Took from feng's blog cos i m bored. lol

Is it better to have 10 good friends than 4 besties?
-Not exactly.


What will you do if your friend and you quarrelled over a girl?
-Depends on how close or impt is tt fren. if tt fren is a very gd and close fren i will try to understand his point of view. if normal fren den i tink he can siam

Will you cover up for a friend who committed a crime?
-depends.

Do you expect your best friend to treat you the same way you treat him/her?
-Not realli. Cos i tink most impt tink is whether dey haf me in their hearts.


Do you feel that any of your besties will betray you?
-dun tink so.


Will you fall in love with your bestie?
-mayb. hu noes wad will happen. it happened in the past.


Will you smoke/drink if your bestie smoke/drink?
- depends. drinking alright. smoking is kind of no no for me alreidi.


What is the maximum numbers of bestie you think is enough?
-numbers gd enuff for me to sustain my life.


Will you fall for your bestie's girl?
-no way. buddies come first b4 girls.

How will you react if you found out that your bestie is dating a stuck-up and weird girl? (HAHA SOMEONE IS IN DIS SCENARIO AH)
-tell him is bloody wrong and suan him lyk siao. haha.

What will you do if you found out that your bestie's girl is playing with him?
- tell him, den we go find the girl and tok. den kio ah san lou lai. behind tok.

Do you like being a loner?
-sometimes yes sometimes no.

Do you find people sticking to you all the times?
-nt realli. selective ppl.


Do you find yourself being understood easily?
-no. but at least i nt feng XD.

What is hard to understand about you?
- everytink.


Do you find yourself being anti-social?
- sometimes.

due to stupid southern thailand terrorism.
i haf to stay up and do up power pt slides
due to getting the hardest question in the power pt slides
i haf to waste my resources until 3 plus and answering the question wif common sense
due to staying up i drank coffee
and here i m nt slping.
due to coffee i cant slp
and dis is probably one of the first time u hear from me tt i cant slp.
due to dis hr of nth better to do
i blogged
due to this hr.
i m vincing
and due to the start of everytink i had all dis rubbish
so screw everytink =)

Yellowcard - five becomes four

Needed some time, so I could find 
A little strength to redefine 
What I’ve become, what I have done
I never asked to be the one

I’m riding it out, this storm that you brought in 
Bringing it down, only around, for you I go again 
It’s got to be, easy to see
What everyone takes out of me
Knocking me down, dragging me out
How did you end up in that crowd?

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody 
Do you close your eyes and think of me 
Will you still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four

Try and put aside, your history and pride
Maybe for one moment in time, we'll all be on your side
The story goes, nobody knows
What it was like when you would throw
Someone who cared out in the air
Then let them crash down anywhere

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me?
Will you still hear me singing anymore?
When five becomes four

Remember the line, never say die? 
You were the reason I survived 
Where did you go? I need to know 
I waited here, you never showed 
It’s gonna be, harder for me 
I can't forgive so many things 
When you were down, I was around 
Why would you try and hurt me now 

Just tell me why
Just tell me why

Did you run away
Did you run away
Did you run away

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me?
Will you still hear me singing anymore?
When five becomes four

When five becomes four
When five becomes four

if i ever die tml.

i wonder if anibody would rmb me.

proper post

ok since kang say i nv do a proper post. i shall post sth proper. i tink i haven do tt in some while everytime i would post some chim chim stuff.

simple and long post today i guess.

ok here i m in sch stuck wif 27 pieces of animation to complete by the 13th of july. woo hoo. omfgwtfnnbccbbbq. i certainly need some miracle for tt to happen. wad's more i haf to work, if nt there's probably no entertainment for me. no money no talk.

hmm i might b working in changi airport. wif wx. depending on the pay over there. i will probably mess the place up lyk i always do during work hahahaha. if i ever get to go there tt is. And of cos helping my dear old boss out wif telemarketing since is onli 4 hrs. ppl gt big dreams ok.

i certainly wished i could do more things had more time.

i dunno when i might jus pass on.

An unexpected project will land in your lap today, and it is sure to cause some snags in your social plans. The only way you can minimize the damage is to tackle this task as soon as you possibly can. With your unbeatable combination of skill and energy, there is a strong possibility that you can get everything done well ahead of your deadline. Not only will you impress some powerful people, you will still get to enjoy some of your scheduled fun time.

does it mean i haf to start to rush my project stuff soon.

lmao.

i somehow thought someone how to b a man.

ok mayb nt

to b a better man. =)

y m i so emo.

=(

i dun cut myself though

i dun believe in the bullshit of hurting myself.

i prefer to eat =)

if life was a piece of paper,

how would u paint it?

would it b black and white?

would it be filled with colours?

would it be shades of grey?

ok. the above is kind of vincing. but nvm damn i cant slp tt's y i m here blogging some bullshit tt ran thr my mind at dis moment of time. is so nt interesting nowadays, i m feeling a bit lost.

unlyk women, i always tink men onli haf 3 troubles, lyk i always say. Money, women, career.

it used to b tt i onli had one of those problems

but right now, i tink somehow all 3 is beginning to hit me.

sch is getting pretty screwed nowadays as well. some stupid seminar u put in our hols. eh FUCK U NGEE ANN. i kio ah san lou lai?

but den and again, is nt as big a prob.

cos when u tink it is, it is. if u tink is nt, is nt.

i go find ah san play chess.

wad's wif girls nowadays.

single means single.

attached means u put in a relationship.

dun b a retard ok.

quotes and jokes of the day

"NI JIANG DE AH, NI JIAO WO BU YAO LAI ZHE LI CHI AH"


"WO TA TIAN HUA JIAO NI LAO BAN XIA LAI"

"NIN NA BEI CHAO CHEE BYE"

"WU LONG TIO BO, WU LONG TIO BO"

"SA PA AH SI LUCK PA?, LI GONG, WA HENG"

LASTLY THE FIERCEST OF ALL

"KIO AH SAN LOU LAI."

LOL.

b4 i even start i no dis issue is bound to get a lot of attention/flaming but den and again dis is a bloody public blog i post wad i lyk. Nt happy? tell me abt it. =)

seriously wad's wif the horoscopes things.

wad ni pei wo pei. if dis kind of pei and dun pei things realli do work out. den how come tt's onli 1 right one for u. my 2 parents r one very good example. my father is a scorpio and my mother is a saggi and they can get together for 30 yrs and during these 30 yrs they haf been thr shit and storms and many tinks together. and they still love each other and sometimes they haf actions of a young couple. Nxt example, my sister and my brother in law, one is aquarius, the other is virgo. They are going into their 10 yrs of marriage soon and there r nt even one sign of storm but onli smells of happiness i can c tt my sister is very happy?. so wad's wif it reality being shown in front of ur eyes. den tell me m i bullshitting?

nxt, " u r an ___ tt's y u do dis wad". __ = the horoscope.

ok put it in a simple way, dis is a stereotype. the other horoscopes cannot take the same course of actions? onli the particular can? is almost lyk u r saying all malays are terrorists and all indians open prata shops (i saw one chinese making prata at jp there ok and west coast there is also one chinese making it).

