i was bored. hoho.

May 18 Birthday Astrology:

Friends and Lovers

May 18 individuals favor a large circle of friends who share their love of sports and good conversation. They are likely to have only a few close friends. They often have troubled love lives. Because they are extremely emotional, breakups are hard for them. Their strong sexual nature often leads them to make some poor choices in love matters.

(i tink still ok. but parts of it r true lol)

Children and Family

May 18 people often stand alone within the family. Either they distance themselves from the family at an early age or their chosen life-path creates a breach. Parenting is not often at the top of the list of priorities for them. These dedicated, driven people often need to fulfill a personal or career ambition first.

(well dis is confirm very true. i drift away from my family long long time ago. mum will always say, u tink the hse is hotel?)

Career and Finances

May 18 natives have a single-minded approach to career goals. As a rule, most decided early in life what they wanted to do and are not likely to deviate from that path. Their independent spirit makes them ideally suited to careers where they are their own boss, or are at least autonomous within a larger structure.

(hoho. wanted to b a policeman dunno from when.)

aniway.sent kang off to the holiday resort.jaguar resort. nt a bad place. shall upload photos soon. even there is onli lyk 3 or less photos.

i m bored too XD

"Who was your last?"


1. had beer with?
beer?. cant rmb

2 .Went to the movies with?
i tink i had stayed home watching movies for a long long while

3.Went to the mall with?
i tink it was cai yen.

4.Talked on the phone with?
kang. aftermath of sth.

5. Made you laugh?
duck.

6. You hugged?
...no one. even if there is, is way back

WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
neither.

2.Be serious or be funny?
funny?

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
skim i guess.

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
neither.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1.Sun or moon?
Moon.

2. Winter or Fall?
Winter.

3. Left or right?
Right.

4. Sunny or Rainny
Rainny.

5. Peach or Pear?
peach.

6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
anyway tt i can eat it.

7. Do You Cook?
yea.

8. Current mood?
EMO.


IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
no.

2. Sang?
yea.

3. Been hugged?
no.

4. Danced Crazy?
yea. somewhere in pokka i jus did i tink. =(

5. Cried?
weeks back when i was emoing abt my grandmother.

i wonder. is it even worthy.

mayb nt. this shall b the last stretch.

went to pokka to work today.

as usual, i gt a lot of paper cuts and plus plus a power abrasion near my ankle. seems lyk it came contact wif my vein somewhere. and my whole leg is pretty numb and swollen.

everytime i finish 1 day's work at pokka i feel so drained. is lyk goin to war. hoho.

i wonder, m i saddistic? i tink if i m, duck is too.

and regarding some issues. i m definitely frens zhong shi.

last msg to kang: hoho, u r goin to b a man. so do the right tink ya.

many thoughts. but i cant put them in words. so ok bye.

gt a lousy feeling.

jus had supper at kopitiam where dad was working.

and when i was abt to leave dad show a look. it was a kind of sian diao look.

i dunno wad tt means but whenever i see my parents working i get the feeling. some sai feeling tt makes me feel guilty of raising my voice at them sometimes.

hmm. mayb rmbring tt feeling will make me a even better person

Maroon 5 - won't go home without you

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

LEAVE ME ALONE.

FO.

=)

alright. some announcements to make.

to the ppl whom gt worried abt me. i m fine. SERIOUSLY. ok i admit there was some kind of sudden emo but is realli nth. is jus me reflecting abt myself. tinking whether is there anytink wrong wif me. no prob man. sry to shin, huat and charlene. i will b fine or rather i m alreidi fun

o ya regarding the experience in pub. it was fun. i dun usually drink the black sth. i cant rmb the name of the hard liquor but still alright. i m an old man i drink martell ok? LOL. and fun walking around vincing doing crazy tinks after i gt a little high on the alcohol. it was fun knowing new frens and all and yup i dun haf much tinks to say. and thx to the nice Philippines fren tt treated us. and he has nice photography skills tt i can pick up for my fyp hahaha.

soon things will light up the way. wadever way it shld b

mr leu. luckily u get 90. if u get below tt u can fuck off le. XD

thx the ppl for getting angry/du lan or afraid tt i would vince. lol. at least i no i still haf some place in ppl's hearts.

sth to declare to the gd frens of mine. if u deem urself as one.

sometimes is nt i dun wan to tell tinks. situations might b i cant find solutions from u all or i wan to solve it myself. high chances would b the latter.

the inner circle is nv goin to open up.

fucked up mood.

i wan to tou tou qi.

go somewhere.

perhaps nt aniwhere but somewhere i can tink properly

nvm. jus leave me alone.

hello.

mr tan u nt bad ah. can score so high for my test. XD.

for all hu needs to no abt dis or see dis. pls slp enuff. is for the health and for the huo qi nt so da and for nt vincing.

ups and downs for today.

gd mood for the gd tinks i c in the day. dis is sth confidential LOLOL XD.


bad mood for the shit ass tinks tt happen during the late afternoon. i lost my bloody specs inside the sea. and is so deep and salty tt i cant find it. _|_ z mayb i m goin to b pa jiao for few days or mayb nt. and some things happen tt i dun tink i wan to say here. ask me if u wan to no.

basically, sentosa trip = ok. could b better

i m nt doin anitink productive.

wth m i doin.

i gt to find sth to do.

dun betray my trust or u shall die horribly.

trust me for i will do so.

16 hrs of slp is giving me the headaches.

ton was alright. although i tink i had some problems wif myself though.

n 1 tink dun ask me abt it. i tink is jus some kind of sudden emoness tt came up to me.

and aniway.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FUCKER. HAHAA.

fucker= kang.

and ms tay i saw ur tag?. u dying to get burnt?

y do u haunt me.

everytime i c ur blog.

it filled me up wif memories.

i m nt asking u to get out of my life.

but jus stop reviving my feelings of affection for u.

mayb i shld jus stop visiting ur blog.

The Bottom Line

Instead of making fun your first priority, make sure everyone you love is happy.

In Detail

Instead of making fun your first priority today, make sure that everyone you care about is taken care of. Check in with an older relative or friend who might need you to pick something up for them. Ask a coworker how their latest project is going. Give your sweetie some words of encouragement. Connecting with the people who matter in your life will remind you just how lucky you are to have them! Plus, it will also make them feel very lucky to have you in their life


WAD IS DIS. ALRIGHT C FOR URSELF. IF U TINK U DESERVE IT. DEN U DESERVE IT. I DUN HAF TO SAY MUCH. HA.

running around sg in progress to meet the frens tt i wish to entertain.

mode: in progress

You are The Hierophant

Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.

All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

wad is tis lol

.

i finished invigilating at ite. well done to me. gd pay.

shit me for failing modelling. but i no dis was coming aniway. so fuck it.is nt sth i can study aniway. dis is tough and lyk jerry say life is tough. i tink my life would b much better off if i didnt chose this course in the first place. choosing a course out of interest is definitely a dead end. the interest is gone ha and gd luck

if i failed more den 3 modules. i would drop out. stupid course

and i saw a new name in my fren test lol. ms chen no doubt u r my sis haha.

i dun haf much to say. jus die.

