sometimes i dunno wad to tok here.

is there ani reason for me to blog in the first place.

i tink dis tink here is onli gd for me to rant aka kpkb.

or mayb i m vincing sian.

BUMP OF CHICKEN - Mayday

作詩：藤原基央 作曲：藤原基央

君に嫌われた君の　沈黙が聴こえた
君の目の前に居るのに　遠くから聴こえた
hated by you i've heard your slience
i'm right in front of you but i've heard you from far away

発信源を探したら　辿り着いた水溜まり
これが人の心なら　深さなど解らない
searching for the reason is like groping in the water
this is a person's heart its depth can't be understood

呼ばれたのが　僕でも僕じゃないとしても
どうでもいい事だろう　問題は別にあるんだ
whether you were calling out to me or not
it doesn't really matter right, the issue is something else

息は持つだろうか　深い心の底まで
君が沈めた君を　見つけるまで潜るつもりさ
苦しさと比例して　僕らは近付ける
再び呼吸をする時は　君と一緒に
are you holding your breath? down to the bottom of your heart
you are drowning so i won't stop diving till i find you
the pain grows as we get closer
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you

僕もまた同じ様に　沈黙を聴かれた
君もまた同じ様に　飛び込んでくれるなら
me i'm still the same, listening to the silence
you you're still the same, pulling me in deeper

口付けを預け合おう　無くさずに持っていこう
君に嫌われた君へ　代わりに届けるよ
i'm keeping the kiss, hoping i don't lose it
hated by you i want to make it up to you

誰もが違う生き物　他人同士だから
寂しさを知った時は　温もりに気付けるんだ
everyone is different and we're all strangers
but when we're lonely we can notice their warmth

勇気はあるだろうか　一度心覗いたら
君が隠した痛み　ひとつ残らず知ってしまうよ
傷付ける代わりに　同じだけ傷付こう
分かち合えるもんじゃないのなら　二倍あればいい
peeking into the heart is there any courage there?
the pain that you hide, i know you haven't left any behind
trying to make up for the hurt, i caused the same injury to myself
it isn't something that can be shared so its fine to have double

怖いのさ　僕も君も
自分を見るのも見せるのも　或いは誰かを覗くのも
でも　精一杯送っていた　沈めた自分から
祈る様なメーデー
we're both afraid you and me
maybe i am seeing or showing myself, or possibly looking at someone else
but i sent it with all my might, from the drowning me
a prayer like Mayday

響く救難信号　深い心の片隅
こんなところにいたの　側においで　逃げなくていいよ
触れた発信源に　届けるよ　口付け
君から預かってきたんだよ
the resounding signal for help, in a corner of the heart's depth
coming close in a place like this its fine if theres no escape
touching the source i send to you a kiss
the one i've been keeping from you

勇気はあるだろうか　一度手を繋いだら
離さないまま外まで　連れていくよ　信じていいよ
息は持つだろうか　眩しい心の外まで
再び呼吸をする時は　君と一緒に
is there any courage there? joining hands for once
not letting go till i've brought you out, do believe in it
are you holding your breath? till we're out of the dazzling heart
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you

wow. nice song found at a nice time. by the way dis is a v5 song. the first song when u go in game. anybody wan dis song can jus ask. =)

true stuff

women are the most annoying things in men's lives

yet men lyk to annoy themselves

i tink is damn fun listening to ghost stories at dis hr

bloody hell.

the hse is in a mess. thx to the fucking old woman

i sumpa if i had a gun i will fucking kill her.

stay tuned.

i m gaying at ah kang's hse XD.

i need a bath soon. damn

somebody's hair smell nice. hehe.

an issue on zhong she qing you. rest assured tt if u r my gd fren, my heart is always wide enuff to fit u in and u will b etched on my mind

i tink some body is having split personalities on his own tagboard. LOL

he can say everytink but he is still an internet hero.

jason shld send a letter to him soon.

well back to u =)
i no u r sensitive until u came and read my blog even though u dun even no hu i m.

when it rains it pours. seriously.

i jus gt entertained hoho.

http://13nc13ryan.blogspot.com/

kang says he's entertained and found joy in camp. lol

dis guy is so loved.

until his frens r all fuckers lol.

i tink his posts r so entertaining until he can go b clown in the circus lmao.

20 tinks. random. nb shin ask me do.

2.14 am

1.wan slp.
2.wan jio someone.
3.wan save money
4.wan wash dishes tml due to supper
5.wan watch anime tt i dloaded
6.wan charge my phone
7.i m still toking to kang at dis hr lol
8.i m definitely nt gay
9. i m freakin full after the popiah supper
10.dis is stupid. lol
11.y m i even doin dis
12.cos shin is an ass LOL.
13.and shin jus tell me he go kun
14.is cold recently.
15.kang is telling abt his adventure killing worms
16.i need to clear lvl 11s in iidx
17.but b4 tt clear 75 percent lvl 10
18.i need to drink more water instead of sweet drinks
19.i need to pa siao.
20.weather recently very gd for slping

wtf.lol

once again dad speaks

hoho.xl

tt's sth i hate abt the life now.

there is a sudden of urge of goin to some farm and plant trees, rear animals.

sth lyk harvest moon. tt will b nice.

or sth lyk stay in a seaside home?


sian.


the thought of moving place is even worse.

cos is to sengkang. and is damn ()%#*)%(* de far.

hopefully there r cais around tt area =x

case of snatch theft.

item stolen = a heart.

random facts. bo liao lol

Meme #1
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring.

1. Lunatic tears
2. Sound of truth
3. Mannequin
4. Fatal attack
5. Going my way
6. Dynamis
7. Zetsubou billy

damn most of them r dmgf/iidx songs or rather all.

Meme #2
SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU

- lose ani body parts/ uses of them
- losing my loved ones.
- dying (i hum lol)
- the evil side of human
- psychos
- being poor
- everytink being taken away from u

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
-erm.. someone
-being around wif gd frens
-having family around
-arcade =x
-quiet time to myself at times
-looking at cais XD lol.
-tinks tt interest me

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
-i can haf a clean bath within 5 min
-i still haf toys
-i can eat twice an adult do.
-i spent an amt almost equal to wad i spent in arcade for my comics
-i m a gd boy. seriously.
-when i m alone i tend to emo very easily
-i no almost all the gd food in sg lol.


SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
-clear everything tt i promise ppl if i can fulfill
-write a will
-do up a comic on my life
-draw a final art piece of my family
-go on a tour.
-lastly kiss my wife and children gd bye. if my wife is still around
-lastly die in peace

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
-watch anime for the whole day
-tok on phone for X hrs.
-chiong online game for the whole day
-draw
-study even though i dun look lyk it
-drink a bottle of ice lemon tea everyday
-eat 6 bowls of chicken rice in 10 min

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T DO
-multi task
-speak gd hokkien except vulgarities even though i m hokkien
-i cant realli tok to stupid ppl
-i cant do inhumane tinks
-i cant write wif my left hand
-i cant do geography lol
-i cant usually turn down a favour

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
-character
-eyes
-face
-legs
-hair
-her brains
-dress sense

SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
-siam la
-XX
-XXX
-XXX
-XXXX you
-ah
-wah cai. =x

SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
-Hirano aya
-Stella ng
-Adam Sandler
-Tony Leung
-Andy Lau
-Nana mizuki
-Kanako Hoshino

meaningful video

dis is a simple post

utterly disappointed today.

no i need nt mention names. ur ages add up to at least over 50.

iq low? nono probably u jus dunno how to set some treatment right.

expect to c red fonts? nono i tink is a total waste of breath.

i dun tink i deserve dis shitty treatment from all of u tt are involved.

wan come my tag board and spam some shit? read dis first.



so i m nt goin to waste my time.

so dun come and b an internet hero and hide behind ur com.

take responsibility in ur words and dun always listen to one side of story when judging tinks, tt onli make u look lyk a fool when some truth is out either tt or u lack judgement

nxt define frenship in ur own terms and tink of the effort involved and u r putting in. i dun even wan to tok abt it.

so being a gd fren i haf to make myself look cheap? siam la seriously.

prove to me tt a phone is nt for u to sms or call. prove it.

lastly reflect on ur own actions first and i m always rdy to tok.

if u gt the balls to tok to me tt is.

dun push it.

can i kill u? :3

in the air?

one random girl

one random msg

one random call

one random voice

one random laughter

one random conversation

one random many feelings of affection

one random fondness?

ok happy bday kenneth once again, since i m updating.

i shall nt upload ani pictures since all the pics are in his blog.

ok lets tok abt the work i did today.

i was out at ghim moh kopitiam helping out dad. work shift = 3-11pm. i m shag lyk hell. some lessons learnt though. firstly the beer promoter aka beer girl over there is same age as me. she's from china though but is jus tt i feel lucky tt i m here. i m oso 19, i m studying, playing during wk ends, hanging out wif frens, having my whole family here and all. wad abt her? she's alone here, living wif 20 others in the same flat. and mind u, flat hor. seriously kids in sg shld b so grateful tt they r here and the happiness dey r getting shld nt b taken for granted. enjoy it, cos is short-lived.

2nd tink i thought of was. wad r we made of. ok i no some idiots are goin to reply me flesh and blood, ya i no so tell me sth i dunno or rather let me tell u. Me, i m being raised up by the X amts of clothes mum sewed, X amt of cars dad sold, X amt of shit tt mum and dad ta han at the coffeeshop. try working together wif ur parents and u will learn how to appreciate them better for the shit they get jus to bring the piece of bread home to feed u kids. Appreciate dis as well, for is also short lived. u nv no when dey will leave u or u might leave them first.

i m tired. off to bed soon.

my long awaited 2 and a half months hols. song bo.

After the ton, i noticed sths.

i m old.

ecp is far.

i tink i m getting fatter? or my legs are jus too heavy.

no bicycle ton pls unless is in the west.

家有一老, 如有一宝

but i beg to differ. cos the one at home is rubbish.

家有一老,天天也烦脑

i watched money nt enuff 2. gd show. very meaningful. the part on the granny very nice, touching. reminds me of my grandmother but lyk my father say, my grandmother has nv troubled anyone till the day she die. 84 yrs old. even the day when she was admitted to hospital, morning went in afternoon passed away. but till up to date, i still miss her.

and i swear here. she's my granny. my one and onli granny. the other dun count. cos i m so going to call the lang sai to her funeral. end.

...

u certainly picked the wrong time to step on my tail u fucking bitch.

LET ME TELL U SOME THINGS. U FUCKING RETARD SENILE OLD FART.
DIU LEI OK. U CANNOT SLP IS IT MY BIZ? JUS BCOS U CANNOT SLP FOR ONE NITE U HAF TO TELL RUBBISH TO MY PARENTS? EH FUCK U OK. SOMETIMES I TOK SO LOUDLY ON PHONE U STILL CAN BE SNORING SO HU U TRYING TO FOOL? AND U PUSSY LET ME TELL U ONE TINK, U GT THE WHOLE BLOODY AFTERNOON TO URSELF, MAYB U SHLD SPENT SOME GD TIME NAPPING INSTEAD OF GOIN TO THE MARKET AND BUYING MORE TINKS TO STUFF THE REFRIGERATOR.

FUCKING HELL I HAF BEEN TOLERATING UR BULL SHIT. TRYING TO PICK ON ME RIGHT DEN I WILL FUCKING PICK BACK ON U. U FUCKING CB, WAD THE TV IN VIDEO MODE U CANNOT WATCH TV. U JUS NEED TO PRESS ONE FUCKING BUTTON ON THE REMOTE AND THE CHANNEL CHANGES? SO HU U TRYING TO FOOL, MY PARENTS GIF IN TO U DOESNT MEAN I WILL COS I HOPE U FUCKING DIE AND I WILL CALL ALL THE LANG SAI AKA LION DANCE TO COME TO UR FUNERAL COS I WILL B FUCKING OVERJOYED AND LUFFING OR MAYB I WILL JUS FUCKING PEE ON UR COFFIN COS I M HAVING THE LAST LUFF. EH GO COMPLAIN TO UR SONS, AND IF THEY COME AND SCOLD MY MOTHER AGAIN, LET ME TELL U STH I WILL SO GOIN TO KILL U. IF I EVER HAF A DEATH NOTE UR NAME IS DEFINITELY B THE FIRST ON THE LIST AND U SHALL DIE THE MOST HORRIBLE WAY TT U CAN EVER IMAGINE. SO BEG ME BITCH.

