Guess i wrote too much for PP2 and ye i end up haf to do abt 10 plus drawings and the due date is day after tml,DAY AFTER TML. zzz. quitting west lake dis wk how nice can it get, bye boars have fun playing wif the kong ba paos. sat sun i would b free, mayb rot at hm or sth. jus bury me. lyk wad u haf said. I could haf dis easier, i wished. lastly i m sry, i tink u no who u r tt i m apologizing to. Nth special but jus sth tt comes from the heart.

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i didnt no the urge step in so fast. stupid me, unable to control

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there are so many tinks i wish to say to u, but i keep dem inside, at least for now or mayb the near future. aniway nxt wk is goin to b a tough wk ahead, there are so many tinks for me to complete, for etc, 6 main drawings and a lot other drawings for pp2. zzz i m so dead. ok fine. i m doin cats now for gdness sake haf to draw for 11 ideas and do up the description and stuff for it. wah. i need a break. from dis world

thoughts

i guess i haf been irritating long enuff, perhaps u tink so too. i guess for now is realli time for me to leave u alone. i thought i was the mature one but i guess nt, mayb i was no different from him. wad is dis. yea. LC thx for ur advice haha.

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sometimes i dunno wad u wan from me. mayb is time for me to keep away from u.
tt was random. jus leave me alone

wad a day

ok my parents were damn funny today, my father was telling me how to go KK hospital my mum jus haf to blast my dad wif 'AH HIAN JIN HAO LIAN' lol. o well my dad jus haf dis personality of showing from wad she no. o well family drama everyday. as for myself i m very tired, sat went whole nite widout slping den sunday morning went sentosa, evening went work. now i m blogging. was doin cats hw b4 dis which i find the module meaningless. BAH o well. sch kind of stinks come to tink of it. END

First tinks first, to show my displeasure today. TO THE GAY IN MY CLASS. u dun use ur ice lemon tea can and poke my neh neh. very funny ah friendly greeting. try doing that again and u will get a 'friendly' greeting from me. u disgust me. YUCK. pui. cant believe i m being haressed by gays. dots. nxt nt concentrating in programming class as usual. i tink i m so goin to fail the test nxt wk. revision? i will try. sch work is piling up. i m lyk jus staring at it. praise myself for i m so goin to b crushed. SMASHED FLAT. the thought of it makes me .... ah o well. sth out of sch for now. Nxt, time for some gathering huh, u JCians hu used to b from ntss and the xl gang shld haf a meeting wif us. man i sure haf tons to tok abt wif u guys. ah o well. as for personal. for the past, i can onli say i m sry, is no longer impossible. the onli tink i can provide u wif is a listening ear i suppose.

crazy me dun feel lyk slping in the middle of the nite 3 AM. 3AM!! seriously. came back from boss's place at carribean. realli a nice place to stay in. the price u get 1 hse oso very nice. dots. location is rather gd oso since vivo jus came up. man, my whole body reek the smell of alcohol and bbq. been the iron chef 4 the day bah nonsense. fren keep trying to get food by saying tt i was nice, ya is nt ez to b nice guys, since dey die early from the carbon monoxide. HAHA. den a lot of stuff went thr my mind as my manager tok and discuss some stuff. i tink i m STILL giving myself a lot of probs. BAH. thus crazy me. den went dota. horrible for my case. zzz. den went mac wif my colleagues for supper. i c a lot of muggin goin on over there. Gd words = gd luck for ur o's ya. IN A BAD WAY = gd luck in failing ur O's or exams HAHA(mr brown's luff), nah i was jus jk emotionally terrorising ppl. man. sch starts tml and is story telling session for the first session. man gif me a break. probably b playing chess wif grandpa zhou in class. END.

random..dis is getting out of hand

dis is getting more painful as each day goes by. 'Unstable' nv seem to go away. was it meant to b lyk dis tt none of my paths were ez to cross. probably. i was a sucker to begin wif aniway. half-heartedly. i dunno how long i can bear dis pain. jus gif me the antidote, if there is 1

人因梦而伟大。Without dreams, there will be no force pushing us forward. Dare to dream, set out to achieve

new brand of noodles in town

Smiley HAPPIIE MEE, new noodles out in stores, where can u purchase them? they are being sold in buses all around singapore, especially ez to find in bus no. 165. U probably break ur teeth after biting on the mee itself, HAPPIIE? NO WAY U CAN HAPPY ABT TIS AFTER ALL IS HAPPIIE. dots.

pic of the day

nephew and uncle enjoying tv..cartoons. LOLS

sigh...

