suddenly idiocy is in trend.
man look at the photos holy shit.
i suddenly wan to pok myself lyk vince LOL.
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I TELL U
MMA MOTHER FUCKERS LEECHERS.
DUN PUSH IT.
TOK AND TOK TO ME BUT U R STILL NT GOIN TO GET THE 150 DOLLARS OUT FROM MY POCKET.
FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND.
DUN U NO WAD IS THE MEANING OF NOT INTERESTED?
TREAT IT AS CELEBRATION OF GRADUATION?
DUN MAKE ME LUFF.
COOPERATE?
FOR WAD. I TELL U AGAIN IF IT WAS 1.50 OR 15 DOLLARS. I SAYANG I GIF. IS 150 DOLLARS MIND U.
SCREW THE COURSE. SCREW THE COMMUNITY.
MMA MOTHER FUCKERS LEECHERS.
DUN PUSH IT.
TOK AND TOK TO ME BUT U R STILL NT GOIN TO GET THE 150 DOLLARS OUT FROM MY POCKET.
FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND.
DUN U NO WAD IS THE MEANING OF NOT INTERESTED?
TREAT IT AS CELEBRATION OF GRADUATION?
DUN MAKE ME LUFF.
COOPERATE?
FOR WAD. I TELL U AGAIN IF IT WAS 1.50 OR 15 DOLLARS. I SAYANG I GIF. IS 150 DOLLARS MIND U.
SCREW THE COURSE. SCREW THE COMMUNITY.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
i no i no is time to update.
cos i can finally blog lyk i wan it. lyk cos tml aunt is goin hk for one and a half mths and haha GET LOST XD.
gt some freedom back. finally. hu cares abt the 12am curfew _|_
and sadly oct is mth to get broke.
look at the amt of birthdays dis mth
man and on another note.
i might haf a ton at my hse within the one and half mths.
dun wry is nt the fucking bird cage tt some of u all had seen.
dis hse is nt too bad.
cos i can finally blog lyk i wan it. lyk cos tml aunt is goin hk for one and a half mths and haha GET LOST XD.
gt some freedom back. finally. hu cares abt the 12am curfew _|_
and sadly oct is mth to get broke.
look at the amt of birthdays dis mth
man and on another note.
i might haf a ton at my hse within the one and half mths.
dun wry is nt the fucking bird cage tt some of u all had seen.
dis hse is nt too bad.
Monday, September 29, 2008
pros and cons living at the new place
pros:
there is hot water. (dun luff lyk rusty the bitch. i needed tt seriously)
is spacious cos is a bloody 5 room flat
is windy
there is air con. so it will b on once in a while i guess
there is a bloody dog for me to play wif. a companion i guess.
there r many buses around the area to go to places. and fast.
there r nice food in the district.
i get a free 32 inch tv for my room =) gd for iidx
cons: seriously dis is quite a lot and quite bad ones
my aunt restricts my slping time
my aunt restricts me from playing games. lyk i dunno y. hello i m nt ur son. my parents allow me and this is their way of treating me or rather raising me as a child
my aunt is super holy. so i get a lot of christian reading stuff from her.
my parents and i squeeze inside one bedroom. lyk i dunno for wad when there is a room free.
bound to haf more to come up. luckily she's goin hk on the 9th. nvm i lun. first day onli mum alreidi called me and kpkb abt me and i dunno for wad. while the xl jiji say dun care, saying tt him and her haf been brother and sister for yrs to come and this is normal jus dun care. take in one side go out one side.
i guess i will b out of home 90 percent of the time. bishan seem lyk a gd area to hang out nowadays mayb? clementi is still near so there is nt a big change to it. so ya.
moving to seng kang onli at the end of nxt yr. zz
pros:
there is hot water. (dun luff lyk rusty the bitch. i needed tt seriously)
is spacious cos is a bloody 5 room flat
is windy
there is air con. so it will b on once in a while i guess
there is a bloody dog for me to play wif. a companion i guess.
there r many buses around the area to go to places. and fast.
there r nice food in the district.
i get a free 32 inch tv for my room =) gd for iidx
cons: seriously dis is quite a lot and quite bad ones
my aunt restricts my slping time
my aunt restricts me from playing games. lyk i dunno y. hello i m nt ur son. my parents allow me and this is their way of treating me or rather raising me as a child
my aunt is super holy. so i get a lot of christian reading stuff from her.
my parents and i squeeze inside one bedroom. lyk i dunno for wad when there is a room free.
bound to haf more to come up. luckily she's goin hk on the 9th. nvm i lun. first day onli mum alreidi called me and kpkb abt me and i dunno for wad. while the xl jiji say dun care, saying tt him and her haf been brother and sister for yrs to come and this is normal jus dun care. take in one side go out one side.
i guess i will b out of home 90 percent of the time. bishan seem lyk a gd area to hang out nowadays mayb? clementi is still near so there is nt a big change to it. so ya.
moving to seng kang onli at the end of nxt yr. zz
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
Thursday, September 11, 2008
wad's up wif the idea of saying i m emo and pessimistic.
i dun realli blog lyk some da pian over here.
hey i can b funny.
i can smile?. i tink. even though i gif a dead face.
ya many say i smile nicer. sry tt i cant do.
and damn those stupid kids at godma's place keep asking me to smile.
rmb? dun force it, i m no sunshine boy.
neither m i an emo boy.
u come share joy wif me i happy. i smile. can?.
and rusty, i no i m funny dun haf to keep luffing and call me bitch one _|_. XD
i dun realli blog lyk some da pian over here.
hey i can b funny.
i can smile?. i tink. even though i gif a dead face.
ya many say i smile nicer. sry tt i cant do.
and damn those stupid kids at godma's place keep asking me to smile.
rmb? dun force it, i m no sunshine boy.
neither m i an emo boy.
u come share joy wif me i happy. i smile. can?.
and rusty, i no i m funny dun haf to keep luffing and call me bitch one _|_. XD
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Monday, September 08, 2008
rusty is a bitch to ask me do dis.
01. What have you been doing recently?
home, arcade, c girls, pa siao.
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
no.
03. What happened at 10.00am today
kunning
04. When did you last cry?
cant rmb. i tink it was over my grandmother
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah
06. What do you want in your life right now?
money, gf, everytink tt u can tink of in a perfect life.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
both oso can.
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
bolster
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
ah peh pyjamas.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
some one said i m a gd teacher lol.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I hope not, but maybe I do.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Some porn movie.
14. What are you proud of?
to b able to come to dis world
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
some quarreling msg wif janet.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
xin jia by ah du.
17.Do you have any nicknames?
tons.i m lz to even say.
18. What does your last received text message say?
"Yep =).hahas den his chem mus hav improve lots neh.gt u lik tat help him =D
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
didnt slp last nite. onli slpt dis morning
20. Are you currently happy?
no.
21. Who gives you best advice?
myself.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nv tried b4
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
someone
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
someone
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
lao pei.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
No
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
cannot rmb
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
of cos.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
sth. i will no when i come to no of it.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
er. yea
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no
32. What is the colour of your room?
i haf no room.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Yes
34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
ya i tink actions speaks louder den words.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Myself
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
nicholas i tink
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
yes
38. Do you have a life?
obviously
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
no.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
bcos of one sentence in tt song
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
my grandmother.
42. Last time you smiled?
when i saw someone's msg
43. Have you changed this year?
i tink so
44. What are you listening right now?
rubbish
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yeah
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open la siao
47. Is there a quote you live by?
a lot
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
ya i tink so
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
ya
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
I can't remember
51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
bus to chuang's hse
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
NO
53. What song best describe your love life?
mayday
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
mayb
55. Who always make you laugh?
a lot of ppl
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese hokkien kelin
57. favourite website(s)?
porno.
58. What's your middle name?
Don't have one
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
work
60. What do you think you are like?
wise old man
61. Who will you choose to die with?
No one
62. Where have you been today?
zariel's place den home
63. What game do you play often?
bemani games
64. Who are you missing right now?
someone
65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
friend.
66. What are you doing right now?
Talking
67. Which primary school are you from?
qifa primary
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
white blue green
69. What emotion you like to show?
-_-
70. What is your life to you?
can make it
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
find a solution for myself.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
rusty
73. Who do you admire most?
No one?
74. Which month are you born in?
May
75. How are you feeling right now?
sian
76. What is the time now?
1.40am
77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
ccb.
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
bleach.
79. Why are you doing this test?
bo liao
80. What do you do when you're moody?
emo
81. At which age you wish to get married?
24
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
friends
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
wait to die
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
myself
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
ya
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
all my dreams come true.
87. What is your goal for this year?
a christmas present for myself - someone
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes
89. What feeling do you love most?
happy?
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yea
91.What feeling do you hate the most?
emo
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yea. kind of
93. Do you believe in God?
ya
94. Who cares for you most?
parents
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
someone
96. What will you bring when you fight?
cannon.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
nt able to care for my grandmother more when she was around.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
nth
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
b a man abt it.
100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
horny
01. What have you been doing recently?
home, arcade, c girls, pa siao.
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
no.
03. What happened at 10.00am today
kunning
04. When did you last cry?
cant rmb. i tink it was over my grandmother
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah
06. What do you want in your life right now?
money, gf, everytink tt u can tink of in a perfect life.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
both oso can.
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
bolster
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
ah peh pyjamas.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
some one said i m a gd teacher lol.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I hope not, but maybe I do.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Some porn movie.
14. What are you proud of?
to b able to come to dis world
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
some quarreling msg wif janet.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
xin jia by ah du.
17.Do you have any nicknames?
tons.i m lz to even say.
18. What does your last received text message say?
"Yep =).hahas den his chem mus hav improve lots neh.gt u lik tat help him =D
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
didnt slp last nite. onli slpt dis morning
20. Are you currently happy?
no.
21. Who gives you best advice?
myself.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nv tried b4
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
someone
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
someone
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
lao pei.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
No
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
cannot rmb
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
of cos.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
sth. i will no when i come to no of it.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
er. yea
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no
32. What is the colour of your room?
i haf no room.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Yes
34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
ya i tink actions speaks louder den words.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Myself
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
nicholas i tink
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
yes
38. Do you have a life?
obviously
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
no.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
bcos of one sentence in tt song
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
my grandmother.
