i always do dis kind of stupid tinks.lol

Explain your relationship status:

- Single wif someone in mind

Name a lyric from the last song you listened to:

- i dunno is in jap. but part of it is in the post below

What did you wear today?

- The usual uncle clothes

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?

- Nothing for now

How many windows are open on your computer?

- 3

What are you doing after this?

- ROT IN SCH.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

- my uncle

Do you like to cuddle?

- I tink so

Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?

- Mr Jerome Wee

Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
- Yea but none

Do you like hugs?

- Ok la.

Are you a loud person?

- What u tink?

Are you wearing underwear right now?

- Dis question is stupid

Look to your left, what do you see?

- My grp leader staring at me for nt doing work

What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?

- Wishes come true

Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?

- If i was smashed how m i even suppose to come home

Have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?

- No. my siblings' frens are lyk abt 10 yrs older

Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?

- Yes

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?

- Of cos

Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?

- Tink so.

Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?

- My kick ass buddies.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?

- often, very, unless needed

Last serious hug?

- Months back

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?

- dyed b4

Is something bothering you?

- Confirmed

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?

- Yea.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?

- Yes.

What time woke you up this morning?

- 9.20am. my grp leader woke me up lol

Would you go back in time to change something?

- Probably

Is it hard leaving people behind?

- No. i can b a fucking loner if i wan to. but i gt great frens.

What are you excited for?

- LOL. when a 0 is added to my bank acct XD

Who was the last missed call?

- Mum, probably asking me whether i m coming home for dinner

At the moment are you more warm or cold?

- Cold, this proves tt the sch air con is working

What was the last thing you spent your money on?

- lemon tea.

Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?

- No summer here. the whole yr is summer. hot until chua sai.

What are you doing right now?

- DOIN DIS SHIT

Can you handle the truth?

- Of course

How's your life lately?

- screwed

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?

- Months back oso

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?

- Fall

Do you hate being alone?

- Not realli

Where were you last night?

- Dbg den chinatown den home

Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?

- jus now

Do you currently have a hickey?

- simi lj lai

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?

- yea

When did you first get Myspace?

- i dun haf

Are you drifting away from any friends?

- I tink so. but usually i m gd at pulling them back

What are you listening to?

- Ranting from the other grp

What are you doing tonight?

- camp in arcade as usual

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?

- Yes

Are you wearing socks?

- No.

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?

- yea, my phone, wallet and keys

Who's your last text from?

- my twin lol.

Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?

- Still can

Ever kissed someone who smokes?

- No

Someone on your mind right now?

- Yes

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

- no

Who was the last person to sit on your bed?

- My mother.

Where were you at 2:02 this morning?

- hearing suet say interesting stuff over the phone, luffing at kang,

Did you go to sleep last night smiling?

- No, chio lan for wad

Anyone told you a secret this week?

- tink so. it was abt somebody spawl herself.

When was the last time you bought something?

- jus now

Do you play an instrument?

- No

changed some tinks on the blog.

no apparent reason. jus feel tt some tinks jus need to b changed.

music changed as well cos i tink dis song is very nice.

dis is the piano version but the lyrics is quite meaningful.

Only you might have passed by along the hill,
Many sunny spots have scattered about,
Only I think back upon this kind, warm place…
Only you, only you,
Were the one I liked,
My eyes blur across the skies, going far off,
For as long as I remember, even if everything changes,
There was only one thing, one thing commonplace,
Only one thing that showed its full brilliance,
Always, always protecting…

above is the translated version.

sch is a bore.

random thought of the day:

i m bored of this world.

HAHA.

ER MI TUO FUO.

doesnt the pic look lyk me? XD

my buddha is kind and benevolent

It might feel like you are losing some of your idealism today when a harsh truth hits you square in the face, but do not lose sight of your hopes and dreams. You can see the better side of people if you choose to, so don't give up. Sure, every once in a while someone will disappoint you with their actions, but that doesn't make them a bad person. If you care about someone, you need to give them a second chance. You will be very glad you did.

HOW TRUE FOR TODAY.

BUT STILL FUCK IT. WAD'S WIF THE WORLD TODAY.

I FEEL LYK DISOWNING EVERYBODY.

suddenly idiocy is in trend.

man look at the photos holy shit.

i suddenly wan to pok myself lyk vince LOL.

PCB, limpei running out of time.

haf to make my moves fast.

花海 by 周杰伦

静止了所有的花开

遥远了清晰的爱

天郁闷爱却更喜欢

那时候我不懂这叫爱

你喜欢站在那窗台

你好久都没再来

彩色的时间染上空白

是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开距离隔不开

思念变成海在窗外进不来

原谅说太快爱成了阻碍

手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开回忆花不开

欠你的宠爱我在等待重来

天空仍灿烂她爱着大海

情歌被打败爱已不存在

Project sketchbook in progress.

is goin to b a tedious job after all.

I TELL U

MMA MOTHER FUCKERS LEECHERS.

DUN PUSH IT.

TOK AND TOK TO ME BUT U R STILL NT GOIN TO GET THE 150 DOLLARS OUT FROM MY POCKET.

FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND.

DUN U NO WAD IS THE MEANING OF NOT INTERESTED?

TREAT IT AS CELEBRATION OF GRADUATION?

DUN MAKE ME LUFF.

COOPERATE?

FOR WAD. I TELL U AGAIN IF IT WAS 1.50 OR 15 DOLLARS. I SAYANG I GIF. IS 150 DOLLARS MIND U.