Lastly lyk i always say, to maintain a relationship all u need is maturity and how much u wan the relationship to go on.

This post is nt targetted at anione.even if there is, it would b tt neng ceng

i cant slp either damn but luckily is onli for today i suppose. mayb dad slpt on my bed without bathing. kns.

thoughts for the day:

no names cos it consists of few incidents tt i might wan to mention and there r no specific ppl targetted at.

A and B are a couple.

A as the gf demands attention every single passing day. making it as though a day without B is hell. C is B's gd fren. Whenever C goes out wif B, A mus make noise and get angry and spoil B and C's plans of goin out. A's definition of love = in a relationship, each side mus gif their 100 percent and sacrifice frens and family.

so wad kind of girlfren is A.

over loving? possessive? demanding? or simply treat B as a dog/slave/doll?

to me she can jus FO. there needs a gd amt of freedom in a relationship, isnt tt makes the feelings grow. isnt there a very gd phrase of absence makes the heart grow fonder? den tt leads to another pt of is A a human? she dun grow tired of seeing B everyday and demands him to to visit her hse every day. den comes another pt of is she making B a source of entertainment despite B having tons of complains behind her back. LAST QUESTION IS THERE EVEN LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE OR NOW.

i m definitely impressed by B's actions. love is blind

so wad on earth is love?

i tink i haf become too rational lately to even use my heart to tink nowadays. some loss of emotions and logic fill most of me. or perhaps i haf been out of it for too long.

i m a gd boy, gd hero, gd man. go figure,

first y gd boy. eh i see fire i call 995. tt's wad those teachers teach in sch isnt it?thought tt's wad elementary sch students no. is common sense. and unlyk those kiao tuo still damn blur abt it. no wonder they are kiao tuo. haha sad loser, ur precious sports car jus turned into thrash within a nite. congrats perhaps u shld buy 4d or perhaps u shld start doin some gd tink to gain some gd karma and stop being a thorn in ppl's ass. seriously i tink u suck tt's y ur car.

y hero. cos i jus did wad a hero shld do in wx's place. hero. 21 pages bioing.

y gd man.

quote from anonymous king: "It used to be profession, now is jus a favourite past time or hobby like you would call it"

WAH LAO. U SERIOUSLY TOO KING.

i dun even do wad u do, u king. somebody needs some gd karma.

i wanna be alone.

i dun feel lyk meeting anibody.

dun feel lyk toking to anibody

wad's wif the stupid feeling. *&Q #%&*

i chua sai yesterday.

seriously shocking

the warm and sweet smile tt made my mind blank.

i would sure wan to c it again.

is almost as u threw me off the globe and i had to get my self back.

so wad's wrong.

ok back to earth, i was jus one min from getting hit by a falling tile from the toilet when i was bathing. due to some call tt came when i was bathing and i bathed quickly to ans the call.

mayb i was lucky or mayb it was sth else tt protected me.

or mayb i deserve a much longer life.

one fucking warning to those pests out there.

i can make u all lyk me and b a nice guy to u all

but i can make u all look lyk losers and make u all hate me.

dun fucking try.

30th anniversary of the handsome and babe.



The fun couple tt spice up their life by throwing things on each other sometimes beating one another and extorting from one another. =) one is a dancer the other is a fighter LOLOLOL. 19 yrs ago on a bloody stormy nite dey had fun, tt's y there was me. lolol. i was nt in the plan but i chose to bcome king hahahahaha.



the heroine. =D




pop!? he seems to b irritated at me for taking his photo. the xl master. =)

Funny question and answer.

Mum: 30 yrs is diamond yr. so diamond from u ah
Dad: I buy 2 stones for u. =)



and i passed dis shit. and look at regulus is realli 0_0.

People Definitely Like You

You are very well liked, and many people admire you. You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around. Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay. Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are! What People Don't Like About You: People don't like that you can't defend your values and beliefs. You seem unreasonably stubborn. What People Like About You: People like that you take the them to get to know them and make a connection. You make people feel important. People like your self deprecating sense of humor and that you don't take yourself too seriously. People like that you give them support and strength. Friends know that they can count on you to be there for them.

Do People Like You?

haha . ai seh

wad is pushing me in life now:

looking forward to supper on weekends. though it makes me fatter. knn nvm

chilling and rotting till midnight

tok rubbish during the meet ups.

trying to treasure every frenship tt i haf.

tt's gd enuff for now.


p.s for those tt shld b involved: let's go eat sth nice again. no prata always pls. knn ta pai cheese yegg and teh ping. chui


sian. the nite mare is home. bye bye tonning plans.

i no dis is little of late. but aniway this is the pictures for celebrations. =)



the legendary hokkaido OTL ice cream. 2 scoops for 5.30. yz treated me. so haha.



HAHA. yg. wtf.



after some nice booze. =)

As for the pictures at the swensen's. the rest probably haf them up. so ya haha

Never Date a Leo

Dramatic, egotistical, and emotional - a Leo is way too high maintenance for you! And forget about a quick fling with an alluring Leo. It's either everything or nothing with this sign! Instead try dating: Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces, or Cancer

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

HAHAAH DIS IS SO WTF

You Act Like You Are 25 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

What Age Do You Act?

no wonder i chao lao

HAPPY BDAY TO ME.

THX to all tt wished or celebrated. the below is nt in order.


As usual thx dad and mom for bringing me to dis world. Mum noes me best she intends to compensate for tt unhappy dinner the other day. =)

Yong zuan, ivan, yu guang. (thx for the meal at zhong huan restaurant, the meal was great and the hokkaido ice cream was great oso even though it ended me inside the toilet haha and of cos brothers for life =) )

Shaun and Bryan(yup thx for ur wishes even though i dunno u all quite well but we shall no each other more in time to come. more racist jokes oso)

Charlene( thx my lao mei for calling and sing bday song to me dis yr and for saving up jus for a meal =) and cheering me up today wif ur powderful chinese even though i m kind of upset wif some tinks)

Shin(thx buddy. i jus hope our stomachs dun get hurt.)

TLCL david (ya get out of ur camp and we shall go celebrate but still thx for ur wishes.)

Alvin (wah thx i no is shun bian but still mus thank haha)

Yu jun( yea thx twin happy bday to u too gt sth for u when we celebrate)

Steven (let's ton together sometimes again =) thx for the wishes)

Velvet( didnt expect but thx)

Janet (yea thx. surprised though cos u r so secretive)

Shirleen (coincidence of u coming back to sg on my bday my 8 yrs and ongoing zha bor buddy =) thought u forgot but still thx haha)

Ray, edeson (thx for wishing at frenster and rl. =) )

Kang ( thx to all ur gori wishes to me dots lol)

Jason ( weeng i toking to u on msn and u go frenster comment funny guy, no wonder u president of hougang private estate)

Jerry( thx for the shirt. it is very yz's style of shirt though lol)

Andrea(er thx for the chopsticks?)

