regret

If life is widout ani regrets, i would suppose there will nt b ani so called 'lessons' for us to learn. Hu wished to haf regrets in their life, if u do, i would nt no which planet u r from or wherever place u r from. Even as a 17 yr old guy/boy/man, whatever u call it, i alreidi haf tons of regrets. Did u all no tt grumbling over sth u r unable to do can turn out to b an regret as well but o well. The onli advice that can b given for dis particular topic is do everytink to ur best of ur abilities and live life to the fullest and dis can reduce the no. of regrets u will haf in life. As for some unavoidable events, one can onli take tinks in their stride. And if reading dis brings back a lot of unhappy memories, den i m sry abt it.

Jealousy

Jealousy can b a ugly thing yes indeed. But at times i wonder why do some people lyk to get their bfs or gfs jealous abt some tinks, hard to say though but some tinks may jus turn ugly or mayb turn into sth irreversible. But nevertheless, it is an emotion built in us and we jus haf no other choice but to control it. The taste of it, people would describe it as sour? But o well i haf been goin thr tt for quite some time but tt's nt the pt. The sweetness in ur relationship is far more impt than wad i m facing i jus hope this irritating emotion of mine can get out of my sight,ok mayb nt sight jus out of my brains. Nt being noble here but jus being rational here.

ah chim stuff...a fine choice sir lol..

Let's c what shld i tok abt today....some chim stuff or mayb philosiphical stuff. ok KARMA. do u blive in karma? i m sure a lot of ppl dun cos if dey did probably there wouldnt b tt much of killing and some dumb wars tt nv shld haf happen and make ppl suffer for tt. Tink before u act definitely. What's the pt of regreting after u haf accidentally killed someone in a fit of anger. THERE end of story..the karma u get is get ur ass rdy, wash it up and rot in the cell. It is a superstitious thing jus tt whether u blive in it or nt. Better do as it will keep ur actions right on track

hehe showing my works lol

hehe at times mus show off a bit..lol no la jk ya jus putting some of my works on my blog hahaa. wan drawing feel free to ask but will done in comic style.

pda...

pda cant stand it...dun even understand a shit abt wad the lecturer is toking...go n burn in hell. zz my e-portfolio is so goin to fail. ah kick his arse piece of shit

goin all the way....

ARGH...almost dying...ah no worries, i will be fine jus tt i need to finish up all the projects at hand first. Work and projects, where is my time? Dun wry if u c eyebags on me but a reminder dun irritate me during tt time i may jus bite lol..tt's enuff. Today last lesson of IAC woohoo presentation tink still nt too bad. nt sure whether comt last lesson or nt. After that i dunno whether did i make a wasted trip or nt dots..and dunno whether changing my venue of project to fort canning or nt. Wonder wassup wif Jw seems to b mia..cant even start work la. aniways he better come to sch tml gt so much tinks to confirm and remind him abt but most imptly he's goin to get smacking from the other glks of 1M03

Mondays.... dots

i seriously dun lyk mondays but too bad.. fav lesson is on monday.. drawing fundamentals haha.. aniway today did model drawing again nt bad jus tt today i gt too xl tt teacher keep saying y u so naughthy today? LOL... wad sia nt a prob. I couldnt woke up this morning but luckily lao pa gave me a step and woke me up kao.. den after lesson and ta da i m hm. haf to start working on my IS stuff again since due date tml den later haf to meet wx to help him out wif his projects. LIFE SURE IS BZ but probably tt will stop me from thinking too much haha..yawns ciao

When flooded by memories

Woke up early today for drumming session...dots all late expected wx even woke up too late to come o well. Thought of many things today...memories of the past came back ah wadever. i m jus lyk been flooded by the sea of bad memories hoping for a ship to come to bring me to a new sea of memories, haha philosophical crap again dun mind me. After drumming went work, Sunday isnt tt great either, tiring day again now i m hm i still haf to finish IS work, ah no wries shld b able to finish haha tt's all from me today...tink quiting strings...kind of too bored and mind stressing..which is sian. aniways gtg

I m back to blogging....wif more complains ever

ya ok i m back to blogging...too much tinks to complain abt haha...or rather i m getting bored o ewll wadever it is. OK wassup today. I m losing my stamina...losing my breath more easily den ever, a bit more of exercise could jus finish me off i tink. Mus b asking abt wad...i cycled from my place to clementi to return yz's bike t i borrowed yesterday to go hm since i miss the last bus bcos of dmgf bah crap lol, aniway tink the tink tt is nt losing is my weight...shit tt's very bad. Too lz i suppose. Den finish up my DRF hw tt is due on monday 10 drawings. ah screw them but since my lecturer is nice n i m the rep, i haf no other choice but to do my work and hu says JQ doesnt do his work. Den went to workplace, Westlake. Saturdays can make u cry...so bz everywhere can barely catch my breath but b4 leaving and ending for the day me and wx went into the kitchen and snatch some 'hor fun' for our supper. Gone in sixty seconds, nth left, chester wasnt able to get a share. sad. ya den after tt meet up wif yz for more supper..ah food again hu can resist food, definitely i cant lol. Den went hm....Shack..preparing to slp since there is drumming session tml again gota pratice my two hand roll o well better hope those 2 dun b late. gt to zz...