SCREW THE COURSE. SCREW THE COMMUNITY.

sch started and i need a getaway.

someone has been mia for at least 24 hrs.

messed up feeling.

i feel rather empty.

i no i no is time to update.

cos i can finally blog lyk i wan it. lyk cos tml aunt is goin hk for one and a half mths and haha GET LOST XD.

gt some freedom back. finally. hu cares abt the 12am curfew _|_

and sadly oct is mth to get broke.

look at the amt of birthdays dis mth

man and on another note.

i might haf a ton at my hse within the one and half mths.

dun wry is nt the fucking bird cage tt some of u all had seen.

dis hse is nt too bad.

pros and cons living at the new place

pros:
there is hot water. (dun luff lyk rusty the bitch. i needed tt seriously)
is spacious cos is a bloody 5 room flat
is windy
there is air con. so it will b on once in a while i guess
there is a bloody dog for me to play wif. a companion i guess.
there r many buses around the area to go to places. and fast.
there r nice food in the district.
i get a free 32 inch tv for my room =) gd for iidx

cons: seriously dis is quite a lot and quite bad ones
my aunt restricts my slping time
my aunt restricts me from playing games. lyk i dunno y. hello i m nt ur son. my parents allow me and this is their way of treating me or rather raising me as a child
my aunt is super holy. so i get a lot of christian reading stuff from her.
my parents and i squeeze inside one bedroom. lyk i dunno for wad when there is a room free.

bound to haf more to come up. luckily she's goin hk on the 9th. nvm i lun. first day onli mum alreidi called me and kpkb abt me and i dunno for wad. while the xl jiji say dun care, saying tt him and her haf been brother and sister for yrs to come and this is normal jus dun care. take in one side go out one side.

i guess i will b out of home 90 percent of the time. bishan seem lyk a gd area to hang out nowadays mayb? clementi is still near so there is nt a big change to it. so ya.

moving to seng kang onli at the end of nxt yr. zz

i jus stepped into hell

and the i haf to find a path out from it.

and onli i can do it.

i need to find back sth i guess.

responsibility

i tink i m fine wif dis skin

holy shit. i didnt no so many ppl read my blog. i tink dis skin nt bad but the resolution sucks. i actually haf to scroll a lot to c wad is on my tagboard. kns

to ngee ann mma community

a big fuck u to u.

i tink dis blog skin nt bad

TELL ME WTF HAF I DONE TO DESERVE ALL THIS SHIT.

FEELINGS R A STUPID THING.

I CERTAINLY WISHED I WAS A ROBOT.

wad's up wif the idea of saying i m emo and pessimistic.

i dun realli blog lyk some da pian over here.

hey i can b funny.

i can smile?. i tink. even though i gif a dead face.

ya many say i smile nicer. sry tt i cant do.

and damn those stupid kids at godma's place keep asking me to smile.

rmb? dun force it, i m no sunshine boy.

neither m i an emo boy.

u come share joy wif me i happy. i smile. can?.

and rusty, i no i m funny dun haf to keep luffing and call me bitch one _|_. XD

i dunno y.

i m feeling so guilty

rusty is a bitch to ask me do dis.

01. What have you been doing recently?
home, arcade, c girls, pa siao.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
no.

03. What happened at 10.00am today
kunning

04. When did you last cry?
cant rmb. i tink it was over my grandmother

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah

06. What do you want in your life right now?
money, gf, everytink tt u can tink of in a perfect life.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
both oso can.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
bolster

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
ah peh pyjamas.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
some one said i m a gd teacher lol.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I hope not, but maybe I do.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Some porn movie.

14. What are you proud of?
to b able to come to dis world

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
some quarreling msg wif janet.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
xin jia by ah du.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
tons.i m lz to even say.

18. What does your last received text message say?
"Yep =).hahas den his chem mus hav improve lots neh.gt u lik tat help him =D

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
didnt slp last nite. onli slpt dis morning

20. Are you currently happy?
no.

21. Who gives you best advice?
myself.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nv tried b4

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
someone

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
someone

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
lao pei.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
No

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
cannot rmb

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
of cos.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
sth. i will no when i come to no of it.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
er. yea

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no

32. What is the colour of your room?
i haf no room.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Yes

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
ya i tink actions speaks louder den words.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Myself

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
nicholas i tink

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
yes

38. Do you have a life?
obviously

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
no.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
bcos of one sentence in tt song

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
my grandmother.

42. Last time you smiled?
when i saw someone's msg

43. Have you changed this year?
i tink so

44. What are you listening right now?
rubbish

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yeah

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open la siao

47. Is there a quote you live by?
a lot

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
ya i tink so

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
ya

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
I can't remember

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
bus to chuang's hse

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
NO

53. What song best describe your love life?
mayday

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
mayb

55. Who always make you laugh?
a lot of ppl

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese hokkien kelin

57. favourite website(s)?
porno.

58. What's your middle name?
Don't have one

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
work

60. What do you think you are like?
wise old man

61. Who will you choose to die with?
No one

62. Where have you been today?
zariel's place den home

63. What game do you play often?
bemani games

64. Who are you missing right now?
someone

65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
friend.

66. What are you doing right now?
Talking

67. Which primary school are you from?
qifa primary

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
white blue green

69. What emotion you like to show?
-_-

70. What is your life to you?
can make it

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
find a solution for myself.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
rusty

73. Who do you admire most?
No one?

74. Which month are you born in?
May

75. How are you feeling right now?
sian

76. What is the time now?
1.40am

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
ccb.

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
bleach.

79. Why are you doing this test?
bo liao

80. What do you do when you're moody?
emo

81. At which age you wish to get married?
24

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
friends

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
wait to die

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
myself

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
ya

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
all my dreams come true.

87. What is your goal for this year?
a christmas present for myself - someone

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes

89. What feeling do you love most?
happy?

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yea

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
emo

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yea. kind of

93. Do you believe in God?
ya

94. Who cares for you most?
parents

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
someone

96. What will you bring when you fight?
cannon.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
nt able to care for my grandmother more when she was around.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
nth

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
b a man abt it.

