u r wad i haf always been waiting for.

life...

i wan to live life to fullest...thus decision was made...carrying it out in 13 hrs time..it begins

10 words

10 words to c whether u will fail a module or nt...indeed so true so true

the tuesday

TIME TO CRASH SOME LECTURES HAHAHAHAHAH

summarizing

ok some events this wk, went ntu to crash tat's lectures, the food there is surprisingly cheap, i tink even cheaper than ngee ann's .... kao, yea and that french lecturer of his is such a winner tt his england is so freaking powderful, tt i feel lyk throwing a slipper right into his face R=/= AIR and Deter=/= PEAR ..... if i had such a lecturer i wonder would i bang my head against the wall or jump down the building or sth. 1 conclusion, ppl hu r able to graduate from uni r CAPABLE ppl. LOL. yesterday went to ton at bobby's place. ya and we r lyk chionging trickster the whole nite woohoo had been doing dis lately and i m still alive, but cant take a lot more of dis probably die from it or sth. the face of mine bcame dis each time i nv slp for a nite 0_0 zombie hahaha. well u can say i m enjoying well tt's all

hehe a way of looking back i learn from mum

ok let's c the changes that i had from sec 1. and now yr 1 in poly.

When i was 13, i gt into dis new town sec and shld i say tt's when the fun and nitemares begin..

Work: None, my parents didnt allow it
Living in: Dover, hell lot of crazy ppl there and they r all stuck at level 6 jus above me.god..
Hairstyle: BOTAK..i didnt wan to tok abt it
Glasses: yea. the famous and stylous round frame specs LOL
Best frens: My buddies of the xl gang haha many tt time the gang was still expanding
Crush: Tt's past zz...
Tattoes and piercings: NEITHER.
Nicknames: Fish, Fishball, Flying monk ya wadever u can tink of thr tt way
Broken someone's heart: No? i tink mayb my mum's
Heartbroken: O yes
What was i doing: jus gt to no i haf crap ppl in my sec sch and i m bcoming 1 of them =)

NOW, 17

Work: Many companies currently at westlake eating hse
Living in: a 'bird cage' in holland village
Hairstyle: my ex classmate said it was as long as hers..HERS
Glasses: no longer the round frame though, nicer pair
Best frens: The members of the xl gang still, expanded haha nt disbanded though
Crush?: none for now
Tattoes and piercings: still none surprisingly
Nicks: still increasing dog, huang gou all sorts of nonsense have been added in as well
Broken someone's heart: tink i did...
Heart broken: ya same as ever still goin on
What m i doin: work,play,dmgf getting into the best part of my life i tink =D mayb nt the best part haha nt too sure since i haf onli lived for 17 yrs

chicken soup for the F**ked up soul

call dis sg service, today a great bus driver shut the door immediately when i came up and gt my bag stuck in between the doors. great jus great and he either tinks i m crazy or i can shed my skin and get out from tt door myself but nt i gave him a stare and onli after i say my bag is stuck den he open the bloody door to let me move. great try, i c tt the service is so gd nowadays tt i can bow, sry nt bow gif a pow in a face so by repaying dis great man hell of a driver i rang the bells more den 10 times jus for him jus lyk wad u do in long john silvers ring the bell when dey did well. o well, enuff of tt today had fun sessioning at cck, random all and we gt ourselves dd5 once, dd6 thrice nice indeed, expected a stage fail for tt o well. had fun. bought jay's latest album let's c wad nice and new songs is in there, the album is rather stylish i mus say. nth much to tok abt jus wan to complain that i haf work tml yea. HA.



chicken soup for the F**ked up soul indeed

little update

ya nth much for the past few wks..flood myself wif anime and jus making my way to the arcade...nth special instead so b it

some random complains

i tink i m getting desperate..lacking time and slp zzz..

o well..wad's hols aniway

sticks broke...great, now i haf to get new 1s...zzz probably getting tama but dunno available and ani other ez way to get it or somehow..yea aniway on power engine for trickster, i didnt slp yesterday jus to up 10 lvls me and bobby were lyk...giving the face this morning as though we were drug traffickers. Argh round 2 started in the early afternoon where the server had probs again...shld haf made use of the chance to slp. But doubt i need tt much of slp for now...playing bcame the first priority ya and so...blah off for chicken rice

right..

