some things

so today is my first working day in SAF open hse. selling ice cream. omg. i can actually sell ice cream. and i tio the busiest booth. sian 1/2 somemore i m so sick. running nose almost on a temp. luckily i could handle it. n my god. the uncle tt helped me is actually someone tt is lyk dunno when he will die. Two of blood vessels connecting to the heart has been operated. one vessels is waiting to burst and when burst, u nv no wad can happen to him. but yet he is still so optimistic abt life, tok cock wif me enjoying his every moment of his life let the people around him filled wif laughter and happily working. i mean i onli haf respect for him. I mean not all ppl can b so brave to actually face up to their ill fate. i mean i suddenly thought those ppl who commit suicide is pure stupid, sometimes dey r nt even diagnosed wif terminal illnesses and a problem always come wif thousands of solutions wad could b so hard. I believe today there r much lessons to b learnt n a motivation to make me move on wif life. =)

i nv wish for anitink else. i jus pray for myself to b more hardworking and rationale. =D t's all i need for now

is messy. both feelings and thoughts. the hse is in a mess as well. there's nth meaningful to do at hm. z. is jus a mess. i tink right now i m in a mess as well.grr

one word to sum it up: DIU.

enuff of the emo posts. time for some happy post. XD

ok i ate carl's junior food for the first time today. and the portobello mushroom burger is realli OTL. juicy mushrooms and patty, cheesy sauce, with onions, tomatoes and lettuces. it totally make u drool. the taste is definitely great. ok i no dis is beginning to sound lyk a happy food post though or some ad from the magazine, nvm. aniway my hols haf been rotting and rotting so far. but at least i m still having my hols. n ya. o n i tink i need to learn how to do my hair and do sth abt some of my clothings b4 i go out. i no, i kind of look ragged when i go out at times. yes yes tt will haf to go. i will try to make sure from now on haha.

n b4 ending off. happy holidays to me. =D

rants again. wtf seriously.

i m seriously nt in the mood for anitink dis few days. and is definitely nt pms. z. i m jus worn out. tired all the time. sometimes so sick and bored of this life cos nth is happening. SERIOUSLY NTH. boring. my tears r falling out from my eyes almost every moment due to the boredom.

i need sth in my life and i m still finding the tink. screw u 'tink' =(

and so i thought i shld update.

ok jus a lot of rants here and there. let's start off where my memory did not fail me. today is national day ok nt, is 5 hrs past national day so screw it. i dun care. i m nt patriotic aniway. while ppl r enjoying the parade and all the baris sedia. i m there eating my bbq pork chicken and beef and some veggies tt is needed to get the daily wastage out. tinking abt the basic animation makes my blood boil. u stink jim ang. jus bcos u nv die in tt accident doesnt mean u can b twice as xl. and why the hell did i wrote recover soon and quick in ur get well card. is pure hyprocrite. i jus wanted to wrote, quote "may u burn and rot in hell for eternity. and u r jus lucky tt u were onli one step away. may nt b so lucky nxt time. (and a sarcastic part) HAHA. o well. sch is always abt rants isnt it.


nxt up, yesterday was farhana's bday. so ya went to the chalet and celebrate wif the bunch of ppl tt i haven seen for ages but whom i dun miss =x. ok mayb nt. is still great to see them. and is gd to hear tt ppl miss me. HAHA guy somemore. dots.

bottled up wif so much feelings and sth i thought i had long forgotten and put bhind suddenly came back and make me emo. damn. lousy feeling but yet on the other hand i have confused feelings which i tink i need to sort out. but dun wry i tink i m fine. so ya. But i dun mind ppl toking to me abt it.

and o ya bet u guys haven seen dis side of me. HAHA.


i tink i m way too boring =(

random xlness part 2

*walking on the streets, saw a couple getting married. making a bit of hooha in the car park wif camera equipments oso.

dad starts toking

Dad: Look someone getting married.

Me: so many camera equipment lyk filming

Dad XLs:Look at their faces? dey cannot even make it to b actors.

Conclusion: The xl culture passes on XD.

This is my two champions. AND PLS DUN ASK STUPID QUESTIONS LYK UR ONE AH?. nope dey r nt mine. dey r my sis's. and say dey r cute or u die. =).



y everytime dao. Zz. ok tt's zachary for you.

ok mayb i m jus plain bored. a lot of tinks happen.

TO DAVID:
ok mayb u haf ur own reasons for doin some things but y cant u jus tok to us.? arent we nt ur frens. but u chose to destroy tt trust between us. U promise sth. u deliver. at least try ur best. if u cant jus say u cant. but of cos i tink u realli need to go back and re-evaluate urself and clear dis money issue b4 things go from worse to hell. n i quote from shin, "sorry would b the last tink i wish to hear from u". n i m sry to say tt dis time u sinned even much more den me and is too bad for u to b forgiven. Prove ur actions n mayb there r still hope. i dun wish to burn u jus yet. Period. N definitely i m very disappointed.

aside from tt,


suddenly the thought came to me.

gd frens r realli hard to come by, treasure and cherish the times u all spend together. u would nv no wad will happen the nxt moment. So i therefore thk the gd frens tt haf given me wonderful times and memories.