AND TINK ABT IT, U SHLDNT B STAYING HERE, U SHLD B STAYING IN THE SEMI DETACHED HOUSE TT U SO CALLED PAID FOR. DEN Y R U HERE. COS U FUCKING GT A ATTITUDE AND U R SO FULL OF BULLSHIT TT'S Y UR ASS IS BEING KICKED BACK HERE.

OLD = RESPECT. FUCK U, I DUN TINK MY RESPECT IS TT HARD TO GAIN, IF U CONTROL UR BLOODY MOUTH AND NOT ANIHOW SPOUT TINKS, UR LIFE WOULDNT B SO HARD NOW AND I WOULDNT B CURSING AND SWEARING AT U ALL THE TIME. AND Y HUM JI, DUN DARE TO TELL ME IN THE FACE, U FUCKING MORONIC LOSER.

TRUST ME, UR LIFE IS ABOUT TO TAKE AN ABOUT TURN TO HELL. U PUA CB.

PLS FUCKING DIE IF I M EVER GOIN TO BEG U.

i tink my blogger tag sucks so i decide to change it.

tags:

liwen: yup yup we shld get together and eat again

Jason: many ppl r fake, but no tt we r nt can already. gd enuff. dun wry u r nt anti social. jus feng.

yujun: i tink so too =)

Shin: yea is true. the obvious ones are alreidi showing.

rusty: still sad? dunno u sad over wad oso. dun sad for the sakee of sad

jq pls stop emoing.

today is a bad day for feeling shitty.

the past is often painful memories.

tt's y i m who i m today.

#()%&*)(%&)#%(

end. let's b discreet abt wad xx words i used while typing dis bullshit post

nxt up, ate dinner at cck wif those around, i may haf a gd memory of hu is there but i m lazy to type the names down. dis might b one of the last of many gatherings we haf together. mayb.

yu jun once asked me, how long can all of us stay gd frens?

one simple sentence say it all

"as long as we can b, if we wan it"

suddenly i feel there a lot of shit raining on me from the sky.

seriously wth is goin on.

i tink dis might b the lowest period of my life.

random thought:

i may b staying single for a long long while.

note: dis is nt a emo post. is jus mayb i wun b searching around. jus let things pass.

on another note: ngee ann mma sucks.

nth beats a gd meal out wif gd frens in the nite.

stupid and bo liao days r certainly gd memories.

is surprising how i can tok.

in a 360 degrees freaky tone and make ppl tink is dis jq.

seriously it scares me as well.

jq shld jus stop ranting rubbish.

i m in a state of depression.

=(

watched chi bi wif tat and shin yesterday nite. cos is 2 am now hoho.

awesome movie. 5 out of 5 stars.

ok no spoilers here. but some comments.but aniway if u r a sanguo fan, u alreidi haf the spoiler.

some story telling here though



ok let's tok abt dis guy here. the name is cao cao. he's one hell lot of a bad ass. i still tink he stinks. be it in game or story. in game he's too chao aka smelly aka play cheat. damn. start a war because of women. nth better to do. he's one gd dictator as well. i wonder y the japs admire him a lot.



it is said tt liu bei is handsome and cao cao is ugly. in dis show it seems the other way round. i still cant stand it tt my hero is being played by such a character. in the show liu bei seems lyk a dumb ass tt dunno how to do anitink. my god.hey, ppl han emperor ok. i m still upset by the fact sigh.


so the smart and handsome zhuge liang. he might no some black magic lol. due to the summoning of the southeast wind. wickedly clever but he didnt realli die in a gd manner. lamenting for the failure of restoring wad liu bei wanted him to do. sad. the onli worst tink tt happen to him is probably sima yi kicked his butt b4 he died.



hero of chi bi but had a bad end due to the geking from mr sleeping dragon. nice guy, i admire the brotherhood ties he had wif sun che. and aiding the scaredy cat, low confidence sun quan to bring Wu up to a higher platform. died at age of 35. sad sad. mayb if he was around. tinks would haf change. mayb guan yu wouldnt die liu bei might nv wage war against Wu. and Wei wouldnt haf won. HA. but sadly no.

chi bi owns dis yr's movies man. seriously.

sanguo FTW.

Having an addiction to go to arcade is worse than clubbing.

it burns money faster

even if u dun get drunk, u get seh due to the extreme burning of money.

Took from feng's blog cos i m bored. lol

Is it better to have 10 good friends than 4 besties?
-Not exactly.


What will you do if your friend and you quarrelled over a girl?
-Depends on how close or impt is tt fren. if tt fren is a very gd and close fren i will try to understand his point of view. if normal fren den i tink he can siam

Will you cover up for a friend who committed a crime?
-depends.

Do you expect your best friend to treat you the same way you treat him/her?
-Not realli. Cos i tink most impt tink is whether dey haf me in their hearts.


Do you feel that any of your besties will betray you?
-dun tink so.


Will you fall in love with your bestie?
-mayb. hu noes wad will happen. it happened in the past.


Will you smoke/drink if your bestie smoke/drink?
- depends. drinking alright. smoking is kind of no no for me alreidi.


What is the maximum numbers of bestie you think is enough?
-numbers gd enuff for me to sustain my life.


Will you fall for your bestie's girl?
-no way. buddies come first b4 girls.

How will you react if you found out that your bestie is dating a stuck-up and weird girl? (HAHA SOMEONE IS IN DIS SCENARIO AH)
-tell him is bloody wrong and suan him lyk siao. haha.

What will you do if you found out that your bestie's girl is playing with him?
- tell him, den we go find the girl and tok. den kio ah san lou lai. behind tok.

Do you like being a loner?
-sometimes yes sometimes no.

Do you find people sticking to you all the times?
-nt realli. selective ppl.


Do you find yourself being understood easily?
-no. but at least i nt feng XD.

What is hard to understand about you?
- everytink.