Nex and wanqi (thx for the wishes)

Wen xiang( for turning up even though u let me no sth tt is nt realli tt pleasant but at least u turn up)

AND THX TO ALL THOSE HU WISHED ME ON MSN,FRIENDSTER ETC ETC AND CELEBRATING WIF ME AT SWENSEN'S. A BIG THANK TO U ALL AND IF I MISS OUT UR NAME DUN BLAME ME FOR MY LOUSY MEMORY.

nt bad for dis yr. pics shall b up soon

laing teh ping in the middle of the nite

watching huge rats (the kings) running around in the middle of the nite

toking rubbish wif a gd old buddy in the middle of the nite

luffing at many things lyk idiots in the middle of the nite

discussing how to b kings in the middle of the nite XD.

is wad i call life. =)

ok grouchy previous post. luckily i calmed down b4 a big fight broke out.

time for some reflection. the onli thing when u ask me abt my parents. the first tink tt comes to my mind is money. Anything else? nt much. i dun realli communicate wif them. it has always been lyk tt for yrs. but den and again the world's no.1 one sided love come from them. Although i dun tell them things, they are yet the most observant ppl in my life. My lyks and hates, they no it by heart.
i can haf a lot of patience handling a lot of tinks but towards them i m quite short fused. Sometimes i dun tink my family is nt tt bad. I dun haf some dad tt drinks and come home and beat up everybody. (put me in tt home, tt dad ends up dead first.) Nor i haf parents tt are so irresponsible and dun gif a damn abt me but den and again their fav question is always: 'haf u eaten?'.

yea i no i m content but sometimes i mind small details.

FUCK IT.

now i no y i m stand alone in the family.

i dun need it aniway. dis is stupid. i m nt impt den a fucking tv. den tell me y shld i even consider u all in the first place.

i shld jus stay as a rebellious kid,

traditional korean food. SUCKS.

hate the veggies and the seaweed soup is omfgwtfbbq. i sumpa i wouldnt eat seaweed again.

den and again. screw veggies 80 percent veggies for a meal. dots.

Chilling out at the sofa near the prata shop. Lyk old times lyk old men. waiting for the stupid rain to stop but it didnt.

exciting scene near my place. ask and u shall no.

To 5th cardinal gate.

fuck u ok. ur words disgusted me. ur mei li isnt so dua. pls and dun use some stupid words lyk stalk. tok as though i m some sicko or psycho. i thought is better to haf a fren den a foe. i thought it would b better if tinks ended off nicely even though is nt the way i thought it is. u proved me wrong. congrats and pls fo.

i haven burnt someone for some time. tt felt gd.

12 laps today. wah chui. damn.

wah now p.f.g.

jus swam 10 laps. shag.

dis shall go on.

man. sat nite.

jus toked to bobby. apparently he's goin in army soon. serving 1 yr. hoho u r goin to bcome a man. =D. well definitely hope he comes back soon.

i tink i need to teach tuition soon. running low on cash for entertainment. and for future purposes.

i m suddenly feeling very lost at home. nth to do. doin homework is nt realli an option. but fuck. my hdd is buang as well.zzz. so = nth to do.

mayb i shall save up to travel during hols. but nt sure where. probably somewhere near.

new town xl gang ppl.

we shld meet up soon

i miss u all. =)

p.s. i m nt gay, onli evan is.

here i m blogging at my sis place.

i jus gt my 2 nephews to eat dinner, entertain them, bath them , push them to slp.

ain't ez being a parent. especially when ur kid/s is autistic.

patience is definitely needed. the way how my nephew dreaded to actually go and bath and was making hell load of noise tt the neighbours will tink tt we r actually torturing the kid, one word to sum up. hell. is was almost lyk tt i went to war. imagine me perspiring jus to get the child to bath. and literally drag him out of the bathroom when is done. somehow i was in a kind of pretty low mood today. so i feel there's a little bad inside me when they almost pissed me off. but luckily i m rational to bring myself back to earth and didnt take out on them

now the questions are, how shld i even go abt being a parent in the future, would i even be a gd father or even husband in the first place.nvm is defintely nt questions i can ans now.

for now, treasure ur parents when they are around, cos the journey of bringing one human child up is nt lyk taking care of a pet. jus by bringing u up actually alreidi is a proof tt they love u.

i feel i haf grown up a little again.

random emoness.

nth entertains me.

i tink i m sick. more or less.

stay at home sucks as well. so i took dis quiz from ah feng's blog

NO LYING QUIZ:
1. last beverage: teh bing
2. last phone call: my mother
3. last time you cried: few mths back.
4. last text message to: charlene

HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. dated someone twice: yea.
2. kissed someone & regretted it: no.
3. lost someone special: definitely.
4. been depressed: kind of
5. been drunk and threw up: long ago.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1.Blue
2.White
3.Black if is considered so. if nt green

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
1. Made a new friend: ya.
2. Laughed until you cried: no
3. Met someone who changed yourlife: tt old one at home tt i m dying to kill
4. Found out who your true friend is: yea.
5. Is there something you want to tell someone: many.
6. How many kids do you want to have: 3 preferably either 2 boys 1 girl or 2 girls 1 boy.
7. Do you have any pets: no.
8. Do you wanna change your name: no cos i changed once and i didnt lyk it.
9. What did you do yesterday : slping at home.
10. Last time you had pizza: ah feng's birthday
11. What time did you wake up : 1 plus.
12. What were you doing at 10:30 a.m : kun.
13. Name something you CANNOT wait for: dunno. i m quite patient lol
14. Last time you saw your father: now. right in front of me.
15. What is one thing you wish you could change from ur life: my status.
16. What are you listening to right now : some news.
17. Have you ever talked to Tom And Jerry?: both on msn.
18. Who's getting on your nerves right now: the old one in my home
19. Most visited webpage: friendster.com
20. Coke or Pepsi: lousy english of haf u coke or pepsi. is nt lyk is pa siao.

rubbish quiz lol

first day of sch.

i tink it might b more stressful den yr 2.

but i tink i m goin to b much happier den yr 2.

sth tt i can foresee i tink

hmm and i feel tt i m beginning to get anti social. knn.

sch's starting tml.

life's gonna b a bitch again.

tomb sweeping was somehow fun?. my uncles r definitely more chu den me. still i tink my father is still the most xl among his brothers hoho. but one tink i haven seen dad scolding vulgarities in a while. wonder wad's his feelings lyk today. and surprisingly. he onli smoked lyk once or twice during the 3,4 hrs of sweeping. hmm. i wonder.

in the future. i might b the onli one sweeping my grandparents tomb if my relatives ever passed on. traditions arent kept. lol i no i might nt look lyk it but i tink i still quite fillial one XD.

yz says i m getting fatter. mayb i shld cut down a lot on supper. hoho.

cos in a yr's time it would b gd bye sch and hello ns.

i was bored. hoho.

May 18 Birthday Astrology:

Friends and Lovers

May 18 individuals favor a large circle of friends who share their love of sports and good conversation. They are likely to have only a few close friends. They often have troubled love lives. Because they are extremely emotional, breakups are hard for them. Their strong sexual nature often leads them to make some poor choices in love matters.