right...nt updating is naughty...zzz ya so i here to say again tt i m rotting away...o well work last wk.. oO picked up lots of food on sat...until me and wx wan to surrender..ai seh first time eat until lyk tt..o well chester and yz nt free tt wk if nt wouldnt b so bloated BURPS. other den tt..last wk was ROTTEN...rot and stink in the arcade. well listening to rob thomas's- ever the same nice song..indeed gtg.

today's achievements on dm

I can finally play dis song. Nt very gd yet but at least i didnt get a stage fail.











Ya i S funky, quite neat, p rate is fine i suppose, combo first time reach 300, quite happy abt it..gd gd can continue further. Wad else tt is gd enuff nv put in, nt realli much oso. Die zauber ext became skill pt 64%, tpp2 58% still no skill yet..., let me believe went up by 1 percent...ok at least it went up.









Ya and i haf been hanging out at the arcade everyday, shld i say well done. But i m still lyk chanting sian everyday...zzz.ROT AND ROT

dmgf achievements and other stuff

ok finally passed dis sai song, couldnt b ani better lol, went into skill pts ya but still nt catching the cymbal and snare part. trying to.o ya funky went up to 71 percent thx to bryant's and yuh shin's teachings ai seh...thx realli 5 percent nt ez to up. 950.xx now..wan to c green.

ok tt's all abt dmgf. ya one sentence to say abt now....i m rotting my self to waste....trying to make use of the time though

ps more...connection gt lost..bringing u the pai kias photo

photo shoot

ah..i totally forgt abt dis..here r some photos from photo shoot from last thurs, lz to post on frenster still mus shrink here and there..argh forget it.
















AI SEH..gay face ya i no u will tink tt way...hey cher ask me to do this pose ok.












ok GLKs from 1M03 gathers lol, and tt includes my teacher lol




ok my class nt all but abt there yup

long long

After work...as usual i haf a lot of complains abt work...lol. OK nt the pt my hols r here...lol time to rot.. mayb go find another work to get somemmore money to feed myself and my entertainment ya i haf nth much to post unless someone bugs me to post? haha mayb another day.tt's all for today

i tink i m so saddistic until i m hurting myself emotionally everyday

the taste of missing a person

The cock and bull story abt missing someone. is it realli painful to miss someone. YES AND NO. yes indeed the feeling can almost destroy u.NO cos u might jus be hurting urself over it when the other party dun even care. The emotion of tinking of someone, was it given to us to make humans painful in the mind. wadever it is. THE CREATOR OF HUMANS mus a little saddistic or sth, even the world is nt perfect as it is i can tell u dis emotion is crap and total shit. SUMMARIZE....miss someone so wad, tt emotion dun get to the other person or he or she dun understand, u r jus killing urself or dying over ur own emotions for NTH

regret

If life is widout ani regrets, i would suppose there will nt b ani so called 'lessons' for us to learn. Hu wished to haf regrets in their life, if u do, i would nt no which planet u r from or wherever place u r from. Even as a 17 yr old guy/boy/man, whatever u call it, i alreidi haf tons of regrets. Did u all no tt grumbling over sth u r unable to do can turn out to b an regret as well but o well. The onli advice that can b given for dis particular topic is do everytink to ur best of ur abilities and live life to the fullest and dis can reduce the no. of regrets u will haf in life. As for some unavoidable events, one can onli take tinks in their stride. And if reading dis brings back a lot of unhappy memories, den i m sry abt it.

Jealousy

Jealousy can b a ugly thing yes indeed. But at times i wonder why do some people lyk to get their bfs or gfs jealous abt some tinks, hard to say though but some tinks may jus turn ugly or mayb turn into sth irreversible. But nevertheless, it is an emotion built in us and we jus haf no other choice but to control it. The taste of it, people would describe it as sour? But o well i haf been goin thr tt for quite some time but tt's nt the pt. The sweetness in ur relationship is far more impt than wad i m facing i jus hope this irritating emotion of mine can get out of my sight,ok mayb nt sight jus out of my brains. Nt being noble here but jus being rational here.