Do you find yourself being anti-social?
- sometimes.

due to stupid southern thailand terrorism.
i haf to stay up and do up power pt slides
due to getting the hardest question in the power pt slides
i haf to waste my resources until 3 plus and answering the question wif common sense
due to staying up i drank coffee
and here i m nt slping.
due to coffee i cant slp
and dis is probably one of the first time u hear from me tt i cant slp.
due to dis hr of nth better to do
i blogged
due to this hr.
i m vincing
and due to the start of everytink i had all dis rubbish
so screw everytink =)

Yellowcard - five becomes four

Needed some time, so I could find 
A little strength to redefine 
What I’ve become, what I have done
I never asked to be the one

I’m riding it out, this storm that you brought in 
Bringing it down, only around, for you I go again 
It’s got to be, easy to see
What everyone takes out of me
Knocking me down, dragging me out
How did you end up in that crowd?

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody 
Do you close your eyes and think of me 
Will you still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four

Try and put aside, your history and pride
Maybe for one moment in time, we'll all be on your side
The story goes, nobody knows
What it was like when you would throw
Someone who cared out in the air
Then let them crash down anywhere

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me?
Will you still hear me singing anymore?
When five becomes four

Remember the line, never say die? 
You were the reason I survived 
Where did you go? I need to know 
I waited here, you never showed 
It’s gonna be, harder for me 
I can't forgive so many things 
When you were down, I was around 
Why would you try and hurt me now 

Just tell me why
Just tell me why

Did you run away
Did you run away
Did you run away

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me?
Will you still hear me singing anymore?
When five becomes four

When five becomes four
When five becomes four

if i ever die tml.

i wonder if anibody would rmb me.

proper post

ok since kang say i nv do a proper post. i shall post sth proper. i tink i haven do tt in some while everytime i would post some chim chim stuff.

simple and long post today i guess.

ok here i m in sch stuck wif 27 pieces of animation to complete by the 13th of july. woo hoo. omfgwtfnnbccbbbq. i certainly need some miracle for tt to happen. wad's more i haf to work, if nt there's probably no entertainment for me. no money no talk.

hmm i might b working in changi airport. wif wx. depending on the pay over there. i will probably mess the place up lyk i always do during work hahahaha. if i ever get to go there tt is. And of cos helping my dear old boss out wif telemarketing since is onli 4 hrs. ppl gt big dreams ok.

i certainly wished i could do more things had more time.

i dunno when i might jus pass on.

An unexpected project will land in your lap today, and it is sure to cause some snags in your social plans. The only way you can minimize the damage is to tackle this task as soon as you possibly can. With your unbeatable combination of skill and energy, there is a strong possibility that you can get everything done well ahead of your deadline. Not only will you impress some powerful people, you will still get to enjoy some of your scheduled fun time.

does it mean i haf to start to rush my project stuff soon.

lmao.

i somehow thought someone how to b a man.

ok mayb nt

to b a better man. =)

y m i so emo.

=(

i dun cut myself though

i dun believe in the bullshit of hurting myself.

i prefer to eat =)

if life was a piece of paper,

how would u paint it?

would it b black and white?

would it be filled with colours?

would it be shades of grey?

ok. the above is kind of vincing. but nvm damn i cant slp tt's y i m here blogging some bullshit tt ran thr my mind at dis moment of time. is so nt interesting nowadays, i m feeling a bit lost.

unlyk women, i always tink men onli haf 3 troubles, lyk i always say. Money, women, career.

it used to b tt i onli had one of those problems

but right now, i tink somehow all 3 is beginning to hit me.

sch is getting pretty screwed nowadays as well. some stupid seminar u put in our hols. eh FUCK U NGEE ANN. i kio ah san lou lai?

but den and again, is nt as big a prob.

cos when u tink it is, it is. if u tink is nt, is nt.

i go find ah san play chess.

wad's wif girls nowadays.

single means single.

attached means u put in a relationship.

dun b a retard ok.

quotes and jokes of the day

"NI JIANG DE AH, NI JIAO WO BU YAO LAI ZHE LI CHI AH"


"WO TA TIAN HUA JIAO NI LAO BAN XIA LAI"

"NIN NA BEI CHAO CHEE BYE"

"WU LONG TIO BO, WU LONG TIO BO"

"SA PA AH SI LUCK PA?, LI GONG, WA HENG"

LASTLY THE FIERCEST OF ALL

"KIO AH SAN LOU LAI."

LOL.

b4 i even start i no dis issue is bound to get a lot of attention/flaming but den and again dis is a bloody public blog i post wad i lyk. Nt happy? tell me abt it. =)

seriously wad's wif the horoscopes things.

wad ni pei wo pei. if dis kind of pei and dun pei things realli do work out. den how come tt's onli 1 right one for u. my 2 parents r one very good example. my father is a scorpio and my mother is a saggi and they can get together for 30 yrs and during these 30 yrs they haf been thr shit and storms and many tinks together. and they still love each other and sometimes they haf actions of a young couple. Nxt example, my sister and my brother in law, one is aquarius, the other is virgo. They are going into their 10 yrs of marriage soon and there r nt even one sign of storm but onli smells of happiness i can c tt my sister is very happy?. so wad's wif it reality being shown in front of ur eyes. den tell me m i bullshitting?

nxt, " u r an ___ tt's y u do dis wad". __ = the horoscope.

ok put it in a simple way, dis is a stereotype. the other horoscopes cannot take the same course of actions? onli the particular can? is almost lyk u r saying all malays are terrorists and all indians open prata shops (i saw one chinese making prata at jp there ok and west coast there is also one chinese making it).

Lastly lyk i always say, to maintain a relationship all u need is maturity and how much u wan the relationship to go on.

This post is nt targetted at anione.even if there is, it would b tt neng ceng

i cant slp either damn but luckily is onli for today i suppose. mayb dad slpt on my bed without bathing. kns.

thoughts for the day:

no names cos it consists of few incidents tt i might wan to mention and there r no specific ppl targetted at.

A and B are a couple.