DUN UNDERSTAND.

qu si

ki si

mati

i dunno the indian. nvm jus die u yao xiu kia

random conversation of the old fart and mum

random talk abt the criminal on the loose.

mum and old fart: blah blah
old fart: if the criminal meet any person isnt tt a gd thing
mum: dun b stupid, the guy noes how to make bombs and get ppl as hostages tt will b bad.

ya right, old woman i wonder are u born without brains or are u jus pure dumb. senile alreidi right?here's a big fuck u for making me unable to slp when i come home after work. is damn tiring ok _|_. u seriously shld jus die. DIE UNDERSTAND?

bad nite, i emoed in the toilet which in a long while i realli realli haven done so.

dear ah ma,

i missed u so much, it has been 3 yrs since u left us.

but yet the times when i held ur soft hand and walk along to some places are still deep in my mind as though it was yesterday.

i respected how u manage to hold the household single handedly and nth could go wrong.

u r such a great cook tt no one in the family can match u. i could never complain anitink abt ur dishes.

the 10 dollars that u gave me almost everytime u gave me are lessons for to learn, the manners the respect and how great tis 10 dollars can b used.

the love, the care and concern tt u gave me can never be replaced.

i rmb how ur death devastated everyone in the family and tore me almost inside out.

but i no tt u r doin well as i do dream of u sometimes.

i was wondering, y is life so unfair. the worst ppl stay alive on earth and u r being taken away. y isnt the old woman at home being taken away?

i haven cried in a long time and i believe u r the only one that is able to make me do so.

sth is wrong wif me and i dunno wad.

mayb is jus some sudden emo syndrome.

men are simple. there can onli b 3 things tt bother them.

1. Money
2. Career
3. Women

sth is jus wrong.

random thoughts.

sometimes i will tink to myself. wad would my family haf been without me?.

dey probably retired wif mum's cpf savings and probably will nt wan to burst a blood vessel bcos of me. or mayb, dey might b lonely without the company, cos sis is alreidi married. so yup. or sum it up simply , dey probably might haf been much richer without me?.

sometimes i realli wonder. r they happy wif me around? i no mum do wan me to pei her at many times, but sometimes i will, most of the time i would use wad i always use, 'nt free'. n i wondered if dad would b so talkative at home without me around? or perhaps goin off around showing off his xl skills to ppl is still a big ?. hmm wad abt sis, did she ever felt disappointed wif a brother lyk me, a brother tt is so ful of vulgarities, mean and all. n lastly, will dey cry for me if i suddenly passed on jus lyk tt?.

wadever it is, i m still here. and i realli wan to thk them for tolerating wif me for umpteen times and of cos i hope i haf definitely brought them more joy den disappointment. emo post so screw it. HAHA.


random conversation wif dad.

dad: goin gf's chalet?
me: NO?. come on la y u lyk mum
dad: u stupid ah, girlfren = female frens. no female frens how to haf steady
me: ...trick question
dad: one tink, dun bring tur bu (pig ladies) or any ah hui or ah lian home can le. find one tt is more shun yan.

early in the morning, mum jus haf to piss me off.

I: i goin to swim later.
Mum: guys or girls?
I: guys onli.
Mum: dun make girls pregnant ah?

I:wtf? i say guys onli.
Mum: u r still young (blah blah yi oh yi oh yi oh)
I: ()_%*&(*%#&(*% _|_

SHEN JING BING

sry guys i need some ranting space as well

to old woman:

i hate living under one roof wif u.

below are the 10 gd reasons/ complaints of y i shld complain. IF I TRULY WANT TO WRITE IT OUT IT WILL PROBABLY SPELL OUT MORE THAN 2 PAGES OF A4 SIZE PAPER.

1. u deny my existence. (bad enuff probably worst)
2. i hate tt u say ill things abt my father b it in the past or now
3. i hate tt u always say ill things abt my paternal grandmother when she's such a lovely grandmother. how i wished u were dead in place of her.
4. i hate u for buying a lot of stuff and stuffing it into my home's refrigerator and making me haf no space to put my drinks.
5. Linked to 4, i hate u for stuffing ur food under the cupboard or anywhere u can tink of until it rots.
6. i hate u for waking up in the middle of the nite and using such great fat force of urs and pull my table and i haf to pull it back
7. pulling it is bad enuff. u pull until my hard disk gets disconnected. i dunno how but u sure haf ur way bitch.
8. i hate u for putting food so near to my face when i just woke up or when i m brushing my teeth. is damn irritating.
9. i hate u for being so realistic and money is the onli way to shut ur bloody mouth
10. i hate u for bothering abt how much my mother gives me for pocket money.

lyk i said there r much more. so conclusion u shld jus die.

AND HERE I M. SWEAR UPON THE SKY OR GOD. TT I WOULDNT EVEN SHED A TEAR AT UR FUNERAL IF U DIE.

dad gt a problem

dad gt some real problems.

Dad goes eat medicine, den walk to me and stare at my com.

Me: U oso will fall sick one meh and need to eat medicine somemore.

Dad: pause for a moment... u san pak kia.

wtf. seriously.

dis is some shit tt i definitely mus play.

cny.

is cny day 6. n here i m in sch finishing my stupid last 'interactive storytelling' project b4 i can realli relax for my 2 and a half mths hols. phew. i will try and make dis to b a long post toasty hahaha. as i tell many, dis is a crap module, in class i tink is nv sth constructive to me. perhaps dis course was nv meant to b cos in this course i find my self getting stupider rather den learning new things. O PERHAPS IS WORSE DEN NS. i noticed it bcos i started sanguo again. AND COS SANGUO USES BRAINS.

and dis is the machine, sanguo aka money burner.


whenever i sit down in front of dis machine i probably felt my pockets burning abd sth ouch dis yr is probably i lost $70 to mahjong dis yr. but is fun indeed. AND MOST IMPTLY IS NT A BRAINLESS GAME.

and dis yr my ang paos are given a big discount. probably my uncles and aunties are nt doin tt well last yr so ya. but o well nvtheless mum and dad are still pretty generous dis yr so is still manageable. but i guess i shld b finding a job soon cos mum is saying tt she doesnt wan to work animore. she's probably retiring. so i probably haf to feed my self. whether is it a careless remark or nt, i still tink i shld go do sth to feed my entertainment.

sunday. went n ton at boon lay area. and seriously wtf. we were doin 'LI HUAN LO' on the roof top and we were caught by police again at 4.44am. WELL DONE SERIOUSLY. catching on the web is tiring. alvin's hse area do haf some stones tt are realli hard to step on gd for endurance training. and at jurong pt i saw dis.



er so our government is trying to promote smoking?. LOL. is ironic. i enjoyed my new yr i guess, at least most of it.

random remarks i shld make: let slping dogs lie. wadever is private or wadever has passed. pls dun dig it up again.

i haf nv done a long post b4.

ya lyk mentioned above, i have nv done a long post b4 cos i always feel tt i haf nth much to blog abt. my life?. is a little messy but i still can get on wif it. abt me? nah i m unique but i m nt realli tt special. sch? _|_ short and sweet?. relationships? i tink forget it. frens? yea tt would probably make me go long long way.