42. Last time you smiled?
when i saw someone's msg
43. Have you changed this year?
i tink so
44. What are you listening right now?
rubbish
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yeah
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open la siao
47. Is there a quote you live by?
a lot
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
ya i tink so
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
ya
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
I can't remember
51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
bus to chuang's hse
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
NO
53. What song best describe your love life?
mayday
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
mayb
55. Who always make you laugh?
a lot of ppl
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese hokkien kelin
57. favourite website(s)?
porno.
58. What's your middle name?
Don't have one
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
work
60. What do you think you are like?
wise old man
61. Who will you choose to die with?
No one
62. Where have you been today?
zariel's place den home
63. What game do you play often?
bemani games
64. Who are you missing right now?
someone
65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
friend.
66. What are you doing right now?
Talking
67. Which primary school are you from?
qifa primary
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
white blue green
69. What emotion you like to show?
-_-
70. What is your life to you?
can make it
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
find a solution for myself.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
rusty
73. Who do you admire most?
No one?
74. Which month are you born in?
May
75. How are you feeling right now?
sian
76. What is the time now?
1.40am
77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
ccb.
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
bleach.
79. Why are you doing this test?
bo liao
80. What do you do when you're moody?
emo
81. At which age you wish to get married?
24
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
friends
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
wait to die
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
myself
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
ya
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
all my dreams come true.
87. What is your goal for this year?
a christmas present for myself - someone
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes
89. What feeling do you love most?
happy?
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yea
91.What feeling do you hate the most?
emo
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yea. kind of
93. Do you believe in God?
ya
94. Who cares for you most?
parents
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
someone
96. What will you bring when you fight?
cannon.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
nt able to care for my grandmother more when she was around.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
nth
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
b a man abt it.
100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
horny
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Friday, September 05, 2008
BUMP OF CHICKEN - Mayday
作詩：藤原基央 作曲：藤原基央
君に嫌われた君の 沈黙が聴こえた
君の目の前に居るのに 遠くから聴こえた
hated by you i've heard your slience
i'm right in front of you but i've heard you from far away
発信源を探したら 辿り着いた水溜まり
これが人の心なら 深さなど解らない
searching for the reason is like groping in the water
this is a person's heart its depth can't be understood
呼ばれたのが 僕でも僕じゃないとしても
どうでもいい事だろう 問題は別にあるんだ
whether you were calling out to me or not
it doesn't really matter right, the issue is something else
息は持つだろうか 深い心の底まで
君が沈めた君を 見つけるまで潜るつもりさ
苦しさと比例して 僕らは近付ける
再び呼吸をする時は 君と一緒に
are you holding your breath? down to the bottom of your heart
you are drowning so i won't stop diving till i find you
the pain grows as we get closer
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you
僕もまた同じ様に 沈黙を聴かれた
君もまた同じ様に 飛び込んでくれるなら
me i'm still the same, listening to the silence
you you're still the same, pulling me in deeper
口付けを預け合おう 無くさずに持っていこう
君に嫌われた君へ 代わりに届けるよ
i'm keeping the kiss, hoping i don't lose it
hated by you i want to make it up to you
誰もが違う生き物 他人同士だから
寂しさを知った時は 温もりに気付けるんだ
everyone is different and we're all strangers
but when we're lonely we can notice their warmth
勇気はあるだろうか 一度心覗いたら
君が隠した痛み ひとつ残らず知ってしまうよ
傷付ける代わりに 同じだけ傷付こう
分かち合えるもんじゃないのなら 二倍あればいい
peeking into the heart is there any courage there?
the pain that you hide, i know you haven't left any behind
trying to make up for the hurt, i caused the same injury to myself
it isn't something that can be shared so its fine to have double
怖いのさ 僕も君も
自分を見るのも見せるのも 或いは誰かを覗くのも
でも 精一杯送っていた 沈めた自分から
祈る様なメーデー
we're both afraid you and me
maybe i am seeing or showing myself, or possibly looking at someone else
but i sent it with all my might, from the drowning me
a prayer like Mayday
響く救難信号 深い心の片隅
こんなところにいたの 側においで 逃げなくていいよ
触れた発信源に 届けるよ 口付け
君から預かってきたんだよ
the resounding signal for help, in a corner of the heart's depth
coming close in a place like this its fine if theres no escape
touching the source i send to you a kiss
the one i've been keeping from you
勇気はあるだろうか 一度手を繋いだら
離さないまま外まで 連れていくよ 信じていいよ
息は持つだろうか 眩しい心の外まで
再び呼吸をする時は 君と一緒に
is there any courage there? joining hands for once
not letting go till i've brought you out, do believe in it
are you holding your breath? till we're out of the dazzling heart
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you
wow. nice song found at a nice time. by the way dis is a v5 song. the first song when u go in game. anybody wan dis song can jus ask. =)
作詩：藤原基央 作曲：藤原基央
君に嫌われた君の 沈黙が聴こえた
君の目の前に居るのに 遠くから聴こえた
hated by you i've heard your slience
i'm right in front of you but i've heard you from far away
発信源を探したら 辿り着いた水溜まり
これが人の心なら 深さなど解らない
searching for the reason is like groping in the water
this is a person's heart its depth can't be understood
呼ばれたのが 僕でも僕じゃないとしても
どうでもいい事だろう 問題は別にあるんだ
whether you were calling out to me or not
it doesn't really matter right, the issue is something else
息は持つだろうか 深い心の底まで
君が沈めた君を 見つけるまで潜るつもりさ
苦しさと比例して 僕らは近付ける
再び呼吸をする時は 君と一緒に
are you holding your breath? down to the bottom of your heart
you are drowning so i won't stop diving till i find you
the pain grows as we get closer
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you
僕もまた同じ様に 沈黙を聴かれた
君もまた同じ様に 飛び込んでくれるなら
me i'm still the same, listening to the silence
you you're still the same, pulling me in deeper
口付けを預け合おう 無くさずに持っていこう
君に嫌われた君へ 代わりに届けるよ
i'm keeping the kiss, hoping i don't lose it
hated by you i want to make it up to you
誰もが違う生き物 他人同士だから
寂しさを知った時は 温もりに気付けるんだ
everyone is different and we're all strangers
but when we're lonely we can notice their warmth
勇気はあるだろうか 一度心覗いたら
君が隠した痛み ひとつ残らず知ってしまうよ
傷付ける代わりに 同じだけ傷付こう
分かち合えるもんじゃないのなら 二倍あればいい
peeking into the heart is there any courage there?
the pain that you hide, i know you haven't left any behind
trying to make up for the hurt, i caused the same injury to myself
it isn't something that can be shared so its fine to have double
怖いのさ 僕も君も
自分を見るのも見せるのも 或いは誰かを覗くのも
でも 精一杯送っていた 沈めた自分から
祈る様なメーデー
we're both afraid you and me
maybe i am seeing or showing myself, or possibly looking at someone else
but i sent it with all my might, from the drowning me
a prayer like Mayday
響く救難信号 深い心の片隅
こんなところにいたの 側においで 逃げなくていいよ
触れた発信源に 届けるよ 口付け
君から預かってきたんだよ
the resounding signal for help, in a corner of the heart's depth
coming close in a place like this its fine if theres no escape
touching the source i send to you a kiss
the one i've been keeping from you
勇気はあるだろうか 一度手を繋いだら
離さないまま外まで 連れていくよ 信じていいよ
息は持つだろうか 眩しい心の外まで
再び呼吸をする時は 君と一緒に
is there any courage there? joining hands for once
not letting go till i've brought you out, do believe in it
are you holding your breath? till we're out of the dazzling heart
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you
wow. nice song found at a nice time. by the way dis is a v5 song. the first song when u go in game. anybody wan dis song can jus ask. =)
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
20 tinks. random. nb shin ask me do.
2.14 am
1.wan slp.
2.wan jio someone.
3.wan save money
4.wan wash dishes tml due to supper
5.wan watch anime tt i dloaded
6.wan charge my phone
7.i m still toking to kang at dis hr lol
8.i m definitely nt gay
9. i m freakin full after the popiah supper
10.dis is stupid. lol
11.y m i even doin dis
12.cos shin is an ass LOL.
13.and shin jus tell me he go kun
14.is cold recently.
15.kang is telling abt his adventure killing worms
16.i need to clear lvl 11s in iidx
17.but b4 tt clear 75 percent lvl 10
18.i need to drink more water instead of sweet drinks
19.i need to pa siao.
20.weather recently very gd for slping
wtf.lol
2.14 am
1.wan slp.
2.wan jio someone.
3.wan save money
4.wan wash dishes tml due to supper
5.wan watch anime tt i dloaded
6.wan charge my phone
7.i m still toking to kang at dis hr lol
8.i m definitely nt gay
9. i m freakin full after the popiah supper
10.dis is stupid. lol
11.y m i even doin dis
12.cos shin is an ass LOL.
13.and shin jus tell me he go kun
14.is cold recently.
15.kang is telling abt his adventure killing worms
16.i need to clear lvl 11s in iidx
17.but b4 tt clear 75 percent lvl 10
18.i need to drink more water instead of sweet drinks
19.i need to pa siao.
20.weather recently very gd for slping
wtf.lol
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
tt's sth i hate abt the life now.
there is a sudden of urge of goin to some farm and plant trees, rear animals.
sth lyk harvest moon. tt will b nice.
or sth lyk stay in a seaside home?
sian.
the thought of moving place is even worse.
cos is to sengkang. and is damn ()%#*)%(* de far.
hopefully there r cais around tt area =x
there is a sudden of urge of goin to some farm and plant trees, rear animals.
sth lyk harvest moon. tt will b nice.
or sth lyk stay in a seaside home?
sian.
the thought of moving place is even worse.
cos is to sengkang. and is damn ()%#*)%(* de far.
hopefully there r cais around tt area =x
Friday, August 22, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
random facts. bo liao lol
Meme #1
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring.
1. Lunatic tears
2. Sound of truth
3. Mannequin
4. Fatal attack
5. Going my way
6. Dynamis
7. Zetsubou billy
damn most of them r dmgf/iidx songs or rather all.
Meme #2
SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
- lose ani body parts/ uses of them
- losing my loved ones.
- dying (i hum lol)
- the evil side of human
- psychos
- being poor
- everytink being taken away from u
SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
-erm.. someone
-being around wif gd frens
-having family around
-arcade =x
-quiet time to myself at times
-looking at cais XD lol.