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
horny

sometimes i dunno wad to tok here.

is there ani reason for me to blog in the first place.

i tink dis tink here is onli gd for me to rant aka kpkb.

or mayb i m vincing sian.

BUMP OF CHICKEN - Mayday

作詩：藤原基央 作曲：藤原基央

君に嫌われた君の　沈黙が聴こえた
君の目の前に居るのに　遠くから聴こえた
hated by you i've heard your slience
i'm right in front of you but i've heard you from far away

発信源を探したら　辿り着いた水溜まり
これが人の心なら　深さなど解らない
searching for the reason is like groping in the water
this is a person's heart its depth can't be understood

呼ばれたのが　僕でも僕じゃないとしても
どうでもいい事だろう　問題は別にあるんだ
whether you were calling out to me or not
it doesn't really matter right, the issue is something else

息は持つだろうか　深い心の底まで
君が沈めた君を　見つけるまで潜るつもりさ
苦しさと比例して　僕らは近付ける
再び呼吸をする時は　君と一緒に
are you holding your breath? down to the bottom of your heart
you are drowning so i won't stop diving till i find you
the pain grows as we get closer
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you

僕もまた同じ様に　沈黙を聴かれた
君もまた同じ様に　飛び込んでくれるなら
me i'm still the same, listening to the silence
you you're still the same, pulling me in deeper

口付けを預け合おう　無くさずに持っていこう
君に嫌われた君へ　代わりに届けるよ
i'm keeping the kiss, hoping i don't lose it
hated by you i want to make it up to you

誰もが違う生き物　他人同士だから
寂しさを知った時は　温もりに気付けるんだ
everyone is different and we're all strangers
but when we're lonely we can notice their warmth

勇気はあるだろうか　一度心覗いたら
君が隠した痛み　ひとつ残らず知ってしまうよ
傷付ける代わりに　同じだけ傷付こう
分かち合えるもんじゃないのなら　二倍あればいい
peeking into the heart is there any courage there?
the pain that you hide, i know you haven't left any behind
trying to make up for the hurt, i caused the same injury to myself
it isn't something that can be shared so its fine to have double

怖いのさ　僕も君も
自分を見るのも見せるのも　或いは誰かを覗くのも
でも　精一杯送っていた　沈めた自分から
祈る様なメーデー
we're both afraid you and me
maybe i am seeing or showing myself, or possibly looking at someone else
but i sent it with all my might, from the drowning me
a prayer like Mayday

響く救難信号　深い心の片隅
こんなところにいたの　側においで　逃げなくていいよ
触れた発信源に　届けるよ　口付け
君から預かってきたんだよ
the resounding signal for help, in a corner of the heart's depth
coming close in a place like this its fine if theres no escape
touching the source i send to you a kiss
the one i've been keeping from you

勇気はあるだろうか　一度手を繋いだら
離さないまま外まで　連れていくよ　信じていいよ
息は持つだろうか　眩しい心の外まで
再び呼吸をする時は　君と一緒に
is there any courage there? joining hands for once
not letting go till i've brought you out, do believe in it
are you holding your breath? till we're out of the dazzling heart
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you

wow. nice song found at a nice time. by the way dis is a v5 song. the first song when u go in game. anybody wan dis song can jus ask. =)

true stuff

women are the most annoying things in men's lives

yet men lyk to annoy themselves

i tink is damn fun listening to ghost stories at dis hr

bloody hell.

the hse is in a mess. thx to the fucking old woman

i sumpa if i had a gun i will fucking kill her.

stay tuned.

i m gaying at ah kang's hse XD.

i need a bath soon. damn

somebody's hair smell nice. hehe.

an issue on zhong she qing you. rest assured tt if u r my gd fren, my heart is always wide enuff to fit u in and u will b etched on my mind

i tink some body is having split personalities on his own tagboard. LOL

he can say everytink but he is still an internet hero.

jason shld send a letter to him soon.

well back to u =)
i no u r sensitive until u came and read my blog even though u dun even no hu i m.

when it rains it pours. seriously.

i jus gt entertained hoho.

http://13nc13ryan.blogspot.com/

kang says he's entertained and found joy in camp. lol

dis guy is so loved.

until his frens r all fuckers lol.

i tink his posts r so entertaining until he can go b clown in the circus lmao.

20 tinks. random. nb shin ask me do.

2.14 am

1.wan slp.
2.wan jio someone.
3.wan save money
4.wan wash dishes tml due to supper
5.wan watch anime tt i dloaded
6.wan charge my phone
7.i m still toking to kang at dis hr lol
8.i m definitely nt gay
9. i m freakin full after the popiah supper
10.dis is stupid. lol
11.y m i even doin dis
12.cos shin is an ass LOL.
13.and shin jus tell me he go kun
14.is cold recently.
15.kang is telling abt his adventure killing worms
16.i need to clear lvl 11s in iidx
17.but b4 tt clear 75 percent lvl 10
18.i need to drink more water instead of sweet drinks
19.i need to pa siao.
20.weather recently very gd for slping

wtf.lol

once again dad speaks

hoho.xl

tt's sth i hate abt the life now.

there is a sudden of urge of goin to some farm and plant trees, rear animals.

sth lyk harvest moon. tt will b nice.

or sth lyk stay in a seaside home?


sian.


the thought of moving place is even worse.

cos is to sengkang. and is damn ()%#*)%(* de far.

hopefully there r cais around tt area =x

case of snatch theft.

item stolen = a heart.

random facts. bo liao lol

Meme #1
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring.

1. Lunatic tears
2. Sound of truth
3. Mannequin
4. Fatal attack
5. Going my way
6. Dynamis
7. Zetsubou billy

damn most of them r dmgf/iidx songs or rather all.