A as the gf demands attention every single passing day. making it as though a day without B is hell. C is B's gd fren. Whenever C goes out wif B, A mus make noise and get angry and spoil B and C's plans of goin out. A's definition of love = in a relationship, each side mus gif their 100 percent and sacrifice frens and family.

so wad kind of girlfren is A.

over loving? possessive? demanding? or simply treat B as a dog/slave/doll?

to me she can jus FO. there needs a gd amt of freedom in a relationship, isnt tt makes the feelings grow. isnt there a very gd phrase of absence makes the heart grow fonder? den tt leads to another pt of is A a human? she dun grow tired of seeing B everyday and demands him to to visit her hse every day. den comes another pt of is she making B a source of entertainment despite B having tons of complains behind her back. LAST QUESTION IS THERE EVEN LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE OR NOW.

i m definitely impressed by B's actions. love is blind

so wad on earth is love?

i tink i haf become too rational lately to even use my heart to tink nowadays. some loss of emotions and logic fill most of me. or perhaps i haf been out of it for too long.

i m a gd boy, gd hero, gd man. go figure,

first y gd boy. eh i see fire i call 995. tt's wad those teachers teach in sch isnt it?thought tt's wad elementary sch students no. is common sense. and unlyk those kiao tuo still damn blur abt it. no wonder they are kiao tuo. haha sad loser, ur precious sports car jus turned into thrash within a nite. congrats perhaps u shld buy 4d or perhaps u shld start doin some gd tink to gain some gd karma and stop being a thorn in ppl's ass. seriously i tink u suck tt's y ur car.

y hero. cos i jus did wad a hero shld do in wx's place. hero. 21 pages bioing.

y gd man.

quote from anonymous king: "It used to be profession, now is jus a favourite past time or hobby like you would call it"

WAH LAO. U SERIOUSLY TOO KING.

i dun even do wad u do, u king. somebody needs some gd karma.

i wanna be alone.

i dun feel lyk meeting anibody.

dun feel lyk toking to anibody

wad's wif the stupid feeling. *&Q #%&*

i chua sai yesterday.

seriously shocking

the warm and sweet smile tt made my mind blank.

i would sure wan to c it again.

is almost as u threw me off the globe and i had to get my self back.

so wad's wrong.

ok back to earth, i was jus one min from getting hit by a falling tile from the toilet when i was bathing. due to some call tt came when i was bathing and i bathed quickly to ans the call.

mayb i was lucky or mayb it was sth else tt protected me.

or mayb i deserve a much longer life.

one fucking warning to those pests out there.

i can make u all lyk me and b a nice guy to u all

but i can make u all look lyk losers and make u all hate me.

dun fucking try.

30th anniversary of the handsome and babe.



The fun couple tt spice up their life by throwing things on each other sometimes beating one another and extorting from one another. =) one is a dancer the other is a fighter LOLOLOL. 19 yrs ago on a bloody stormy nite dey had fun, tt's y there was me. lolol. i was nt in the plan but i chose to bcome king hahahahaha.



the heroine. =D




pop!? he seems to b irritated at me for taking his photo. the xl master. =)

Funny question and answer.

Mum: 30 yrs is diamond yr. so diamond from u ah
Dad: I buy 2 stones for u. =)



and i passed dis shit. and look at regulus is realli 0_0.

People Definitely Like You

You are very well liked, and many people admire you. You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around. Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay. Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are! What People Don't Like About You: People don't like that you can't defend your values and beliefs. You seem unreasonably stubborn. What People Like About You: People like that you take the them to get to know them and make a connection. You make people feel important. People like your self deprecating sense of humor and that you don't take yourself too seriously. People like that you give them support and strength. Friends know that they can count on you to be there for them.

Do People Like You?

haha . ai seh

wad is pushing me in life now:

looking forward to supper on weekends. though it makes me fatter. knn nvm

chilling and rotting till midnight

tok rubbish during the meet ups.

trying to treasure every frenship tt i haf.

tt's gd enuff for now.


p.s for those tt shld b involved: let's go eat sth nice again. no prata always pls. knn ta pai cheese yegg and teh ping. chui


sian. the nite mare is home. bye bye tonning plans.

i no dis is little of late. but aniway this is the pictures for celebrations. =)



the legendary hokkaido OTL ice cream. 2 scoops for 5.30. yz treated me. so haha.



HAHA. yg. wtf.



after some nice booze. =)

As for the pictures at the swensen's. the rest probably haf them up. so ya haha

Never Date a Leo

Dramatic, egotistical, and emotional - a Leo is way too high maintenance for you! And forget about a quick fling with an alluring Leo. It's either everything or nothing with this sign! Instead try dating: Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces, or Cancer

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

HAHAAH DIS IS SO WTF

You Act Like You Are 25 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

What Age Do You Act?

no wonder i chao lao

HAPPY BDAY TO ME.

THX to all tt wished or celebrated. the below is nt in order.


As usual thx dad and mom for bringing me to dis world. Mum noes me best she intends to compensate for tt unhappy dinner the other day. =)

Yong zuan, ivan, yu guang. (thx for the meal at zhong huan restaurant, the meal was great and the hokkaido ice cream was great oso even though it ended me inside the toilet haha and of cos brothers for life =) )

Shaun and Bryan(yup thx for ur wishes even though i dunno u all quite well but we shall no each other more in time to come. more racist jokes oso)

Charlene( thx my lao mei for calling and sing bday song to me dis yr and for saving up jus for a meal =) and cheering me up today wif ur powderful chinese even though i m kind of upset wif some tinks)

Shin(thx buddy. i jus hope our stomachs dun get hurt.)

TLCL david (ya get out of ur camp and we shall go celebrate but still thx for ur wishes.)

Alvin (wah thx i no is shun bian but still mus thank haha)

Yu jun( yea thx twin happy bday to u too gt sth for u when we celebrate)

Steven (let's ton together sometimes again =) thx for the wishes)

Velvet( didnt expect but thx)

Janet (yea thx. surprised though cos u r so secretive)

Shirleen (coincidence of u coming back to sg on my bday my 8 yrs and ongoing zha bor buddy =) thought u forgot but still thx haha)

Ray, edeson (thx for wishing at frenster and rl. =) )

Kang ( thx to all ur gori wishes to me dots lol)

Jason ( weeng i toking to u on msn and u go frenster comment funny guy, no wonder u president of hougang private estate)

Jerry( thx for the shirt. it is very yz's style of shirt though lol)

Andrea(er thx for the chopsticks?)