-tinks tt interest me
SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
-i can haf a clean bath within 5 min
-i still haf toys
-i can eat twice an adult do.
-i spent an amt almost equal to wad i spent in arcade for my comics
-i m a gd boy. seriously.
-when i m alone i tend to emo very easily
-i no almost all the gd food in sg lol.
SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
-clear everything tt i promise ppl if i can fulfill
-write a will
-do up a comic on my life
-draw a final art piece of my family
-go on a tour.
-lastly kiss my wife and children gd bye. if my wife is still around
-lastly die in peace
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
-watch anime for the whole day
-tok on phone for X hrs.
-chiong online game for the whole day
-draw
-study even though i dun look lyk it
-drink a bottle of ice lemon tea everyday
-eat 6 bowls of chicken rice in 10 min
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T DO
-multi task
-speak gd hokkien except vulgarities even though i m hokkien
-i cant realli tok to stupid ppl
-i cant do inhumane tinks
-i cant write wif my left hand
-i cant do geography lol
-i cant usually turn down a favour
SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
-character
-eyes
-face
-legs
-hair
-her brains
-dress sense
SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
-siam la
-XX
-XXX
-XXX
-XXXX you
-ah
-wah cai. =x
SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
-Hirano aya
-Stella ng
-Adam Sandler
-Tony Leung
-Andy Lau
-Nana mizuki
-Kanako Hoshino
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring.
1. Lunatic tears
2. Sound of truth
3. Mannequin
4. Fatal attack
5. Going my way
6. Dynamis
7. Zetsubou billy
damn most of them r dmgf/iidx songs or rather all.
Meme #2
SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
- lose ani body parts/ uses of them
- losing my loved ones.
- dying (i hum lol)
- the evil side of human
- psychos
- being poor
- everytink being taken away from u
SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
-erm.. someone
-being around wif gd frens
-having family around
-arcade =x
-quiet time to myself at times
-looking at cais XD lol.
-tinks tt interest me
SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
-i can haf a clean bath within 5 min
-i still haf toys
-i can eat twice an adult do.
-i spent an amt almost equal to wad i spent in arcade for my comics
-i m a gd boy. seriously.
-when i m alone i tend to emo very easily
-i no almost all the gd food in sg lol.
SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
-clear everything tt i promise ppl if i can fulfill
-write a will
-do up a comic on my life
-draw a final art piece of my family
-go on a tour.
-lastly kiss my wife and children gd bye. if my wife is still around
-lastly die in peace
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
-watch anime for the whole day
-tok on phone for X hrs.
-chiong online game for the whole day
-draw
-study even though i dun look lyk it
-drink a bottle of ice lemon tea everyday
-eat 6 bowls of chicken rice in 10 min
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T DO
-multi task
-speak gd hokkien except vulgarities even though i m hokkien
-i cant realli tok to stupid ppl
-i cant do inhumane tinks
-i cant write wif my left hand
-i cant do geography lol
-i cant usually turn down a favour
SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
-character
-eyes
-face
-legs
-hair
-her brains
-dress sense
SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
-siam la
-XX
-XXX
-XXX
-XXXX you
-ah
-wah cai. =x
SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
-Hirano aya
-Stella ng
-Adam Sandler
-Tony Leung
-Andy Lau
-Nana mizuki
-Kanako Hoshino
Sunday, August 17, 2008
dis is a simple post
utterly disappointed today.
no i need nt mention names. ur ages add up to at least over 50.
iq low? nono probably u jus dunno how to set some treatment right.
expect to c red fonts? nono i tink is a total waste of breath.
i dun tink i deserve dis shitty treatment from all of u tt are involved.
wan come my tag board and spam some shit? read dis first.
so i m nt goin to waste my time.
so dun come and b an internet hero and hide behind ur com.
take responsibility in ur words and dun always listen to one side of story when judging tinks, tt onli make u look lyk a fool when some truth is out either tt or u lack judgement
nxt define frenship in ur own terms and tink of the effort involved and u r putting in. i dun even wan to tok abt it.
so being a gd fren i haf to make myself look cheap? siam la seriously.
prove to me tt a phone is nt for u to sms or call. prove it.
lastly reflect on ur own actions first and i m always rdy to tok.
if u gt the balls to tok to me tt is.
no i need nt mention names. ur ages add up to at least over 50.
iq low? nono probably u jus dunno how to set some treatment right.
expect to c red fonts? nono i tink is a total waste of breath.
i dun tink i deserve dis shitty treatment from all of u tt are involved.
wan come my tag board and spam some shit? read dis first.
so i m nt goin to waste my time.
so dun come and b an internet hero and hide behind ur com.
take responsibility in ur words and dun always listen to one side of story when judging tinks, tt onli make u look lyk a fool when some truth is out either tt or u lack judgement
nxt define frenship in ur own terms and tink of the effort involved and u r putting in. i dun even wan to tok abt it.
so being a gd fren i haf to make myself look cheap? siam la seriously.
prove to me tt a phone is nt for u to sms or call. prove it.
lastly reflect on ur own actions first and i m always rdy to tok.
if u gt the balls to tok to me tt is.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
in the air?
one random girl
one random msg
one random call
one random voice
one random laughter
one random conversation
one random many feelings of affection
one random fondness?
one random msg
one random call
one random voice
one random laughter
one random conversation
one random many feelings of affection
one random fondness?
Friday, August 08, 2008
ok happy bday kenneth once again, since i m updating.
i shall nt upload ani pictures since all the pics are in his blog.
ok lets tok abt the work i did today.
i was out at ghim moh kopitiam helping out dad. work shift = 3-11pm. i m shag lyk hell. some lessons learnt though. firstly the beer promoter aka beer girl over there is same age as me. she's from china though but is jus tt i feel lucky tt i m here. i m oso 19, i m studying, playing during wk ends, hanging out wif frens, having my whole family here and all. wad abt her? she's alone here, living wif 20 others in the same flat. and mind u, flat hor. seriously kids in sg shld b so grateful tt they r here and the happiness dey r getting shld nt b taken for granted. enjoy it, cos is short-lived.
2nd tink i thought of was. wad r we made of. ok i no some idiots are goin to reply me flesh and blood, ya i no so tell me sth i dunno or rather let me tell u. Me, i m being raised up by the X amts of clothes mum sewed, X amt of cars dad sold, X amt of shit tt mum and dad ta han at the coffeeshop. try working together wif ur parents and u will learn how to appreciate them better for the shit they get jus to bring the piece of bread home to feed u kids. Appreciate dis as well, for is also short lived. u nv no when dey will leave u or u might leave them first.
i m tired. off to bed soon.
i shall nt upload ani pictures since all the pics are in his blog.
ok lets tok abt the work i did today.
i was out at ghim moh kopitiam helping out dad. work shift = 3-11pm. i m shag lyk hell. some lessons learnt though. firstly the beer promoter aka beer girl over there is same age as me. she's from china though but is jus tt i feel lucky tt i m here. i m oso 19, i m studying, playing during wk ends, hanging out wif frens, having my whole family here and all. wad abt her? she's alone here, living wif 20 others in the same flat. and mind u, flat hor. seriously kids in sg shld b so grateful tt they r here and the happiness dey r getting shld nt b taken for granted. enjoy it, cos is short-lived.
2nd tink i thought of was. wad r we made of. ok i no some idiots are goin to reply me flesh and blood, ya i no so tell me sth i dunno or rather let me tell u. Me, i m being raised up by the X amts of clothes mum sewed, X amt of cars dad sold, X amt of shit tt mum and dad ta han at the coffeeshop. try working together wif ur parents and u will learn how to appreciate them better for the shit they get jus to bring the piece of bread home to feed u kids. Appreciate dis as well, for is also short lived. u nv no when dey will leave u or u might leave them first.
i m tired. off to bed soon.
Monday, August 04, 2008
Sunday, August 03, 2008
Thursday, July 31, 2008
家有一老, 如有一宝
but i beg to differ. cos the one at home is rubbish.
家有一老,天天也烦脑
i watched money nt enuff 2. gd show. very meaningful. the part on the granny very nice, touching. reminds me of my grandmother but lyk my father say, my grandmother has nv troubled anyone till the day she die. 84 yrs old. even the day when she was admitted to hospital, morning went in afternoon passed away. but till up to date, i still miss her.
and i swear here. she's my granny. my one and onli granny. the other dun count. cos i m so going to call the lang sai to her funeral. end.
but i beg to differ. cos the one at home is rubbish.
家有一老,天天也烦脑
i watched money nt enuff 2. gd show. very meaningful. the part on the granny very nice, touching. reminds me of my grandmother but lyk my father say, my grandmother has nv troubled anyone till the day she die. 84 yrs old. even the day when she was admitted to hospital, morning went in afternoon passed away. but till up to date, i still miss her.
and i swear here. she's my granny. my one and onli granny. the other dun count. cos i m so going to call the lang sai to her funeral. end.
Monday, July 28, 2008
...
u certainly picked the wrong time to step on my tail u fucking bitch.
LET ME TELL U SOME THINGS. U FUCKING RETARD SENILE OLD FART.
DIU LEI OK. U CANNOT SLP IS IT MY BIZ? JUS BCOS U CANNOT SLP FOR ONE NITE U HAF TO TELL RUBBISH TO MY PARENTS? EH FUCK U OK. SOMETIMES I TOK SO LOUDLY ON PHONE U STILL CAN BE SNORING SO HU U TRYING TO FOOL? AND U PUSSY LET ME TELL U ONE TINK, U GT THE WHOLE BLOODY AFTERNOON TO URSELF, MAYB U SHLD SPENT SOME GD TIME NAPPING INSTEAD OF GOIN TO THE MARKET AND BUYING MORE TINKS TO STUFF THE REFRIGERATOR.