Meme #2
SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU

- lose ani body parts/ uses of them
- losing my loved ones.
- dying (i hum lol)
- the evil side of human
- psychos
- being poor
- everytink being taken away from u

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
-erm.. someone
-being around wif gd frens
-having family around
-arcade =x
-quiet time to myself at times
-looking at cais XD lol.
-tinks tt interest me

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
-i can haf a clean bath within 5 min
-i still haf toys
-i can eat twice an adult do.
-i spent an amt almost equal to wad i spent in arcade for my comics
-i m a gd boy. seriously.
-when i m alone i tend to emo very easily
-i no almost all the gd food in sg lol.


SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
-clear everything tt i promise ppl if i can fulfill
-write a will
-do up a comic on my life
-draw a final art piece of my family
-go on a tour.
-lastly kiss my wife and children gd bye. if my wife is still around
-lastly die in peace

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
-watch anime for the whole day
-tok on phone for X hrs.
-chiong online game for the whole day
-draw
-study even though i dun look lyk it
-drink a bottle of ice lemon tea everyday
-eat 6 bowls of chicken rice in 10 min

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T DO
-multi task
-speak gd hokkien except vulgarities even though i m hokkien
-i cant realli tok to stupid ppl
-i cant do inhumane tinks
-i cant write wif my left hand
-i cant do geography lol
-i cant usually turn down a favour

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
-character
-eyes
-face
-legs
-hair
-her brains
-dress sense

SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
-siam la
-XX
-XXX
-XXX
-XXXX you
-ah
-wah cai. =x

SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
-Hirano aya
-Stella ng
-Adam Sandler
-Tony Leung
-Andy Lau
-Nana mizuki
-Kanako Hoshino

meaningful video

dis is a simple post

utterly disappointed today.

no i need nt mention names. ur ages add up to at least over 50.

iq low? nono probably u jus dunno how to set some treatment right.

expect to c red fonts? nono i tink is a total waste of breath.

i dun tink i deserve dis shitty treatment from all of u tt are involved.

wan come my tag board and spam some shit? read dis first.



so i m nt goin to waste my time.

so dun come and b an internet hero and hide behind ur com.

take responsibility in ur words and dun always listen to one side of story when judging tinks, tt onli make u look lyk a fool when some truth is out either tt or u lack judgement

nxt define frenship in ur own terms and tink of the effort involved and u r putting in. i dun even wan to tok abt it.

so being a gd fren i haf to make myself look cheap? siam la seriously.

prove to me tt a phone is nt for u to sms or call. prove it.

lastly reflect on ur own actions first and i m always rdy to tok.

if u gt the balls to tok to me tt is.

dun push it.

can i kill u? :3

in the air?

one random girl

one random msg

one random call

one random voice

one random laughter

one random conversation

one random many feelings of affection

one random fondness?

ok happy bday kenneth once again, since i m updating.

i shall nt upload ani pictures since all the pics are in his blog.

ok lets tok abt the work i did today.

i was out at ghim moh kopitiam helping out dad. work shift = 3-11pm. i m shag lyk hell. some lessons learnt though. firstly the beer promoter aka beer girl over there is same age as me. she's from china though but is jus tt i feel lucky tt i m here. i m oso 19, i m studying, playing during wk ends, hanging out wif frens, having my whole family here and all. wad abt her? she's alone here, living wif 20 others in the same flat. and mind u, flat hor. seriously kids in sg shld b so grateful tt they r here and the happiness dey r getting shld nt b taken for granted. enjoy it, cos is short-lived.

2nd tink i thought of was. wad r we made of. ok i no some idiots are goin to reply me flesh and blood, ya i no so tell me sth i dunno or rather let me tell u. Me, i m being raised up by the X amts of clothes mum sewed, X amt of cars dad sold, X amt of shit tt mum and dad ta han at the coffeeshop. try working together wif ur parents and u will learn how to appreciate them better for the shit they get jus to bring the piece of bread home to feed u kids. Appreciate dis as well, for is also short lived. u nv no when dey will leave u or u might leave them first.

i m tired. off to bed soon.

my long awaited 2 and a half months hols. song bo.

After the ton, i noticed sths.

i m old.

ecp is far.

i tink i m getting fatter? or my legs are jus too heavy.

no bicycle ton pls unless is in the west.

家有一老, 如有一宝

but i beg to differ. cos the one at home is rubbish.

家有一老,天天也烦脑

i watched money nt enuff 2. gd show. very meaningful. the part on the granny very nice, touching. reminds me of my grandmother but lyk my father say, my grandmother has nv troubled anyone till the day she die. 84 yrs old. even the day when she was admitted to hospital, morning went in afternoon passed away. but till up to date, i still miss her.

and i swear here. she's my granny. my one and onli granny. the other dun count. cos i m so going to call the lang sai to her funeral. end.

...

u certainly picked the wrong time to step on my tail u fucking bitch.

LET ME TELL U SOME THINGS. U FUCKING RETARD SENILE OLD FART.
DIU LEI OK. U CANNOT SLP IS IT MY BIZ? JUS BCOS U CANNOT SLP FOR ONE NITE U HAF TO TELL RUBBISH TO MY PARENTS? EH FUCK U OK. SOMETIMES I TOK SO LOUDLY ON PHONE U STILL CAN BE SNORING SO HU U TRYING TO FOOL? AND U PUSSY LET ME TELL U ONE TINK, U GT THE WHOLE BLOODY AFTERNOON TO URSELF, MAYB U SHLD SPENT SOME GD TIME NAPPING INSTEAD OF GOIN TO THE MARKET AND BUYING MORE TINKS TO STUFF THE REFRIGERATOR.