3 more days down to go b4 hols yay. haha.

probably finding a job in dis 2 and a half months. cos i cant go back to new town to serve as relief teacher due to my coloured hair so ya o well. HAHA LUCKY BASTARDS I GUESS I WUN B SEEING U ALL. hmmm godma seem to haf things for me to do?. see how things go.I would need the money for sanguo aniway, is almost lyk my pockets are alreidi burning. but one tink i would say players nowadays are damn cum gong.

n i m writing dis post after one nite's ton at cck. man i m freaking tired. we had fun, fooled around. played jumping jacks LOL. drank some alcohol, and as usual i m pretty sensitive to those stuff after drinking, parts of my body will get itchy and red and will start to feel groggy. haha. and E33+ long island = tequila. LOL. and of course had a good men's chat wif the guys at cck.

police came. we get caught. details shall nt b mentioned here. anywhere nt anything bad. jus pure unlucky. Indians found trouble and ran and trouble found us and of cos we were checked. edeson is the sad ass i guess.

hmmm, to those hu r emo or sad or wadever u call it recently. I m keeping myself balanced trying to help u all. but den and again. i m onli human and i do haf my hard times keeping myself balanced at times. so sry in advance if u r tt unlucky to haf caught my flare.

lastly. wad bullshit about someone fancies me in the magazine. RIGHT. if there really is. tell me abt it.

i tink i still cant do a long post after all. there aint much brain juices left.

i hate the situation i m in. _|_.

i m going crazy.

thx to u.

but soon it shall b over.

random rant

random rants between parents:

blah blah squabbering between money. den toks abt how much money dey will put in ang bao for each other.

Dad: wo pao $2 gei ni.
Mum: wo pao $1.20 gei ni. yi si yi si. =).

feng zis. LOL

random

ya although dis is wad i m goin to expect but wadever. i no is goin to b dis ans aniway. haha i tink i m too into san guo alreidi.

. It's a peaceful, even-keeled day that might not be remarkable, but will be very pleasant. And tonight, you'll have a very refreshing night's sleep.

tt's today horoscope, fei hua. Hero for 2 days wun haf a very refreshing slp is fake one.

yesterday my first trip to microsoft. fun place. long time no play cs play lyk cock sia lol. den we go rc at a later part. gt stupid goris and siao aliens. eat my bullets u shit LOLOLOL.

kenneth den showed me a video on wii. wah interesting. den he oso gt interesting ideas on fatal frame LOLOL.

den i kun in the middle of the ton. i m nt a hero after all.

on a last note. SCREW AVFE.

In order to get more romance in your life, you should go back in time. Old fashioned ideas are not all keepers, but some of them are lost treasures you should try to regain. Instead of rushing into a new relationship because you're eager to get something going, opt for courtship. Take things slowly and really get to know this person. If you are in a relationship currently, integrate courtship rituals into it. Go on a date with your sweetie and pretend you just met.


tt was today's horoscope. probably only one sentence for dis. SIMI LJ.

is tues afternoon. and damn i pon class again. o man screw animation class. and instead of spending my time doin work in the afternoon, i went and slp. seriously i m goin out of sg timing as well.

wadever it is. the feeling sucks. having too much work. so much tinks to worry and the lecturers are all very very xl. so dis is for u lecturers _|_.

grr enuff of sch.

to the crazy old woman again. stop toking to me in hokkien, i dun even lyk speaking hokkien to u. tt language is onli for my one and only GRANDMOTHER. and i mean it. since she has passed away. i dun mean to use it for ani other ppl else. unless needed.

dis is the period of hell. after dis is 2 and a half mths of hols YAY. ahhahaha.

and after tt would be yr 3. man time sure flies. the time where i was in new town collecting my results in kim moh is still clear in my mind. diaoing all the teachers tt were around at tt time. and after walking out of the gate shout the usual stuff "NEW TOWN GUM LJ LA" LOL.

reminiscing the past once in a while sure is interesting. let's make more memories. =D. Happy i will rmb it. otherwise u probably will get burnt for it. =)

unknown

quotes : huang qiu sheng in initial D

sprays water on floor.
looks up to the sky
: wah zhen de hen re.

seriously is damn hot. n carrying a bloody tripod and running around on such a hot day is realli a mess. n wad's more pissing is u haf irresponsible grp mates doin projects wif u. SCREW EVERYTHING IN DIS COURSE. B IT THE PPL OR THE THINGS IN THE COURSE. ok dis may b words of pique but i tink there r still some facts in it. _|_

alright some updates abt last wk. keep chao geng for sch. told u everytink sucks in tt course. so nvm. i guess onli yesterday was spent meaningfully. was in arcade wif family. i guess i m very happy to c them. yea and thx yu jun for the cake. is nice haha. seriously. n clairis too bad for ur lollipop.

one more tink. louis i gt a weak heart dun play me lyk tt la. LOL.

n of cos. i treasure and enjoy the time i haf wif my cck family =D.

updates

alright. time to update a bit rather den burning all the time lol. let's start from sat. went to alvin place in the morning. watch a dumb movie called 'time'. no storyline, no ending. basically is crap. is probably a lame ideal tt tells ppl tt we shld love ppl for hu they are, how they look. If a person love u, means he/she will love how u look as well. den went down to dbg to battle. nt exactly the whole idea of battling cos i onli played one round. o well. n of cos thx for the prank =). nb

den charlene and ah sa came over to my place. we play crap games. hey shu hey shu. -.- LOLOLOL. ah sa came over my place to slp after finding so called nu ren. come my place and slp pua bye. while charlene iidx and feng. ok i went feng. the soup and sausages were gd i guess. despite the budgets.

sun. damn i onli slp for one hr den haf to go for dental. slpt inside clinic. too tired i guess. den went to make specs. but can onli collect on wed and damn i haf to go back to dental again on wed. screwed up schedule. everything is screwed. den went home and slp. woke up at 8. called mc delivery which is screwed as well. delay my dinner until 9.30 which u say u will come b4 9.15. so hungry.

triggered by ah kang's post to type dis. if given a situation, a fren and i fall for the same girl. i would nt onli retreat, but probably even help the 2 to get together. i mean after all i still treasure the frenship more. sometimes u can say i m a saddistic or sth. but i still tink other ppl's happiness is much more impt wad's more is my fren. n if u tink dis is happening to me now and ask me. u will probably get burn as well unless i feel tt is alright telling u.

tt's all for now. off for class.

eh fucker u no hu u r. dun act lyk a saint in front of everybody. ur nose too long is it, anibody's business u oso wan to stick into. or is it anibody below gt cb then u will haf to b kpo abt it. eh pls la, first u dun look holy to me, 2nd u definitely dun act holy instead u act obscene and fucking stupid. i wonder is either u r bloody brainless or retard. trying to get attention? ya try doin tt some more and u might get sent to hougang. _|_.

so ppl nt man den u man la huh. gd job. if u gt the balls to tok behind ppl's back den y nt come out and tell him. fucking loser and moron. and i dun lyk u n i show it to u. tt's call man.

and o u tink u haf a clear conscience. let me tell u sth, i no wad u did tt nite an act tt can let u end up inside police station u faggot and chee ko peh.

the least tink u can do is to tidy urself up first or the nxt moment u might no is ur hair on fire. AND

wake up ur ideas of burning or i might jus send one flying fist into ur face.

happy new yr and screw sch.

it was a joyous event of new yr eve of watching fireworks and killing shits. =D. i did masterpieces of white rabbit tails LOL. MAY yr 2008 nt haf tt much of u shits around. well at least i end my yr gd hahahahah.

let's haf more events of such in the future. gd for bonding. gd for enjoyment.

i enjoyed myself.

above are the glorious warriors of shit killing. ROFL.

quiz

ok claudia saw ur quiz. so here's the answers:

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE ME :
- cant c
- cant hear
- cant tok
- cant move
- lonely
- dying
- falling sick

SEVEN THINGS I LIKE THE MOST:
- family
- frens
- sleep
- money
- play
- draw
- a lot actually.