FUCKING HELL I HAF BEEN TOLERATING UR BULL SHIT. TRYING TO PICK ON ME RIGHT DEN I WILL FUCKING PICK BACK ON U. U FUCKING CB, WAD THE TV IN VIDEO MODE U CANNOT WATCH TV. U JUS NEED TO PRESS ONE FUCKING BUTTON ON THE REMOTE AND THE CHANNEL CHANGES? SO HU U TRYING TO FOOL, MY PARENTS GIF IN TO U DOESNT MEAN I WILL COS I HOPE U FUCKING DIE AND I WILL CALL ALL THE LANG SAI AKA LION DANCE TO COME TO UR FUNERAL COS I WILL B FUCKING OVERJOYED AND LUFFING OR MAYB I WILL JUS FUCKING PEE ON UR COFFIN COS I M HAVING THE LAST LUFF. EH GO COMPLAIN TO UR SONS, AND IF THEY COME AND SCOLD MY MOTHER AGAIN, LET ME TELL U STH I WILL SO GOIN TO KILL U. IF I EVER HAF A DEATH NOTE UR NAME IS DEFINITELY B THE FIRST ON THE LIST AND U SHALL DIE THE MOST HORRIBLE WAY TT U CAN EVER IMAGINE. SO BEG ME BITCH.
AND TINK ABT IT, U SHLDNT B STAYING HERE, U SHLD B STAYING IN THE SEMI DETACHED HOUSE TT U SO CALLED PAID FOR. DEN Y R U HERE. COS U FUCKING GT A ATTITUDE AND U R SO FULL OF BULLSHIT TT'S Y UR ASS IS BEING KICKED BACK HERE.
OLD = RESPECT. FUCK U, I DUN TINK MY RESPECT IS TT HARD TO GAIN, IF U CONTROL UR BLOODY MOUTH AND NOT ANIHOW SPOUT TINKS, UR LIFE WOULDNT B SO HARD NOW AND I WOULDNT B CURSING AND SWEARING AT U ALL THE TIME. AND Y HUM JI, DUN DARE TO TELL ME IN THE FACE, U FUCKING MORONIC LOSER.
TRUST ME, UR LIFE IS ABOUT TO TAKE AN ABOUT TURN TO HELL. U PUA CB.
PLS FUCKING DIE IF I M EVER GOIN TO BEG U.
u certainly picked the wrong time to step on my tail u fucking bitch.
LET ME TELL U SOME THINGS. U FUCKING RETARD SENILE OLD FART.
DIU LEI OK. U CANNOT SLP IS IT MY BIZ? JUS BCOS U CANNOT SLP FOR ONE NITE U HAF TO TELL RUBBISH TO MY PARENTS? EH FUCK U OK. SOMETIMES I TOK SO LOUDLY ON PHONE U STILL CAN BE SNORING SO HU U TRYING TO FOOL? AND U PUSSY LET ME TELL U ONE TINK, U GT THE WHOLE BLOODY AFTERNOON TO URSELF, MAYB U SHLD SPENT SOME GD TIME NAPPING INSTEAD OF GOIN TO THE MARKET AND BUYING MORE TINKS TO STUFF THE REFRIGERATOR.
FUCKING HELL I HAF BEEN TOLERATING UR BULL SHIT. TRYING TO PICK ON ME RIGHT DEN I WILL FUCKING PICK BACK ON U. U FUCKING CB, WAD THE TV IN VIDEO MODE U CANNOT WATCH TV. U JUS NEED TO PRESS ONE FUCKING BUTTON ON THE REMOTE AND THE CHANNEL CHANGES? SO HU U TRYING TO FOOL, MY PARENTS GIF IN TO U DOESNT MEAN I WILL COS I HOPE U FUCKING DIE AND I WILL CALL ALL THE LANG SAI AKA LION DANCE TO COME TO UR FUNERAL COS I WILL B FUCKING OVERJOYED AND LUFFING OR MAYB I WILL JUS FUCKING PEE ON UR COFFIN COS I M HAVING THE LAST LUFF. EH GO COMPLAIN TO UR SONS, AND IF THEY COME AND SCOLD MY MOTHER AGAIN, LET ME TELL U STH I WILL SO GOIN TO KILL U. IF I EVER HAF A DEATH NOTE UR NAME IS DEFINITELY B THE FIRST ON THE LIST AND U SHALL DIE THE MOST HORRIBLE WAY TT U CAN EVER IMAGINE. SO BEG ME BITCH.
AND TINK ABT IT, U SHLDNT B STAYING HERE, U SHLD B STAYING IN THE SEMI DETACHED HOUSE TT U SO CALLED PAID FOR. DEN Y R U HERE. COS U FUCKING GT A ATTITUDE AND U R SO FULL OF BULLSHIT TT'S Y UR ASS IS BEING KICKED BACK HERE.
OLD = RESPECT. FUCK U, I DUN TINK MY RESPECT IS TT HARD TO GAIN, IF U CONTROL UR BLOODY MOUTH AND NOT ANIHOW SPOUT TINKS, UR LIFE WOULDNT B SO HARD NOW AND I WOULDNT B CURSING AND SWEARING AT U ALL THE TIME. AND Y HUM JI, DUN DARE TO TELL ME IN THE FACE, U FUCKING MORONIC LOSER.
TRUST ME, UR LIFE IS ABOUT TO TAKE AN ABOUT TURN TO HELL. U PUA CB.
PLS FUCKING DIE IF I M EVER GOIN TO BEG U.
i tink my blogger tag sucks so i decide to change it.
tags:
liwen: yup yup we shld get together and eat again
Jason: many ppl r fake, but no tt we r nt can already. gd enuff. dun wry u r nt anti social. jus feng.
yujun: i tink so too =)
Shin: yea is true. the obvious ones are alreidi showing.
rusty: still sad? dunno u sad over wad oso. dun sad for the sakee of sad
tags:
liwen: yup yup we shld get together and eat again
Jason: many ppl r fake, but no tt we r nt can already. gd enuff. dun wry u r nt anti social. jus feng.
yujun: i tink so too =)
Shin: yea is true. the obvious ones are alreidi showing.
rusty: still sad? dunno u sad over wad oso. dun sad for the sakee of sad
Sunday, July 27, 2008
jq pls stop emoing.
today is a bad day for feeling shitty.
the past is often painful memories.
tt's y i m who i m today.
#()%&*)(%&)#%(
end. let's b discreet abt wad xx words i used while typing dis bullshit post
nxt up, ate dinner at cck wif those around, i may haf a gd memory of hu is there but i m lazy to type the names down. dis might b one of the last of many gatherings we haf together. mayb.
yu jun once asked me, how long can all of us stay gd frens?
one simple sentence say it all
"as long as we can b, if we wan it"
today is a bad day for feeling shitty.
the past is often painful memories.
tt's y i m who i m today.
#()%&*)(%&)#%(
end. let's b discreet abt wad xx words i used while typing dis bullshit post
nxt up, ate dinner at cck wif those around, i may haf a gd memory of hu is there but i m lazy to type the names down. dis might b one of the last of many gatherings we haf together. mayb.
yu jun once asked me, how long can all of us stay gd frens?
one simple sentence say it all
"as long as we can b, if we wan it"
Monday, July 21, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Saturday, July 12, 2008
watched chi bi wif tat and shin yesterday nite. cos is 2 am now hoho.
awesome movie. 5 out of 5 stars.
ok no spoilers here. but some comments.but aniway if u r a sanguo fan, u alreidi haf the spoiler.
some story telling here though
ok let's tok abt dis guy here. the name is cao cao. he's one hell lot of a bad ass. i still tink he stinks. be it in game or story. in game he's too chao aka smelly aka play cheat. damn. start a war because of women. nth better to do. he's one gd dictator as well. i wonder y the japs admire him a lot.
it is said tt liu bei is handsome and cao cao is ugly. in dis show it seems the other way round. i still cant stand it tt my hero is being played by such a character. in the show liu bei seems lyk a dumb ass tt dunno how to do anitink. my god.hey, ppl han emperor ok. i m still upset by the fact sigh.
so the smart and handsome zhuge liang. he might no some black magic lol. due to the summoning of the southeast wind. wickedly clever but he didnt realli die in a gd manner. lamenting for the failure of restoring wad liu bei wanted him to do. sad. the onli worst tink tt happen to him is probably sima yi kicked his butt b4 he died.
hero of chi bi but had a bad end due to the geking from mr sleeping dragon. nice guy, i admire the brotherhood ties he had wif sun che. and aiding the scaredy cat, low confidence sun quan to bring Wu up to a higher platform. died at age of 35. sad sad. mayb if he was around. tinks would haf change. mayb guan yu wouldnt die liu bei might nv wage war against Wu. and Wei wouldnt haf won. HA. but sadly no.
chi bi owns dis yr's movies man. seriously.
sanguo FTW.
awesome movie. 5 out of 5 stars.
ok no spoilers here. but some comments.but aniway if u r a sanguo fan, u alreidi haf the spoiler.
some story telling here though
ok let's tok abt dis guy here. the name is cao cao. he's one hell lot of a bad ass. i still tink he stinks. be it in game or story. in game he's too chao aka smelly aka play cheat. damn. start a war because of women. nth better to do. he's one gd dictator as well. i wonder y the japs admire him a lot.
it is said tt liu bei is handsome and cao cao is ugly. in dis show it seems the other way round. i still cant stand it tt my hero is being played by such a character. in the show liu bei seems lyk a dumb ass tt dunno how to do anitink. my god.hey, ppl han emperor ok. i m still upset by the fact sigh.
so the smart and handsome zhuge liang. he might no some black magic lol. due to the summoning of the southeast wind. wickedly clever but he didnt realli die in a gd manner. lamenting for the failure of restoring wad liu bei wanted him to do. sad. the onli worst tink tt happen to him is probably sima yi kicked his butt b4 he died.
hero of chi bi but had a bad end due to the geking from mr sleeping dragon. nice guy, i admire the brotherhood ties he had wif sun che. and aiding the scaredy cat, low confidence sun quan to bring Wu up to a higher platform. died at age of 35. sad sad. mayb if he was around. tinks would haf change. mayb guan yu wouldnt die liu bei might nv wage war against Wu. and Wei wouldnt haf won. HA. but sadly no.
chi bi owns dis yr's movies man. seriously.
sanguo FTW.
Friday, July 11, 2008
Friday, July 04, 2008
Took from feng's blog cos i m bored. lol
Is it better to have 10 good friends than 4 besties?
-Not exactly.
What will you do if your friend and you quarrelled over a girl?
-Depends on how close or impt is tt fren. if tt fren is a very gd and close fren i will try to understand his point of view. if normal fren den i tink he can siam
Will you cover up for a friend who committed a crime?
