Monday, March 16, 2009

You are most compatible with AQUARIUS! I'm sure most of your friends are Aquarians! Together you're going to rock! They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Aquarius are often felt to be unfathomable when in reality they live almost entirely on the surface .Aquarians will not reveal their innermost feelings no matter how hard others may try to persuade them, simply because they are unable to do so. People of this sign have a reputation for being enigmatic, difficult to understand, and different from everyone else, and cleverly play on this to gain power and attention.They are extremely friendly yet detached at a personal level, sociable in large gatherings, but unsociable at smaller meetings and parties which require greater intimacy. They are helpful and compassionate when involved with charities or group activities.

(..wtf is dis lol)

Sunday, March 15, 2009

did a personality test dis is wad i gt

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


Tuesday, March 10, 2009

life is lyk a game.

a game tt u r being forcefully being thrown into.

so u can choose to play it bad or well.

but dun forget u might get played by it, and it can happen anitime , aniwhere even if u play it well.

Monday, March 09, 2009

was watching clannad after story.

came across a phrase.

"don't lose track of what is important to you"

Saturday, March 07, 2009

ok i tink i m feeling xl of late. or perhaps is the lack of slp tt i m goin kind of bonkers.

firstly, she is no smoke chamber. she dun need any chimney to follow her around.

2nd tink i dun tink she looks lyk some peanuts tt u haf to go around muah or chee or even muah chee to it.

3rd tink, wassup wif the dick face.

4th i tink u seriously need a bolster or MAYB A FIST? i sure could help wif tt? =D

Friday, March 06, 2009

nowadays i find myself nt posting anitink productive.

nt tt i m doin anitink productive either.

i tink life is probably goin to suck when ur world revolves onli around one woman isnt it.

time to set some things right.

Monday, March 02, 2009

the more beautiful the memories are,

the more painful they are,

and the more it hurts.

wad will you do if life was stuck between heaven and hell?

Sunday, March 01, 2009

this is hell.

seriously.

i need to eat myself alreidi.

i tink it wouldnt hurt to stay home for few days.

save money

and gif myself some distance

from princess =(
here m i nt slping doin dis quiz. taken from nex blog. nth to do while waiting for my hair to dry. after coming back home from qian hui's bday wet bday party.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
-No.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
-when i lost my laptop. nt bcos i lose it though

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
-nt bad, rather unique.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
-beef probably

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
-No but dis question is kind of dumb
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
-MAYB. i look damn xl and unfrenly. =x

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
-as and when i lyk it

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
-tink so.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
-mayb, i tink my balls might shrink

10.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
-banana nut crunch

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
-No.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
-Durian

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
-Face

15. RED OR PINK?
-none

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
-anitink tt i dun lyk abt myself.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
princess. =D

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
-nt realli

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
grey long pants pyjamas and no shoes.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
-bullshits.

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
-blue

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
-no preference?

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
-yong zhan

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
-i m nt gay but ok la. it wasnt sent aniway, it was voluntary

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
-i hate sports.

27. HAIR COLOR?
-KIM.

28. EYE COLOR?
-Brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
-No.

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
-anitink tt is nice

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
-None either

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
-shld b chi bi 2 liao. i dun rmb watching ani movie from den

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
-White

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
-Winter

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
-Both

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-i dun get it

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-i still dun get it

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
-comics. pick one series.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
-fruits cos my mouse pad is some dumb fruits table cloth

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
-nite nv watch tv

42. FAVORITE SOUND(S)?
-%*(&(*&$ (is nt sth nice aniway)

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
-bolster?

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
-Pasir ris can?

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
-draw.

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
-singapore.

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
-hu cares.

48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE?
-i wish i did.


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

i haven been all smiles for one day for a long long time.

today had been a pleasant day seriously.

all the events tt happened today.

