A big thank u to u dis bunch of you xin ppl.

Firstly wan to thk all those ppl for rmbring my bday. a big thk u although is jus a tiny gesture i appreciate it.

here's the list.
Mum and Dad (obviously 18 yrs ago u 2 were witnessing the born of a great descendant of urs although mum keep saying if i didnt haf u i could haf toured the world. thx for bringing me to dis world ya XD realli love them but i m nt gd wif words)
Sis( my ever loving and doting sis =D)
Yong Zuan( of cos la cb, u r my brother forget bo xin leh, thx for the great dinner oso.)
Ivan( ya my gay buddy u forget u oso bo xin. =)thx for the great dinner as well. u 2 are my brothers indeed.)
Yu guang. (yes cow, glad u rmbed it thx a lot buddy)
Wan Ting ( unexpected but thk u oso)
Jiun Jia ( yea thk u. and thx for ur REMINDER.)
Sze Jin ( yea 7 plus msg me thx aniway and i was slping. 0_0)
Hui Qing ( yea thx 'lao po' haha. although u everytime gt the dates wrong)
Jerry ( wah lao agar agar oso rmbed. lol thx ya)
Chung lam ( ya ok. nth to say jus thx dun get urself too lame)
Xian Hui (wtf. wad wash rice until more clean)
Bernie( GU nt bad ah. my cousin indeed ya la vanessa bday oso hee)
Li Ping( thx i tink u r sick right. but thx for still rmbring and ur testimonial)
Jason( thx for the testimonial handsome haha)
Yuh Shin ( thx ah FUCKER lol. )
Shu Hui (thx pretty. u rmbed unexpected. )
Charlene(thx bitch. i m getting bitchier as day passes. HEE.)
Evina (thx sister. as always u always make my day)
Tick Aun( wow. thx man unexpected from u. jus say hi i wun eat u up)
Wee Leng (wah lan another one tt reminds me. thx aniway.)
Bryant ( 1.10 suni. thx for ur great testimonial HAHA. indeed my best tok cock buddy)
Nigel( a big fuck u,understand =).thx)
Wei Qi (thx luckily u rmbed my old fren haha.)
Wei Ling ( wow thx for the nice testi. thx for rmbring oso.)
Marlins ( thx marlins for giving me such a great bday celebration as well. Ms michelle, ms hsing wee, wenbao, ivan yeo, ms audrey, mr eddy and those hu turned up. THX A LOT GUYS.)
Zul (thx ya teddy. LYDD XD.)
Sheng Tat ( lol TAT u announced. and hell yea is 18. SWEET 18 huh. HAHA.)
Claudia (u rmbed. and i m SO GLAD tt u rmbed. ya nice 11th hr sia. some drama to it?)


tell me if i leave out ur names XD. u guys made a change in my life jus by dis tiny gesture my great frens and buddies.

WAD a feast haha. man haven celebrated my bday in a while. 16th bday was probably the darkest bday i ever had. 17th nth happen haha. dis yr nt too bad my family celebrated wif me haha. nice cake as well haha. a lot of wishes ask me n i might tell u XD.

random.

i dun wan to c u down until lyk dis. it jus pains me so much.

...pictures. right. tell me abt camwhoring =x.

charlene chao extra. when i decide to play wif my camera.




i nt happy. chop off her bloody head. b4 tt say 'trademark' first.



i m proud of wad i haf done XD. i lyk the head where it is.

i m lz to scan and ya. dis is my masterpiece ok. aniway is the cck gang if u cant read. i tink i m ok at cartoon drawing so ya. ask and u shall b given one. =)

Way back into love by hugh grant and drew barrymore. Nice song

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh 

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

ok. mayb it nv meant to start. jus nv. 123 nor 456 or even 789. mayb staying alone would still b the best choice out.

gr.

ok i m lz. i jus haf to admit it. wad's there to blog when u onli haf shit everyday. damn. ok firstly. ms j u realli piss me off. owe me 20 bucks pls return i aint tt close to u ya. damn. still act lyk nth i say again WE AINT TT CLOSE. dammit. i ego crushed the rubbish dump and he showed me face, lol i wonder m i in real deep shit but screw it. u disgust me _|_. nbcb. nxt i rushed tinks i m so angry wif myself i tok too much my bad. end up i tink now we haf tons and tons of misunderstandings for me to clear. let tinks stay dis way ok. let's jus say i hope tinks go well between me and ms m. HA. END OF SHITSIDE STORY.

new age of ppl having dinner.

i m having my dinner at 1am. isnt tt happening.? wonderful haha. dun b surprised if i add a few more pounds to my body fats. =x. life sure is bz and there are so many lessons to b learnt everyday. man

photo taking XD

chilling in the famous tau hue shop.



in olden days.NOT.


man i m beginning to tink the days in my digital photomedia lessons were nt wasted, i had such a talent after all XD. not the pt yea the famous tau huey shop, ask and u will no where is it, serves real gd soya beancurd, soya bean milk and the famous yu zha gue. yummy.