FUCKING HELL I HAF BEEN TOLERATING UR BULL SHIT. TRYING TO PICK ON ME RIGHT DEN I WILL FUCKING PICK BACK ON U. U FUCKING CB, WAD THE TV IN VIDEO MODE U CANNOT WATCH TV. U JUS NEED TO PRESS ONE FUCKING BUTTON ON THE REMOTE AND THE CHANNEL CHANGES? SO HU U TRYING TO FOOL, MY PARENTS GIF IN TO U DOESNT MEAN I WILL COS I HOPE U FUCKING DIE AND I WILL CALL ALL THE LANG SAI AKA LION DANCE TO COME TO UR FUNERAL COS I WILL B FUCKING OVERJOYED AND LUFFING OR MAYB I WILL JUS FUCKING PEE ON UR COFFIN COS I M HAVING THE LAST LUFF. EH GO COMPLAIN TO UR SONS, AND IF THEY COME AND SCOLD MY MOTHER AGAIN, LET ME TELL U STH I WILL SO GOIN TO KILL U. IF I EVER HAF A DEATH NOTE UR NAME IS DEFINITELY B THE FIRST ON THE LIST AND U SHALL DIE THE MOST HORRIBLE WAY TT U CAN EVER IMAGINE. SO BEG ME BITCH.

AND TINK ABT IT, U SHLDNT B STAYING HERE, U SHLD B STAYING IN THE SEMI DETACHED HOUSE TT U SO CALLED PAID FOR. DEN Y R U HERE. COS U FUCKING GT A ATTITUDE AND U R SO FULL OF BULLSHIT TT'S Y UR ASS IS BEING KICKED BACK HERE.

OLD = RESPECT. FUCK U, I DUN TINK MY RESPECT IS TT HARD TO GAIN, IF U CONTROL UR BLOODY MOUTH AND NOT ANIHOW SPOUT TINKS, UR LIFE WOULDNT B SO HARD NOW AND I WOULDNT B CURSING AND SWEARING AT U ALL THE TIME. AND Y HUM JI, DUN DARE TO TELL ME IN THE FACE, U FUCKING MORONIC LOSER.

TRUST ME, UR LIFE IS ABOUT TO TAKE AN ABOUT TURN TO HELL. U PUA CB.

PLS FUCKING DIE IF I M EVER GOIN TO BEG U.

i tink my blogger tag sucks so i decide to change it.

tags:

liwen: yup yup we shld get together and eat again

Jason: many ppl r fake, but no tt we r nt can already. gd enuff. dun wry u r nt anti social. jus feng.

yujun: i tink so too =)

Shin: yea is true. the obvious ones are alreidi showing.

rusty: still sad? dunno u sad over wad oso. dun sad for the sakee of sad

jq pls stop emoing.

today is a bad day for feeling shitty.

the past is often painful memories.

tt's y i m who i m today.

#()%&*)(%&)#%(

end. let's b discreet abt wad xx words i used while typing dis bullshit post

nxt up, ate dinner at cck wif those around, i may haf a gd memory of hu is there but i m lazy to type the names down. dis might b one of the last of many gatherings we haf together. mayb.

yu jun once asked me, how long can all of us stay gd frens?

one simple sentence say it all

"as long as we can b, if we wan it"

suddenly i feel there a lot of shit raining on me from the sky.

seriously wth is goin on.

i tink dis might b the lowest period of my life.

random thought:

i may b staying single for a long long while.

note: dis is nt a emo post. is jus mayb i wun b searching around. jus let things pass.

on another note: ngee ann mma sucks.

nth beats a gd meal out wif gd frens in the nite.

stupid and bo liao days r certainly gd memories.

is surprising how i can tok.

in a 360 degrees freaky tone and make ppl tink is dis jq.

seriously it scares me as well.

jq shld jus stop ranting rubbish.

i m in a state of depression.

=(

watched chi bi wif tat and shin yesterday nite. cos is 2 am now hoho.

awesome movie. 5 out of 5 stars.

ok no spoilers here. but some comments.but aniway if u r a sanguo fan, u alreidi haf the spoiler.

some story telling here though



ok let's tok abt dis guy here. the name is cao cao. he's one hell lot of a bad ass. i still tink he stinks. be it in game or story. in game he's too chao aka smelly aka play cheat. damn. start a war because of women. nth better to do. he's one gd dictator as well. i wonder y the japs admire him a lot.



it is said tt liu bei is handsome and cao cao is ugly. in dis show it seems the other way round. i still cant stand it tt my hero is being played by such a character. in the show liu bei seems lyk a dumb ass tt dunno how to do anitink. my god.hey, ppl han emperor ok. i m still upset by the fact sigh.


so the smart and handsome zhuge liang. he might no some black magic lol. due to the summoning of the southeast wind. wickedly clever but he didnt realli die in a gd manner. lamenting for the failure of restoring wad liu bei wanted him to do. sad. the onli worst tink tt happen to him is probably sima yi kicked his butt b4 he died.



hero of chi bi but had a bad end due to the geking from mr sleeping dragon. nice guy, i admire the brotherhood ties he had wif sun che. and aiding the scaredy cat, low confidence sun quan to bring Wu up to a higher platform. died at age of 35. sad sad. mayb if he was around. tinks would haf change. mayb guan yu wouldnt die liu bei might nv wage war against Wu. and Wei wouldnt haf won. HA. but sadly no.

chi bi owns dis yr's movies man. seriously.

sanguo FTW.

Having an addiction to go to arcade is worse than clubbing.

it burns money faster

even if u dun get drunk, u get seh due to the extreme burning of money.

Took from feng's blog cos i m bored. lol

Is it better to have 10 good friends than 4 besties?
-Not exactly.