Thank you. princess. =D

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

i m so addicted to scripted connection. =D

especially A mix.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

let's blog sth today

sth long since i haven realli do tt in a long while to come.

poly is over and yes, hopefully i get out of there safely. crosses fingers seriously.

3 yrs of poly. i met all sorts of ppl. seriously all sorts.

luckily the level of politics are rather low or mayb is i m always nt affected by politics.

cos firstly i mind my own biz. i dun hold balls either.

i ran across some juniors' blogs. they were disliking abt this and tt in their new sch.

i guess those r very gd examples of politics.

i do admit old times are best, how i met my buddies, how we created trouble together as usual, how we had fun, how we pat each other on the back whenever ani one of us needed it under the clear blue sky.

most imptly, the frenship tt was nourished and grew among the yrs.

i dun hope for things to b the same way they are. i onli hope for things to b better.

nxt issue, i tink i gt some balless issue on hand. need to do sth abt it. seriously.

last but nt least, love is blind and i m blinded.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

i del the videos. sibei irritating. blocking my side.
http://www.konamistyle.jp/ecitem/item55888.html

check out dis shit.

genso suikoden in cd. wonder is it vcd? sure looks interesting.

hope is in video den gt ppl go subbed it.
http://www.konamistyle.jp/ecitem/item55888.html

check out dis shit.

genso suikoden in cd. wonder is it vcd? sure looks interesting.

hope is in video den gt ppl go subbed it.

Sunday, February 15, 2009



dick song passed hahaha.
most impt tink to do in 2009: sleep

best gift to give in 2009: pillow.

best tink you can buy for yourself in 2009: bolster.

best wishing phrase in 2009: ask the person go home slp better. preferably tell him/her in the face.

theme for 2009: anitink tt do wif bed.

best nickname in 2009: lao zhang.

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Five becomes four - yellow card

Needed some time, so I could find
A little strength to redefine
What I’ve become, what I have done
I never asked to be the one

I’m riding it out, this storm that you brought in
Bringing it down, only around, for you I go again
It’s got to be, easy to see
What everyone takes out of me
Knocking me down, dragging me out
How did you end up in that crowd?

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me
Will you still hear me singing anymore
When five becomes four

Try and put aside, your history and pride
Maybe for one moment in time, we'll all be on your side
The story goes, nobody knows
What it was like when you would throw
Someone who cared out in the air
Then let them crash down anywhere

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me?
Will you still hear me singing anymore?
When five becomes four

Remember the line, never say die?
You were the reason I survived
Where did you go? I need to know
I waited here, you never showed
It’s gonna be, harder for me
I can't forgive so many things
When you were down, I was around
Why would you try and hurt me now

Just tell me why
Just tell me why

Did you run away
Did you run away
Did you run away

Did you run away? Did you fall apart?
Do you see yourself for what you are?
Will you be looking for it anymore?
When five becomes four
When you're all alone with a melody
Do you close your eyes and think of me?
Will you still hear me singing anymore?
When five becomes four

When five becomes four
When five becomes four

Sunday, February 01, 2009

change.

abt time.

finally things are undergoing some changes.

wish 1 jus had a turn of direction.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

my LCD of my handphone cracked.

so pls dun msg me, instead call me.

now i thought of sth.

我现在过的生活是生活吗?

i need some life. sth to do seriously. soon.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

quote

came across a quote.

"conflict is lyk a cancer, get it treated early, and u might haf the chance to b healthy again"

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

i m jus happy some things are now.

mayb tt's wad pure contentment comes from.

o ya. if i dun reply tags, is nt i dun wan to reply them but i dunno wad to reply so i will jus leave it hanging.