tink will b updating some videos soon to my blog yup.but aniway ya. 4721 to go a reminder for myself. The leader of the boars at my work place gt fed up wif me cos i accidentally drop the bowl onto the chili and splash it on her and start oinking. YA GO ON. as though my butts gt eyes to c wad's goin on behind me and as though i would no it will splash to u but in the first place ur big fat body gets in my way of getting the chop sticks and u r being a prick here. zz. guess tt's wad u get for having boars working wif u. nxt up, schedule packed, trying to do a lot of things in order nt to tink too much and for myself i guess. ya ignore me. again and again. sigh

i tink i m goin to wash my mouth for saying tt much of *&^%&^%&^

dis post is dedicated to an asshole

u r an asshole do u no tt? u no hu u r. U BEHAVE LYK A FUCKING KID. grow up for fuck sake, ur childish behaviour is nt tolerated aniwhere. GO whine lyk a kid else where some where i cant hear u somewhere i cant c u so tt i wouldnt b tt motivated to punch ur face. and leave claudia alone, she's nt ur toy, nt ur pet, nt ur anitink. IF U DUN UNDERSTAND ENG, i can speak chinese to u but judging from ur level i doubt u understand human language for u r a freakin pussy. get out of her life and move on. pls tink for urself u stupid shit. I haf nth against u at first but u irritate me and piss me off so much tt i wan to freakin blast ur balls if u haf ani. GET LOST, OUT

thoughts i might wan to say out loud

i nv thought i would b saying dis but o well. first tink i wish to say, my buds, frens wadever u played a realli impt role in my life, u r the main characters of ur life yes but u r oso the main characters of my life, until today i no tt i was onli to act loner HA ACT ONLI...yea tt's abt it i realli wan to thk my frens and buds for giving me such wonderful memories for me to tink back REALLI i m SERIOUS. Arh but i m nt goin to die yet so bah. i still gt long way to go.

Nxt, i tink dis is getting riduculous to me as well, wth if i m a dog, u r probably a bitch seriously i jus dun lyk the term dog. my buds u shld no y. ok sry dis is getting nowhere, since u haf been quite ke qi in ur words i shldnt say too much abt dis either but no thx to u for leaving a scar for me, u no hu u r and great i jus pass by ur blog and c such nonsense.


Nxt my classmates r getting out of hand lol, play somemore tt whistle song and everyone gets irritated HAHAHA...streamline by newton..dload it and u will no wad i mean

齊天大聖之憲在不准笑(音樂課)Part1 16.9.06

dis is very entertaining lol

齊天大聖之憲在不准笑(音樂課)Part2 16.9.06

entertaining part 2

yea...a survey ask to b done by a fren

1) Single, taken or crushing?
- Crushing, crushed, almost dead

2) Are you happy with your life now?
- so so, life can b very simple or complicated or hell or heaven depends on how u c it.

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with her fast?
- i tink i did....but i tink sth went wrong..HELL WRONG

4) Have you ever been heart broken?
- Duh...scars r all there

5) Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable
- i dun tink so

6) Would you take someone back even if she cheats on you?
- WAD DO U TINK?...hell no

7) Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?
- yea quite a lot, 25 or 26 wif my first kid hahaha

8) Do you want children?
- DUH...ans above alreidi showed

9) How many?
- 3!, 2 girls 1 boy, or 2 boys 1 girl will do but, jus leave it to management up there to decide the order


10) Would you ever consider adoption?
- Nt too sure, nt very into it, probably nt. I probably wan my kids to b labelled 'kids of the great jq' haha NOT.

11) If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for her to let you know her feelings?
- Hmm aniway she wans to tell me as long as i get the idea of wad she wan to tell?


12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
- I guess so. but there is always dis contradiction of the single envy the attached while the attached envy the single. HUMANS!...

13) Do you believe in love at first sight?
- of cos i do.

14) Do you believe you can change someone?
- yea tested and proven

15) If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
- hmmm, let's c. actually i m fine wif aniwhere as long as it pleases my future wife, but o well i would prefer to haf it in the sea at nite on top of a cruise or sth where i would release fire works haha...sounds cool to me. Details shall b updated later....and is realli LATER

16) Do you give in easily when you are fighting?
- yea gif in quite easily, but i may pick fight after tinks cool down...dunno...bad habit i suppose

17) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
-yea of cos i tink she no hu she is

18) Do you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
- yes of cos, messed it up again and again..z..sometimes feel lyk slapping myself for messing it up

19) Have you ever broken a heart?
- i admit, yes i did

20) If one day your best friend falls in love with the girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
- if the girl choses my buddy and my buddy lyks her as well i dun mind letting them get together will help them as well. at least i no she's in gd hands

21) Are you missing anyone right now?
-ya of cos she shld no hu she is

on top of dis questions asked... i jus hope time can heal ur wounds soon...i dunno if i had done wrong anitink but if i did, i m sry

sch up ahead

so let me say wad haf been goin on dis few days. hang out in the arcade as usual, service my lap top, doin crazy tinks scolding crazy stuff. kind of nv do work in few days. z..time to buck up if nt how can c my residual income, there r many tinks to b done. my time is nv enuff 4 everytink....ah o well. come on..come on...

hahaha i solved it

i solved dis faster den u BLEAH!!!

some updates

yea went to chalet last thurs, as i was cycling alone at Pasir ris area i found dis view, nice view, could haf been better if it wasnt tt foggy, psi had been real bad. tt time i realli need to b alone o well. ah 4get it, cursed abt everytink but nth is moving on, might as well do sth abt it.