-depends.
Do you expect your best friend to treat you the same way you treat him/her?
-Not realli. Cos i tink most impt tink is whether dey haf me in their hearts.
Do you feel that any of your besties will betray you?
-dun tink so.
Will you fall in love with your bestie?
-mayb. hu noes wad will happen. it happened in the past.
Will you smoke/drink if your bestie smoke/drink?
- depends. drinking alright. smoking is kind of no no for me alreidi.
What is the maximum numbers of bestie you think is enough?
-numbers gd enuff for me to sustain my life.
Will you fall for your bestie's girl?
-no way. buddies come first b4 girls.
How will you react if you found out that your bestie is dating a stuck-up and weird girl? (HAHA SOMEONE IS IN DIS SCENARIO AH)
-tell him is bloody wrong and suan him lyk siao. haha.
What will you do if you found out that your bestie's girl is playing with him?
- tell him, den we go find the girl and tok. den kio ah san lou lai. behind tok.
Do you like being a loner?
-sometimes yes sometimes no.
Do you find people sticking to you all the times?
-nt realli. selective ppl.
Do you find yourself being understood easily?
-no. but at least i nt feng XD.
What is hard to understand about you?
- everytink.
Do you find yourself being anti-social?
- sometimes.
Is it better to have 10 good friends than 4 besties?
-Not exactly.
What will you do if your friend and you quarrelled over a girl?
-Depends on how close or impt is tt fren. if tt fren is a very gd and close fren i will try to understand his point of view. if normal fren den i tink he can siam
Will you cover up for a friend who committed a crime?
-depends.
Do you expect your best friend to treat you the same way you treat him/her?
-Not realli. Cos i tink most impt tink is whether dey haf me in their hearts.
Do you feel that any of your besties will betray you?
-dun tink so.
Will you fall in love with your bestie?
-mayb. hu noes wad will happen. it happened in the past.
Will you smoke/drink if your bestie smoke/drink?
- depends. drinking alright. smoking is kind of no no for me alreidi.
What is the maximum numbers of bestie you think is enough?
-numbers gd enuff for me to sustain my life.
Will you fall for your bestie's girl?
-no way. buddies come first b4 girls.
How will you react if you found out that your bestie is dating a stuck-up and weird girl? (HAHA SOMEONE IS IN DIS SCENARIO AH)
-tell him is bloody wrong and suan him lyk siao. haha.
What will you do if you found out that your bestie's girl is playing with him?
- tell him, den we go find the girl and tok. den kio ah san lou lai. behind tok.
Do you like being a loner?
-sometimes yes sometimes no.
Do you find people sticking to you all the times?
-nt realli. selective ppl.
Do you find yourself being understood easily?
-no. but at least i nt feng XD.
What is hard to understand about you?
- everytink.
Do you find yourself being anti-social?
- sometimes.
due to stupid southern thailand terrorism.
i haf to stay up and do up power pt slides
due to getting the hardest question in the power pt slides
i haf to waste my resources until 3 plus and answering the question wif common sense
due to staying up i drank coffee
and here i m nt slping.
due to coffee i cant slp
and dis is probably one of the first time u hear from me tt i cant slp.
due to dis hr of nth better to do
i blogged
due to this hr.
i m vincing
and due to the start of everytink i had all dis rubbish
so screw everytink =)
i haf to stay up and do up power pt slides
due to getting the hardest question in the power pt slides
i haf to waste my resources until 3 plus and answering the question wif common sense
due to staying up i drank coffee
and here i m nt slping.
due to coffee i cant slp
and dis is probably one of the first time u hear from me tt i cant slp.
due to dis hr of nth better to do
i blogged
due to this hr.
i m vincing
and due to the start of everytink i had all dis rubbish
so screw everytink =)
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Yellowcard - five becomes four
Needed some time, so I could find
A little strength to redefine
What I’ve become, what I have done
I never asked to be the one
I’m riding it out, this storm that you brought in
Bringing it down, only around, for you I go again
It’s got to be, easy to see
What everyone takes out of me
Knocking me down, dragging me out
How did you end up in that crowd?
Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me
Will you still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four
Try and put aside, your history and pride
Maybe for one moment in time, we'll all be on your side
The story goes, nobody knows
What it was like when you would throw
Someone who cared out in the air
Then let them crash down anywhere
Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me?
Will you still hear me singing anymore?
When five becomes four
Remember the line, never say die?
You were the reason I survived
Where did you go? I need to know
I waited here, you never showed
It’s gonna be, harder for me
I can't forgive so many things
When you were down, I was around
Why would you try and hurt me now
Just tell me why
Just tell me why
Did you run away
Did you run away
Did you run away
Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me?
Will you still hear me singing anymore?
When five becomes four
When five becomes four
When five becomes four
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
proper post
ok since kang say i nv do a proper post. i shall post sth proper. i tink i haven do tt in some while everytime i would post some chim chim stuff.
simple and long post today i guess.
ok here i m in sch stuck wif 27 pieces of animation to complete by the 13th of july. woo hoo. omfgwtfnnbccbbbq. i certainly need some miracle for tt to happen. wad's more i haf to work, if nt there's probably no entertainment for me. no money no talk.
hmm i might b working in changi airport. wif wx. depending on the pay over there. i will probably mess the place up lyk i always do during work hahahaha. if i ever get to go there tt is. And of cos helping my dear old boss out wif telemarketing since is onli 4 hrs. ppl gt big dreams ok.
i certainly wished i could do more things had more time.
i dunno when i might jus pass on.
simple and long post today i guess.
ok here i m in sch stuck wif 27 pieces of animation to complete by the 13th of july. woo hoo. omfgwtfnnbccbbbq. i certainly need some miracle for tt to happen. wad's more i haf to work, if nt there's probably no entertainment for me. no money no talk.
hmm i might b working in changi airport. wif wx. depending on the pay over there. i will probably mess the place up lyk i always do during work hahahaha. if i ever get to go there tt is. And of cos helping my dear old boss out wif telemarketing since is onli 4 hrs. ppl gt big dreams ok.
i certainly wished i could do more things had more time.
i dunno when i might jus pass on.
Monday, June 30, 2008
An unexpected project will land in your lap today, and it is sure to cause some snags in your social plans. The only way you can minimize the damage is to tackle this task as soon as you possibly can. With your unbeatable combination of skill and energy, there is a strong possibility that you can get everything done well ahead of your deadline. Not only will you impress some powerful people, you will still get to enjoy some of your scheduled fun time.
does it mean i haf to start to rush my project stuff soon.
does it mean i haf to start to rush my project stuff soon.
Friday, June 27, 2008
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
if life was a piece of paper,
how would u paint it?
would it b black and white?
would it be filled with colours?
would it be shades of grey?
ok. the above is kind of vincing. but nvm damn i cant slp tt's y i m here blogging some bullshit tt ran thr my mind at dis moment of time. is so nt interesting nowadays, i m feeling a bit lost.
unlyk women, i always tink men onli haf 3 troubles, lyk i always say. Money, women, career.
it used to b tt i onli had one of those problems
but right now, i tink somehow all 3 is beginning to hit me.
sch is getting pretty screwed nowadays as well. some stupid seminar u put in our hols. eh FUCK U NGEE ANN. i kio ah san lou lai?
but den and again, is nt as big a prob.
cos when u tink it is, it is. if u tink is nt, is nt.
i go find ah san play chess.
how would u paint it?
would it b black and white?
would it be filled with colours?
would it be shades of grey?
ok. the above is kind of vincing. but nvm damn i cant slp tt's y i m here blogging some bullshit tt ran thr my mind at dis moment of time. is so nt interesting nowadays, i m feeling a bit lost.
unlyk women, i always tink men onli haf 3 troubles, lyk i always say. Money, women, career.
it used to b tt i onli had one of those problems
but right now, i tink somehow all 3 is beginning to hit me.
sch is getting pretty screwed nowadays as well. some stupid seminar u put in our hols. eh FUCK U NGEE ANN. i kio ah san lou lai?
but den and again, is nt as big a prob.
cos when u tink it is, it is. if u tink is nt, is nt.
i go find ah san play chess.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
b4 i even start i no dis issue is bound to get a lot of attention/flaming but den and again dis is a bloody public blog i post wad i lyk. Nt happy? tell me abt it. =)
seriously wad's wif the horoscopes things.
wad ni pei wo pei. if dis kind of pei and dun pei things realli do work out. den how come tt's onli 1 right one for u. my 2 parents r one very good example. my father is a scorpio and my mother is a saggi and they can get together for 30 yrs and during these 30 yrs they haf been thr shit and storms and many tinks together. and they still love each other and sometimes they haf actions of a young couple. Nxt example, my sister and my brother in law, one is aquarius, the other is virgo. They are going into their 10 yrs of marriage soon and there r nt even one sign of storm but onli smells of happiness i can c tt my sister is very happy?. so wad's wif it reality being shown in front of ur eyes. den tell me m i bullshitting?
nxt, " u r an ___ tt's y u do dis wad". __ = the horoscope.
ok put it in a simple way, dis is a stereotype. the other horoscopes cannot take the same course of actions? onli the particular can? is almost lyk u r saying all malays are terrorists and all indians open prata shops (i saw one chinese making prata at jp there ok and west coast there is also one chinese making it).
Lastly lyk i always say, to maintain a relationship all u need is maturity and how much u wan the relationship to go on.
This post is nt targetted at anione.even if there is, it would b tt neng ceng
seriously wad's wif the horoscopes things.
wad ni pei wo pei. if dis kind of pei and dun pei things realli do work out. den how come tt's onli 1 right one for u. my 2 parents r one very good example. my father is a scorpio and my mother is a saggi and they can get together for 30 yrs and during these 30 yrs they haf been thr shit and storms and many tinks together. and they still love each other and sometimes they haf actions of a young couple. Nxt example, my sister and my brother in law, one is aquarius, the other is virgo. They are going into their 10 yrs of marriage soon and there r nt even one sign of storm but onli smells of happiness i can c tt my sister is very happy?. so wad's wif it reality being shown in front of ur eyes. den tell me m i bullshitting?
nxt, " u r an ___ tt's y u do dis wad". __ = the horoscope.
ok put it in a simple way, dis is a stereotype. the other horoscopes cannot take the same course of actions? onli the particular can? is almost lyk u r saying all malays are terrorists and all indians open prata shops (i saw one chinese making prata at jp there ok and west coast there is also one chinese making it).