Monday, January 19, 2009

music

yea i changed my music again.

for some reasons.

and dis song doesnt realli sound lyk its title.

the spring isnt so spring after all.

wif all the unnatural wind lately.

and a storm inside me.

i m fine.

probably. so dun wry.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

i thought i couldnt b so noble.

but i can after all.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

dammit

i haven put anitink down

i haven give up

i still miss you lyk ever.

everywhere around the corner jus seems to haf shadows of you

is jus almost lyk u etched yourself as a piece in a corner of my mind.

is dis some withdrawal sydrome.

i realli hate things are right now.
for the first few times.

i m actually having problems slping.

even though i m so freaking tired. i roll around in bed.

my mind is filled wif thoughts? nt exactly. i try nt to bring them to bed.

so i dunno wad's the problem. =(

Friday, January 09, 2009

HOLY SHIT I M ACTUALLY ONLI 10 DAYS AWAY FROM GRADUATION?

dis 3 yrs. i tink i went thr quite a fair bit,

i grew up, i luffed, i smiled, i gt pissed, i gt emo and lastly, i grew fat.

but still i was proud tt wad i haf become.

poly life wasnt exactly fun. lyk i said since i m anti social, i dun realli haf much frens around in poly.

it will nv beat secondary sch or my outside frens i guess.

probably is time to prepare for army.

and the fucking indians are making a lot of noises outside. EH dun tok outside ppl hse ok, go inside ur hse and tok b4 i get a pail of water and pour outside.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

sth abt iidx.

dis is the first time i m ever posting abt iidx.



PORDA SUNI. FIRST LVL 12.

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

wad a close shave.

i was jus few seconds away of landing myself inside a hospital. or even death.

the door of co-op which is the so called provision shop of my sch 'exploded' or rather the glass door shattered.

i dun even no how to react.

mayb da nan bu si bi you hou fu?

mayb nt.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

after so long, jq is 1300 finally.

no intention of pushing at first but o well some song surprised me.

sch is a bore.

and i haf to clear the shit out of the boredom.

perhaps i haf rot too long to b full of shit

Sunday, January 04, 2009

long post.

i haven done some long post in a while might as well do so. since i m in a real clear state of mind now.

Some tinks tt i might haf found out abt myself. BUT do correct me if i m wrong.

some may ask, y is dis needed. ERM, let's jus say we haf to constantly improve and do some reflections on ourselves? isnt tt how we improve? or learn it thr the hard way by making someone tell u.

in pt form.
-my temper goes fast, but it isnt ez to get it on fire. But last yr, somebody proved me wrong. and she proved me wrong by making me wear a skirt and kotex every mth to come, and if u dun get tt, pls use jqwiki. thx.

-my eq is rather high. i wouldnt say very very but at least above average and somebody proved me wrong last yr as well. dis is stupid i dun tink i m handle my emotions tt lousily or wadever it is spelt.

-I AM ACTUALLY WEAK. (screw dis seriously in whichever sense tt u can ever link me to weak)


i dunno how to go on seriously. but to go abt it quickly is. dis is a new yr. let bygones b bygones in ani sense of ani way, tt is if u can do so. cos for every min tt u r angry/sad/having negative emotions, u r actually losing 60 seconds of happiness.

i m taking things much more easily now. But, my theory is still, i take things lyk a man and i do things lyk a man, if there are ani things tt need to b settled wif me, haf a cup of coffee wif me and we can tok over it. I certainly dun believe in doin actions behind backs or wadever lyk tt.

but of cos.last of all, above r jus my thoughts and is definitely nt directed at anione, unless otherwise tink so?

Friday, January 02, 2009

2009

new yr,

new stuff, new frens, new resolutions, new hse, new goals.

and most of all,

new shit.

nvm tt's nt the pt. i wasnt here to type shit aniway. well i haf officially moved to a new place. for temporary moments again. guess i haf to adapt again. and first day onli i m alreidi slping in my living room damn. zz. nice place for everytink seriously, but jus tt the location is abit sucky.

last of all, where is my ans?