What will you do if your friend and you quarrelled over a girl?
-Depends on how close or impt is tt fren. if tt fren is a very gd and close fren i will try to understand his point of view. if normal fren den i tink he can siam

Will you cover up for a friend who committed a crime?
-depends.

Do you expect your best friend to treat you the same way you treat him/her?
-Not realli. Cos i tink most impt tink is whether dey haf me in their hearts.


Do you feel that any of your besties will betray you?
-dun tink so.


Will you fall in love with your bestie?
-mayb. hu noes wad will happen. it happened in the past.


Will you smoke/drink if your bestie smoke/drink?
- depends. drinking alright. smoking is kind of no no for me alreidi.


What is the maximum numbers of bestie you think is enough?
-numbers gd enuff for me to sustain my life.


Will you fall for your bestie's girl?
-no way. buddies come first b4 girls.

How will you react if you found out that your bestie is dating a stuck-up and weird girl? (HAHA SOMEONE IS IN DIS SCENARIO AH)
-tell him is bloody wrong and suan him lyk siao. haha.

What will you do if you found out that your bestie's girl is playing with him?
- tell him, den we go find the girl and tok. den kio ah san lou lai. behind tok.

Do you like being a loner?
-sometimes yes sometimes no.

Do you find people sticking to you all the times?
-nt realli. selective ppl.


Do you find yourself being understood easily?
-no. but at least i nt feng XD.

What is hard to understand about you?
- everytink.


Do you find yourself being anti-social?
- sometimes.

due to stupid southern thailand terrorism.
i haf to stay up and do up power pt slides
due to getting the hardest question in the power pt slides
i haf to waste my resources until 3 plus and answering the question wif common sense
due to staying up i drank coffee
and here i m nt slping.
due to coffee i cant slp
and dis is probably one of the first time u hear from me tt i cant slp.
due to dis hr of nth better to do
i blogged
due to this hr.
i m vincing
and due to the start of everytink i had all dis rubbish
so screw everytink =)

Yellowcard - five becomes four

Needed some time, so I could find 
A little strength to redefine 
What I’ve become, what I have done
I never asked to be the one

I’m riding it out, this storm that you brought in 
Bringing it down, only around, for you I go again 
It’s got to be, easy to see
What everyone takes out of me
Knocking me down, dragging me out
How did you end up in that crowd?

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody 
Do you close your eyes and think of me 
Will you still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four

Try and put aside, your history and pride
Maybe for one moment in time, we'll all be on your side
The story goes, nobody knows
What it was like when you would throw
Someone who cared out in the air
Then let them crash down anywhere

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me?
Will you still hear me singing anymore?
When five becomes four

Remember the line, never say die? 
You were the reason I survived 
Where did you go? I need to know 
I waited here, you never showed 
It’s gonna be, harder for me 
I can't forgive so many things 
When you were down, I was around 
Why would you try and hurt me now 

Just tell me why
Just tell me why

Did you run away
Did you run away
Did you run away

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me?
Will you still hear me singing anymore?
When five becomes four

When five becomes four
When five becomes four

if i ever die tml.

i wonder if anibody would rmb me.

proper post

ok since kang say i nv do a proper post. i shall post sth proper. i tink i haven do tt in some while everytime i would post some chim chim stuff.

simple and long post today i guess.

ok here i m in sch stuck wif 27 pieces of animation to complete by the 13th of july. woo hoo. omfgwtfnnbccbbbq. i certainly need some miracle for tt to happen. wad's more i haf to work, if nt there's probably no entertainment for me. no money no talk.

hmm i might b working in changi airport. wif wx. depending on the pay over there. i will probably mess the place up lyk i always do during work hahahaha. if i ever get to go there tt is. And of cos helping my dear old boss out wif telemarketing since is onli 4 hrs. ppl gt big dreams ok.

i certainly wished i could do more things had more time.

i dunno when i might jus pass on.

An unexpected project will land in your lap today, and it is sure to cause some snags in your social plans. The only way you can minimize the damage is to tackle this task as soon as you possibly can. With your unbeatable combination of skill and energy, there is a strong possibility that you can get everything done well ahead of your deadline. Not only will you impress some powerful people, you will still get to enjoy some of your scheduled fun time.

does it mean i haf to start to rush my project stuff soon.

lmao.

i somehow thought someone how to b a man.

ok mayb nt

to b a better man. =)

y m i so emo.

=(

i dun cut myself though

i dun believe in the bullshit of hurting myself.

i prefer to eat =)

if life was a piece of paper,

how would u paint it?

would it b black and white?

would it be filled with colours?

would it be shades of grey?

ok. the above is kind of vincing. but nvm damn i cant slp tt's y i m here blogging some bullshit tt ran thr my mind at dis moment of time. is so nt interesting nowadays, i m feeling a bit lost.

unlyk women, i always tink men onli haf 3 troubles, lyk i always say. Money, women, career.

it used to b tt i onli had one of those problems

but right now, i tink somehow all 3 is beginning to hit me.

sch is getting pretty screwed nowadays as well. some stupid seminar u put in our hols. eh FUCK U NGEE ANN. i kio ah san lou lai?

but den and again, is nt as big a prob.

cos when u tink it is, it is. if u tink is nt, is nt.

i go find ah san play chess.

wad's wif girls nowadays.

single means single.

attached means u put in a relationship.

dun b a retard ok.

quotes and jokes of the day

"NI JIANG DE AH, NI JIAO WO BU YAO LAI ZHE LI CHI AH"


"WO TA TIAN HUA JIAO NI LAO BAN XIA LAI"

"NIN NA BEI CHAO CHEE BYE"

"WU LONG TIO BO, WU LONG TIO BO"

"SA PA AH SI LUCK PA?, LI GONG, WA HENG"

LASTLY THE FIERCEST OF ALL

"KIO AH SAN LOU LAI."

