I dunno whether you are seeing this or nt. BUT.

i prayed to God. I prayed that i will have the strength to stay by ur side and u will have the strength to do so to stay by my side as well, to support one another.

I prayed so silently quietly privately. But you know that you are always that shining star.

i take stares at u.
cos i wanna rmb how impt u r.
rmb how u look.
rmb how much i love u
and how much u love me
i wanna rmb this special moment everytime. =D

my heart sank. when today i dun get to sms u. is jus a shitty feeling.

but at least i no how much i m missing u and need u.

i teared. sometimes i wonder what r u listening to when we r toking. i picked up ur details but haf u picked up mine? i dun lyk to quarrel every other day but what did it lead u into tinking. is it jus so hard to b more positive abit when all i wan to do is to love u wif my heart. yes i m (love)sick and tired(of running round in your mind)

i gt nth to say.

hi love.

=)

recent days.

yes yes i m still alive and i haven gt the time to blog recently. Just came back from the hideous days of my trainee.

and i made it!

now i finally gt more time to roc.

i really need more time. 36 hrs a day pls?

to hun:
i still wish i was 21 k? 15 too young, all i tink abt is probably all shitty i m probably so much changed now den compared to the past, but some things never change. especially promises :3

ok i ought to post sth. 3 hell like weeks is coming.

but den and again. CAN I GET IT OVER AND DONE WIF. NO OOC PLS.

Which means tt my weekends are probably goin to get burnt. but is only temp.

Dear frens, if u feel that i haf neglected you, pls do contact me and i will try to find time and meet u all.

and DEAR MS S, sry u cannot siam, u haf to come c me. XD.

dear ms s,
when i tink abt my memories with you,

i realized that i am so afraid of losing u =)

hi dearest stalker of my blog. lol

i am sry tt u haf to tahan my dark clouds ytd.

i really wanna say a big thank you to u for all u haf done up to date. i really appreciate it =D.

I DUN HAF A COW TEMPER OK. ok la mayb a bit, QUITE a bit. >=D

most imptly, no regrets. let's get moving =)

i no u will b reading idiot. LOL. nt the stalker XD.

stupid stupid stupid stupid =p

no flowery words. care abt u. >=D

sometimes i look back,

i feel tt i haf grown through many things. grown up in some sense. learnt many things, through the hard way.

but.

i haf oso seen how scary tt i haf or might haf bcome.

when naive is no longer innocence.

yes time to update dis long dead blog.

hello army la, where gt so much time. u tink i sit at home and shake balls everyday meh.

Life has been good. somehow. or mayb it did gt better.
My bday wish did came true as well and it kind of came 10 days earlier.

I was thinking, how i met u.
How i was lyk tinking wah nb this girl nt the noisy on the first day we met.

and how we tok more to one another by me disturbing u during classes and u would pinch me and hit me until blue black until my mother asked "eh u kana bully in class ah"

and tinking back abt how i gt to listen to ur phone calls and hear u rant. ok la nt tt i gt a prob but u could go yada whole nite u no. But no issues wif tt la.

TINKING ABT HOW I KEEP LUFFING AT U MAKES ME LUFF HAHA. i dunno how u always become a joke for me and how i bcome a joker for u.

tinking abt how 8 yrs has past and things r still gd. how much u urself and me myself went through, it certainly hasnt been easy.

But still....

Now, all i tink abt is you. =)

Putting tt aside,

Thank you all for ur well wishes and some of the presents!

Happy 21st to myself. as usual. Not the lyk parade, the celebration can go on for weeks.

我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪...

the hell is wif the 三选一

自欺欺人

tough times dun last. tough men will.

goin back to camp to push the monsters.
monsters weighing from 2 tonnes to 6 tonnes.
#$&*^*&$#.

yet another wk closer to wad i need to get.

come on. let's do this.

back to camp.

以为来了个穆皇后，最后是个孙尚香。。。

the weeks are abt to get longer. =(

long 4 long 4 long 4. sbo sbo sbo. nt the heat rash all over.

is this what i signed up for?

坚持学单纯的小孩
静静看守这份爱

=)

this is bliss. =D

xl. =)

things are looking so much better ahead of us.