i m so freaking bored at home when u haf so many pieces of animation stuck wif u. sian.

i m nt such a homely man after all.

i wan to go out i guess. i guess mayb i jus dun lyk staying in dis hse haha.

when i was young, i often created a lot of trouble. destroy things, beat ppl up, disturb ppl, teachers shake their heads when they c me. parents were often called up to sch, i tink my parents were probably tinking y did dey haf a kid lyk dis.

When i was older, my results were nt fantastic even though i was in the em1 class in primary sch, in fact i was always the last. at this pt of time my results were always compared. it will always b "eh u c tt so and so results so gd, goin into a gd secondary sch and all blah blah" i tink at this pt of time my parents were tinking y is my son nt hardworking and smart enuff.

When i was in secondary sch, i was in New town, results kind of picked up, but still nt fantastic. it is the results of any average joe tt u could c around. past time in class was to play poker cards and all. i tink my strongest language is probably vulgarities. at home i often glued my self to the computer or ps 2. my parents probably tink "wah lao wad my son will bcome? shakes head"

Now, bcos of this incident. my goodie old sister has been almost condemned and i m being said to b god send? so wtf is wrong wif dis.

life seriously haven been so messed up.

what will u do when ur siblings are actually pissed off wif your parents and quarreling and parents tok of disowning ur sibling and it involves you?

what will you do when u haf 10 projects overdue due to the loss of laptop and ur grp leader is shaking his/her head?

what will you do when ur parents are renting a place and dey need u to get some seriously quite high pay job to feed urself when you are doing your final year project in sch?

what will you do if the girl you like is giving u hell loads of probs and bull shit?

what will you do when your family is in shambles?

lastly,

what WILL YOU DO WHEN ALL OF THIS SHIT IS HAPPENING ALTOGETHER.

i dun even feel lyk spouting vulgarities now, seriously.

i tink i m very happy and contented to no some tinks.

sometimes i jus need a little push

i wonder is she waiting or expecting something from me

NNB PUA CB. i tell u dun let me c u. i swear i will make u pay for making her cry.

and for spoiling my mood. _|_.

holy shit, there is actually digimon online

international site might b coming out soon. dis is the unofficial website.
http://digimonrpgonline.net/

now onli korean and chinese server available. cant find the chinese though

i tell u, lim pei is kan sian in sch.

nth constructive for today as well. man it isnt the monday blues but pure tireness. i need the slp so i guess for the nxt coming few wks i might jus b a gd boy and go home straight after sch everyday.

bought new ear pieces but dey r rather powerful

so i might jus b joining the old men's recreation club and say

"100 sticks for 30 cents yo"

ok i gt my new laptop. finally online. but i m still upset losing my old one. i haf been realli down these few days seriously. many thoughts. including killing, dis is goin to b complicated. so i will tell if u ask but depending as well.

AND LAST OF ALL A BIG FUCK YOU TO THE MOTHER FUCKER TT STOLE MY LAPTOP AND MY COM ACCESORIES. MAY U GET STRIKE BY LIGHTNING WHILE WALKING ON THE STREETS AND UR BALLS ROT WHILE WATCHING PORN. U STOLE A LAPTOP COS U R POOR AND U R DESTINED TO STAY POOR EVEN AFTER U STOLE THE LAPTOP AND COS U STOLE IT.

c i m nt so bad after all.

i always do dis kind of stupid tinks.lol

Explain your relationship status:

- Single wif someone in mind

Name a lyric from the last song you listened to:

- i dunno is in jap. but part of it is in the post below

What did you wear today?

- The usual uncle clothes

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?

- Nothing for now

How many windows are open on your computer?

- 3

What are you doing after this?

- ROT IN SCH.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

- my uncle

Do you like to cuddle?

- I tink so

Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?

- Mr Jerome Wee

Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
- Yea but none

Do you like hugs?

- Ok la.

Are you a loud person?

- What u tink?

Are you wearing underwear right now?

- Dis question is stupid

Look to your left, what do you see?

- My grp leader staring at me for nt doing work

What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?

- Wishes come true

Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?

- If i was smashed how m i even suppose to come home

Have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?

- No. my siblings' frens are lyk abt 10 yrs older

Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?

- Yes

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?

- Of cos

Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?

- Tink so.

Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?

- My kick ass buddies.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?

- often, very, unless needed

Last serious hug?

- Months back

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?

- dyed b4

Is something bothering you?

- Confirmed

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?

- Yea.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?

- Yes.

What time woke you up this morning?

- 9.20am. my grp leader woke me up lol

Would you go back in time to change something?

- Probably

Is it hard leaving people behind?

- No. i can b a fucking loner if i wan to. but i gt great frens.

What are you excited for?