Lastly lyk i always say, to maintain a relationship all u need is maturity and how much u wan the relationship to go on.
This post is nt targetted at anione.even if there is, it would b tt neng ceng
i cant slp either damn but luckily is onli for today i suppose. mayb dad slpt on my bed without bathing. kns.
thoughts for the day:
no names cos it consists of few incidents tt i might wan to mention and there r no specific ppl targetted at.
A and B are a couple.
A as the gf demands attention every single passing day. making it as though a day without B is hell. C is B's gd fren. Whenever C goes out wif B, A mus make noise and get angry and spoil B and C's plans of goin out. A's definition of love = in a relationship, each side mus gif their 100 percent and sacrifice frens and family.
so wad kind of girlfren is A.
over loving? possessive? demanding? or simply treat B as a dog/slave/doll?
to me she can jus FO. there needs a gd amt of freedom in a relationship, isnt tt makes the feelings grow. isnt there a very gd phrase of absence makes the heart grow fonder? den tt leads to another pt of is A a human? she dun grow tired of seeing B everyday and demands him to to visit her hse every day. den comes another pt of is she making B a source of entertainment despite B having tons of complains behind her back. LAST QUESTION IS THERE EVEN LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE OR NOW.
i m definitely impressed by B's actions. love is blind
so wad on earth is love?
i tink i haf become too rational lately to even use my heart to tink nowadays. some loss of emotions and logic fill most of me. or perhaps i haf been out of it for too long.
thoughts for the day:
no names cos it consists of few incidents tt i might wan to mention and there r no specific ppl targetted at.
A and B are a couple.
A as the gf demands attention every single passing day. making it as though a day without B is hell. C is B's gd fren. Whenever C goes out wif B, A mus make noise and get angry and spoil B and C's plans of goin out. A's definition of love = in a relationship, each side mus gif their 100 percent and sacrifice frens and family.
so wad kind of girlfren is A.
over loving? possessive? demanding? or simply treat B as a dog/slave/doll?
to me she can jus FO. there needs a gd amt of freedom in a relationship, isnt tt makes the feelings grow. isnt there a very gd phrase of absence makes the heart grow fonder? den tt leads to another pt of is A a human? she dun grow tired of seeing B everyday and demands him to to visit her hse every day. den comes another pt of is she making B a source of entertainment despite B having tons of complains behind her back. LAST QUESTION IS THERE EVEN LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE OR NOW.
i m definitely impressed by B's actions. love is blind
so wad on earth is love?
i tink i haf become too rational lately to even use my heart to tink nowadays. some loss of emotions and logic fill most of me. or perhaps i haf been out of it for too long.
Sunday, June 08, 2008
i m a gd boy, gd hero, gd man. go figure,
first y gd boy. eh i see fire i call 995. tt's wad those teachers teach in sch isnt it?thought tt's wad elementary sch students no. is common sense. and unlyk those kiao tuo still damn blur abt it. no wonder they are kiao tuo. haha sad loser, ur precious sports car jus turned into thrash within a nite. congrats perhaps u shld buy 4d or perhaps u shld start doin some gd tink to gain some gd karma and stop being a thorn in ppl's ass. seriously i tink u suck tt's y ur car.
y hero. cos i jus did wad a hero shld do in wx's place. hero. 21 pages bioing.
y gd man.
quote from anonymous king: "It used to be profession, now is jus a favourite past time or hobby like you would call it"
WAH LAO. U SERIOUSLY TOO KING.
i dun even do wad u do, u king. somebody needs some gd karma.
first y gd boy. eh i see fire i call 995. tt's wad those teachers teach in sch isnt it?thought tt's wad elementary sch students no. is common sense. and unlyk those kiao tuo still damn blur abt it. no wonder they are kiao tuo. haha sad loser, ur precious sports car jus turned into thrash within a nite. congrats perhaps u shld buy 4d or perhaps u shld start doin some gd tink to gain some gd karma and stop being a thorn in ppl's ass. seriously i tink u suck tt's y ur car.
y hero. cos i jus did wad a hero shld do in wx's place. hero. 21 pages bioing.
y gd man.
quote from anonymous king: "It used to be profession, now is jus a favourite past time or hobby like you would call it"
WAH LAO. U SERIOUSLY TOO KING.
i dun even do wad u do, u king. somebody needs some gd karma.
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Sunday, June 01, 2008
the warm and sweet smile tt made my mind blank.
i would sure wan to c it again.
is almost as u threw me off the globe and i had to get my self back.
so wad's wrong.
ok back to earth, i was jus one min from getting hit by a falling tile from the toilet when i was bathing. due to some call tt came when i was bathing and i bathed quickly to ans the call.
mayb i was lucky or mayb it was sth else tt protected me.
or mayb i deserve a much longer life.
i would sure wan to c it again.
is almost as u threw me off the globe and i had to get my self back.
so wad's wrong.
ok back to earth, i was jus one min from getting hit by a falling tile from the toilet when i was bathing. due to some call tt came when i was bathing and i bathed quickly to ans the call.
mayb i was lucky or mayb it was sth else tt protected me.
or mayb i deserve a much longer life.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
30th anniversary of the handsome and babe.
The fun couple tt spice up their life by throwing things on each other sometimes beating one another and extorting from one another. =) one is a dancer the other is a fighter LOLOLOL. 19 yrs ago on a bloody stormy nite dey had fun, tt's y there was me. lolol. i was nt in the plan but i chose to bcome king hahahahaha.
the heroine. =D
pop!? he seems to b irritated at me for taking his photo. the xl master. =)
Funny question and answer.
Mum: 30 yrs is diamond yr. so diamond from u ah
Dad: I buy 2 stones for u. =)
and i passed dis shit. and look at regulus is realli 0_0.
The fun couple tt spice up their life by throwing things on each other sometimes beating one another and extorting from one another. =) one is a dancer the other is a fighter LOLOLOL. 19 yrs ago on a bloody stormy nite dey had fun, tt's y there was me. lolol. i was nt in the plan but i chose to bcome king hahahahaha.
the heroine. =D
pop!? he seems to b irritated at me for taking his photo. the xl master. =)
Funny question and answer.
Mum: 30 yrs is diamond yr. so diamond from u ah
Dad: I buy 2 stones for u. =)
and i passed dis shit. and look at regulus is realli 0_0.
People Definitely Like You |
 You are very well liked, and many people admire you. You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around. Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay. Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are! What People Don't Like About You: People don't like that you can't defend your values and beliefs. You seem unreasonably stubborn. What People Like About You: People like that you take the them to get to know them and make a connection. You make people feel important. People like your self deprecating sense of humor and that you don't take yourself too seriously. People like that you give them support and strength. Friends know that they can count on you to be there for them. |
haha . ai seh
Monday, May 26, 2008
wad is pushing me in life now:
looking forward to supper on weekends. though it makes me fatter. knn nvm
chilling and rotting till midnight
tok rubbish during the meet ups.
trying to treasure every frenship tt i haf.
tt's gd enuff for now.
p.s for those tt shld b involved: let's go eat sth nice again. no prata always pls. knn ta pai cheese yegg and teh ping. chui
sian. the nite mare is home. bye bye tonning plans.
looking forward to supper on weekends. though it makes me fatter. knn nvm
chilling and rotting till midnight
tok rubbish during the meet ups.
trying to treasure every frenship tt i haf.
tt's gd enuff for now.
p.s for those tt shld b involved: let's go eat sth nice again. no prata always pls. knn ta pai cheese yegg and teh ping. chui
sian. the nite mare is home. bye bye tonning plans.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
You Act Like You Are 25 Years Old |
 You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them. |
no wonder i chao lao
Sunday, May 18, 2008
HAPPY BDAY TO ME.
THX to all tt wished or celebrated. the below is nt in order.
As usual thx dad and mom for bringing me to dis world. Mum noes me best she intends to compensate for tt unhappy dinner the other day. =)
Yong zuan, ivan, yu guang. (thx for the meal at zhong huan restaurant, the meal was great and the hokkaido ice cream was great oso even though it ended me inside the toilet haha and of cos brothers for life =) )
Shaun and Bryan(yup thx for ur wishes even though i dunno u all quite well but we shall no each other more in time to come. more racist jokes oso)
Charlene( thx my lao mei for calling and sing bday song to me dis yr and for saving up jus for a meal =) and cheering me up today wif ur powderful chinese even though i m kind of upset wif some tinks)
Shin(thx buddy. i jus hope our stomachs dun get hurt.)
TLCL david (ya get out of ur camp and we shall go celebrate but still thx for ur wishes.)
Alvin (wah thx i no is shun bian but still mus thank haha)
Yu jun( yea thx twin happy bday to u too gt sth for u when we celebrate)
Steven (let's ton together sometimes again =) thx for the wishes)
Velvet( didnt expect but thx)
Janet (yea thx. surprised though cos u r so secretive)
Shirleen (coincidence of u coming back to sg on my bday my 8 yrs and ongoing zha bor buddy =) thought u forgot but still thx haha)
Ray, edeson (thx for wishing at frenster and rl. =) )
Kang ( thx to all ur gori wishes to me dots lol)
Jason ( weeng i toking to u on msn and u go frenster comment funny guy, no wonder u president of hougang private estate)
Jerry( thx for the shirt. it is very yz's style of shirt though lol)
Andrea(er thx for the chopsticks?)
Nex and wanqi (thx for the wishes)
Wen xiang( for turning up even though u let me no sth tt is nt realli tt pleasant but at least u turn up)
AND THX TO ALL THOSE HU WISHED ME ON MSN,FRIENDSTER ETC ETC AND CELEBRATING WIF ME AT SWENSEN'S. A BIG THANK TO U ALL AND IF I MISS OUT UR NAME DUN BLAME ME FOR MY LOUSY MEMORY.
nt bad for dis yr. pics shall b up soon
THX to all tt wished or celebrated. the below is nt in order.