The road had been rough

bz

yesterday was mid autmn festival yet i had to stay in office o well. sry to those hu asked me out and i couldnt make it. especially to yz and ivan psps couldnt carry out my big plans of 'fireworks' mayb i will organize another gathering another time. as for today, i tink i might haf to do quite a lot of explaining to my relatives on wad i m doin haha but o well might as well do it once and for all.

out of time

i m officially out of time...grant me tt if possible, nope afraid nt for this upcoming yrs i suppose but nvm tt.. working and working where would my journey end?...no it will nv end

HAHAHA

i sold my first single HAHAHA... MA now, ME isnt far away animore 3 days ok, 3 days it will b.

u r wad i haf always been waiting for.

life...

i wan to live life to fullest...thus decision was made...carrying it out in 13 hrs time..it begins

10 words

10 words to c whether u will fail a module or nt...indeed so true so true

the tuesday

TIME TO CRASH SOME LECTURES HAHAHAHAHAH

summarizing

ok some events this wk, went ntu to crash tat's lectures, the food there is surprisingly cheap, i tink even cheaper than ngee ann's .... kao, yea and that french lecturer of his is such a winner tt his england is so freaking powderful, tt i feel lyk throwing a slipper right into his face R=/= AIR and Deter=/= PEAR ..... if i had such a lecturer i wonder would i bang my head against the wall or jump down the building or sth. 1 conclusion, ppl hu r able to graduate from uni r CAPABLE ppl. LOL. yesterday went to ton at bobby's place. ya and we r lyk chionging trickster the whole nite woohoo had been doing dis lately and i m still alive, but cant take a lot more of dis probably die from it or sth. the face of mine bcame dis each time i nv slp for a nite 0_0 zombie hahaha. well u can say i m enjoying well tt's all

hehe a way of looking back i learn from mum

ok let's c the changes that i had from sec 1. and now yr 1 in poly.

When i was 13, i gt into dis new town sec and shld i say tt's when the fun and nitemares begin..

Work: None, my parents didnt allow it
Living in: Dover, hell lot of crazy ppl there and they r all stuck at level 6 jus above me.god..
Hairstyle: BOTAK..i didnt wan to tok abt it
Glasses: yea. the famous and stylous round frame specs LOL
Best frens: My buddies of the xl gang haha many tt time the gang was still expanding
Crush: Tt's past zz...
Tattoes and piercings: NEITHER.
Nicknames: Fish, Fishball, Flying monk ya wadever u can tink of thr tt way
Broken someone's heart: No? i tink mayb my mum's
Heartbroken: O yes
What was i doing: jus gt to no i haf crap ppl in my sec sch and i m bcoming 1 of them =)

NOW, 17

Work: Many companies currently at westlake eating hse
Living in: a 'bird cage' in holland village
Hairstyle: my ex classmate said it was as long as hers..HERS
Glasses: no longer the round frame though, nicer pair
Best frens: The members of the xl gang still, expanded haha nt disbanded though
Crush?: none for now
Tattoes and piercings: still none surprisingly
Nicks: still increasing dog, huang gou all sorts of nonsense have been added in as well
Broken someone's heart: tink i did...
Heart broken: ya same as ever still goin on
What m i doin: work,play,dmgf getting into the best part of my life i tink =D mayb nt the best part haha nt too sure since i haf onli lived for 17 yrs

chicken soup for the F**ked up soul

call dis sg service, today a great bus driver shut the door immediately when i came up and gt my bag stuck in between the doors. great jus great and he either tinks i m crazy or i can shed my skin and get out from tt door myself but nt i gave him a stare and onli after i say my bag is stuck den he open the bloody door to let me move. great try, i c tt the service is so gd nowadays tt i can bow, sry nt bow gif a pow in a face so by repaying dis great man hell of a driver i rang the bells more den 10 times jus for him jus lyk wad u do in long john silvers ring the bell when dey did well. o well, enuff of tt today had fun sessioning at cck, random all and we gt ourselves dd5 once, dd6 thrice nice indeed, expected a stage fail for tt o well. had fun. bought jay's latest album let's c wad nice and new songs is in there, the album is rather stylish i mus say. nth much to tok abt jus wan to complain that i haf work tml yea. HA.