- LOL. when a 0 is added to my bank acct XD

Who was the last missed call?

- Mum, probably asking me whether i m coming home for dinner

At the moment are you more warm or cold?

- Cold, this proves tt the sch air con is working

What was the last thing you spent your money on?

- lemon tea.

Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?

- No summer here. the whole yr is summer. hot until chua sai.

What are you doing right now?

- DOIN DIS SHIT

Can you handle the truth?

- Of course

How's your life lately?

- screwed

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?

- Months back oso

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?

- Fall

Do you hate being alone?

- Not realli

Where were you last night?

- Dbg den chinatown den home

Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?

- jus now

Do you currently have a hickey?

- simi lj lai

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?

- yea

When did you first get Myspace?

- i dun haf

Are you drifting away from any friends?

- I tink so. but usually i m gd at pulling them back

What are you listening to?

- Ranting from the other grp

What are you doing tonight?

- camp in arcade as usual

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?

- Yes

Are you wearing socks?

- No.

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?

- yea, my phone, wallet and keys

Who's your last text from?

- my twin lol.

Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?

- Still can

Ever kissed someone who smokes?

- No

Someone on your mind right now?

- Yes

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

- no

Who was the last person to sit on your bed?

- My mother.

Where were you at 2:02 this morning?

- hearing suet say interesting stuff over the phone, luffing at kang,

Did you go to sleep last night smiling?

- No, chio lan for wad

Anyone told you a secret this week?

- tink so. it was abt somebody spawl herself.

When was the last time you bought something?

- jus now

Do you play an instrument?

- No

changed some tinks on the blog.

no apparent reason. jus feel tt some tinks jus need to b changed.

music changed as well cos i tink dis song is very nice.

dis is the piano version but the lyrics is quite meaningful.

Only you might have passed by along the hill,
Many sunny spots have scattered about,
Only I think back upon this kind, warm place…
Only you, only you,
Were the one I liked,
My eyes blur across the skies, going far off,
For as long as I remember, even if everything changes,
There was only one thing, one thing commonplace,
Only one thing that showed its full brilliance,
Always, always protecting…

above is the translated version.

sch is a bore.

random thought of the day:

i m bored of this world.

HAHA.

ER MI TUO FUO.

doesnt the pic look lyk me? XD

my buddha is kind and benevolent

It might feel like you are losing some of your idealism today when a harsh truth hits you square in the face, but do not lose sight of your hopes and dreams. You can see the better side of people if you choose to, so don't give up. Sure, every once in a while someone will disappoint you with their actions, but that doesn't make them a bad person. If you care about someone, you need to give them a second chance. You will be very glad you did.

HOW TRUE FOR TODAY.

BUT STILL FUCK IT. WAD'S WIF THE WORLD TODAY.

I FEEL LYK DISOWNING EVERYBODY.

suddenly idiocy is in trend.

man look at the photos holy shit.

i suddenly wan to pok myself lyk vince LOL.

PCB, limpei running out of time.

haf to make my moves fast.

花海 by 周杰伦

静止了所有的花开

遥远了清晰的爱

天郁闷爱却更喜欢

那时候我不懂这叫爱

你喜欢站在那窗台

你好久都没再来

彩色的时间染上空白

是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开距离隔不开

思念变成海在窗外进不来

原谅说太快爱成了阻碍

手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开回忆花不开

欠你的宠爱我在等待重来

天空仍灿烂她爱着大海

情歌被打败爱已不存在

Project sketchbook in progress.

is goin to b a tedious job after all.

I TELL U

MMA MOTHER FUCKERS LEECHERS.

DUN PUSH IT.

TOK AND TOK TO ME BUT U R STILL NT GOIN TO GET THE 150 DOLLARS OUT FROM MY POCKET.

FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND.

DUN U NO WAD IS THE MEANING OF NOT INTERESTED?

TREAT IT AS CELEBRATION OF GRADUATION?

DUN MAKE ME LUFF.

COOPERATE?

FOR WAD. I TELL U AGAIN IF IT WAS 1.50 OR 15 DOLLARS. I SAYANG I GIF. IS 150 DOLLARS MIND U.

SCREW THE COURSE. SCREW THE COMMUNITY.

sch started and i need a getaway.

someone has been mia for at least 24 hrs.

messed up feeling.

i feel rather empty.

i no i no is time to update.

cos i can finally blog lyk i wan it. lyk cos tml aunt is goin hk for one and a half mths and haha GET LOST XD.

gt some freedom back. finally. hu cares abt the 12am curfew _|_

and sadly oct is mth to get broke.

look at the amt of birthdays dis mth

man and on another note.

i might haf a ton at my hse within the one and half mths.

dun wry is nt the fucking bird cage tt some of u all had seen.

dis hse is nt too bad.