As usual thx dad and mom for bringing me to dis world. Mum noes me best she intends to compensate for tt unhappy dinner the other day. =)
Yong zuan, ivan, yu guang. (thx for the meal at zhong huan restaurant, the meal was great and the hokkaido ice cream was great oso even though it ended me inside the toilet haha and of cos brothers for life =) )
Shaun and Bryan(yup thx for ur wishes even though i dunno u all quite well but we shall no each other more in time to come. more racist jokes oso)
Charlene( thx my lao mei for calling and sing bday song to me dis yr and for saving up jus for a meal =) and cheering me up today wif ur powderful chinese even though i m kind of upset wif some tinks)
Shin(thx buddy. i jus hope our stomachs dun get hurt.)
TLCL david (ya get out of ur camp and we shall go celebrate but still thx for ur wishes.)
Alvin (wah thx i no is shun bian but still mus thank haha)
Yu jun( yea thx twin happy bday to u too gt sth for u when we celebrate)
Steven (let's ton together sometimes again =) thx for the wishes)
Velvet( didnt expect but thx)
Janet (yea thx. surprised though cos u r so secretive)
Shirleen (coincidence of u coming back to sg on my bday my 8 yrs and ongoing zha bor buddy =) thought u forgot but still thx haha)
Ray, edeson (thx for wishing at frenster and rl. =) )
Kang ( thx to all ur gori wishes to me dots lol)
Jason ( weeng i toking to u on msn and u go frenster comment funny guy, no wonder u president of hougang private estate)
Jerry( thx for the shirt. it is very yz's style of shirt though lol)
Andrea(er thx for the chopsticks?)
Nex and wanqi (thx for the wishes)
Wen xiang( for turning up even though u let me no sth tt is nt realli tt pleasant but at least u turn up)
AND THX TO ALL THOSE HU WISHED ME ON MSN,FRIENDSTER ETC ETC AND CELEBRATING WIF ME AT SWENSEN'S. A BIG THANK TO U ALL AND IF I MISS OUT UR NAME DUN BLAME ME FOR MY LOUSY MEMORY.
nt bad for dis yr. pics shall b up soon
Saturday, May 17, 2008
laing teh ping in the middle of the nite
watching huge rats (the kings) running around in the middle of the nite
toking rubbish wif a gd old buddy in the middle of the nite
luffing at many things lyk idiots in the middle of the nite
discussing how to b kings in the middle of the nite XD.
is wad i call life. =)
watching huge rats (the kings) running around in the middle of the nite
toking rubbish wif a gd old buddy in the middle of the nite
luffing at many things lyk idiots in the middle of the nite
discussing how to b kings in the middle of the nite XD.
is wad i call life. =)
Thursday, May 15, 2008
ok grouchy previous post. luckily i calmed down b4 a big fight broke out.
time for some reflection. the onli thing when u ask me abt my parents. the first tink tt comes to my mind is money. Anything else? nt much. i dun realli communicate wif them. it has always been lyk tt for yrs. but den and again the world's no.1 one sided love come from them. Although i dun tell them things, they are yet the most observant ppl in my life. My lyks and hates, they no it by heart.
i can haf a lot of patience handling a lot of tinks but towards them i m quite short fused. Sometimes i dun tink my family is nt tt bad. I dun haf some dad tt drinks and come home and beat up everybody. (put me in tt home, tt dad ends up dead first.) Nor i haf parents tt are so irresponsible and dun gif a damn abt me but den and again their fav question is always: 'haf u eaten?'.
yea i no i m content but sometimes i mind small details.
time for some reflection. the onli thing when u ask me abt my parents. the first tink tt comes to my mind is money. Anything else? nt much. i dun realli communicate wif them. it has always been lyk tt for yrs. but den and again the world's no.1 one sided love come from them. Although i dun tell them things, they are yet the most observant ppl in my life. My lyks and hates, they no it by heart.
i can haf a lot of patience handling a lot of tinks but towards them i m quite short fused. Sometimes i dun tink my family is nt tt bad. I dun haf some dad tt drinks and come home and beat up everybody. (put me in tt home, tt dad ends up dead first.) Nor i haf parents tt are so irresponsible and dun gif a damn abt me but den and again their fav question is always: 'haf u eaten?'.
yea i no i m content but sometimes i mind small details.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Friday, May 09, 2008
Chilling out at the sofa near the prata shop. Lyk old times lyk old men. waiting for the stupid rain to stop but it didnt.
exciting scene near my place. ask and u shall no.
To 5th cardinal gate.
fuck u ok. ur words disgusted me. ur mei li isnt so dua. pls and dun use some stupid words lyk stalk. tok as though i m some sicko or psycho. i thought is better to haf a fren den a foe. i thought it would b better if tinks ended off nicely even though is nt the way i thought it is. u proved me wrong. congrats and pls fo.
i haven burnt someone for some time. tt felt gd.
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Monday, May 05, 2008
Saturday, May 03, 2008
man. sat nite.
jus toked to bobby. apparently he's goin in army soon. serving 1 yr. hoho u r goin to bcome a man. =D. well definitely hope he comes back soon.
i tink i need to teach tuition soon. running low on cash for entertainment. and for future purposes.
i m suddenly feeling very lost at home. nth to do. doin homework is nt realli an option. but fuck. my hdd is buang as well.zzz. so = nth to do.
mayb i shall save up to travel during hols. but nt sure where. probably somewhere near.
jus toked to bobby. apparently he's goin in army soon. serving 1 yr. hoho u r goin to bcome a man. =D. well definitely hope he comes back soon.
i tink i need to teach tuition soon. running low on cash for entertainment. and for future purposes.
i m suddenly feeling very lost at home. nth to do. doin homework is nt realli an option. but fuck. my hdd is buang as well.zzz. so = nth to do.
mayb i shall save up to travel during hols. but nt sure where. probably somewhere near.
Monday, April 28, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
here i m blogging at my sis place.
i jus gt my 2 nephews to eat dinner, entertain them, bath them , push them to slp.
ain't ez being a parent. especially when ur kid/s is autistic.
patience is definitely needed. the way how my nephew dreaded to actually go and bath and was making hell load of noise tt the neighbours will tink tt we r actually torturing the kid, one word to sum up. hell. is was almost lyk tt i went to war. imagine me perspiring jus to get the child to bath. and literally drag him out of the bathroom when is done. somehow i was in a kind of pretty low mood today. so i feel there's a little bad inside me when they almost pissed me off. but luckily i m rational to bring myself back to earth and didnt take out on them
now the questions are, how shld i even go abt being a parent in the future, would i even be a gd father or even husband in the first place.nvm is defintely nt questions i can ans now.
for now, treasure ur parents when they are around, cos the journey of bringing one human child up is nt lyk taking care of a pet. jus by bringing u up actually alreidi is a proof tt they love u.
i feel i haf grown up a little again.
i jus gt my 2 nephews to eat dinner, entertain them, bath them , push them to slp.
ain't ez being a parent. especially when ur kid/s is autistic.
patience is definitely needed. the way how my nephew dreaded to actually go and bath and was making hell load of noise tt the neighbours will tink tt we r actually torturing the kid, one word to sum up. hell. is was almost lyk tt i went to war. imagine me perspiring jus to get the child to bath. and literally drag him out of the bathroom when is done. somehow i was in a kind of pretty low mood today. so i feel there's a little bad inside me when they almost pissed me off. but luckily i m rational to bring myself back to earth and didnt take out on them
now the questions are, how shld i even go abt being a parent in the future, would i even be a gd father or even husband in the first place.nvm is defintely nt questions i can ans now.
for now, treasure ur parents when they are around, cos the journey of bringing one human child up is nt lyk taking care of a pet. jus by bringing u up actually alreidi is a proof tt they love u.
i feel i haf grown up a little again.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Monday, April 21, 2008
i tink i m sick. more or less.
stay at home sucks as well. so i took dis quiz from ah feng's blog
NO LYING QUIZ:
1. last beverage: teh bing
2. last phone call: my mother
3. last time you cried: few mths back.
4. last text message to: charlene
HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. dated someone twice: yea.
2. kissed someone & regretted it: no.
3. lost someone special: definitely.
4. been depressed: kind of
5. been drunk and threw up: long ago.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1.Blue
2.White
3.Black if is considered so. if nt green
THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
1. Made a new friend: ya.
2. Laughed until you cried: no
3. Met someone who changed yourlife: tt old one at home tt i m dying to kill
4. Found out who your true friend is: yea.
5. Is there something you want to tell someone: many.
6. How many kids do you want to have: 3 preferably either 2 boys 1 girl or 2 girls 1 boy.
7. Do you have any pets: no.
8. Do you wanna change your name: no cos i changed once and i didnt lyk it.
9. What did you do yesterday : slping at home.
10. Last time you had pizza: ah feng's birthday
11. What time did you wake up : 1 plus.
12. What were you doing at 10:30 a.m : kun.
13. Name something you CANNOT wait for: dunno. i m quite patient lol
14. Last time you saw your father: now. right in front of me.
15. What is one thing you wish you could change from ur life: my status.
16. What are you listening to right now : some news.
17. Have you ever talked to Tom And Jerry?: both on msn.
18. Who's getting on your nerves right now: the old one in my home
19. Most visited webpage: friendster.com
20. Coke or Pepsi: lousy english of haf u coke or pepsi. is nt lyk is pa siao.
rubbish quiz lol
stay at home sucks as well. so i took dis quiz from ah feng's blog
NO LYING QUIZ:
1. last beverage: teh bing
2. last phone call: my mother
3. last time you cried: few mths back.
4. last text message to: charlene
HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. dated someone twice: yea.
2. kissed someone & regretted it: no.
3. lost someone special: definitely.