Nex and wanqi (thx for the wishes)

Wen xiang( for turning up even though u let me no sth tt is nt realli tt pleasant but at least u turn up)

AND THX TO ALL THOSE HU WISHED ME ON MSN,FRIENDSTER ETC ETC AND CELEBRATING WIF ME AT SWENSEN'S. A BIG THANK TO U ALL AND IF I MISS OUT UR NAME DUN BLAME ME FOR MY LOUSY MEMORY.

nt bad for dis yr. pics shall b up soon

laing teh ping in the middle of the nite

watching huge rats (the kings) running around in the middle of the nite

toking rubbish wif a gd old buddy in the middle of the nite

luffing at many things lyk idiots in the middle of the nite

discussing how to b kings in the middle of the nite XD.

is wad i call life. =)

ok grouchy previous post. luckily i calmed down b4 a big fight broke out.

time for some reflection. the onli thing when u ask me abt my parents. the first tink tt comes to my mind is money. Anything else? nt much. i dun realli communicate wif them. it has always been lyk tt for yrs. but den and again the world's no.1 one sided love come from them. Although i dun tell them things, they are yet the most observant ppl in my life. My lyks and hates, they no it by heart.
i can haf a lot of patience handling a lot of tinks but towards them i m quite short fused. Sometimes i dun tink my family is nt tt bad. I dun haf some dad tt drinks and come home and beat up everybody. (put me in tt home, tt dad ends up dead first.) Nor i haf parents tt are so irresponsible and dun gif a damn abt me but den and again their fav question is always: 'haf u eaten?'.

yea i no i m content but sometimes i mind small details.

FUCK IT.

now i no y i m stand alone in the family.

i dun need it aniway. dis is stupid. i m nt impt den a fucking tv. den tell me y shld i even consider u all in the first place.

i shld jus stay as a rebellious kid,

traditional korean food. SUCKS.

hate the veggies and the seaweed soup is omfgwtfbbq. i sumpa i wouldnt eat seaweed again.

den and again. screw veggies 80 percent veggies for a meal. dots.

Chilling out at the sofa near the prata shop. Lyk old times lyk old men. waiting for the stupid rain to stop but it didnt.

exciting scene near my place. ask and u shall no.

To 5th cardinal gate.

fuck u ok. ur words disgusted me. ur mei li isnt so dua. pls and dun use some stupid words lyk stalk. tok as though i m some sicko or psycho. i thought is better to haf a fren den a foe. i thought it would b better if tinks ended off nicely even though is nt the way i thought it is. u proved me wrong. congrats and pls fo.

i haven burnt someone for some time. tt felt gd.

12 laps today. wah chui. damn.

wah now p.f.g.

jus swam 10 laps. shag.

dis shall go on.

man. sat nite.

jus toked to bobby. apparently he's goin in army soon. serving 1 yr. hoho u r goin to bcome a man. =D. well definitely hope he comes back soon.

i tink i need to teach tuition soon. running low on cash for entertainment. and for future purposes.

i m suddenly feeling very lost at home. nth to do. doin homework is nt realli an option. but fuck. my hdd is buang as well.zzz. so = nth to do.

mayb i shall save up to travel during hols. but nt sure where. probably somewhere near.

new town xl gang ppl.

we shld meet up soon

i miss u all. =)

p.s. i m nt gay, onli evan is.

here i m blogging at my sis place.

i jus gt my 2 nephews to eat dinner, entertain them, bath them , push them to slp.

ain't ez being a parent. especially when ur kid/s is autistic.

patience is definitely needed. the way how my nephew dreaded to actually go and bath and was making hell load of noise tt the neighbours will tink tt we r actually torturing the kid, one word to sum up. hell. is was almost lyk tt i went to war. imagine me perspiring jus to get the child to bath. and literally drag him out of the bathroom when is done. somehow i was in a kind of pretty low mood today. so i feel there's a little bad inside me when they almost pissed me off. but luckily i m rational to bring myself back to earth and didnt take out on them

now the questions are, how shld i even go abt being a parent in the future, would i even be a gd father or even husband in the first place.nvm is defintely nt questions i can ans now.

for now, treasure ur parents when they are around, cos the journey of bringing one human child up is nt lyk taking care of a pet. jus by bringing u up actually alreidi is a proof tt they love u.

i feel i haf grown up a little again.

random emoness.

nth entertains me.

i tink i m sick. more or less.

stay at home sucks as well. so i took dis quiz from ah feng's blog

NO LYING QUIZ:
1. last beverage: teh bing
2. last phone call: my mother
3. last time you cried: few mths back.
4. last text message to: charlene

HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. dated someone twice: yea.
2. kissed someone & regretted it: no.
3. lost someone special: definitely.
4. been depressed: kind of
5. been drunk and threw up: long ago.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1.Blue
2.White
3.Black if is considered so. if nt green

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
1. Made a new friend: ya.
2. Laughed until you cried: no
3. Met someone who changed yourlife: tt old one at home tt i m dying to kill
4. Found out who your true friend is: yea.
5. Is there something you want to tell someone: many.
6. How many kids do you want to have: 3 preferably either 2 boys 1 girl or 2 girls 1 boy.
7. Do you have any pets: no.
8. Do you wanna change your name: no cos i changed once and i didnt lyk it.
9. What did you do yesterday : slping at home.
10. Last time you had pizza: ah feng's birthday
11. What time did you wake up : 1 plus.
12. What were you doing at 10:30 a.m : kun.
13. Name something you CANNOT wait for: dunno. i m quite patient lol
14. Last time you saw your father: now. right in front of me.
15. What is one thing you wish you could change from ur life: my status.
16. What are you listening to right now : some news.
17. Have you ever talked to Tom And Jerry?: both on msn.
18. Who's getting on your nerves right now: the old one in my home
19. Most visited webpage: friendster.com
20. Coke or Pepsi: lousy english of haf u coke or pepsi. is nt lyk is pa siao.

rubbish quiz lol

first day of sch.

i tink it might b more stressful den yr 2.

but i tink i m goin to b much happier den yr 2.

sth tt i can foresee i tink

hmm and i feel tt i m beginning to get anti social. knn.

sch's starting tml.

life's gonna b a bitch again.

tomb sweeping was somehow fun?. my uncles r definitely more chu den me. still i tink my father is still the most xl among his brothers hoho. but one tink i haven seen dad scolding vulgarities in a while. wonder wad's his feelings lyk today. and surprisingly. he onli smoked lyk once or twice during the 3,4 hrs of sweeping. hmm. i wonder.

in the future. i might b the onli one sweeping my grandparents tomb if my relatives ever passed on. traditions arent kept. lol i no i might nt look lyk it but i tink i still quite fillial one XD.

yz says i m getting fatter. mayb i shld cut down a lot on supper. hoho.

cos in a yr's time it would b gd bye sch and hello ns.

i was bored. hoho.