Saturday, December 27, 2008

rmb when i say when i mean i m rotten means i m rotten?

den let's add on to one pt again.

wad u haf seen up to date is nt the biggest flare from me.

it jus might get worse

or even worst.

jus dun let me find out some tinks. seriously

Friday, December 26, 2008

Reflection from the past 1,2 mths

today, i tink is the day tt i realli took in a deep breath and let it out

i tink for the past 1,2 mths i haf been goin haywire? or call it emotional torment or torture which by right it shldnt b so.

o at this pt u all mus b tinking, "o jq goin to gif up alreidi huh"

nope i m nt giving it up yet, is jus i m making myself to take tinks real easy, i m leaving things to fate.

dis 1 or 2 mths especially i notice some tinks in myself.

the times i emo were far more den the times i m luffing or even smiling.

i get angry at little tinks fast. and i thought i had a lot of patience but apparently when it comes to someone, i suck at my patience. practically bcoming some grumpy old man.

seriously tt's bad

and i haf been using my brains for wrong tinks. tinking too much rubbish.

but still, i nv regret, cos i realli did my best and did all i could. =)

still, be happy since the old jq is coming back. no more angry man except when i m hungry and of cos will b back full of xlness =D.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

i wonder wad kind of christmas m i goin to haf dis yr.

mayb it might jus turn out to b the worst christmas tt i m goin to haf.

battle of yi ling starts now.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

i m bored too. acknowledgement to those tt ended my boredom to let me c dis quiz

1)Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your first name?!
Jackass. =)

2)Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?!
WHO R U?

3)Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?!
yea.someone

4)How many bedrooms do you have in your house?!
3 i tink. o wait, i dun even haf a hse of my own damn.

5)Do tattoos and piercings excite you?!
No.

6)Is there a reason for your friendster song?!
i jus removed it.

7)Do you hate the last guy/girl you were talking to?!
no?

8)Who was your last text message from?!
MY GROUP LEADER. REMINDING ME TO DO MY WORK HOLY SHIT.

9)What's the best wedding you've been to?!
My sister's wedding.

10)What time did you wake up this morning?!
8

11)If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?!
obviously

12)Do you get along better with guys or girls?!
NONE. I AM ANTI SOCIAL. MY SISTER SAY I M AUTISTIC.

13)Who is the best person to cheer you up?!
Myself.

14)Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?!
NO. I WAS BULLSHITTING AROUND.

15)When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?!
JUST.

16)Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?!
yea. i tink my big fat mummy deserves one big kiss from me

17)What is wrong with you right now?!
fuck u understand.

18)Would you go in public looking like you do right now?!
I DUN MIND SINCE I M IN MY UNCLE CLOTHES AS USUAL

19)Would you kiss someone to make your bf/gf mad?!
tt's pure sam pat

20)Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?!
THE ONE TT CAME OUT WIF DIS QUESTION IS STUPID

21)Do you use t9, word, or abc?!
t9

22)Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?!
Yeah

23)Do you tell your mom everything?!
no. she no nuts abt me

24)Who was the last person you yelled at?!
my nephew

25)Who was the last person/s you cried in front of?!
In front of my dead grandmother

26)Have you told anybody you loved them today?!
No.

27)Think of the last person you held hands with, do they mean something to you?!
Of cos, he's my nephew.

28)Could you cry right now?!
No. i am almost heartless

29)What do you need to be doing right now?!
A towel. to bath

30)How's your ex doing?!
I care abt her.

31)Who can you trust?!
Myself.

32)Where were you friday night?!
Somewhere tt i dun wish to rmb

33)Who did you last talk to on the phone?!
Wan Qi

34)Where will you be in a hour?!
Ramming the keyboard

35)How late did you stay up last night?!
2 am?