N DUN WRY I M NT PASSING AWAY YET. =X

racist dad. racist son. XD

dis is amusing. u nv no wad the old birds can do.


Phone rings*

Dad ans.

KLING PO on the other line.
"May i speak to mr parker pls?"

Dad pissed.

"u gt the wrong no."
"there is no mr parker, onli mr fuck you."

*hangs up.

Start blabbering vulgarities abt indians to me.

WAH LAO. DAD U R MY OU XIANG MAN. =D

rants

ok. crap thx to food poisoning. i have been suffering. n i m serious. now the sight of the toilet bowl scares me. one week of hell. go anywhere oso sick. skipped sch for a wk go arcade cant play properly. went to doc lyk twice. it jus sucks. 4get it i jus hope dis gets over and done wif.

some visual entertainment.

sand king did a sinful sign. =D



IDIOTS. INC.



cha wu lai being idiot.

A big thank you to cook up a great crab meal and desert. seriously nt bad at all. I tink i seriously enjoy dis kind of gatherings. we shld haf dis kind of cck gang gahering more often. =D


But. i sinned again. sian. i had food poisoning the whole day. kept running to the toilet for more than 10 times in total. the content tt came out of cos is disgusting. but of cos dis is probably the day i slpt for more than 15 hrs in total. a great and painful rest though. lucky i still alive whee and no doubt i m the lord of sins lol.

i wonder if i can make it for the seminar tml. =x

i m getting desperate for some tinks in life. ZZ.

ok. some updates.

ok. dis few days i had been down wif projects, fun and tireness. As usual i always haf amusement up my sleeves hee.



So mr kling uncle, wad r u praying to?. for u to strike TOTO?. NOPE. NOT IN DIS LIFE BWAHAHAHA.



o well. cha wu lai jus being cha wu lai. blur cock as usual. DUN burn me or i will burn u back. XD.

LOOK at dis. CAN U C THE "DMGF" in the first letter of each word?. HA, dmgf serve the global community. nice jus nice. lol.



-.-". wad is dis. wow great information abt how u fell. how abt u update when do u bath or brush ur teeth everyday dots. from TAN'S BEEF noodles. so u no who we will nt b seeing around for a while XD.

tt's all laughter. =D

It has been an emotional roller coaster.

i need someone. someone tt is.

some tinks.

ok. firstly i tink hell happened the past 3 days. first, cha wu lai lost her laptop, den the bf is bloody ___, fill in the blanks if u guys no. o well. den nv gt to go back home tt day. wanted to make sure everything abt her is ok. so duckricestalluncle n me bcame heroes on mon. nth better to do in the middle of the nite and start to bcome cranky and above pics are wad u will get. R(A) scene wif ronald macdonald's and den sneak into construction site and play wif their BULLDOZER. XD. o well. o n i found one pic. LOOK at his name.




JAYAGOBI. new kind of coffee in town. i sure could use some coffee in the middle of the nite without slping. o wait and look. he looks lyk coffee as well. jus tt is nt KOPI OR GAO. XD. no sins. no sins. =D.

so nxt day went to sch wif jus 1 hr of slp. barely can concentrate. supposed to do proposal but ended up staring at the screen for half an hr b4 starting doing. moral of the story: get enuff slp. den after sch went to support ms claudia's chocolate stall. O THE CO GIRL selling choco. haha. ok but the chocolates r nice and still wan to thk u for the cd. =D. den went arcade again, mayb i jus wan to cut my life short without the slp. nth much happen in the arcade jus tt i get so tired that i could barely c the drum and guitar notes. so nv up pts. big deal. ok den went hm slp at 1 plus 2.GREAT.

today woke up late n feeling nt gd. so nv go sch. sucks. =(

sinful me.

jus take it as the vulgarities r censored. Sry for the readers that r nt involved and a big FUCK U to those i burn. XD.

This is for u.

ok though my blog is nt meant for burning ppl everytime but dis is jus another person that gets on my nerves.

i need to take a deep breath first. =D

Ok. Firstly u ego bastard. CCB. u need some growth for ur chinner suni. IF NT, make it into a pundat, it would be gd as well cos u r one. And seriously i dun lyk ur face, or rather i dun even lyk u. So it is fine if ppl do nt want to b frens wif u, or in fact enemies wif u. U even haf chairs lining to b thrown at u. SO FUCK YOU. Next do u haf to always b the first. WOULD U EVEN DIE if u r nt. IF u r, i can onli say u cant lose b it in dmgf or girl. U TINK U R THE FIRST, i tink u r a loser. LOSER THAT IS WORSE THAN RUBBISH DUMP, O and did i jus mention u? OR RATHER u r cheaper than that piece of crap. CHEAPER.


WHO u want to meet i dun gif a damn. 2ndly, u act lyk a bloody loser, JUS BCOS U DUN GET WAD U WAN and u do so many things that is so FUCKING IRRITATING, PUI. AND U consider urself a man? . u r jus lyk KID. and a big fat kid that is able to suck his nipples but cant even see his own dick. lower than even a pest. PIECE OF SHIT.