(i tink still ok. but parts of it r true lol)

Children and Family

May 18 people often stand alone within the family. Either they distance themselves from the family at an early age or their chosen life-path creates a breach. Parenting is not often at the top of the list of priorities for them. These dedicated, driven people often need to fulfill a personal or career ambition first.

(well dis is confirm very true. i drift away from my family long long time ago. mum will always say, u tink the hse is hotel?)

Career and Finances

May 18 natives have a single-minded approach to career goals. As a rule, most decided early in life what they wanted to do and are not likely to deviate from that path. Their independent spirit makes them ideally suited to careers where they are their own boss, or are at least autonomous within a larger structure.

(hoho. wanted to b a policeman dunno from when.)

aniway.sent kang off to the holiday resort.jaguar resort. nt a bad place. shall upload photos soon. even there is onli lyk 3 or less photos.

i m bored too XD

"Who was your last?"


1. had beer with?
beer?. cant rmb

2 .Went to the movies with?
i tink i had stayed home watching movies for a long long while

3.Went to the mall with?
i tink it was cai yen.

4.Talked on the phone with?
kang. aftermath of sth.

5. Made you laugh?
duck.

6. You hugged?
...no one. even if there is, is way back

WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
neither.

2.Be serious or be funny?
funny?

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
skim i guess.

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
neither.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1.Sun or moon?
Moon.

2. Winter or Fall?
Winter.

3. Left or right?
Right.

4. Sunny or Rainny
Rainny.

5. Peach or Pear?
peach.

6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
anyway tt i can eat it.

7. Do You Cook?
yea.

8. Current mood?
EMO.


IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
no.

2. Sang?
yea.

3. Been hugged?
no.

4. Danced Crazy?
yea. somewhere in pokka i jus did i tink. =(

5. Cried?
weeks back when i was emoing abt my grandmother.

i wonder. is it even worthy.

mayb nt. this shall b the last stretch.

went to pokka to work today.

as usual, i gt a lot of paper cuts and plus plus a power abrasion near my ankle. seems lyk it came contact wif my vein somewhere. and my whole leg is pretty numb and swollen.

everytime i finish 1 day's work at pokka i feel so drained. is lyk goin to war. hoho.

i wonder, m i saddistic? i tink if i m, duck is too.

and regarding some issues. i m definitely frens zhong shi.

last msg to kang: hoho, u r goin to b a man. so do the right tink ya.

many thoughts. but i cant put them in words. so ok bye.

gt a lousy feeling.

jus had supper at kopitiam where dad was working.

and when i was abt to leave dad show a look. it was a kind of sian diao look.

i dunno wad tt means but whenever i see my parents working i get the feeling. some sai feeling tt makes me feel guilty of raising my voice at them sometimes.

hmm. mayb rmbring tt feeling will make me a even better person

Maroon 5 - won't go home without you

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

LEAVE ME ALONE.

FO.

=)

alright. some announcements to make.

to the ppl whom gt worried abt me. i m fine. SERIOUSLY. ok i admit there was some kind of sudden emo but is realli nth. is jus me reflecting abt myself. tinking whether is there anytink wrong wif me. no prob man. sry to shin, huat and charlene. i will b fine or rather i m alreidi fun

o ya regarding the experience in pub. it was fun. i dun usually drink the black sth. i cant rmb the name of the hard liquor but still alright. i m an old man i drink martell ok? LOL. and fun walking around vincing doing crazy tinks after i gt a little high on the alcohol. it was fun knowing new frens and all and yup i dun haf much tinks to say. and thx to the nice Philippines fren tt treated us. and he has nice photography skills tt i can pick up for my fyp hahaha.

soon things will light up the way. wadever way it shld b

mr leu. luckily u get 90. if u get below tt u can fuck off le. XD

thx the ppl for getting angry/du lan or afraid tt i would vince. lol. at least i no i still haf some place in ppl's hearts.

sth to declare to the gd frens of mine. if u deem urself as one.

sometimes is nt i dun wan to tell tinks. situations might b i cant find solutions from u all or i wan to solve it myself. high chances would b the latter.

the inner circle is nv goin to open up.

fucked up mood.

i wan to tou tou qi.

go somewhere.

perhaps nt aniwhere but somewhere i can tink properly

nvm. jus leave me alone.

hello.

mr tan u nt bad ah. can score so high for my test. XD.

for all hu needs to no abt dis or see dis. pls slp enuff. is for the health and for the huo qi nt so da and for nt vincing.

ups and downs for today.

gd mood for the gd tinks i c in the day. dis is sth confidential LOLOL XD.


bad mood for the shit ass tinks tt happen during the late afternoon. i lost my bloody specs inside the sea. and is so deep and salty tt i cant find it. _|_ z mayb i m goin to b pa jiao for few days or mayb nt. and some things happen tt i dun tink i wan to say here. ask me if u wan to no.

basically, sentosa trip = ok. could b better

i m nt doin anitink productive.

wth m i doin.

i gt to find sth to do.

dun betray my trust or u shall die horribly.

trust me for i will do so.

16 hrs of slp is giving me the headaches.

ton was alright. although i tink i had some problems wif myself though.

n 1 tink dun ask me abt it. i tink is jus some kind of sudden emoness tt came up to me.

and aniway.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FUCKER. HAHAA.

fucker= kang.

and ms tay i saw ur tag?. u dying to get burnt?

y do u haunt me.

everytime i c ur blog.

it filled me up wif memories.

i m nt asking u to get out of my life.

but jus stop reviving my feelings of affection for u.

mayb i shld jus stop visiting ur blog.

The Bottom Line

Instead of making fun your first priority, make sure everyone you love is happy.

In Detail

Instead of making fun your first priority today, make sure that everyone you care about is taken care of. Check in with an older relative or friend who might need you to pick something up for them. Ask a coworker how their latest project is going. Give your sweetie some words of encouragement. Connecting with the people who matter in your life will remind you just how lucky you are to have them! Plus, it will also make them feel very lucky to have you in their life


WAD IS DIS. ALRIGHT C FOR URSELF. IF U TINK U DESERVE IT. DEN U DESERVE IT. I DUN HAF TO SAY MUCH. HA.

running around sg in progress to meet the frens tt i wish to entertain.

mode: in progress

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wad is tis lol

.

i finished invigilating at ite. well done to me. gd pay.

shit me for failing modelling. but i no dis was coming aniway. so fuck it.is nt sth i can study aniway. dis is tough and lyk jerry say life is tough. i tink my life would b much better off if i didnt chose this course in the first place. choosing a course out of interest is definitely a dead end. the interest is gone ha and gd luck

if i failed more den 3 modules. i would drop out. stupid course

and i saw a new name in my fren test lol. ms chen no doubt u r my sis haha.

i dun haf much to say. jus die.