LOL.

b4 i even start i no dis issue is bound to get a lot of attention/flaming but den and again dis is a bloody public blog i post wad i lyk. Nt happy? tell me abt it. =)

seriously wad's wif the horoscopes things.

wad ni pei wo pei. if dis kind of pei and dun pei things realli do work out. den how come tt's onli 1 right one for u. my 2 parents r one very good example. my father is a scorpio and my mother is a saggi and they can get together for 30 yrs and during these 30 yrs they haf been thr shit and storms and many tinks together. and they still love each other and sometimes they haf actions of a young couple. Nxt example, my sister and my brother in law, one is aquarius, the other is virgo. They are going into their 10 yrs of marriage soon and there r nt even one sign of storm but onli smells of happiness i can c tt my sister is very happy?. so wad's wif it reality being shown in front of ur eyes. den tell me m i bullshitting?

nxt, " u r an ___ tt's y u do dis wad". __ = the horoscope.

ok put it in a simple way, dis is a stereotype. the other horoscopes cannot take the same course of actions? onli the particular can? is almost lyk u r saying all malays are terrorists and all indians open prata shops (i saw one chinese making prata at jp there ok and west coast there is also one chinese making it).

Lastly lyk i always say, to maintain a relationship all u need is maturity and how much u wan the relationship to go on.

This post is nt targetted at anione.even if there is, it would b tt neng ceng

i cant slp either damn but luckily is onli for today i suppose. mayb dad slpt on my bed without bathing. kns.

thoughts for the day:

no names cos it consists of few incidents tt i might wan to mention and there r no specific ppl targetted at.

A and B are a couple.

A as the gf demands attention every single passing day. making it as though a day without B is hell. C is B's gd fren. Whenever C goes out wif B, A mus make noise and get angry and spoil B and C's plans of goin out. A's definition of love = in a relationship, each side mus gif their 100 percent and sacrifice frens and family.

so wad kind of girlfren is A.

over loving? possessive? demanding? or simply treat B as a dog/slave/doll?

to me she can jus FO. there needs a gd amt of freedom in a relationship, isnt tt makes the feelings grow. isnt there a very gd phrase of absence makes the heart grow fonder? den tt leads to another pt of is A a human? she dun grow tired of seeing B everyday and demands him to to visit her hse every day. den comes another pt of is she making B a source of entertainment despite B having tons of complains behind her back. LAST QUESTION IS THERE EVEN LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE OR NOW.

i m definitely impressed by B's actions. love is blind

so wad on earth is love?

i tink i haf become too rational lately to even use my heart to tink nowadays. some loss of emotions and logic fill most of me. or perhaps i haf been out of it for too long.

i m a gd boy, gd hero, gd man. go figure,

first y gd boy. eh i see fire i call 995. tt's wad those teachers teach in sch isnt it?thought tt's wad elementary sch students no. is common sense. and unlyk those kiao tuo still damn blur abt it. no wonder they are kiao tuo. haha sad loser, ur precious sports car jus turned into thrash within a nite. congrats perhaps u shld buy 4d or perhaps u shld start doin some gd tink to gain some gd karma and stop being a thorn in ppl's ass. seriously i tink u suck tt's y ur car.

y hero. cos i jus did wad a hero shld do in wx's place. hero. 21 pages bioing.

y gd man.

quote from anonymous king: "It used to be profession, now is jus a favourite past time or hobby like you would call it"

WAH LAO. U SERIOUSLY TOO KING.

i dun even do wad u do, u king. somebody needs some gd karma.

i wanna be alone.

i dun feel lyk meeting anibody.

dun feel lyk toking to anibody

wad's wif the stupid feeling. *&Q #%&*

i chua sai yesterday.

seriously shocking

the warm and sweet smile tt made my mind blank.

i would sure wan to c it again.

is almost as u threw me off the globe and i had to get my self back.

so wad's wrong.

ok back to earth, i was jus one min from getting hit by a falling tile from the toilet when i was bathing. due to some call tt came when i was bathing and i bathed quickly to ans the call.

mayb i was lucky or mayb it was sth else tt protected me.

or mayb i deserve a much longer life.

one fucking warning to those pests out there.

i can make u all lyk me and b a nice guy to u all

but i can make u all look lyk losers and make u all hate me.

dun fucking try.

30th anniversary of the handsome and babe.



The fun couple tt spice up their life by throwing things on each other sometimes beating one another and extorting from one another. =) one is a dancer the other is a fighter LOLOLOL. 19 yrs ago on a bloody stormy nite dey had fun, tt's y there was me. lolol. i was nt in the plan but i chose to bcome king hahahahaha.



the heroine. =D




pop!? he seems to b irritated at me for taking his photo. the xl master. =)

Funny question and answer.

Mum: 30 yrs is diamond yr. so diamond from u ah
Dad: I buy 2 stones for u. =)



and i passed dis shit. and look at regulus is realli 0_0.

People Definitely Like You

You are very well liked, and many people admire you. You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around. Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay. Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are! What People Don't Like About You: People don't like that you can't defend your values and beliefs. You seem unreasonably stubborn. What People Like About You: People like that you take the them to get to know them and make a connection. You make people feel important. People like your self deprecating sense of humor and that you don't take yourself too seriously. People like that you give them support and strength. Friends know that they can count on you to be there for them.

Do People Like You?

haha . ai seh

wad is pushing me in life now:

looking forward to supper on weekends. though it makes me fatter. knn nvm

chilling and rotting till midnight

tok rubbish during the meet ups.

trying to treasure every frenship tt i haf.

tt's gd enuff for now.


p.s for those tt shld b involved: let's go eat sth nice again. no prata always pls. knn ta pai cheese yegg and teh ping. chui


sian. the nite mare is home. bye bye tonning plans.

i no dis is little of late. but aniway this is the pictures for celebrations. =)



the legendary hokkaido OTL ice cream. 2 scoops for 5.30. yz treated me. so haha.