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM:
- laptop
- water mug
- my bed
- phone = my alarm + other tinks
- comics
- paper to draw
- fan

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
- i m a man
- i m 18 dis yr.
- i haf a nice family
- i haf nice frens
- i spam vulgarities lyk drinking water hee.
- i lyk drinking milk tea
- i m fat.

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
- enuff money to retire.
- get married. 3 kids if possible
- do meaningful things
- finish up on what i am suppose to do
- b healthy
- make sure kids r well brought up
- die without regrets

SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO:
- i can xl
- i can do wad a normal human can do
- i can animate
- i can entertain
- i can go crazy due to lack of slp
- i can tok tons of rubbish
- i can make ppl

SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T DO:
- i cant go the way lyk ah feng kia do
- i cant do wad aliens do
- i cant b pissed
- i cant befren u if ur character realli suck.no pt forcing
- i cant dance
- i cant b a gd boy. LOL
- I cant hit girls. dead serious

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO THE OPPOSITE SEX:
- Looks
- Kind hearted
- A character that i like
- Able to get along wif me
- feeling
- still feeling
- always feeling. LOL

SEVEN PEOPLE I WANT TO SEE TAKING THIS QUIZ:
- Anyone
- someone
- everyone
- those hu wan to do
- those hu interested to let ppl no
- Dunno
- NO one.

D amusement

random talk from mum and dad.

complains abt stupid workers in mum's coffeeshop

blah blah.

*dad randomly: The workers all university one

i was lyk huh??

dad: for them university = u nv study.

wah XL~

ZOE, thx for ur T-shirt. the colour is nice =D.

xl part dunno wad

me and dad on bus 48 to little india

on bus - *indian toks loudly*

me: wah lan tok so loud for wad.
dad xls: u no y? cos he wan to show off to us that he gt phone.

OTL~


In little India station:

Dad randoms: u see dis place? infested wif indians, no wonder so much environmental pollution
knn si ke ling kia.

sum dis christmas up

Ok let's jus do a summary of wad happen dis festive season

though is a bad thing to curse and swear during dis giving season but i still gt tinks to gif.

ok fuck the monkey that followed us and do a lot of unneccessary things. U BETTER WATCH UR MOUTH, U MADE LOUIS DU LAN AND I TINK U DID TO ME AS WELL I ALMOST GAVE U ONE TIGHT SLAP ON UR FUCKING MOUTH. n thx to u, our plans and moods were spoilt.
some parts of the trip, onli one word to describe. SIAN.

but of cos we still have some fun parts hahaha. for e.g



I WAS ACTING CRAZY ON TOP OF FENCE.

sry cranky due to the lack of slp and i tink edeson was damn scared to get beaten up cos i keep saying things that will confirm kana beaten up lol.

for e.g *points both middle fingers* fuck u all indians!

wahahaha

after tt. whole grp of them came over to my place. squeezy i no. tt place was nt meant to fit so many ppl aniway but i hope dey had fun. i no kang did wif jerry's forever getting stuck and get ppl dulan koc. hahahah.

and the most lol tink. the mirror turned into a window. hahahaha



dis yr is much different, we went out in one big grp, had a lot of fun though there were extras and i gt pissed bcos charlene made me run almost 3 streets jus to find her. ok i do admit i was pissed but i m ok. n of cos i realli hoped tt u were here alvin, nvm we still gt new yr eve to slay those demons. lol


lyk mentioned, dis kind of festivals are call deepavali. get the drift? go figure.

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quizzes

Ha, wtf. tt time c scorpio is my astrological hell so wad's wad. HAHHA. so as i mention horoscope is jus guidelines. haha. but i tink dis oso shows i get along wif a lot of ppl? hahah.

let's make dis short and sweet.

is always nice to keep ur mouth shut at times wad makes u tink tt u no the whole gang so well tt u can pass ur freaking comments out. B it hurting or nt i dun care, by the way i m born xl so i tink ppl's problems let them solve themselves besides they are nt kids so wad r u trying to prove? nice guy? FUCK u. or u r more mature? tt deserves a bigger fuck you. and as if u no the whole situation so another fuck u for tt.

to sum it up. another fuck u for doing unnecessary things.

i onli have few words to say abt some things.

When looking at things. Always look from 3 ways. Put urself into parties involved, both parties tt is in argument tt is and then take a step back and look at things from the outside.

I tink this is sth tt shldnt even start at all.

nvm i shall say dis one more time. If cck wishes to be lyk wad it is in the part, everybody haf to do their part to make it wad it used to b. Is nt a single man's effort and if it is, y call it cck gang. might as well call it cck kia.

Lastly, be mindful of wad u all say and bear responsibility for it. Gd frens thrash tinks out wif one another. One example: Yong Zuan often scolds me abt tinks he is nt happy wif and in a very straight forward manner, i do get angry at times but den and agian i tink i m so glad he tells me wad he wan and i can tell him wad i wan and of cos we get each other's understanding.

If nt y call urself gd frens.

Above speaks a lot for itself. understand it.

lately i feel tt i m more lyk ah pek. listening to hokkien songs, watching taiwan dramas in some afternoons which i used to find them crap. but of cos lyk an old ah beng. still doin nonsensical stuff. or mayb those are jus signs of aging XD.

i m getting younger still. =)

too much irritations. too many xl ppl. temper getting worse. too much burn posts.

i tink i need some peace and cooling tea.

zz.

i m freakin pissed.

eh. i haf been tolerating. seriouslly screw the extra person in my home. _|_. I realli hate it i nv come and disturb u, u dun come and say i shldnt b born in dis world. FUCK U OK. U R NT EVEN MY MOTHER. she wan to give birth to me isnt ani business of urs? she gives me pocket money is it ani biz of urs. I seriously warn u if u dare to throw me tt kind of insult or anitink lyk tt again i wun even hesitate to F u in ur face. UR FUCKING MOUTH STINKS LYK UR CHAO CHEE BYE ok. dun throw ur weights around in the hse cos i dun fucking care. WAD I M NT SUPPOSE TO BORN IN DIS WORLD, AND DUN TAKE WAD MY UNCLE SAY TO ME. MY UNCLE DIDNT MEANT IT TT WAY SO DUN TWIST THE WORDS AS U LYK. and wad's wif the money issue. is money all in ur mind. i tell u nxt time limpei earn money i sure take 10k and change to all 5 cents coins and throw at u. U CCB.