DUN UNDERSTAND.

qu si

ki si

mati

i dunno the indian. nvm jus die u yao xiu kia

random conversation of the old fart and mum

random talk abt the criminal on the loose.

mum and old fart: blah blah
old fart: if the criminal meet any person isnt tt a gd thing
mum: dun b stupid, the guy noes how to make bombs and get ppl as hostages tt will b bad.

ya right, old woman i wonder are u born without brains or are u jus pure dumb. senile alreidi right?here's a big fuck u for making me unable to slp when i come home after work. is damn tiring ok _|_. u seriously shld jus die. DIE UNDERSTAND?

bad nite, i emoed in the toilet which in a long while i realli realli haven done so.

dear ah ma,

i missed u so much, it has been 3 yrs since u left us.

but yet the times when i held ur soft hand and walk along to some places are still deep in my mind as though it was yesterday.

i respected how u manage to hold the household single handedly and nth could go wrong.

u r such a great cook tt no one in the family can match u. i could never complain anitink abt ur dishes.

the 10 dollars that u gave me almost everytime u gave me are lessons for to learn, the manners the respect and how great tis 10 dollars can b used.

the love, the care and concern tt u gave me can never be replaced.

i rmb how ur death devastated everyone in the family and tore me almost inside out.

but i no tt u r doin well as i do dream of u sometimes.

i was wondering, y is life so unfair. the worst ppl stay alive on earth and u r being taken away. y isnt the old woman at home being taken away?

i haven cried in a long time and i believe u r the only one that is able to make me do so.

sth is wrong wif me and i dunno wad.

mayb is jus some sudden emo syndrome.

men are simple. there can onli b 3 things tt bother them.

1. Money
2. Career
3. Women

sth is jus wrong.

random thoughts.

sometimes i will tink to myself. wad would my family haf been without me?.

dey probably retired wif mum's cpf savings and probably will nt wan to burst a blood vessel bcos of me. or mayb, dey might b lonely without the company, cos sis is alreidi married. so yup. or sum it up simply , dey probably might haf been much richer without me?.

sometimes i realli wonder. r they happy wif me around? i no mum do wan me to pei her at many times, but sometimes i will, most of the time i would use wad i always use, 'nt free'. n i wondered if dad would b so talkative at home without me around? or perhaps goin off around showing off his xl skills to ppl is still a big ?. hmm wad abt sis, did she ever felt disappointed wif a brother lyk me, a brother tt is so ful of vulgarities, mean and all. n lastly, will dey cry for me if i suddenly passed on jus lyk tt?.

wadever it is, i m still here. and i realli wan to thk them for tolerating wif me for umpteen times and of cos i hope i haf definitely brought them more joy den disappointment. emo post so screw it. HAHA.


random conversation wif dad.

dad: goin gf's chalet?
me: NO?. come on la y u lyk mum
dad: u stupid ah, girlfren = female frens. no female frens how to haf steady
me: ...trick question
dad: one tink, dun bring tur bu (pig ladies) or any ah hui or ah lian home can le. find one tt is more shun yan.

early in the morning, mum jus haf to piss me off.

I: i goin to swim later.
Mum: guys or girls?
I: guys onli.
Mum: dun make girls pregnant ah?

I:wtf? i say guys onli.
Mum: u r still young (blah blah yi oh yi oh yi oh)
I: ()_%*&(*%#&(*% _|_

SHEN JING BING

sry guys i need some ranting space as well

to old woman:

i hate living under one roof wif u.

below are the 10 gd reasons/ complaints of y i shld complain. IF I TRULY WANT TO WRITE IT OUT IT WILL PROBABLY SPELL OUT MORE THAN 2 PAGES OF A4 SIZE PAPER.

1. u deny my existence. (bad enuff probably worst)
2. i hate tt u say ill things abt my father b it in the past or now
3. i hate tt u always say ill things abt my paternal grandmother when she's such a lovely grandmother. how i wished u were dead in place of her.
4. i hate u for buying a lot of stuff and stuffing it into my home's refrigerator and making me haf no space to put my drinks.
5. Linked to 4, i hate u for stuffing ur food under the cupboard or anywhere u can tink of until it rots.
6. i hate u for waking up in the middle of the nite and using such great fat force of urs and pull my table and i haf to pull it back
7. pulling it is bad enuff. u pull until my hard disk gets disconnected. i dunno how but u sure haf ur way bitch.
8. i hate u for putting food so near to my face when i just woke up or when i m brushing my teeth. is damn irritating.
9. i hate u for being so realistic and money is the onli way to shut ur bloody mouth
10. i hate u for bothering abt how much my mother gives me for pocket money.

lyk i said there r much more. so conclusion u shld jus die.

AND HERE I M. SWEAR UPON THE SKY OR GOD. TT I WOULDNT EVEN SHED A TEAR AT UR FUNERAL IF U DIE.

dad gt a problem

dad gt some real problems.

Dad goes eat medicine, den walk to me and stare at my com.

Me: U oso will fall sick one meh and need to eat medicine somemore.

Dad: pause for a moment... u san pak kia.

wtf. seriously.

dis is some shit tt i definitely mus play.

cny.

is cny day 6. n here i m in sch finishing my stupid last 'interactive storytelling' project b4 i can realli relax for my 2 and a half mths hols. phew. i will try and make dis to b a long post toasty hahaha. as i tell many, dis is a crap module, in class i tink is nv sth constructive to me. perhaps dis course was nv meant to b cos in this course i find my self getting stupider rather den learning new things. O PERHAPS IS WORSE DEN NS. i noticed it bcos i started sanguo again. AND COS SANGUO USES BRAINS.

and dis is the machine, sanguo aka money burner.


whenever i sit down in front of dis machine i probably felt my pockets burning abd sth ouch dis yr is probably i lost $70 to mahjong dis yr. but is fun indeed. AND MOST IMPTLY IS NT A BRAINLESS GAME.

and dis yr my ang paos are given a big discount. probably my uncles and aunties are nt doin tt well last yr so ya. but o well nvtheless mum and dad are still pretty generous dis yr so is still manageable. but i guess i shld b finding a job soon cos mum is saying tt she doesnt wan to work animore. she's probably retiring. so i probably haf to feed my self. whether is it a careless remark or nt, i still tink i shld go do sth to feed my entertainment.

sunday. went n ton at boon lay area. and seriously wtf. we were doin 'LI HUAN LO' on the roof top and we were caught by police again at 4.44am. WELL DONE SERIOUSLY. catching on the web is tiring. alvin's hse area do haf some stones tt are realli hard to step on gd for endurance training. and at jurong pt i saw dis.



er so our government is trying to promote smoking?. LOL. is ironic. i enjoyed my new yr i guess, at least most of it.

random remarks i shld make: let slping dogs lie. wadever is private or wadever has passed. pls dun dig it up again.

i haf nv done a long post b4.

ya lyk mentioned above, i have nv done a long post b4 cos i always feel tt i haf nth much to blog abt. my life?. is a little messy but i still can get on wif it. abt me? nah i m unique but i m nt realli tt special. sch? _|_ short and sweet?. relationships? i tink forget it. frens? yea tt would probably make me go long long way.