36)What's your hair look like today?!
lyk everyday.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

today i tink the onli tink tt she did to make me happy is taking a grp photo.

the rest of the day i suddenly go thailand.

and my age jus went down

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

Sunday, December 14, 2008

i gt a nice wake up call from some #)&)%&#)(&%)(. HAHAAHAH. nt the kana fuck left right up down.

i m definitely feeling better and i no wad i m goin to do when the time comes.

i m freaking bored. i need some entertainment
day 3.

dis is seriously still too painful from me.

those words seem to haf some ringing effect on me. and i m abt to get crushed from those words

i seriously need some time.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

i m practically stepping on landmines and jet fighter planes crashing into my life.

seriously, m i an idiot?

if nt, y treat me lyk one.

and o, now the thief is calling for the police when the thief is done wif the work.

i guess somebody is gd wif mind games after all.

if u dun understand dis post dun bother asking, i m nt entertaining.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

thx all tt supported. =D

Friday, December 05, 2008

today was a fruitful day.

i was nt happy. but at least i tried. somebody jus haf the stupid remote control on her hand tt can make my mood go haywire. damn it.

went nihonmura for high tea buffet wif evina sis. as usual the food there were nt too bad. seriously nt bad at all for the price. and did alot of catching up tt we needed to do so

den starbucks were giving this free drink from 5-7pm. lucky to get a cup. for salvation army. i donated 2 bucks so ya. nt lyk the coffeeshop coffee. so ya.

so the happy ppl for the day. at least in the day i was rather happy.



free drinks for the typical singaporeans yo.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

seems lyk some evil side of me is awakening.

or mayb i m jus pured bored to c some commotion or events happening.

when i say i m rotten. i mean it so. i seriously can b an ass too.

Monday, December 01, 2008

old

conclusion. I M SERIOUSLY OLD.

nt in terms of age. but my body jus cant take nights without slp animore.

Let's do a comparision between now and den:

Then:
-16 yrs of age when i start frequent tonning
-Sanguoing whole nite at the arcade at marina bay
-Can walk from marina bay steamboat area to the MRT station in the morning after arcade close since there is no bus.
-NOT SO FAT.
-After tonning still can straight away go play dmgf and can add pts.

Now:
-19 yrs. nt even 20.
-rarely tonned now. body cant take it.
-Random stuff done to burn the time through the nite. For e.g pointing middle fingers X times at a single person without him noticing. where X represent a very large number.
-I almost died when walking from blk 302 to Lot 1
-FAT lyk the ball.
-Hand lyk tofu when playing guitar.
-THE STUPID GUITAR KEEP GIVING ME 94 PG ended up no extra stage for certain credit. eh come on la i haven miss having extra stage for a nong nong time alreidi ok.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

猿渡 Saruwatari (monkey on a crossing bridge) 涼二 Ryouji (twice refreshing)

nth better to do so play wif dis. and seriously wtf y mus i always b associated wif monkeys.

i wish to b associated wif a girl who is born in the yr of monkey though =x haha

Saturday, November 29, 2008

tagged by twin by dunno X light yrs back cos i didnt c.

10 weird things/little known facts/habits

1) my surname is wee. as in by right it shld b wee jing quan instead of huang jing quan dun ask me y is it huang aniway cos my mum wans it tt way.

2) i haf a bad affinity wif virgo girls. lyked lyk 5 virgo girls b4? we r onli gd as frens i guess.

3) From kindergarden to primary sch, i was a big bully. after secondary sch, i was bullied.

4) I used to cry alot. crybaby haha.

5) I was nicknamed destroyer at home. cos almost everytink i touch at home will most lykly spoil in short term. dis onli applies to things tt are nt mine. i dunno the reason y seriously/

6) i haf a habit of self defense everyday b4 i slp. if u dun understand, go figure

7) i may haf a fierce face. or put it ani way u wan to. but my bark is definitely louder than my bite, i m a kind man u no =)

8) i dun realli acknowledge my gd frens/buddies by words. i hate saying some mushy stuff or wadever along tt line. if u r my gd fren/buddies, c how i treat u cos i treat them lyk my family.