May 18 Birthday Astrology:

Friends and Lovers

May 18 individuals favor a large circle of friends who share their love of sports and good conversation. They are likely to have only a few close friends. They often have troubled love lives. Because they are extremely emotional, breakups are hard for them. Their strong sexual nature often leads them to make some poor choices in love matters.

(i tink still ok. but parts of it r true lol)

Children and Family

May 18 people often stand alone within the family. Either they distance themselves from the family at an early age or their chosen life-path creates a breach. Parenting is not often at the top of the list of priorities for them. These dedicated, driven people often need to fulfill a personal or career ambition first.

(well dis is confirm very true. i drift away from my family long long time ago. mum will always say, u tink the hse is hotel?)

Career and Finances

May 18 natives have a single-minded approach to career goals. As a rule, most decided early in life what they wanted to do and are not likely to deviate from that path. Their independent spirit makes them ideally suited to careers where they are their own boss, or are at least autonomous within a larger structure.

(hoho. wanted to b a policeman dunno from when.)

aniway.sent kang off to the holiday resort.jaguar resort. nt a bad place. shall upload photos soon. even there is onli lyk 3 or less photos.

i m bored too XD

"Who was your last?"


1. had beer with?
beer?. cant rmb

2 .Went to the movies with?
i tink i had stayed home watching movies for a long long while

3.Went to the mall with?
i tink it was cai yen.

4.Talked on the phone with?
kang. aftermath of sth.

5. Made you laugh?
duck.

6. You hugged?
...no one. even if there is, is way back

WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
neither.

2.Be serious or be funny?
funny?

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
skim i guess.

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
neither.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1.Sun or moon?
Moon.

2. Winter or Fall?
Winter.

3. Left or right?
Right.

4. Sunny or Rainny
Rainny.

5. Peach or Pear?
peach.

6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
anyway tt i can eat it.

7. Do You Cook?
yea.

8. Current mood?
EMO.


IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
no.

2. Sang?
yea.

3. Been hugged?
no.

4. Danced Crazy?
yea. somewhere in pokka i jus did i tink. =(

5. Cried?
weeks back when i was emoing abt my grandmother.

i wonder. is it even worthy.

mayb nt. this shall b the last stretch.

went to pokka to work today.

as usual, i gt a lot of paper cuts and plus plus a power abrasion near my ankle. seems lyk it came contact wif my vein somewhere. and my whole leg is pretty numb and swollen.

everytime i finish 1 day's work at pokka i feel so drained. is lyk goin to war. hoho.

i wonder, m i saddistic? i tink if i m, duck is too.

and regarding some issues. i m definitely frens zhong shi.

last msg to kang: hoho, u r goin to b a man. so do the right tink ya.

many thoughts. but i cant put them in words. so ok bye.

gt a lousy feeling.

jus had supper at kopitiam where dad was working.

and when i was abt to leave dad show a look. it was a kind of sian diao look.

i dunno wad tt means but whenever i see my parents working i get the feeling. some sai feeling tt makes me feel guilty of raising my voice at them sometimes.

hmm. mayb rmbring tt feeling will make me a even better person

Maroon 5 - won't go home without you

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

LEAVE ME ALONE.

FO.

=)

alright. some announcements to make.

to the ppl whom gt worried abt me. i m fine. SERIOUSLY. ok i admit there was some kind of sudden emo but is realli nth. is jus me reflecting abt myself. tinking whether is there anytink wrong wif me. no prob man. sry to shin, huat and charlene. i will b fine or rather i m alreidi fun

o ya regarding the experience in pub. it was fun. i dun usually drink the black sth. i cant rmb the name of the hard liquor but still alright. i m an old man i drink martell ok? LOL. and fun walking around vincing doing crazy tinks after i gt a little high on the alcohol. it was fun knowing new frens and all and yup i dun haf much tinks to say. and thx to the nice Philippines fren tt treated us. and he has nice photography skills tt i can pick up for my fyp hahaha.

soon things will light up the way. wadever way it shld b

mr leu. luckily u get 90. if u get below tt u can fuck off le. XD

thx the ppl for getting angry/du lan or afraid tt i would vince. lol. at least i no i still haf some place in ppl's hearts.

sth to declare to the gd frens of mine. if u deem urself as one.

sometimes is nt i dun wan to tell tinks. situations might b i cant find solutions from u all or i wan to solve it myself. high chances would b the latter.

the inner circle is nv goin to open up.

fucked up mood.

i wan to tou tou qi.

go somewhere.

perhaps nt aniwhere but somewhere i can tink properly

nvm. jus leave me alone.

hello.

mr tan u nt bad ah. can score so high for my test. XD.

for all hu needs to no abt dis or see dis. pls slp enuff. is for the health and for the huo qi nt so da and for nt vincing.

ups and downs for today.

gd mood for the gd tinks i c in the day. dis is sth confidential LOLOL XD.


bad mood for the shit ass tinks tt happen during the late afternoon. i lost my bloody specs inside the sea. and is so deep and salty tt i cant find it. _|_ z mayb i m goin to b pa jiao for few days or mayb nt. and some things happen tt i dun tink i wan to say here. ask me if u wan to no.

basically, sentosa trip = ok. could b better

i m nt doin anitink productive.

wth m i doin.

i gt to find sth to do.

dun betray my trust or u shall die horribly.

trust me for i will do so.

16 hrs of slp is giving me the headaches.

ton was alright. although i tink i had some problems wif myself though.

n 1 tink dun ask me abt it. i tink is jus some kind of sudden emoness tt came up to me.

and aniway.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FUCKER. HAHAA.

fucker= kang.

and ms tay i saw ur tag?. u dying to get burnt?

y do u haunt me.

everytime i c ur blog.

it filled me up wif memories.

i m nt asking u to get out of my life.

but jus stop reviving my feelings of affection for u.

mayb i shld jus stop visiting ur blog.

The Bottom Line

Instead of making fun your first priority, make sure everyone you love is happy.