3 more days down to go b4 hols yay. haha.

probably finding a job in dis 2 and a half months. cos i cant go back to new town to serve as relief teacher due to my coloured hair so ya o well. HAHA LUCKY BASTARDS I GUESS I WUN B SEEING U ALL. hmmm godma seem to haf things for me to do?. see how things go.I would need the money for sanguo aniway, is almost lyk my pockets are alreidi burning. but one tink i would say players nowadays are damn cum gong.

n i m writing dis post after one nite's ton at cck. man i m freaking tired. we had fun, fooled around. played jumping jacks LOL. drank some alcohol, and as usual i m pretty sensitive to those stuff after drinking, parts of my body will get itchy and red and will start to feel groggy. haha. and E33+ long island = tequila. LOL. and of course had a good men's chat wif the guys at cck.

police came. we get caught. details shall nt b mentioned here. anywhere nt anything bad. jus pure unlucky. Indians found trouble and ran and trouble found us and of cos we were checked. edeson is the sad ass i guess.

hmmm, to those hu r emo or sad or wadever u call it recently. I m keeping myself balanced trying to help u all. but den and again. i m onli human and i do haf my hard times keeping myself balanced at times. so sry in advance if u r tt unlucky to haf caught my flare.

lastly. wad bullshit about someone fancies me in the magazine. RIGHT. if there really is. tell me abt it.

i tink i still cant do a long post after all. there aint much brain juices left.

i hate the situation i m in. _|_.

i m going crazy.

thx to u.

but soon it shall b over.

random rant

random rants between parents:

blah blah squabbering between money. den toks abt how much money dey will put in ang bao for each other.

Dad: wo pao $2 gei ni.
Mum: wo pao $1.20 gei ni. yi si yi si. =).

feng zis. LOL

random

ya although dis is wad i m goin to expect but wadever. i no is goin to b dis ans aniway. haha i tink i m too into san guo alreidi.

. It's a peaceful, even-keeled day that might not be remarkable, but will be very pleasant. And tonight, you'll have a very refreshing night's sleep.

tt's today horoscope, fei hua. Hero for 2 days wun haf a very refreshing slp is fake one.

yesterday my first trip to microsoft. fun place. long time no play cs play lyk cock sia lol. den we go rc at a later part. gt stupid goris and siao aliens. eat my bullets u shit LOLOLOL.

kenneth den showed me a video on wii. wah interesting. den he oso gt interesting ideas on fatal frame LOLOL.

den i kun in the middle of the ton. i m nt a hero after all.

on a last note. SCREW AVFE.

In order to get more romance in your life, you should go back in time. Old fashioned ideas are not all keepers, but some of them are lost treasures you should try to regain. Instead of rushing into a new relationship because you're eager to get something going, opt for courtship. Take things slowly and really get to know this person. If you are in a relationship currently, integrate courtship rituals into it. Go on a date with your sweetie and pretend you just met.


tt was today's horoscope. probably only one sentence for dis. SIMI LJ.

is tues afternoon. and damn i pon class again. o man screw animation class. and instead of spending my time doin work in the afternoon, i went and slp. seriously i m goin out of sg timing as well.

wadever it is. the feeling sucks. having too much work. so much tinks to worry and the lecturers are all very very xl. so dis is for u lecturers _|_.

grr enuff of sch.

to the crazy old woman again. stop toking to me in hokkien, i dun even lyk speaking hokkien to u. tt language is onli for my one and only GRANDMOTHER. and i mean it. since she has passed away. i dun mean to use it for ani other ppl else. unless needed.

dis is the period of hell. after dis is 2 and a half mths of hols YAY. ahhahaha.

and after tt would be yr 3. man time sure flies. the time where i was in new town collecting my results in kim moh is still clear in my mind. diaoing all the teachers tt were around at tt time. and after walking out of the gate shout the usual stuff "NEW TOWN GUM LJ LA" LOL.

reminiscing the past once in a while sure is interesting. let's make more memories. =D. Happy i will rmb it. otherwise u probably will get burnt for it. =)

unknown

quotes : huang qiu sheng in initial D

sprays water on floor.
looks up to the sky
: wah zhen de hen re.

seriously is damn hot. n carrying a bloody tripod and running around on such a hot day is realli a mess. n wad's more pissing is u haf irresponsible grp mates doin projects wif u. SCREW EVERYTHING IN DIS COURSE. B IT THE PPL OR THE THINGS IN THE COURSE. ok dis may b words of pique but i tink there r still some facts in it. _|_

alright some updates abt last wk. keep chao geng for sch. told u everytink sucks in tt course. so nvm. i guess onli yesterday was spent meaningfully. was in arcade wif family. i guess i m very happy to c them. yea and thx yu jun for the cake. is nice haha. seriously. n clairis too bad for ur lollipop.

one more tink. louis i gt a weak heart dun play me lyk tt la. LOL.

n of cos. i treasure and enjoy the time i haf wif my cck family =D.

updates

alright. time to update a bit rather den burning all the time lol. let's start from sat. went to alvin place in the morning. watch a dumb movie called 'time'. no storyline, no ending. basically is crap. is probably a lame ideal tt tells ppl tt we shld love ppl for hu they are, how they look. If a person love u, means he/she will love how u look as well. den went down to dbg to battle. nt exactly the whole idea of battling cos i onli played one round. o well. n of cos thx for the prank =). nb

den charlene and ah sa came over to my place. we play crap games. hey shu hey shu. -.- LOLOLOL. ah sa came over my place to slp after finding so called nu ren. come my place and slp pua bye. while charlene iidx and feng. ok i went feng. the soup and sausages were gd i guess. despite the budgets.

sun. damn i onli slp for one hr den haf to go for dental. slpt inside clinic. too tired i guess. den went to make specs. but can onli collect on wed and damn i haf to go back to dental again on wed. screwed up schedule. everything is screwed. den went home and slp. woke up at 8. called mc delivery which is screwed as well. delay my dinner until 9.30 which u say u will come b4 9.15. so hungry.

triggered by ah kang's post to type dis. if given a situation, a fren and i fall for the same girl. i would nt onli retreat, but probably even help the 2 to get together. i mean after all i still treasure the frenship more. sometimes u can say i m a saddistic or sth. but i still tink other ppl's happiness is much more impt wad's more is my fren. n if u tink dis is happening to me now and ask me. u will probably get burn as well unless i feel tt is alright telling u.

tt's all for now. off for class.

eh fucker u no hu u r. dun act lyk a saint in front of everybody. ur nose too long is it, anibody's business u oso wan to stick into. or is it anibody below gt cb then u will haf to b kpo abt it. eh pls la, first u dun look holy to me, 2nd u definitely dun act holy instead u act obscene and fucking stupid. i wonder is either u r bloody brainless or retard. trying to get attention? ya try doin tt some more and u might get sent to hougang. _|_.

so ppl nt man den u man la huh. gd job. if u gt the balls to tok behind ppl's back den y nt come out and tell him. fucking loser and moron. and i dun lyk u n i show it to u. tt's call man.

and o u tink u haf a clear conscience. let me tell u sth, i no wad u did tt nite an act tt can let u end up inside police station u faggot and chee ko peh.

the least tink u can do is to tidy urself up first or the nxt moment u might no is ur hair on fire. AND

wake up ur ideas of burning or i might jus send one flying fist into ur face.

happy new yr and screw sch.

it was a joyous event of new yr eve of watching fireworks and killing shits. =D. i did masterpieces of white rabbit tails LOL. MAY yr 2008 nt haf tt much of u shits around. well at least i end my yr gd hahahahah.

let's haf more events of such in the future. gd for bonding. gd for enjoyment.

i enjoyed myself.

above are the glorious warriors of shit killing. ROFL.

quiz

ok claudia saw ur quiz. so here's the answers:

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE ME :
- cant c
- cant hear
- cant tok
- cant move
- lonely
- dying
- falling sick

SEVEN THINGS I LIKE THE MOST:
- family
- frens
- sleep
- money
- play
- draw
- a lot actually.