4. been depressed: kind of
5. been drunk and threw up: long ago.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1.Blue
2.White
3.Black if is considered so. if nt green
THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
1. Made a new friend: ya.
2. Laughed until you cried: no
3. Met someone who changed yourlife: tt old one at home tt i m dying to kill
4. Found out who your true friend is: yea.
5. Is there something you want to tell someone: many.
6. How many kids do you want to have: 3 preferably either 2 boys 1 girl or 2 girls 1 boy.
7. Do you have any pets: no.
8. Do you wanna change your name: no cos i changed once and i didnt lyk it.
9. What did you do yesterday : slping at home.
10. Last time you had pizza: ah feng's birthday
11. What time did you wake up : 1 plus.
12. What were you doing at 10:30 a.m : kun.
13. Name something you CANNOT wait for: dunno. i m quite patient lol
14. Last time you saw your father: now. right in front of me.
15. What is one thing you wish you could change from ur life: my status.
16. What are you listening to right now : some news.
17. Have you ever talked to Tom And Jerry?: both on msn.
18. Who's getting on your nerves right now: the old one in my home
19. Most visited webpage: friendster.com
20. Coke or Pepsi: lousy english of haf u coke or pepsi. is nt lyk is pa siao.
rubbish quiz lol
Monday, April 14, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
sch's starting tml.
life's gonna b a bitch again.
tomb sweeping was somehow fun?. my uncles r definitely more chu den me. still i tink my father is still the most xl among his brothers hoho. but one tink i haven seen dad scolding vulgarities in a while. wonder wad's his feelings lyk today. and surprisingly. he onli smoked lyk once or twice during the 3,4 hrs of sweeping. hmm. i wonder.
in the future. i might b the onli one sweeping my grandparents tomb if my relatives ever passed on. traditions arent kept. lol i no i might nt look lyk it but i tink i still quite fillial one XD.
yz says i m getting fatter. mayb i shld cut down a lot on supper. hoho.
cos in a yr's time it would b gd bye sch and hello ns.
life's gonna b a bitch again.
tomb sweeping was somehow fun?. my uncles r definitely more chu den me. still i tink my father is still the most xl among his brothers hoho. but one tink i haven seen dad scolding vulgarities in a while. wonder wad's his feelings lyk today. and surprisingly. he onli smoked lyk once or twice during the 3,4 hrs of sweeping. hmm. i wonder.
in the future. i might b the onli one sweeping my grandparents tomb if my relatives ever passed on. traditions arent kept. lol i no i might nt look lyk it but i tink i still quite fillial one XD.
yz says i m getting fatter. mayb i shld cut down a lot on supper. hoho.
cos in a yr's time it would b gd bye sch and hello ns.
Friday, April 11, 2008
i was bored. hoho.
May 18 Birthday Astrology:
Friends and Lovers
May 18 individuals favor a large circle of friends who share their love of sports and good conversation. They are likely to have only a few close friends. They often have troubled love lives. Because they are extremely emotional, breakups are hard for them. Their strong sexual nature often leads them to make some poor choices in love matters.
(i tink still ok. but parts of it r true lol)
Children and Family
May 18 people often stand alone within the family. Either they distance themselves from the family at an early age or their chosen life-path creates a breach. Parenting is not often at the top of the list of priorities for them. These dedicated, driven people often need to fulfill a personal or career ambition first.
(well dis is confirm very true. i drift away from my family long long time ago. mum will always say, u tink the hse is hotel?)
Career and Finances
May 18 natives have a single-minded approach to career goals. As a rule, most decided early in life what they wanted to do and are not likely to deviate from that path. Their independent spirit makes them ideally suited to careers where they are their own boss, or are at least autonomous within a larger structure.
(hoho. wanted to b a policeman dunno from when.)
aniway.sent kang off to the holiday resort.jaguar resort. nt a bad place. shall upload photos soon. even there is onli lyk 3 or less photos.
May 18 Birthday Astrology:
Friends and Lovers
May 18 individuals favor a large circle of friends who share their love of sports and good conversation. They are likely to have only a few close friends. They often have troubled love lives. Because they are extremely emotional, breakups are hard for them. Their strong sexual nature often leads them to make some poor choices in love matters.
(i tink still ok. but parts of it r true lol)
Children and Family
May 18 people often stand alone within the family. Either they distance themselves from the family at an early age or their chosen life-path creates a breach. Parenting is not often at the top of the list of priorities for them. These dedicated, driven people often need to fulfill a personal or career ambition first.
(well dis is confirm very true. i drift away from my family long long time ago. mum will always say, u tink the hse is hotel?)
Career and Finances
May 18 natives have a single-minded approach to career goals. As a rule, most decided early in life what they wanted to do and are not likely to deviate from that path. Their independent spirit makes them ideally suited to careers where they are their own boss, or are at least autonomous within a larger structure.
(hoho. wanted to b a policeman dunno from when.)
aniway.sent kang off to the holiday resort.jaguar resort. nt a bad place. shall upload photos soon. even there is onli lyk 3 or less photos.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
i m bored too XD
"Who was your last?"
1. had beer with?
beer?. cant rmb
2 .Went to the movies with?
i tink i had stayed home watching movies for a long long while
3.Went to the mall with?
i tink it was cai yen.
4.Talked on the phone with?
kang. aftermath of sth.
5. Made you laugh?
duck.
6. You hugged?
...no one. even if there is, is way back
WOULD YOU RATHER...?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
neither.
2.Be serious or be funny?
funny?
3. Drink whole or skim milk?
skim i guess.
4. Die in a fire or get shot?
neither.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1.Sun or moon?
Moon.
2. Winter or Fall?
Winter.
3. Left or right?
Right.
4. Sunny or Rainny
Rainny.
5. Peach or Pear?
peach.
6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
anyway tt i can eat it.
7. Do You Cook?
yea.
8. Current mood?
EMO.
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
no.
2. Sang?
yea.
3. Been hugged?
no.
4. Danced Crazy?
yea. somewhere in pokka i jus did i tink. =(
5. Cried?
weeks back when i was emoing abt my grandmother.
"Who was your last?"
1. had beer with?
beer?. cant rmb
2 .Went to the movies with?
i tink i had stayed home watching movies for a long long while
3.Went to the mall with?
i tink it was cai yen.
4.Talked on the phone with?
kang. aftermath of sth.
5. Made you laugh?
duck.
6. You hugged?
...no one. even if there is, is way back
WOULD YOU RATHER...?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
neither.
2.Be serious or be funny?
funny?
3. Drink whole or skim milk?
skim i guess.
4. Die in a fire or get shot?
neither.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1.Sun or moon?
Moon.
2. Winter or Fall?
Winter.
3. Left or right?
Right.
4. Sunny or Rainny
Rainny.
5. Peach or Pear?
peach.
6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
anyway tt i can eat it.
7. Do You Cook?
yea.
8. Current mood?
EMO.
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
no.
2. Sang?
yea.
3. Been hugged?
no.
4. Danced Crazy?
yea. somewhere in pokka i jus did i tink. =(
5. Cried?
weeks back when i was emoing abt my grandmother.
i wonder. is it even worthy.
mayb nt. this shall b the last stretch.
went to pokka to work today.
as usual, i gt a lot of paper cuts and plus plus a power abrasion near my ankle. seems lyk it came contact wif my vein somewhere. and my whole leg is pretty numb and swollen.
everytime i finish 1 day's work at pokka i feel so drained. is lyk goin to war. hoho.
i wonder, m i saddistic? i tink if i m, duck is too.
and regarding some issues. i m definitely frens zhong shi.
last msg to kang: hoho, u r goin to b a man. so do the right tink ya.
many thoughts. but i cant put them in words. so ok bye.
mayb nt. this shall b the last stretch.
went to pokka to work today.
as usual, i gt a lot of paper cuts and plus plus a power abrasion near my ankle. seems lyk it came contact wif my vein somewhere. and my whole leg is pretty numb and swollen.
everytime i finish 1 day's work at pokka i feel so drained. is lyk goin to war. hoho.
i wonder, m i saddistic? i tink if i m, duck is too.
and regarding some issues. i m definitely frens zhong shi.
last msg to kang: hoho, u r goin to b a man. so do the right tink ya.
many thoughts. but i cant put them in words. so ok bye.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
gt a lousy feeling.
jus had supper at kopitiam where dad was working.
and when i was abt to leave dad show a look. it was a kind of sian diao look.
i dunno wad tt means but whenever i see my parents working i get the feeling. some sai feeling tt makes me feel guilty of raising my voice at them sometimes.
hmm. mayb rmbring tt feeling will make me a even better person
jus had supper at kopitiam where dad was working.
and when i was abt to leave dad show a look. it was a kind of sian diao look.
i dunno wad tt means but whenever i see my parents working i get the feeling. some sai feeling tt makes me feel guilty of raising my voice at them sometimes.
hmm. mayb rmbring tt feeling will make me a even better person
Monday, April 07, 2008
Maroon 5 - won't go home without you
I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Saturday, April 05, 2008
=)
alright. some announcements to make.
to the ppl whom gt worried abt me. i m fine. SERIOUSLY. ok i admit there was some kind of sudden emo but is realli nth. is jus me reflecting abt myself. tinking whether is there anytink wrong wif me. no prob man. sry to shin, huat and charlene. i will b fine or rather i m alreidi fun
o ya regarding the experience in pub. it was fun. i dun usually drink the black sth. i cant rmb the name of the hard liquor but still alright. i m an old man i drink martell ok? LOL. and fun walking around vincing doing crazy tinks after i gt a little high on the alcohol. it was fun knowing new frens and all and yup i dun haf much tinks to say. and thx to the nice Philippines fren tt treated us. and he has nice photography skills tt i can pick up for my fyp hahaha.
soon things will light up the way. wadever way it shld b
to the ppl whom gt worried abt me. i m fine. SERIOUSLY. ok i admit there was some kind of sudden emo but is realli nth. is jus me reflecting abt myself. tinking whether is there anytink wrong wif me. no prob man. sry to shin, huat and charlene. i will b fine or rather i m alreidi fun
o ya regarding the experience in pub. it was fun. i dun usually drink the black sth. i cant rmb the name of the hard liquor but still alright. i m an old man i drink martell ok? LOL. and fun walking around vincing doing crazy tinks after i gt a little high on the alcohol. it was fun knowing new frens and all and yup i dun haf much tinks to say. and thx to the nice Philippines fren tt treated us. and he has nice photography skills tt i can pick up for my fyp hahaha.
soon things will light up the way. wadever way it shld b
Friday, April 04, 2008
thx the ppl for getting angry/du lan or afraid tt i would vince. lol. at least i no i still haf some place in ppl's hearts.
sth to declare to the gd frens of mine. if u deem urself as one.
sometimes is nt i dun wan to tell tinks. situations might b i cant find solutions from u all or i wan to solve it myself. high chances would b the latter.
the inner circle is nv goin to open up.
sth to declare to the gd frens of mine. if u deem urself as one.
sometimes is nt i dun wan to tell tinks. situations might b i cant find solutions from u all or i wan to solve it myself. high chances would b the latter.
the inner circle is nv goin to open up.
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