lastly, pls fucking die and thk u for dying cos there's one less pest in dis world and earth can save more space.

thoughts

i thought tt i m always a person hard to understand and all. cos i dun share my thoughts out most of the time. even my trusted ones is lyk i keep some tinks to myself. so mayb today i will blog some of my thoughts out.

but den and again. sometimes i m jus blank for such tinks. i tink lately i m keeping a distance from all of my gd frens. dun ask me y. nt realli a distance. but the time i m able to spend wif them is quite little due to work, projects and all. so, my gd frens so dun misunderstand the thought tt i m trying to keep a distance from u all. and no gay or distorted thoughts. i definitely love u all. =D

another tink, i tink lately i hardly emo. which is a gd tink cos i tink if sth is freaking unhappy no pt tinking abt it. but if i realli do emo. i doubt i will tell anione abt it. cos i might jus stay home and freaking mad blast in one corner. if nt one of the other options, there will always b king koil. i tink there are always much better tinks to b done. and CONSTRUCTIVE tinks of cos. haha.

Lastly, i seriously gave it some thought. sth is definitely wrong wif me. a nice girl is in front of me and i tink is alright for us to get together but i m nt even sure i wan to b wif her or nt. having a lot of doubts abt myself now. yes i haf been freakin single for almost 2 yrs. but the prob is perhaps i haf gotten too used to wad a free man haf. but either ways we will c how tinks go.

sum it up, my brain is nt so empty lyk it seems after all. =D

revival.

i tink i need to revive dis blog by posting sth. Lol. let's c wad juicy info i can get. LOOK AT THAT SHIT. UPCC, so wad does it mean. u can actually pcc into the rubbish bin. HAHA nt. i jus meant, ulu pandan community centre.

i m so tired. loads of work and stress came crashing down in my life but i tink i m still taking dis ez HAHA =D.

lao pa's bday coming soon. so i tink high chance need to burn money soon.

seriously yawning is a crime lol. quoted by charles. o screw it lol. n great day i didnt spend my nite slping again and ppl escaping from hougang were seen in bugis mac. For e.g. some fucking indian guy wear a bathing cap on his/her head. so miss/mr r u a guy/girl. O man. nxt we haf drunken ang mohs tt ask if the boss stays inside the mac. u red hair mus b so dumb. is lyk the same lyk asking the ang moh back is ur hometown africa?. stupid. man i tink i could use some slp alright. i can vince anitime now.

when u dun slp. u start to vince(go crazy, start toking nonsense) o well. didnt went for my advanced 3d modelling class again. damn i tink i m so dead. but o well for the sake of my dearest sister charlene charles tay. well ok AND I M SRY FOR SMASHING UR NOSE. my bad seriously. THE GIANT INCINERATOR IN BUGIS BURN UP ALMOST ALL MY MONEY SO I GUESS I CAN START TO EAT GRASS SOON. lol probably haf to plan n cut down on my expenses. Mum started to took it out on me after i reach home, damn i jus wanted to slp. SHE STARTS BY so did u go to the hotel or did u treat this place as ur hotel. dun come back dun wan to see where r ur morals (-.-)? i was lyk wtf seriously and den start making assumptions so u gt gf is it b sure nt to cr8 ani new lives into dis world ok? seriously dots to my mum. den lao peh oso come and disturb dun need to come home and slp la i tink u can b hero or even god le. O WELL i haf interesting ppl in the hse.

regarding another tink. 1 month. in 1 month's time i m goin to get an ans. if is a yes my status would change if nt, it will remain the same.

i tink i m vincing. but nvm

ZZ.

U STUPID OLD WOMAN U BETTER STOP MESSING UP MY LIFE. I M SLPING DUN ASK ME IF I WISH TO EAT DO U HAF EVEN THE COW SENSE? WHEN I SAY LATER MEANS LATER AND U USE UR FUCKING EYES TO C I M SLPING SO DUN COME AND FUCK AROUND WIF ME WHEN I WAKE UP AND TELL MY MOTHER THE BUNS ACTUALLY BECOME HARD BECAUSE I NV EAT. FUCK U OK WAN ME TO STUFF A BUN INTO UR MOUTH WHEN U R SLPING U CCB?

SO MAY U DROP DEAD AND DIE AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE! _|_

another note: she jus loves to vince and i dun understand wad she says at time. ()~

ONE WORD TO SUM WAD IS HAPPENING AT HOME.


DIU. seriously.

o my dear old grandmother is having her pms and she's complaining to come home. blah blah and etc. my god. dis is so dumb. squeeze the 4 of us under one 2 room flat. seriously i dun lyk her at all. at such an age. she's still throwing tantrums lyk some small kid and she steals from my uncle's place. so ya. wad a great example u r setting huh. n NO i certainly dun welcome u back home. wad i told my parents was i m goin out early in the morning and nt come home till midnight if she comes back and stay wif us.

and the least tink i will do is probably piss her off and make her move away again lyk wad i did yrs ago.

ok my blog has been dead for a while. ok is rather long until someone reminded me of updating yesterday. n i tink i too champ alreidi. 6 modules. 2 Ds. 1 D+, 2Cs, 1C+. i wonder wad will b the nxt sem b lyk. this course is beginning to b lyk wad i used to tink it might b lyk but o well. The onli tink i can do now is to squeeze my way thr and get the diploma tt is supposedly said tt is abt to secure my rice bowl. funny tink is, IS NT EDIBLE. after tt would b army. i tink i m looking forward towards it but on the other hand i m nt so looking forward to it. pros and cons. weigh it. c how tinks go i dunno wad the future would hold for me aniway.

i tink i haf been growing to become more rational nowadays. n i dun get emo once in jus few days. although sometimes tinks r nt goin tt well. ok enuff abt myself.

i need some entertainment from life. pls grant me some. HAHA.

sth i learn.


some girls are to see, some girls cannot b, only one is meant to b

some things

so today is my first working day in SAF open hse. selling ice cream. omg. i can actually sell ice cream. and i tio the busiest booth. sian 1/2 somemore i m so sick. running nose almost on a temp. luckily i could handle it. n my god. the uncle tt helped me is actually someone tt is lyk dunno when he will die. Two of blood vessels connecting to the heart has been operated. one vessels is waiting to burst and when burst, u nv no wad can happen to him. but yet he is still so optimistic abt life, tok cock wif me enjoying his every moment of his life let the people around him filled wif laughter and happily working. i mean i onli haf respect for him. I mean not all ppl can b so brave to actually face up to their ill fate. i mean i suddenly thought those ppl who commit suicide is pure stupid, sometimes dey r nt even diagnosed wif terminal illnesses and a problem always come wif thousands of solutions wad could b so hard. I believe today there r much lessons to b learnt n a motivation to make me move on wif life. =)

i nv wish for anitink else. i jus pray for myself to b more hardworking and rationale. =D t's all i need for now

is messy. both feelings and thoughts. the hse is in a mess as well. there's nth meaningful to do at hm. z. is jus a mess. i tink right now i m in a mess as well.grr

one word to sum it up: DIU.