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM:
- laptop
- water mug
- my bed
- phone = my alarm + other tinks
- comics
- paper to draw
- fan

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
- i m a man
- i m 18 dis yr.
- i haf a nice family
- i haf nice frens
- i spam vulgarities lyk drinking water hee.
- i lyk drinking milk tea
- i m fat.

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
- enuff money to retire.
- get married. 3 kids if possible
- do meaningful things
- finish up on what i am suppose to do
- b healthy
- make sure kids r well brought up
- die without regrets

SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO:
- i can xl
- i can do wad a normal human can do
- i can animate
- i can entertain
- i can go crazy due to lack of slp
- i can tok tons of rubbish
- i can make ppl

SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T DO:
- i cant go the way lyk ah feng kia do
- i cant do wad aliens do
- i cant b pissed
- i cant befren u if ur character realli suck.no pt forcing
- i cant dance
- i cant b a gd boy. LOL
- I cant hit girls. dead serious

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO THE OPPOSITE SEX:
- Looks
- Kind hearted
- A character that i like
- Able to get along wif me
- feeling
- still feeling
- always feeling. LOL

SEVEN PEOPLE I WANT TO SEE TAKING THIS QUIZ:
- Anyone
- someone
- everyone
- those hu wan to do
- those hu interested to let ppl no
- Dunno
- NO one.

D amusement

random talk from mum and dad.

complains abt stupid workers in mum's coffeeshop

blah blah.

*dad randomly: The workers all university one

i was lyk huh??

dad: for them university = u nv study.

wah XL~

ZOE, thx for ur T-shirt. the colour is nice =D.

xl part dunno wad

me and dad on bus 48 to little india

on bus - *indian toks loudly*

me: wah lan tok so loud for wad.
dad xls: u no y? cos he wan to show off to us that he gt phone.

OTL~


In little India station:

Dad randoms: u see dis place? infested wif indians, no wonder so much environmental pollution
knn si ke ling kia.

sum dis christmas up

Ok let's jus do a summary of wad happen dis festive season

though is a bad thing to curse and swear during dis giving season but i still gt tinks to gif.

ok fuck the monkey that followed us and do a lot of unneccessary things. U BETTER WATCH UR MOUTH, U MADE LOUIS DU LAN AND I TINK U DID TO ME AS WELL I ALMOST GAVE U ONE TIGHT SLAP ON UR FUCKING MOUTH. n thx to u, our plans and moods were spoilt.
some parts of the trip, onli one word to describe. SIAN.

but of cos we still have some fun parts hahaha. for e.g



I WAS ACTING CRAZY ON TOP OF FENCE.

sry cranky due to the lack of slp and i tink edeson was damn scared to get beaten up cos i keep saying things that will confirm kana beaten up lol.

for e.g *points both middle fingers* fuck u all indians!

wahahaha

after tt. whole grp of them came over to my place. squeezy i no. tt place was nt meant to fit so many ppl aniway but i hope dey had fun. i no kang did wif jerry's forever getting stuck and get ppl dulan koc. hahahah.

and the most lol tink. the mirror turned into a window. hahahaha



dis yr is much different, we went out in one big grp, had a lot of fun though there were extras and i gt pissed bcos charlene made me run almost 3 streets jus to find her. ok i do admit i was pissed but i m ok. n of cos i realli hoped tt u were here alvin, nvm we still gt new yr eve to slay those demons. lol


lyk mentioned, dis kind of festivals are call deepavali. get the drift? go figure.

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Ha, wtf. tt time c scorpio is my astrological hell so wad's wad. HAHHA. so as i mention horoscope is jus guidelines. haha. but i tink dis oso shows i get along wif a lot of ppl? hahah.

let's make dis short and sweet.

is always nice to keep ur mouth shut at times wad makes u tink tt u no the whole gang so well tt u can pass ur freaking comments out. B it hurting or nt i dun care, by the way i m born xl so i tink ppl's problems let them solve themselves besides they are nt kids so wad r u trying to prove? nice guy? FUCK u. or u r more mature? tt deserves a bigger fuck you. and as if u no the whole situation so another fuck u for tt.

to sum it up. another fuck u for doing unnecessary things.

i onli have few words to say abt some things.

When looking at things. Always look from 3 ways. Put urself into parties involved, both parties tt is in argument tt is and then take a step back and look at things from the outside.

I tink this is sth tt shldnt even start at all.

nvm i shall say dis one more time. If cck wishes to be lyk wad it is in the part, everybody haf to do their part to make it wad it used to b. Is nt a single man's effort and if it is, y call it cck gang. might as well call it cck kia.

Lastly, be mindful of wad u all say and bear responsibility for it. Gd frens thrash tinks out wif one another. One example: Yong Zuan often scolds me abt tinks he is nt happy wif and in a very straight forward manner, i do get angry at times but den and agian i tink i m so glad he tells me wad he wan and i can tell him wad i wan and of cos we get each other's understanding.

If nt y call urself gd frens.

Above speaks a lot for itself. understand it.

lately i feel tt i m more lyk ah pek. listening to hokkien songs, watching taiwan dramas in some afternoons which i used to find them crap. but of cos lyk an old ah beng. still doin nonsensical stuff. or mayb those are jus signs of aging XD.

i m getting younger still. =)

too much irritations. too many xl ppl. temper getting worse. too much burn posts.

i tink i need some peace and cooling tea.

zz.

i m freakin pissed.

eh. i haf been tolerating. seriouslly screw the extra person in my home. _|_. I realli hate it i nv come and disturb u, u dun come and say i shldnt b born in dis world. FUCK U OK. U R NT EVEN MY MOTHER. she wan to give birth to me isnt ani business of urs? she gives me pocket money is it ani biz of urs. I seriously warn u if u dare to throw me tt kind of insult or anitink lyk tt again i wun even hesitate to F u in ur face. UR FUCKING MOUTH STINKS LYK UR CHAO CHEE BYE ok. dun throw ur weights around in the hse cos i dun fucking care. WAD I M NT SUPPOSE TO BORN IN DIS WORLD, AND DUN TAKE WAD MY UNCLE SAY TO ME. MY UNCLE DIDNT MEANT IT TT WAY SO DUN TWIST THE WORDS AS U LYK. and wad's wif the money issue. is money all in ur mind. i tell u nxt time limpei earn money i sure take 10k and change to all 5 cents coins and throw at u. U CCB.