I WOULD B SO HAPPY TO B IN UR FUNERAL AND I M SURE MANY OTHERS DO AS WELL. UR PARENTS R JUS UNLUCKY TO HAF U. DAMN.
BURN U. STUPID RUBBISH BIN THAT I SPIT ON EVERYDAY ON MY LIFE.

pls dun mind me for the )(&*&$*&^ tt comes out in my post. i m lyk tt. when someone needs to get burn, he will get all dis.

u kana burn by me today.

suddenly i jus felt lyk burning u. ur irritation has been certainly reach me nt once but many times until i jus feel that u r a bloody pain in the ass. A BIG FUCK U to first u bloody ccb hu cant shut ur bloody mouth and bloody hum the guitar and shake and shake. IS BLOODY OBSCENE if u didnt no. FIRSTLY, the comment on my tizona, get lost la, i m nt playing dmgf for u to demoralise or gif me ur 'smart comments. 2ndly, is my p rate lousy or nt ur screen gt gold problem, if ur p rate is tt good, den mayb the screen would haf gold, but thx ah ur p rate isnt godly either. at least nt to the pt for me to OTL yet. _|_. 2ndly, PLS STOP RECOMMENDING SONGS TO PLAYERS. U SUCK realli, the mirage residence adv was stupid, i nv felt dis indian song could piss me off so much lyk an indian do. i played even worse den my ext. DAMN U. IF u tink u r smart and tt pro tink again, i thought u could help for once mayb. NO. U DIDNT, u irritate me and make me feel lyk blasting ur BLOODY CURLED HAIR FILLED WITH FLEAS that is grown on ur brain. CANT u jus play dmgf lyk a NORMAL HUMAN. AT LEAST TRY TO ACT AS ONE EVEN IF U R NT. cancerous cells r growing within u is it or stroke is coming to u?. AND PLS DUN BEG cos is so FUGLY.



AND CHAO CHEE BYE TO U. DUN ACKNOWLEDGE ME AS SOMEONE I M NOT TO U. GET LOST U FUCKER. unless u decide to bring the humanity back to u and i might need to consider.

A big thank u to u dis bunch of you xin ppl.

Firstly wan to thk all those ppl for rmbring my bday. a big thk u although is jus a tiny gesture i appreciate it.

here's the list.
Mum and Dad (obviously 18 yrs ago u 2 were witnessing the born of a great descendant of urs although mum keep saying if i didnt haf u i could haf toured the world. thx for bringing me to dis world ya XD realli love them but i m nt gd wif words)
Sis( my ever loving and doting sis =D)
Yong Zuan( of cos la cb, u r my brother forget bo xin leh, thx for the great dinner oso.)
Ivan( ya my gay buddy u forget u oso bo xin. =)thx for the great dinner as well. u 2 are my brothers indeed.)
Yu guang. (yes cow, glad u rmbed it thx a lot buddy)
Wan Ting ( unexpected but thk u oso)
Jiun Jia ( yea thk u. and thx for ur REMINDER.)
Sze Jin ( yea 7 plus msg me thx aniway and i was slping. 0_0)
Hui Qing ( yea thx 'lao po' haha. although u everytime gt the dates wrong)
Jerry ( wah lao agar agar oso rmbed. lol thx ya)
Chung lam ( ya ok. nth to say jus thx dun get urself too lame)
Xian Hui (wtf. wad wash rice until more clean)
Bernie( GU nt bad ah. my cousin indeed ya la vanessa bday oso hee)
Li Ping( thx i tink u r sick right. but thx for still rmbring and ur testimonial)
Jason( thx for the testimonial handsome haha)
Yuh Shin ( thx ah FUCKER lol. )
Shu Hui (thx pretty. u rmbed unexpected. )
Charlene(thx bitch. i m getting bitchier as day passes. HEE.)
Evina (thx sister. as always u always make my day)
Tick Aun( wow. thx man unexpected from u. jus say hi i wun eat u up)
Wee Leng (wah lan another one tt reminds me. thx aniway.)
Bryant ( 1.10 suni. thx for ur great testimonial HAHA. indeed my best tok cock buddy)
Nigel( a big fuck u,understand =).thx)
Wei Qi (thx luckily u rmbed my old fren haha.)
Wei Ling ( wow thx for the nice testi. thx for rmbring oso.)
Marlins ( thx marlins for giving me such a great bday celebration as well. Ms michelle, ms hsing wee, wenbao, ivan yeo, ms audrey, mr eddy and those hu turned up. THX A LOT GUYS.)
Zul (thx ya teddy. LYDD XD.)
Sheng Tat ( lol TAT u announced. and hell yea is 18. SWEET 18 huh. HAHA.)
Claudia (u rmbed. and i m SO GLAD tt u rmbed. ya nice 11th hr sia. some drama to it?)


tell me if i leave out ur names XD. u guys made a change in my life jus by dis tiny gesture my great frens and buddies.

WAD a feast haha. man haven celebrated my bday in a while. 16th bday was probably the darkest bday i ever had. 17th nth happen haha. dis yr nt too bad my family celebrated wif me haha. nice cake as well haha. a lot of wishes ask me n i might tell u XD.