enuff of the emo posts. time for some happy post. XD

ok i ate carl's junior food for the first time today. and the portobello mushroom burger is realli OTL. juicy mushrooms and patty, cheesy sauce, with onions, tomatoes and lettuces. it totally make u drool. the taste is definitely great. ok i no dis is beginning to sound lyk a happy food post though or some ad from the magazine, nvm. aniway my hols haf been rotting and rotting so far. but at least i m still having my hols. n ya. o n i tink i need to learn how to do my hair and do sth abt some of my clothings b4 i go out. i no, i kind of look ragged when i go out at times. yes yes tt will haf to go. i will try to make sure from now on haha.

n b4 ending off. happy holidays to me. =D

rants again. wtf seriously.

i m seriously nt in the mood for anitink dis few days. and is definitely nt pms. z. i m jus worn out. tired all the time. sometimes so sick and bored of this life cos nth is happening. SERIOUSLY NTH. boring. my tears r falling out from my eyes almost every moment due to the boredom.

i need sth in my life and i m still finding the tink. screw u 'tink' =(

and so i thought i shld update.

ok jus a lot of rants here and there. let's start off where my memory did not fail me. today is national day ok nt, is 5 hrs past national day so screw it. i dun care. i m nt patriotic aniway. while ppl r enjoying the parade and all the baris sedia. i m there eating my bbq pork chicken and beef and some veggies tt is needed to get the daily wastage out. tinking abt the basic animation makes my blood boil. u stink jim ang. jus bcos u nv die in tt accident doesnt mean u can b twice as xl. and why the hell did i wrote recover soon and quick in ur get well card. is pure hyprocrite. i jus wanted to wrote, quote "may u burn and rot in hell for eternity. and u r jus lucky tt u were onli one step away. may nt b so lucky nxt time. (and a sarcastic part) HAHA. o well. sch is always abt rants isnt it.


nxt up, yesterday was farhana's bday. so ya went to the chalet and celebrate wif the bunch of ppl tt i haven seen for ages but whom i dun miss =x. ok mayb nt. is still great to see them. and is gd to hear tt ppl miss me. HAHA guy somemore. dots.

bottled up wif so much feelings and sth i thought i had long forgotten and put bhind suddenly came back and make me emo. damn. lousy feeling but yet on the other hand i have confused feelings which i tink i need to sort out. but dun wry i tink i m fine. so ya. But i dun mind ppl toking to me abt it.

and o ya bet u guys haven seen dis side of me. HAHA.


i tink i m way too boring =(

random xlness part 2

*walking on the streets, saw a couple getting married. making a bit of hooha in the car park wif camera equipments oso.

dad starts toking

Dad: Look someone getting married.

Me: so many camera equipment lyk filming

Dad XLs:Look at their faces? dey cannot even make it to b actors.

Conclusion: The xl culture passes on XD.

This is my two champions. AND PLS DUN ASK STUPID QUESTIONS LYK UR ONE AH?. nope dey r nt mine. dey r my sis's. and say dey r cute or u die. =).



y everytime dao. Zz. ok tt's zachary for you.

ok mayb i m jus plain bored. a lot of tinks happen.

TO DAVID:
ok mayb u haf ur own reasons for doin some things but y cant u jus tok to us.? arent we nt ur frens. but u chose to destroy tt trust between us. U promise sth. u deliver. at least try ur best. if u cant jus say u cant. but of cos i tink u realli need to go back and re-evaluate urself and clear dis money issue b4 things go from worse to hell. n i quote from shin, "sorry would b the last tink i wish to hear from u". n i m sry to say tt dis time u sinned even much more den me and is too bad for u to b forgiven. Prove ur actions n mayb there r still hope. i dun wish to burn u jus yet. Period. N definitely i m very disappointed.

aside from tt,


suddenly the thought came to me.

gd frens r realli hard to come by, treasure and cherish the times u all spend together. u would nv no wad will happen the nxt moment. So i therefore thk the gd frens tt haf given me wonderful times and memories.

N DUN WRY I M NT PASSING AWAY YET. =X

racist dad. racist son. XD

dis is amusing. u nv no wad the old birds can do.


Phone rings*

Dad ans.

KLING PO on the other line.
"May i speak to mr parker pls?"

Dad pissed.

"u gt the wrong no."
"there is no mr parker, onli mr fuck you."

*hangs up.

Start blabbering vulgarities abt indians to me.

WAH LAO. DAD U R MY OU XIANG MAN. =D

rants

ok. crap thx to food poisoning. i have been suffering. n i m serious. now the sight of the toilet bowl scares me. one week of hell. go anywhere oso sick. skipped sch for a wk go arcade cant play properly. went to doc lyk twice. it jus sucks. 4get it i jus hope dis gets over and done wif.

some visual entertainment.

sand king did a sinful sign. =D



IDIOTS. INC.



cha wu lai being idiot.

A big thank you to cook up a great crab meal and desert. seriously nt bad at all. I tink i seriously enjoy dis kind of gatherings. we shld haf dis kind of cck gang gahering more often. =D


But. i sinned again. sian. i had food poisoning the whole day. kept running to the toilet for more than 10 times in total. the content tt came out of cos is disgusting. but of cos dis is probably the day i slpt for more than 15 hrs in total. a great and painful rest though. lucky i still alive whee and no doubt i m the lord of sins lol.

i wonder if i can make it for the seminar tml. =x

i m getting desperate for some tinks in life. ZZ.

ok. some updates.

ok. dis few days i had been down wif projects, fun and tireness. As usual i always haf amusement up my sleeves hee.



So mr kling uncle, wad r u praying to?. for u to strike TOTO?. NOPE. NOT IN DIS LIFE BWAHAHAHA.



o well. cha wu lai jus being cha wu lai. blur cock as usual. DUN burn me or i will burn u back. XD.

LOOK at dis. CAN U C THE "DMGF" in the first letter of each word?. HA, dmgf serve the global community. nice jus nice. lol.



-.-". wad is dis. wow great information abt how u fell. how abt u update when do u bath or brush ur teeth everyday dots. from TAN'S BEEF noodles. so u no who we will nt b seeing around for a while XD.

tt's all laughter. =D

It has been an emotional roller coaster.

i need someone. someone tt is.

some tinks.

ok. firstly i tink hell happened the past 3 days. first, cha wu lai lost her laptop, den the bf is bloody ___, fill in the blanks if u guys no. o well. den nv gt to go back home tt day. wanted to make sure everything abt her is ok. so duckricestalluncle n me bcame heroes on mon. nth better to do in the middle of the nite and start to bcome cranky and above pics are wad u will get. R(A) scene wif ronald macdonald's and den sneak into construction site and play wif their BULLDOZER. XD. o well. o n i found one pic. LOOK at his name.