lastly, pls fucking die and thk u for dying cos there's one less pest in dis world and earth can save more space.

thoughts

i thought tt i m always a person hard to understand and all. cos i dun share my thoughts out most of the time. even my trusted ones is lyk i keep some tinks to myself. so mayb today i will blog some of my thoughts out.

but den and again. sometimes i m jus blank for such tinks. i tink lately i m keeping a distance from all of my gd frens. dun ask me y. nt realli a distance. but the time i m able to spend wif them is quite little due to work, projects and all. so, my gd frens so dun misunderstand the thought tt i m trying to keep a distance from u all. and no gay or distorted thoughts. i definitely love u all. =D

another tink, i tink lately i hardly emo. which is a gd tink cos i tink if sth is freaking unhappy no pt tinking abt it. but if i realli do emo. i doubt i will tell anione abt it. cos i might jus stay home and freaking mad blast in one corner. if nt one of the other options, there will always b king koil. i tink there are always much better tinks to b done. and CONSTRUCTIVE tinks of cos. haha.

Lastly, i seriously gave it some thought. sth is definitely wrong wif me. a nice girl is in front of me and i tink is alright for us to get together but i m nt even sure i wan to b wif her or nt. having a lot of doubts abt myself now. yes i haf been freakin single for almost 2 yrs. but the prob is perhaps i haf gotten too used to wad a free man haf. but either ways we will c how tinks go.

sum it up, my brain is nt so empty lyk it seems after all. =D

revival.

i tink i need to revive dis blog by posting sth. Lol. let's c wad juicy info i can get. LOOK AT THAT SHIT. UPCC, so wad does it mean. u can actually pcc into the rubbish bin. HAHA nt. i jus meant, ulu pandan community centre.

i m so tired. loads of work and stress came crashing down in my life but i tink i m still taking dis ez HAHA =D.

lao pa's bday coming soon. so i tink high chance need to burn money soon.

seriously yawning is a crime lol. quoted by charles. o screw it lol. n great day i didnt spend my nite slping again and ppl escaping from hougang were seen in bugis mac. For e.g. some fucking indian guy wear a bathing cap on his/her head. so miss/mr r u a guy/girl. O man. nxt we haf drunken ang mohs tt ask if the boss stays inside the mac. u red hair mus b so dumb. is lyk the same lyk asking the ang moh back is ur hometown africa?. stupid. man i tink i could use some slp alright. i can vince anitime now.

when u dun slp. u start to vince(go crazy, start toking nonsense) o well. didnt went for my advanced 3d modelling class again. damn i tink i m so dead. but o well for the sake of my dearest sister charlene charles tay. well ok AND I M SRY FOR SMASHING UR NOSE. my bad seriously. THE GIANT INCINERATOR IN BUGIS BURN UP ALMOST ALL MY MONEY SO I GUESS I CAN START TO EAT GRASS SOON. lol probably haf to plan n cut down on my expenses. Mum started to took it out on me after i reach home, damn i jus wanted to slp. SHE STARTS BY so did u go to the hotel or did u treat this place as ur hotel. dun come back dun wan to see where r ur morals (-.-)? i was lyk wtf seriously and den start making assumptions so u gt gf is it b sure nt to cr8 ani new lives into dis world ok? seriously dots to my mum. den lao peh oso come and disturb dun need to come home and slp la i tink u can b hero or even god le. O WELL i haf interesting ppl in the hse.

regarding another tink. 1 month. in 1 month's time i m goin to get an ans. if is a yes my status would change if nt, it will remain the same.

i tink i m vincing. but nvm

ZZ.

U STUPID OLD WOMAN U BETTER STOP MESSING UP MY LIFE. I M SLPING DUN ASK ME IF I WISH TO EAT DO U HAF EVEN THE COW SENSE? WHEN I SAY LATER MEANS LATER AND U USE UR FUCKING EYES TO C I M SLPING SO DUN COME AND FUCK AROUND WIF ME WHEN I WAKE UP AND TELL MY MOTHER THE BUNS ACTUALLY BECOME HARD BECAUSE I NV EAT. FUCK U OK WAN ME TO STUFF A BUN INTO UR MOUTH WHEN U R SLPING U CCB?

SO MAY U DROP DEAD AND DIE AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE! _|_

another note: she jus loves to vince and i dun understand wad she says at time. ()~

ONE WORD TO SUM WAD IS HAPPENING AT HOME.


DIU. seriously.

o my dear old grandmother is having her pms and she's complaining to come home. blah blah and etc. my god. dis is so dumb. squeeze the 4 of us under one 2 room flat. seriously i dun lyk her at all. at such an age. she's still throwing tantrums lyk some small kid and she steals from my uncle's place. so ya. wad a great example u r setting huh. n NO i certainly dun welcome u back home. wad i told my parents was i m goin out early in the morning and nt come home till midnight if she comes back and stay wif us.

and the least tink i will do is probably piss her off and make her move away again lyk wad i did yrs ago.

ok my blog has been dead for a while. ok is rather long until someone reminded me of updating yesterday. n i tink i too champ alreidi. 6 modules. 2 Ds. 1 D+, 2Cs, 1C+. i wonder wad will b the nxt sem b lyk. this course is beginning to b lyk wad i used to tink it might b lyk but o well. The onli tink i can do now is to squeeze my way thr and get the diploma tt is supposedly said tt is abt to secure my rice bowl. funny tink is, IS NT EDIBLE. after tt would b army. i tink i m looking forward towards it but on the other hand i m nt so looking forward to it. pros and cons. weigh it. c how tinks go i dunno wad the future would hold for me aniway.

i tink i haf been growing to become more rational nowadays. n i dun get emo once in jus few days. although sometimes tinks r nt goin tt well. ok enuff abt myself.

i need some entertainment from life. pls grant me some. HAHA.

sth i learn.


some girls are to see, some girls cannot b, only one is meant to b

some things

so today is my first working day in SAF open hse. selling ice cream. omg. i can actually sell ice cream. and i tio the busiest booth. sian 1/2 somemore i m so sick. running nose almost on a temp. luckily i could handle it. n my god. the uncle tt helped me is actually someone tt is lyk dunno when he will die. Two of blood vessels connecting to the heart has been operated. one vessels is waiting to burst and when burst, u nv no wad can happen to him. but yet he is still so optimistic abt life, tok cock wif me enjoying his every moment of his life let the people around him filled wif laughter and happily working. i mean i onli haf respect for him. I mean not all ppl can b so brave to actually face up to their ill fate. i mean i suddenly thought those ppl who commit suicide is pure stupid, sometimes dey r nt even diagnosed wif terminal illnesses and a problem always come wif thousands of solutions wad could b so hard. I believe today there r much lessons to b learnt n a motivation to make me move on wif life. =)