In Detail

Instead of making fun your first priority today, make sure that everyone you care about is taken care of. Check in with an older relative or friend who might need you to pick something up for them. Ask a coworker how their latest project is going. Give your sweetie some words of encouragement. Connecting with the people who matter in your life will remind you just how lucky you are to have them! Plus, it will also make them feel very lucky to have you in their life


WAD IS DIS. ALRIGHT C FOR URSELF. IF U TINK U DESERVE IT. DEN U DESERVE IT. I DUN HAF TO SAY MUCH. HA.

running around sg in progress to meet the frens tt i wish to entertain.

mode: in progress

You are The Hierophant

Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.

All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

wad is tis lol

.

i finished invigilating at ite. well done to me. gd pay.

shit me for failing modelling. but i no dis was coming aniway. so fuck it.is nt sth i can study aniway. dis is tough and lyk jerry say life is tough. i tink my life would b much better off if i didnt chose this course in the first place. choosing a course out of interest is definitely a dead end. the interest is gone ha and gd luck

if i failed more den 3 modules. i would drop out. stupid course

and i saw a new name in my fren test lol. ms chen no doubt u r my sis haha.

i dun haf much to say. jus die.

DUN UNDERSTAND.

qu si

ki si

mati

i dunno the indian. nvm jus die u yao xiu kia

random conversation of the old fart and mum

random talk abt the criminal on the loose.

mum and old fart: blah blah
old fart: if the criminal meet any person isnt tt a gd thing
mum: dun b stupid, the guy noes how to make bombs and get ppl as hostages tt will b bad.

ya right, old woman i wonder are u born without brains or are u jus pure dumb. senile alreidi right?here's a big fuck u for making me unable to slp when i come home after work. is damn tiring ok _|_. u seriously shld jus die. DIE UNDERSTAND?

bad nite, i emoed in the toilet which in a long while i realli realli haven done so.

dear ah ma,

i missed u so much, it has been 3 yrs since u left us.

but yet the times when i held ur soft hand and walk along to some places are still deep in my mind as though it was yesterday.

i respected how u manage to hold the household single handedly and nth could go wrong.

u r such a great cook tt no one in the family can match u. i could never complain anitink abt ur dishes.

the 10 dollars that u gave me almost everytime u gave me are lessons for to learn, the manners the respect and how great tis 10 dollars can b used.

the love, the care and concern tt u gave me can never be replaced.

i rmb how ur death devastated everyone in the family and tore me almost inside out.

but i no tt u r doin well as i do dream of u sometimes.

i was wondering, y is life so unfair. the worst ppl stay alive on earth and u r being taken away. y isnt the old woman at home being taken away?

i haven cried in a long time and i believe u r the only one that is able to make me do so.

sth is wrong wif me and i dunno wad.

mayb is jus some sudden emo syndrome.

men are simple. there can onli b 3 things tt bother them.

1. Money
2. Career
3. Women

sth is jus wrong.

random thoughts.

sometimes i will tink to myself. wad would my family haf been without me?.

dey probably retired wif mum's cpf savings and probably will nt wan to burst a blood vessel bcos of me. or mayb, dey might b lonely without the company, cos sis is alreidi married. so yup. or sum it up simply , dey probably might haf been much richer without me?.

sometimes i realli wonder. r they happy wif me around? i no mum do wan me to pei her at many times, but sometimes i will, most of the time i would use wad i always use, 'nt free'. n i wondered if dad would b so talkative at home without me around? or perhaps goin off around showing off his xl skills to ppl is still a big ?. hmm wad abt sis, did she ever felt disappointed wif a brother lyk me, a brother tt is so ful of vulgarities, mean and all. n lastly, will dey cry for me if i suddenly passed on jus lyk tt?.

wadever it is, i m still here. and i realli wan to thk them for tolerating wif me for umpteen times and of cos i hope i haf definitely brought them more joy den disappointment. emo post so screw it. HAHA.


random conversation wif dad.

dad: goin gf's chalet?
me: NO?. come on la y u lyk mum
dad: u stupid ah, girlfren = female frens. no female frens how to haf steady
me: ...trick question
dad: one tink, dun bring tur bu (pig ladies) or any ah hui or ah lian home can le. find one tt is more shun yan.

early in the morning, mum jus haf to piss me off.

I: i goin to swim later.
Mum: guys or girls?
I: guys onli.
Mum: dun make girls pregnant ah?

I:wtf? i say guys onli.
Mum: u r still young (blah blah yi oh yi oh yi oh)
I: ()_%*&(*%#&(*% _|_

SHEN JING BING

sry guys i need some ranting space as well

to old woman:

i hate living under one roof wif u.

below are the 10 gd reasons/ complaints of y i shld complain. IF I TRULY WANT TO WRITE IT OUT IT WILL PROBABLY SPELL OUT MORE THAN 2 PAGES OF A4 SIZE PAPER.

1. u deny my existence. (bad enuff probably worst)
2. i hate tt u say ill things abt my father b it in the past or now
3. i hate tt u always say ill things abt my paternal grandmother when she's such a lovely grandmother. how i wished u were dead in place of her.
4. i hate u for buying a lot of stuff and stuffing it into my home's refrigerator and making me haf no space to put my drinks.
5. Linked to 4, i hate u for stuffing ur food under the cupboard or anywhere u can tink of until it rots.
6. i hate u for waking up in the middle of the nite and using such great fat force of urs and pull my table and i haf to pull it back
7. pulling it is bad enuff. u pull until my hard disk gets disconnected. i dunno how but u sure haf ur way bitch.
8. i hate u for putting food so near to my face when i just woke up or when i m brushing my teeth. is damn irritating.
9. i hate u for being so realistic and money is the onli way to shut ur bloody mouth
10. i hate u for bothering abt how much my mother gives me for pocket money.

lyk i said there r much more. so conclusion u shld jus die.

AND HERE I M. SWEAR UPON THE SKY OR GOD. TT I WOULDNT EVEN SHED A TEAR AT UR FUNERAL IF U DIE.

dad gt a problem

dad gt some real problems.

Dad goes eat medicine, den walk to me and stare at my com.

Me: U oso will fall sick one meh and need to eat medicine somemore.

Dad: pause for a moment... u san pak kia.

wtf. seriously.