JAYAGOBI. new kind of coffee in town. i sure could use some coffee in the middle of the nite without slping. o wait and look. he looks lyk coffee as well. jus tt is nt KOPI OR GAO. XD. no sins. no sins. =D.

so nxt day went to sch wif jus 1 hr of slp. barely can concentrate. supposed to do proposal but ended up staring at the screen for half an hr b4 starting doing. moral of the story: get enuff slp. den after sch went to support ms claudia's chocolate stall. O THE CO GIRL selling choco. haha. ok but the chocolates r nice and still wan to thk u for the cd. =D. den went arcade again, mayb i jus wan to cut my life short without the slp. nth much happen in the arcade jus tt i get so tired that i could barely c the drum and guitar notes. so nv up pts. big deal. ok den went hm slp at 1 plus 2.GREAT.

today woke up late n feeling nt gd. so nv go sch. sucks. =(

sinful me.

jus take it as the vulgarities r censored. Sry for the readers that r nt involved and a big FUCK U to those i burn. XD.

This is for u.

ok though my blog is nt meant for burning ppl everytime but dis is jus another person that gets on my nerves.

i need to take a deep breath first. =D

Ok. Firstly u ego bastard. CCB. u need some growth for ur chinner suni. IF NT, make it into a pundat, it would be gd as well cos u r one. And seriously i dun lyk ur face, or rather i dun even lyk u. So it is fine if ppl do nt want to b frens wif u, or in fact enemies wif u. U even haf chairs lining to b thrown at u. SO FUCK YOU. Next do u haf to always b the first. WOULD U EVEN DIE if u r nt. IF u r, i can onli say u cant lose b it in dmgf or girl. U TINK U R THE FIRST, i tink u r a loser. LOSER THAT IS WORSE THAN RUBBISH DUMP, O and did i jus mention u? OR RATHER u r cheaper than that piece of crap. CHEAPER.


WHO u want to meet i dun gif a damn. 2ndly, u act lyk a bloody loser, JUS BCOS U DUN GET WAD U WAN and u do so many things that is so FUCKING IRRITATING, PUI. AND U consider urself a man? . u r jus lyk KID. and a big fat kid that is able to suck his nipples but cant even see his own dick. lower than even a pest. PIECE OF SHIT.

I WOULD B SO HAPPY TO B IN UR FUNERAL AND I M SURE MANY OTHERS DO AS WELL. UR PARENTS R JUS UNLUCKY TO HAF U. DAMN.
BURN U. STUPID RUBBISH BIN THAT I SPIT ON EVERYDAY ON MY LIFE.

pls dun mind me for the )(&*&$*&^ tt comes out in my post. i m lyk tt. when someone needs to get burn, he will get all dis.

u kana burn by me today.

suddenly i jus felt lyk burning u. ur irritation has been certainly reach me nt once but many times until i jus feel that u r a bloody pain in the ass. A BIG FUCK U to first u bloody ccb hu cant shut ur bloody mouth and bloody hum the guitar and shake and shake. IS BLOODY OBSCENE if u didnt no. FIRSTLY, the comment on my tizona, get lost la, i m nt playing dmgf for u to demoralise or gif me ur 'smart comments. 2ndly, is my p rate lousy or nt ur screen gt gold problem, if ur p rate is tt good, den mayb the screen would haf gold, but thx ah ur p rate isnt godly either. at least nt to the pt for me to OTL yet. _|_. 2ndly, PLS STOP RECOMMENDING SONGS TO PLAYERS. U SUCK realli, the mirage residence adv was stupid, i nv felt dis indian song could piss me off so much lyk an indian do. i played even worse den my ext. DAMN U. IF u tink u r smart and tt pro tink again, i thought u could help for once mayb. NO. U DIDNT, u irritate me and make me feel lyk blasting ur BLOODY CURLED HAIR FILLED WITH FLEAS that is grown on ur brain. CANT u jus play dmgf lyk a NORMAL HUMAN. AT LEAST TRY TO ACT AS ONE EVEN IF U R NT. cancerous cells r growing within u is it or stroke is coming to u?. AND PLS DUN BEG cos is so FUGLY.



AND CHAO CHEE BYE TO U. DUN ACKNOWLEDGE ME AS SOMEONE I M NOT TO U. GET LOST U FUCKER. unless u decide to bring the humanity back to u and i might need to consider.

A big thank u to u dis bunch of you xin ppl.

Firstly wan to thk all those ppl for rmbring my bday. a big thk u although is jus a tiny gesture i appreciate it.

here's the list.
Mum and Dad (obviously 18 yrs ago u 2 were witnessing the born of a great descendant of urs although mum keep saying if i didnt haf u i could haf toured the world. thx for bringing me to dis world ya XD realli love them but i m nt gd wif words)
Sis( my ever loving and doting sis =D)
Yong Zuan( of cos la cb, u r my brother forget bo xin leh, thx for the great dinner oso.)
Ivan( ya my gay buddy u forget u oso bo xin. =)thx for the great dinner as well. u 2 are my brothers indeed.)
Yu guang. (yes cow, glad u rmbed it thx a lot buddy)
Wan Ting ( unexpected but thk u oso)
Jiun Jia ( yea thk u. and thx for ur REMINDER.)
Sze Jin ( yea 7 plus msg me thx aniway and i was slping. 0_0)
Hui Qing ( yea thx 'lao po' haha. although u everytime gt the dates wrong)
Jerry ( wah lao agar agar oso rmbed. lol thx ya)
Chung lam ( ya ok. nth to say jus thx dun get urself too lame)
Xian Hui (wtf. wad wash rice until more clean)
Bernie( GU nt bad ah. my cousin indeed ya la vanessa bday oso hee)
Li Ping( thx i tink u r sick right. but thx for still rmbring and ur testimonial)
Jason( thx for the testimonial handsome haha)
Yuh Shin ( thx ah FUCKER lol. )
Shu Hui (thx pretty. u rmbed unexpected. )
Charlene(thx bitch. i m getting bitchier as day passes. HEE.)
Evina (thx sister. as always u always make my day)
Tick Aun( wow. thx man unexpected from u. jus say hi i wun eat u up)
Wee Leng (wah lan another one tt reminds me. thx aniway.)
Bryant ( 1.10 suni. thx for ur great testimonial HAHA. indeed my best tok cock buddy)
Nigel( a big fuck u,understand =).thx)
Wei Qi (thx luckily u rmbed my old fren haha.)
Wei Ling ( wow thx for the nice testi. thx for rmbring oso.)
Marlins ( thx marlins for giving me such a great bday celebration as well. Ms michelle, ms hsing wee, wenbao, ivan yeo, ms audrey, mr eddy and those hu turned up. THX A LOT GUYS.)
Zul (thx ya teddy. LYDD XD.)
Sheng Tat ( lol TAT u announced. and hell yea is 18. SWEET 18 huh. HAHA.)
Claudia (u rmbed. and i m SO GLAD tt u rmbed. ya nice 11th hr sia. some drama to it?)


tell me if i leave out ur names XD. u guys made a change in my life jus by dis tiny gesture my great frens and buddies.

WAD a feast haha. man haven celebrated my bday in a while. 16th bday was probably the darkest bday i ever had. 17th nth happen haha. dis yr nt too bad my family celebrated wif me haha. nice cake as well haha. a lot of wishes ask me n i might tell u XD.

random.

i dun wan to c u down until lyk dis. it jus pains me so much.