long wait

sry guys for the long wait i m finally back. haha jus haven haf the time to update tt is. ok kind of back to training to keep my self fit again pretty hard but i m trying,i mean i will do it, DO. i hate myself at times, for being hu i m but den and again becos of my gd and bad pts tt makes me wad i m but bad pts can b improve haha. change for the better man. tinks r ok between me and ms j, getting along fine i guess haha. jus tt i dun lyk some ways she handle tinks but den and again mayb we r nt close enuff. =). i m dead beat grant me more hrs of slp, quality slp tt is. XD.

is cny eve

great. went out early in the morning to join yz and evan to go cck. yawns and dey were totally late. as usual. but early in the morning tons of ppl were there alreidi haf to wait. cant believe i fail over there adv, haf to train up for it again but den and again i need some time. o well and den went over to my sis place for reunion dinner. nice steamboat dinner. pretty gd i m too full. XD.

CNY nearing.

ok woke up early in the morning to pei ms j the dunno how to go funan girl to go for her interview as a piano teacher. ok and to decide to go the reunion dinner at marina bay later she haf to call up everybody. amusing. the reason being she say cos i m goin so everybody else mus go *gifs a cheeky smile. yea den after tt went back to new town. yea all blacks. i almost died from it. HAHA. haven seen these wackos for a real long time hah. den after went to vivo wif cow, yz and evan to shop for their new yr stuff. stop reminding me evan. i no. dammit. den after went to marina bay for dinner ya my table is probably the best, carnivores. =). luckily somebody changed clothes if nt i m goin to tease her again haha. ok had a bit of drum sessions, make me rain. den went to K, till midnight tt's abt it. the enjoyment of hols + new yr HAHAHAHA.

life is pretty screwed. i tink i m very tired lately. gif me more hrs. went to power hse yesterday. pretty messy i mus say, is realli meant for ppl to get drunk and get high over there o well. my first time there, my head was spinning after a few drinks even though i was sober, I SWEAR OK. den a bit of RA scenes here and there tt's y is meant for 18 and above understand?.



the drinks haha.

how come dis b such a coincidence. the same course. the same marks. so similar. i dunno . was dis realli meant to b this way. and will i haf another person come crashing into my life again. so many uncertainties.

update

ok first tink first i haf to learn to communicate properly. due to some miscommunication den i flared. ok learning , i no i gt a foul temper sry guys hu had a taste of it. o well. haha had gyming session at my sec sch today ok. new town is still pretty screwed so ya big deal. i graduated from there 2 yrs ago so nth special. Trying to bcome a nt so fat kid cos i seriously gained some yuan wang weights. I M INNOCENT! y throw weights to me. although i may b guilty at times XD hee. i hope dis works. gd luck to those hu r having exams. i dun wish to haf ani karma cos i tink i realli need a lot of luck. screw programming. i tink i m so goin to fail tt module. kns. END.

it has been a while yup. i haven been able to update for rather long. rats. zz. someone is complaining alreidi. alright. some latest updates. i gt into playing step mania lately, haha fun and playing in class actually attracts those sec sch students crowding outside the class during the open hse. ya tt's nt the pt. since sch is so boring. i shan't tok abt it, wad else is jus projects and shit load of work. i m tired, both mind and soul. but the long wait is soon goin to b over, holidays are finally coming whee. o ya and i jus bcame a ME HAHA. finally break this great curse that is wif me for months. phew. i m praying for ms michelle's car oso, there are so many prayers to b ans but i tink it would be more practical to actually carry actions out. i haf to keep telling myself is soon goin to b over =).

haf been thr dis much, sometimes i jus felt tt i haf changed rather a bit since some months in VE. much more still coming up.

hell u.

i tell u. i will curse and swear if ani1 gif me anitink lyk dis in 12 days.

updates on some crazy stuff

ok let's start wif sat first. i was at my sis place celebrating my nephew's bday gd for me. haha. happy 2nd birthday zachary boy








some videos and some pics


den went night biking haha cck gang. so so jus haf some hell of a ride. fun of cos. let's get together some time again ya. hell ride = get rammed by a car and stay alive and doin 180 turn wif bike and human on top of it and stay alive. YEA i did it =).

yea some pics oso















at waterfront nt bad huh the scene. haha.



















ya we r having fun there.lol.








nxt up dun look at dis. i tink u probably feel disgusted mayb. these are scars of man. LOL. yea but seriously kind of disgusting dun look if u r frail

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wadever. u r freakin gay MONG jie. stop complaining and u BETTER keep a distance from me. PLS keep ur mouth shut if u haf nth constructive u say cos i m so goin to shut u up whenever u say anitink stupid. FAIR AND SQUARE. u seriously make me sick. PUI.

T's nt the very pt. tt's jus a tribute to the gay in my class ya wadever. i finished my website, though is nt fully done up and i left holes here and there lyk i always do. XD. wad to do. tml final day and there comes my 2 wks break RIGHT. probably get burned up bcos of PP2 and the continuation of my website. )(&%)*#$. and is realli namoamithpa wadever u spell it. right signing off to get my beauty slp if nt i probably bite ani1 in the morning hu irritate me.