sth abt iidx.

dis is the first time i m ever posting abt iidx.



PORDA SUNI. FIRST LVL 12.

wad a close shave.

i was jus few seconds away of landing myself inside a hospital. or even death.

the door of co-op which is the so called provision shop of my sch 'exploded' or rather the glass door shattered.

i dun even no how to react.

mayb da nan bu si bi you hou fu?

mayb nt.

after so long, jq is 1300 finally.

no intention of pushing at first but o well some song surprised me.

sch is a bore.

and i haf to clear the shit out of the boredom.

perhaps i haf rot too long to b full of shit

long post.

i haven done some long post in a while might as well do so. since i m in a real clear state of mind now.

Some tinks tt i might haf found out abt myself. BUT do correct me if i m wrong.

some may ask, y is dis needed. ERM, let's jus say we haf to constantly improve and do some reflections on ourselves? isnt tt how we improve? or learn it thr the hard way by making someone tell u.

in pt form.
-my temper goes fast, but it isnt ez to get it on fire. But last yr, somebody proved me wrong. and she proved me wrong by making me wear a skirt and kotex every mth to come, and if u dun get tt, pls use jqwiki. thx.

-my eq is rather high. i wouldnt say very very but at least above average and somebody proved me wrong last yr as well. dis is stupid i dun tink i m handle my emotions tt lousily or wadever it is spelt.

-I AM ACTUALLY WEAK. (screw dis seriously in whichever sense tt u can ever link me to weak)


i dunno how to go on seriously. but to go abt it quickly is. dis is a new yr. let bygones b bygones in ani sense of ani way, tt is if u can do so. cos for every min tt u r angry/sad/having negative emotions, u r actually losing 60 seconds of happiness.

i m taking things much more easily now. But, my theory is still, i take things lyk a man and i do things lyk a man, if there are ani things tt need to b settled wif me, haf a cup of coffee wif me and we can tok over it. I certainly dun believe in doin actions behind backs or wadever lyk tt.

but of cos.last of all, above r jus my thoughts and is definitely nt directed at anione, unless otherwise tink so?

2009

new yr,

new stuff, new frens, new resolutions, new hse, new goals.

and most of all,

new shit.

nvm tt's nt the pt. i wasnt here to type shit aniway. well i haf officially moved to a new place. for temporary moments again. guess i haf to adapt again. and first day onli i m alreidi slping in my living room damn. zz. nice place for everytink seriously, but jus tt the location is abit sucky.

last of all, where is my ans?

rmb when i say when i mean i m rotten means i m rotten?

den let's add on to one pt again.

wad u haf seen up to date is nt the biggest flare from me.

it jus might get worse

or even worst.

jus dun let me find out some tinks. seriously

Reflection from the past 1,2 mths

today, i tink is the day tt i realli took in a deep breath and let it out

i tink for the past 1,2 mths i haf been goin haywire? or call it emotional torment or torture which by right it shldnt b so.

o at this pt u all mus b tinking, "o jq goin to gif up alreidi huh"

nope i m nt giving it up yet, is jus i m making myself to take tinks real easy, i m leaving things to fate.

dis 1 or 2 mths especially i notice some tinks in myself.

the times i emo were far more den the times i m luffing or even smiling.

i get angry at little tinks fast. and i thought i had a lot of patience but apparently when it comes to someone, i suck at my patience. practically bcoming some grumpy old man.

seriously tt's bad

and i haf been using my brains for wrong tinks. tinking too much rubbish.

but still, i nv regret, cos i realli did my best and did all i could. =)

still, be happy since the old jq is coming back. no more angry man except when i m hungry and of cos will b back full of xlness =D.

i wonder wad kind of christmas m i goin to haf dis yr.

mayb it might jus turn out to b the worst christmas tt i m goin to haf.

battle of yi ling starts now.

i m bored too. acknowledgement to those tt ended my boredom to let me c dis quiz

1)Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your first name?!
Jackass. =)

2)Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?!
WHO R U?

3)Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?!
yea.someone

4)How many bedrooms do you have in your house?!
3 i tink. o wait, i dun even haf a hse of my own damn.

5)Do tattoos and piercings excite you?!
No.

6)Is there a reason for your friendster song?!
i jus removed it.

7)Do you hate the last guy/girl you were talking to?!
no?

8)Who was your last text message from?!
MY GROUP LEADER. REMINDING ME TO DO MY WORK HOLY SHIT.

9)What's the best wedding you've been to?!
My sister's wedding.

10)What time did you wake up this morning?!
8

11)If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?!
obviously

12)Do you get along better with guys or girls?!
NONE. I AM ANTI SOCIAL. MY SISTER SAY I M AUTISTIC.

13)Who is the best person to cheer you up?!
Myself.

14)Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?!
NO. I WAS BULLSHITTING AROUND.

15)When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?!
JUST.

16)Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?!
yea. i tink my big fat mummy deserves one big kiss from me

17)What is wrong with you right now?!
fuck u understand.