...pictures. right. tell me abt camwhoring =x.

charlene chao extra. when i decide to play wif my camera.




i nt happy. chop off her bloody head. b4 tt say 'trademark' first.



i m proud of wad i haf done XD. i lyk the head where it is.

i m lz to scan and ya. dis is my masterpiece ok. aniway is the cck gang if u cant read. i tink i m ok at cartoon drawing so ya. ask and u shall b given one. =)

Way back into love by hugh grant and drew barrymore. Nice song

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh 

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

ok. mayb it nv meant to start. jus nv. 123 nor 456 or even 789. mayb staying alone would still b the best choice out.

gr.

ok i m lz. i jus haf to admit it. wad's there to blog when u onli haf shit everyday. damn. ok firstly. ms j u realli piss me off. owe me 20 bucks pls return i aint tt close to u ya. damn. still act lyk nth i say again WE AINT TT CLOSE. dammit. i ego crushed the rubbish dump and he showed me face, lol i wonder m i in real deep shit but screw it. u disgust me _|_. nbcb. nxt i rushed tinks i m so angry wif myself i tok too much my bad. end up i tink now we haf tons and tons of misunderstandings for me to clear. let tinks stay dis way ok. let's jus say i hope tinks go well between me and ms m. HA. END OF SHITSIDE STORY.

new age of ppl having dinner.

i m having my dinner at 1am. isnt tt happening.? wonderful haha. dun b surprised if i add a few more pounds to my body fats. =x. life sure is bz and there are so many lessons to b learnt everyday. man

photo taking XD

chilling in the famous tau hue shop.



in olden days.NOT.


man i m beginning to tink the days in my digital photomedia lessons were nt wasted, i had such a talent after all XD. not the pt yea the famous tau huey shop, ask and u will no where is it, serves real gd soya beancurd, soya bean milk and the famous yu zha gue. yummy.

long wait

sry guys for the long wait i m finally back. haha jus haven haf the time to update tt is. ok kind of back to training to keep my self fit again pretty hard but i m trying,i mean i will do it, DO. i hate myself at times, for being hu i m but den and again becos of my gd and bad pts tt makes me wad i m but bad pts can b improve haha. change for the better man. tinks r ok between me and ms j, getting along fine i guess haha. jus tt i dun lyk some ways she handle tinks but den and again mayb we r nt close enuff. =). i m dead beat grant me more hrs of slp, quality slp tt is. XD.

is cny eve

great. went out early in the morning to join yz and evan to go cck. yawns and dey were totally late. as usual. but early in the morning tons of ppl were there alreidi haf to wait. cant believe i fail over there adv, haf to train up for it again but den and again i need some time. o well and den went over to my sis place for reunion dinner. nice steamboat dinner. pretty gd i m too full. XD.

CNY nearing.

ok woke up early in the morning to pei ms j the dunno how to go funan girl to go for her interview as a piano teacher. ok and to decide to go the reunion dinner at marina bay later she haf to call up everybody. amusing. the reason being she say cos i m goin so everybody else mus go *gifs a cheeky smile. yea den after tt went back to new town. yea all blacks. i almost died from it. HAHA. haven seen these wackos for a real long time hah. den after went to vivo wif cow, yz and evan to shop for their new yr stuff. stop reminding me evan. i no. dammit. den after went to marina bay for dinner ya my table is probably the best, carnivores. =). luckily somebody changed clothes if nt i m goin to tease her again haha. ok had a bit of drum sessions, make me rain. den went to K, till midnight tt's abt it. the enjoyment of hols + new yr HAHAHAHA.

life is pretty screwed. i tink i m very tired lately. gif me more hrs. went to power hse yesterday. pretty messy i mus say, is realli meant for ppl to get drunk and get high over there o well. my first time there, my head was spinning after a few drinks even though i was sober, I SWEAR OK. den a bit of RA scenes here and there tt's y is meant for 18 and above understand?.



the drinks haha.

how come dis b such a coincidence. the same course. the same marks. so similar. i dunno . was dis realli meant to b this way. and will i haf another person come crashing into my life again. so many uncertainties.

update

ok first tink first i haf to learn to communicate properly. due to some miscommunication den i flared. ok learning , i no i gt a foul temper sry guys hu had a taste of it. o well. haha had gyming session at my sec sch today ok. new town is still pretty screwed so ya big deal. i graduated from there 2 yrs ago so nth special. Trying to bcome a nt so fat kid cos i seriously gained some yuan wang weights. I M INNOCENT! y throw weights to me. although i may b guilty at times XD hee. i hope dis works. gd luck to those hu r having exams. i dun wish to haf ani karma cos i tink i realli need a lot of luck. screw programming. i tink i m so goin to fail tt module. kns. END.

it has been a while yup. i haven been able to update for rather long. rats. zz. someone is complaining alreidi. alright. some latest updates. i gt into playing step mania lately, haha fun and playing in class actually attracts those sec sch students crowding outside the class during the open hse. ya tt's nt the pt. since sch is so boring. i shan't tok abt it, wad else is jus projects and shit load of work. i m tired, both mind and soul. but the long wait is soon goin to b over, holidays are finally coming whee. o ya and i jus bcame a ME HAHA. finally break this great curse that is wif me for months. phew. i m praying for ms michelle's car oso, there are so many prayers to b ans but i tink it would be more practical to actually carry actions out. i haf to keep telling myself is soon goin to b over =).

haf been thr dis much, sometimes i jus felt tt i haf changed rather a bit since some months in VE. much more still coming up.

hell u.

i tell u. i will curse and swear if ani1 gif me anitink lyk dis in 12 days.

updates on some crazy stuff

ok let's start wif sat first. i was at my sis place celebrating my nephew's bday gd for me. haha. happy 2nd birthday zachary boy








some videos and some pics


den went night biking haha cck gang. so so jus haf some hell of a ride. fun of cos. let's get together some time again ya. hell ride = get rammed by a car and stay alive and doin 180 turn wif bike and human on top of it and stay alive. YEA i did it =).

yea some pics oso















at waterfront nt bad huh the scene. haha.



















ya we r having fun there.lol.








nxt up dun look at dis. i tink u probably feel disgusted mayb. these are scars of man. LOL. yea but seriously kind of disgusting dun look if u r frail

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wadever. u r freakin gay MONG jie. stop complaining and u BETTER keep a distance from me. PLS keep ur mouth shut if u haf nth constructive u say cos i m so goin to shut u up whenever u say anitink stupid. FAIR AND SQUARE. u seriously make me sick. PUI.

T's nt the very pt. tt's jus a tribute to the gay in my class ya wadever. i finished my website, though is nt fully done up and i left holes here and there lyk i always do. XD. wad to do. tml final day and there comes my 2 wks break RIGHT. probably get burned up bcos of PP2 and the continuation of my website. )(&%)*#$. and is realli namoamithpa wadever u spell it. right signing off to get my beauty slp if nt i probably bite ani1 in the morning hu irritate me.

my nephew in action, eating my watermelon, yea haf all u wan. ...


sometimes it is jus nice being a kid. Nth will happen to u. Son u r so safe and sound. live happily ever after. I jus miss those days i acted lyk i was so smart haha. small fart act lyk big shot o well those were the days. i grew out of it and here i m watching the nxt batch of small farts growing out of their kiddy life =).

this is very entertaining i swear. extraordinary family drama