Gd and bad tinks jus happened...

now now....seriously long time no post...2 many tinks happened....but no matter wad...shit jus happened 2 me yesterday...lost my hp...tt thief mus b stupid or wad...take the lousiest phone among us de..gay...2day...woke up early 2 send dear hm..but still somehow screwed up...haha aniway love her...and gtg

So many tinks haf happen...

...wow...last post 29th march...bz me 4get 2 post le but aniway....so many tinks haf happen get 2 no some new frens from other schs de den doin a lot of tinks but nv studying i wonder wth is wrong wif me but nvm goin 2 lock a lot of tinks up....ps2 all locked up le jus except my tapz card and drummania and guitarfreaks cards....still controlling addiction but most lykly cannot i tink...wx oso ma..say say onli...lucki i nv say netink bout it...haha need 2 force myself 2 study le...gtg...

lz..lz

no time 2 post anitink mayb 2 bz playin and studying....1 wk holiday passed so fast...sian wish 4 more holidays but exam drawing near so is truly time 2 study le...i tink probably nt goin out animore mayb 1 or twice den realli sit down 2 study....aniway i wan 2 wish every1 from my lv. gd luck 4 o lvs...

BREAK D0WN...

2 long nv post anitink 2day free den post..might as well...happen 2 much stuff but most interesting shld b from the start of the holidays..non stop goin out...let's start from monday...morning still lazing around at hm den at 1 go sch 4 meeting...np stuff crappy den later go spa wif kev,clement and kev's cousin den at nite meet wx go drum den tuesday morning go watch sharlene's tennis match den later go swimming den go pool...2 much activities damn crazy...den 2day go drum and play guitar in the afternoon all the way 2 nite and at clementi i kana 'robbed'....so many frens in clementi ask me donate...den no money no choice haf 2 go change den gif 1 by 1...but gif face la...cos dey oso very hard do flag day at clementi and wif so many ppl some more. aniway tml shld b resting at hm but mayb if some1 asks me out den go loh...aniway gtg

voice out of order...

O crap...losing my voice..wth now speaking oso haf problems...mayb is retribution lyk clement says cos scold the 'crow' 2 much (refering to my chinese teacher) haf 2 take a lot of cough medicine now...currently i tink better stop scolding ani1 4 a while if nt my throat may nt b able 2 take it....working slowly on wad i m suppose 2 do...haha aniway gtg...

Sick...

Jus had fever yesterday...2day feeling better but still dun tink can make it but aniway nth 2 do at hm so post sth...but aniway goin back 2 sch tml mayb i will b all fine when i c her haha...gt scolded a lot by mum but everytime de la i sick she will say a lot of tinks de...aniway gtg...

new targets of life

I decided 2 go 4 a try...a promise i made wif them...well i dun tink is possible 4 me 2 say wad it is haha...but aniway i wonder wad's wrong wif me i get tired very easily nowadays especially on sundays....very sian tink i shld try 2 get more slp on weekdays and a new target is i will study full time after the march holidays but dunno tt is possible or nt since there r a lot of temptations in this world haha but aniway gtg...

Hardcore gaming nowadays

Long time no post...probably playing too much of a3...lacking of slp oso do everytink oso sian but no matter wad since nvr post 4 long time den dcided 2 post 2day dunno y either mayb gd mood ba..haha 2day losing big money...expected 2 suay liao...actually can win 45 from nigel but he managed 2 clear...but nvm...o ya getting a web cam from preston...need new accessories in my com...gt a atf camp on 3rd march dunno wad lai de...nvm ask ivan later aniway gtg

CNY...season 4 the 'loansharks'

Get the money!!!....haha no la 2dae first day of cny mus b happi den go get money from relatives...i still nt bad get quite a lot gd 4 me...wan 2 slim down den keep eating wad's wif me aniway...nvm will exercise after new year...tml will b a beter day 2 get money...But most of all haf 2 hope everyone gets to gain and nt lose...haha aniway gtg...

A heLL wHoLe oF a DrUmMinG eXpErIEnCe

Saturday...the day i would say the day i can 'hot'..haha it jus refers to me goin drumming...dun tink elsewhere pls but aniway slpt a lot 2 day...morning slp afternoon slp..cos sch made me dis tired...den msg dar to tok in the afternoon+evening loh but i oso wan 2 tok 2 her la..den drum 4 quite long in the late evening loh...but no how 2 beat a new song le...nt bad ba..den after tt went hm liao but still tinking where can i go but since cannot tink of ani den return hm reluctantly loh..sian...aniway gtg...

Long time no post....

Dar dar complaining bout me nt posting so i dcided 2 make a post everyday...try la from now...2day...a little sian...np 2 tiring school sux...the amaths paper so tough...crap...worn out...totally but at nite go play pool wif yz,kev,wx,vince,yg and chester dey all...quite fun though lost a lot...aiya still learning no choice...then oso tried bowling...the 'drain' there very smooth...hahaha..lame i guess...aniway gtg...