chicken soup for the F**ked up soul indeed

little update

ya nth much for the past few wks..flood myself wif anime and jus making my way to the arcade...nth special instead so b it

some random complains

i tink i m getting desperate..lacking time and slp zzz..

o well..wad's hols aniway

sticks broke...great, now i haf to get new 1s...zzz probably getting tama but dunno available and ani other ez way to get it or somehow..yea aniway on power engine for trickster, i didnt slp yesterday jus to up 10 lvls me and bobby were lyk...giving the face this morning as though we were drug traffickers. Argh round 2 started in the early afternoon where the server had probs again...shld haf made use of the chance to slp. But doubt i need tt much of slp for now...playing bcame the first priority ya and so...blah off for chicken rice

right..

right...nt updating is naughty...zzz ya so i here to say again tt i m rotting away...o well work last wk.. oO picked up lots of food on sat...until me and wx wan to surrender..ai seh first time eat until lyk tt..o well chester and yz nt free tt wk if nt wouldnt b so bloated BURPS. other den tt..last wk was ROTTEN...rot and stink in the arcade. well listening to rob thomas's- ever the same nice song..indeed gtg.

today's achievements on dm

I can finally play dis song. Nt very gd yet but at least i didnt get a stage fail.











Ya i S funky, quite neat, p rate is fine i suppose, combo first time reach 300, quite happy abt it..gd gd can continue further. Wad else tt is gd enuff nv put in, nt realli much oso. Die zauber ext became skill pt 64%, tpp2 58% still no skill yet..., let me believe went up by 1 percent...ok at least it went up.









Ya and i haf been hanging out at the arcade everyday, shld i say well done. But i m still lyk chanting sian everyday...zzz.ROT AND ROT

dmgf achievements and other stuff

ok finally passed dis sai song, couldnt b ani better lol, went into skill pts ya but still nt catching the cymbal and snare part. trying to.o ya funky went up to 71 percent thx to bryant's and yuh shin's teachings ai seh...thx realli 5 percent nt ez to up. 950.xx now..wan to c green.

ok tt's all abt dmgf. ya one sentence to say abt now....i m rotting my self to waste....trying to make use of the time though

ps more...connection gt lost..bringing u the pai kias photo

photo shoot

ah..i totally forgt abt dis..here r some photos from photo shoot from last thurs, lz to post on frenster still mus shrink here and there..argh forget it.
















AI SEH..gay face ya i no u will tink tt way...hey cher ask me to do this pose ok.












ok GLKs from 1M03 gathers lol, and tt includes my teacher lol




ok my class nt all but abt there yup

long long

After work...as usual i haf a lot of complains abt work...lol. OK nt the pt my hols r here...lol time to rot.. mayb go find another work to get somemmore money to feed myself and my entertainment ya i haf nth much to post unless someone bugs me to post? haha mayb another day.tt's all for today

i tink i m so saddistic until i m hurting myself emotionally everyday

the taste of missing a person

The cock and bull story abt missing someone. is it realli painful to miss someone. YES AND NO. yes indeed the feeling can almost destroy u.NO cos u might jus be hurting urself over it when the other party dun even care. The emotion of tinking of someone, was it given to us to make humans painful in the mind. wadever it is. THE CREATOR OF HUMANS mus a little saddistic or sth, even the world is nt perfect as it is i can tell u dis emotion is crap and total shit. SUMMARIZE....miss someone so wad, tt emotion dun get to the other person or he or she dun understand, u r jus killing urself or dying over ur own emotions for NTH

regret

If life is widout ani regrets, i would suppose there will nt b ani so called 'lessons' for us to learn. Hu wished to haf regrets in their life, if u do, i would nt no which planet u r from or wherever place u r from. Even as a 17 yr old guy/boy/man, whatever u call it, i alreidi haf tons of regrets. Did u all no tt grumbling over sth u r unable to do can turn out to b an regret as well but o well. The onli advice that can b given for dis particular topic is do everytink to ur best of ur abilities and live life to the fullest and dis can reduce the no. of regrets u will haf in life. As for some unavoidable events, one can onli take tinks in their stride. And if reading dis brings back a lot of unhappy memories, den i m sry abt it.

Jealousy

Jealousy can b a ugly thing yes indeed. But at times i wonder why do some people lyk to get their bfs or gfs jealous abt some tinks, hard to say though but some tinks may jus turn ugly or mayb turn into sth irreversible. But nevertheless, it is an emotion built in us and we jus haf no other choice but to control it. The taste of it, people would describe it as sour? But o well i haf been goin thr tt for quite some time but tt's nt the pt. The sweetness in ur relationship is far more impt than wad i m facing i jus hope this irritating emotion of mine can get out of my sight,ok mayb nt sight jus out of my brains. Nt being noble here but jus being rational here.