9)eating is favourite habit (not realli a hidden fact huh)

10) i love myself actually. HAHA.

hu to tag:
whoever. lyk i care abt them

Thursday, November 27, 2008

i m so freaking bored at home when u haf so many pieces of animation stuck wif u. sian.

i m nt such a homely man after all.

i wan to go out i guess. i guess mayb i jus dun lyk staying in dis hse haha.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

when i was young, i often created a lot of trouble. destroy things, beat ppl up, disturb ppl, teachers shake their heads when they c me. parents were often called up to sch, i tink my parents were probably tinking y did dey haf a kid lyk dis.

When i was older, my results were nt fantastic even though i was in the em1 class in primary sch, in fact i was always the last. at this pt of time my results were always compared. it will always b "eh u c tt so and so results so gd, goin into a gd secondary sch and all blah blah" i tink at this pt of time my parents were tinking y is my son nt hardworking and smart enuff.

When i was in secondary sch, i was in New town, results kind of picked up, but still nt fantastic. it is the results of any average joe tt u could c around. past time in class was to play poker cards and all. i tink my strongest language is probably vulgarities. at home i often glued my self to the computer or ps 2. my parents probably tink "wah lao wad my son will bcome? shakes head"

Now, bcos of this incident. my goodie old sister has been almost condemned and i m being said to b god send? so wtf is wrong wif dis.

Monday, November 24, 2008

life seriously haven been so messed up.

what will u do when ur siblings are actually pissed off wif your parents and quarreling and parents tok of disowning ur sibling and it involves you?

what will you do when u haf 10 projects overdue due to the loss of laptop and ur grp leader is shaking his/her head?

what will you do when ur parents are renting a place and dey need u to get some seriously quite high pay job to feed urself when you are doing your final year project in sch?

what will you do if the girl you like is giving u hell loads of probs and bull shit?

what will you do when your family is in shambles?

lastly,

what WILL YOU DO WHEN ALL OF THIS SHIT IS HAPPENING ALTOGETHER.

i dun even feel lyk spouting vulgarities now, seriously.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

i tink i m very happy and contented to no some tinks.

sometimes i jus need a little push

i wonder is she waiting or expecting something from me
NNB PUA CB. i tell u dun let me c u. i swear i will make u pay for making her cry.

and for spoiling my mood. _|_.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

holy shit, there is actually digimon online

international site might b coming out soon. dis is the unofficial website.
http://digimonrpgonline.net/

now onli korean and chinese server available. cant find the chinese though

Monday, November 17, 2008

i tell u, lim pei is kan sian in sch.

nth constructive for today as well. man it isnt the monday blues but pure tireness. i need the slp so i guess for the nxt coming few wks i might jus b a gd boy and go home straight after sch everyday.

bought new ear pieces but dey r rather powerful

so i might jus b joining the old men's recreation club and say

"100 sticks for 30 cents yo"

Sunday, November 16, 2008

ok i gt my new laptop. finally online. but i m still upset losing my old one. i haf been realli down these few days seriously. many thoughts. including killing, dis is goin to b complicated. so i will tell if u ask but depending as well.

AND LAST OF ALL A BIG FUCK YOU TO THE MOTHER FUCKER TT STOLE MY LAPTOP AND MY COM ACCESORIES. MAY U GET STRIKE BY LIGHTNING WHILE WALKING ON THE STREETS AND UR BALLS ROT WHILE WATCHING PORN. U STOLE A LAPTOP COS U R POOR AND U R DESTINED TO STAY POOR EVEN AFTER U STOLE THE LAPTOP AND COS U STOLE IT.

c i m nt so bad after all.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

i always do dis kind of stupid tinks.lol

Explain your relationship status:
- Single wif someone in mind

Name a lyric from the last song you listened to:
- i dunno is in jap. but part of it is in the post below

What did you wear today?
- The usual uncle clothes

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
- Nothing for now

How many windows are open on your computer?
- 3

What are you doing after this?
- ROT IN SCH.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- my uncle

Do you like to cuddle?
- I tink so

Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
- Mr Jerome Wee

Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
- Yea but none

Do you like hugs?
- Ok la.