18)Would you go in public looking like you do right now?!
I DUN MIND SINCE I M IN MY UNCLE CLOTHES AS USUAL

19)Would you kiss someone to make your bf/gf mad?!
tt's pure sam pat

20)Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?!
THE ONE TT CAME OUT WIF DIS QUESTION IS STUPID

21)Do you use t9, word, or abc?!
t9

22)Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?!
Yeah

23)Do you tell your mom everything?!
no. she no nuts abt me

24)Who was the last person you yelled at?!
my nephew

25)Who was the last person/s you cried in front of?!
In front of my dead grandmother

26)Have you told anybody you loved them today?!
No.

27)Think of the last person you held hands with, do they mean something to you?!
Of cos, he's my nephew.

28)Could you cry right now?!
No. i am almost heartless

29)What do you need to be doing right now?!
A towel. to bath

30)How's your ex doing?!
I care abt her.

31)Who can you trust?!
Myself.

32)Where were you friday night?!
Somewhere tt i dun wish to rmb

33)Who did you last talk to on the phone?!
Wan Qi

34)Where will you be in a hour?!
Ramming the keyboard

35)How late did you stay up last night?!
2 am?

36)What's your hair look like today?!
lyk everyday.

today i tink the onli tink tt she did to make me happy is taking a grp photo.

the rest of the day i suddenly go thailand.

and my age jus went down

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

i gt a nice wake up call from some #)&)%&#)(&%)(. HAHAAHAH. nt the kana fuck left right up down.

i m definitely feeling better and i no wad i m goin to do when the time comes.

i m freaking bored. i need some entertainment

day 3.

dis is seriously still too painful from me.

those words seem to haf some ringing effect on me. and i m abt to get crushed from those words

i seriously need some time.

i m practically stepping on landmines and jet fighter planes crashing into my life.

seriously, m i an idiot?

if nt, y treat me lyk one.

and o, now the thief is calling for the police when the thief is done wif the work.

i guess somebody is gd wif mind games after all.

if u dun understand dis post dun bother asking, i m nt entertaining.

thx all tt supported. =D

today was a fruitful day.

i was nt happy. but at least i tried. somebody jus haf the stupid remote control on her hand tt can make my mood go haywire. damn it.

went nihonmura for high tea buffet wif evina sis. as usual the food there were nt too bad. seriously nt bad at all for the price. and did alot of catching up tt we needed to do so

den starbucks were giving this free drink from 5-7pm. lucky to get a cup. for salvation army. i donated 2 bucks so ya. nt lyk the coffeeshop coffee. so ya.

so the happy ppl for the day. at least in the day i was rather happy.



free drinks for the typical singaporeans yo.

seems lyk some evil side of me is awakening.

or mayb i m jus pured bored to c some commotion or events happening.

when i say i m rotten. i mean it so. i seriously can b an ass too.

old

conclusion. I M SERIOUSLY OLD.

nt in terms of age. but my body jus cant take nights without slp animore.

Let's do a comparision between now and den:

Then:
-16 yrs of age when i start frequent tonning
-Sanguoing whole nite at the arcade at marina bay
-Can walk from marina bay steamboat area to the MRT station in the morning after arcade close since there is no bus.
-NOT SO FAT.
-After tonning still can straight away go play dmgf and can add pts.

Now:
-19 yrs. nt even 20.
-rarely tonned now. body cant take it.
-Random stuff done to burn the time through the nite. For e.g pointing middle fingers X times at a single person without him noticing. where X represent a very large number.
-I almost died when walking from blk 302 to Lot 1
-FAT lyk the ball.
-Hand lyk tofu when playing guitar.
-THE STUPID GUITAR KEEP GIVING ME 94 PG ended up no extra stage for certain credit. eh come on la i haven miss having extra stage for a nong nong time alreidi ok.

猿渡 Saruwatari (monkey on a crossing bridge) 涼二 Ryouji (twice refreshing)

nth better to do so play wif dis. and seriously wtf y mus i always b associated wif monkeys.

i wish to b associated wif a girl who is born in the yr of monkey though =x haha

tagged by twin by dunno X light yrs back cos i didnt c.

10 weird things/little known facts/habits

1) my surname is wee. as in by right it shld b wee jing quan instead of huang jing quan dun ask me y is it huang aniway cos my mum wans it tt way.

2) i haf a bad affinity wif virgo girls. lyked lyk 5 virgo girls b4? we r onli gd as frens i guess.

3) From kindergarden to primary sch, i was a big bully. after secondary sch, i was bullied.

4) I used to cry alot. crybaby haha.

5) I was nicknamed destroyer at home. cos almost everytink i touch at home will most lykly spoil in short term. dis onli applies to things tt are nt mine. i dunno the reason y seriously/

6) i haf a habit of self defense everyday b4 i slp. if u dun understand, go figure

7) i may haf a fierce face. or put it ani way u wan to. but my bark is definitely louder than my bite, i m a kind man u no =)

8) i dun realli acknowledge my gd frens/buddies by words. i hate saying some mushy stuff or wadever along tt line. if u r my gd fren/buddies, c how i treat u cos i treat them lyk my family.

9)eating is favourite habit (not realli a hidden fact huh)

10) i love myself actually. HAHA.

hu to tag:
whoever. lyk i care abt them