HAHA. yg. wtf.



after some nice booze. =)

As for the pictures at the swensen's. the rest probably haf them up. so ya haha

Never Date a Leo

Dramatic, egotistical, and emotional - a Leo is way too high maintenance for you! And forget about a quick fling with an alluring Leo. It's either everything or nothing with this sign! Instead try dating: Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces, or Cancer

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

HAHAAH DIS IS SO WTF

You Act Like You Are 25 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

What Age Do You Act?

no wonder i chao lao

HAPPY BDAY TO ME.

THX to all tt wished or celebrated. the below is nt in order.


As usual thx dad and mom for bringing me to dis world. Mum noes me best she intends to compensate for tt unhappy dinner the other day. =)

Yong zuan, ivan, yu guang. (thx for the meal at zhong huan restaurant, the meal was great and the hokkaido ice cream was great oso even though it ended me inside the toilet haha and of cos brothers for life =) )

Shaun and Bryan(yup thx for ur wishes even though i dunno u all quite well but we shall no each other more in time to come. more racist jokes oso)

Charlene( thx my lao mei for calling and sing bday song to me dis yr and for saving up jus for a meal =) and cheering me up today wif ur powderful chinese even though i m kind of upset wif some tinks)

Shin(thx buddy. i jus hope our stomachs dun get hurt.)

TLCL david (ya get out of ur camp and we shall go celebrate but still thx for ur wishes.)

Alvin (wah thx i no is shun bian but still mus thank haha)

Yu jun( yea thx twin happy bday to u too gt sth for u when we celebrate)

Steven (let's ton together sometimes again =) thx for the wishes)

Velvet( didnt expect but thx)

Janet (yea thx. surprised though cos u r so secretive)

Shirleen (coincidence of u coming back to sg on my bday my 8 yrs and ongoing zha bor buddy =) thought u forgot but still thx haha)

Ray, edeson (thx for wishing at frenster and rl. =) )

Kang ( thx to all ur gori wishes to me dots lol)

Jason ( weeng i toking to u on msn and u go frenster comment funny guy, no wonder u president of hougang private estate)

Jerry( thx for the shirt. it is very yz's style of shirt though lol)

Andrea(er thx for the chopsticks?)

Nex and wanqi (thx for the wishes)

Wen xiang( for turning up even though u let me no sth tt is nt realli tt pleasant but at least u turn up)

AND THX TO ALL THOSE HU WISHED ME ON MSN,FRIENDSTER ETC ETC AND CELEBRATING WIF ME AT SWENSEN'S. A BIG THANK TO U ALL AND IF I MISS OUT UR NAME DUN BLAME ME FOR MY LOUSY MEMORY.

nt bad for dis yr. pics shall b up soon

laing teh ping in the middle of the nite

watching huge rats (the kings) running around in the middle of the nite

toking rubbish wif a gd old buddy in the middle of the nite

luffing at many things lyk idiots in the middle of the nite

discussing how to b kings in the middle of the nite XD.

is wad i call life. =)

ok grouchy previous post. luckily i calmed down b4 a big fight broke out.

time for some reflection. the onli thing when u ask me abt my parents. the first tink tt comes to my mind is money. Anything else? nt much. i dun realli communicate wif them. it has always been lyk tt for yrs. but den and again the world's no.1 one sided love come from them. Although i dun tell them things, they are yet the most observant ppl in my life. My lyks and hates, they no it by heart.
i can haf a lot of patience handling a lot of tinks but towards them i m quite short fused. Sometimes i dun tink my family is nt tt bad. I dun haf some dad tt drinks and come home and beat up everybody. (put me in tt home, tt dad ends up dead first.) Nor i haf parents tt are so irresponsible and dun gif a damn abt me but den and again their fav question is always: 'haf u eaten?'.

yea i no i m content but sometimes i mind small details.

FUCK IT.

now i no y i m stand alone in the family.

i dun need it aniway. dis is stupid. i m nt impt den a fucking tv. den tell me y shld i even consider u all in the first place.

i shld jus stay as a rebellious kid,

traditional korean food. SUCKS.

hate the veggies and the seaweed soup is omfgwtfbbq. i sumpa i wouldnt eat seaweed again.

den and again. screw veggies 80 percent veggies for a meal. dots.

Chilling out at the sofa near the prata shop. Lyk old times lyk old men. waiting for the stupid rain to stop but it didnt.

exciting scene near my place. ask and u shall no.

To 5th cardinal gate.

fuck u ok. ur words disgusted me. ur mei li isnt so dua. pls and dun use some stupid words lyk stalk. tok as though i m some sicko or psycho. i thought is better to haf a fren den a foe. i thought it would b better if tinks ended off nicely even though is nt the way i thought it is. u proved me wrong. congrats and pls fo.

i haven burnt someone for some time. tt felt gd.

12 laps today. wah chui. damn.

wah now p.f.g.

jus swam 10 laps. shag.

dis shall go on.

man. sat nite.

jus toked to bobby. apparently he's goin in army soon. serving 1 yr. hoho u r goin to bcome a man. =D. well definitely hope he comes back soon.

i tink i need to teach tuition soon. running low on cash for entertainment. and for future purposes.

i m suddenly feeling very lost at home. nth to do. doin homework is nt realli an option. but fuck. my hdd is buang as well.zzz. so = nth to do.

mayb i shall save up to travel during hols. but nt sure where. probably somewhere near.

new town xl gang ppl.

we shld meet up soon

i miss u all. =)

p.s. i m nt gay, onli evan is.