Are you a loud person?
- What u tink?

Are you wearing underwear right now?
- Dis question is stupid

Look to your left, what do you see?
- My grp leader staring at me for nt doing work

What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
- Wishes come true

Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
- If i was smashed how m i even suppose to come home

Have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?
- No. my siblings' frens are lyk abt 10 yrs older

Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
- Yes

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
- Of cos

Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?
- Tink so.

Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
- My kick ass buddies.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
- often, very, unless needed

Last serious hug?
- Months back

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
- dyed b4

Is something bothering you?
- Confirmed

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
- Yea.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
- Yes.

What time woke you up this morning?
- 9.20am. my grp leader woke me up lol

Would you go back in time to change something?
- Probably

Is it hard leaving people behind?
- No. i can b a fucking loner if i wan to. but i gt great frens.

What are you excited for?
- LOL. when a 0 is added to my bank acct XD

Who was the last missed call?
- Mum, probably asking me whether i m coming home for dinner

At the moment are you more warm or cold?
- Cold, this proves tt the sch air con is working

What was the last thing you spent your money on?
- lemon tea.

Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
- No summer here. the whole yr is summer. hot until chua sai.

What are you doing right now?
- DOIN DIS SHIT

Can you handle the truth?
- Of course

How's your life lately?
- screwed

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
- Months back oso

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
- Fall

Do you hate being alone?
- Not realli

Where were you last night?
- Dbg den chinatown den home

Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
- jus now

Do you currently have a hickey?
- simi lj lai

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
- yea

When did you first get Myspace?
- i dun haf

Are you drifting away from any friends?
- I tink so. but usually i m gd at pulling them back

What are you listening to?
- Ranting from the other grp

What are you doing tonight?
- camp in arcade as usual

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
- Yes

Are you wearing socks?
- No.

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
- yea, my phone, wallet and keys

Who's your last text from?
- my twin lol.

Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
- Still can

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
- No

Someone on your mind right now?
- Yes

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- no

Who was the last person to sit on your bed?
- My mother.

Where were you at 2:02 this morning?
- hearing suet say interesting stuff over the phone, luffing at kang,

Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
- No, chio lan for wad

Anyone told you a secret this week?
- tink so. it was abt somebody spawl herself.

When was the last time you bought something?
- jus now

Do you play an instrument?
- No
changed some tinks on the blog.

no apparent reason. jus feel tt some tinks jus need to b changed.

music changed as well cos i tink dis song is very nice.

dis is the piano version but the lyrics is quite meaningful.

Only you might have passed by along the hill,
Many sunny spots have scattered about,
Only I think back upon this kind, warm place…
Only you, only you,
Were the one I liked,
My eyes blur across the skies, going far off,
For as long as I remember, even if everything changes,
There was only one thing, one thing commonplace,
Only one thing that showed its full brilliance,
Always, always protecting…

above is the translated version.

sch is a bore.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

random thought of the day:

i m bored of this world.

Sunday, November 02, 2008

HAHA.

ER MI TUO FUO.

doesnt the pic look lyk me? XD

my buddha is kind and benevolent
It might feel like you are losing some of your idealism today when a harsh truth hits you square in the face, but do not lose sight of your hopes and dreams. You can see the better side of people if you choose to, so don't give up. Sure, every once in a while someone will disappoint you with their actions, but that doesn't make them a bad person. If you care about someone, you need to give them a second chance. You will be very glad you did.

HOW TRUE FOR TODAY.

BUT STILL FUCK IT. WAD'S WIF THE WORLD TODAY.

I FEEL LYK DISOWNING EVERYBODY.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

suddenly idiocy is in trend.

man look at the photos holy shit.

i suddenly wan to pok myself lyk vince LOL.