some random complains

i tink i m getting desperate..lacking time and slp zzz..

o well..wad's hols aniway

sticks broke...great, now i haf to get new 1s...zzz probably getting tama but dunno available and ani other ez way to get it or somehow..yea aniway on power engine for trickster, i didnt slp yesterday jus to up 10 lvls me and bobby were lyk...giving the face this morning as though we were drug traffickers. Argh round 2 started in the early afternoon where the server had probs again...shld haf made use of the chance to slp. But doubt i need tt much of slp for now...playing bcame the first priority ya and so...blah off for chicken rice

right..

right...nt updating is naughty...zzz ya so i here to say again tt i m rotting away...o well work last wk.. oO picked up lots of food on sat...until me and wx wan to surrender..ai seh first time eat until lyk tt..o well chester and yz nt free tt wk if nt wouldnt b so bloated BURPS. other den tt..last wk was ROTTEN...rot and stink in the arcade. well listening to rob thomas's- ever the same nice song..indeed gtg.

today's achievements on dm

I can finally play dis song. Nt very gd yet but at least i didnt get a stage fail.











Ya i S funky, quite neat, p rate is fine i suppose, combo first time reach 300, quite happy abt it..gd gd can continue further. Wad else tt is gd enuff nv put in, nt realli much oso. Die zauber ext became skill pt 64%, tpp2 58% still no skill yet..., let me believe went up by 1 percent...ok at least it went up.









Ya and i haf been hanging out at the arcade everyday, shld i say well done. But i m still lyk chanting sian everyday...zzz.ROT AND ROT

dmgf achievements and other stuff

ok finally passed dis sai song, couldnt b ani better lol, went into skill pts ya but still nt catching the cymbal and snare part. trying to.o ya funky went up to 71 percent thx to bryant's and yuh shin's teachings ai seh...thx realli 5 percent nt ez to up. 950.xx now..wan to c green.

ok tt's all abt dmgf. ya one sentence to say abt now....i m rotting my self to waste....trying to make use of the time though

ps more...connection gt lost..bringing u the pai kias photo

photo shoot

ah..i totally forgt abt dis..here r some photos from photo shoot from last thurs, lz to post on frenster still mus shrink here and there..argh forget it.
















AI SEH..gay face ya i no u will tink tt way...hey cher ask me to do this pose ok.












ok GLKs from 1M03 gathers lol, and tt includes my teacher lol




ok my class nt all but abt there yup

long long

After work...as usual i haf a lot of complains abt work...lol. OK nt the pt my hols r here...lol time to rot.. mayb go find another work to get somemmore money to feed myself and my entertainment ya i haf nth much to post unless someone bugs me to post? haha mayb another day.tt's all for today

i tink i m so saddistic until i m hurting myself emotionally everyday

the taste of missing a person

The cock and bull story abt missing someone. is it realli painful to miss someone. YES AND NO. yes indeed the feeling can almost destroy u.NO cos u might jus be hurting urself over it when the other party dun even care. The emotion of tinking of someone, was it given to us to make humans painful in the mind. wadever it is. THE CREATOR OF HUMANS mus a little saddistic or sth, even the world is nt perfect as it is i can tell u dis emotion is crap and total shit. SUMMARIZE....miss someone so wad, tt emotion dun get to the other person or he or she dun understand, u r jus killing urself or dying over ur own emotions for NTH

regret

If life is widout ani regrets, i would suppose there will nt b ani so called 'lessons' for us to learn. Hu wished to haf regrets in their life, if u do, i would nt no which planet u r from or wherever place u r from. Even as a 17 yr old guy/boy/man, whatever u call it, i alreidi haf tons of regrets. Did u all no tt grumbling over sth u r unable to do can turn out to b an regret as well but o well. The onli advice that can b given for dis particular topic is do everytink to ur best of ur abilities and live life to the fullest and dis can reduce the no. of regrets u will haf in life. As for some unavoidable events, one can onli take tinks in their stride. And if reading dis brings back a lot of unhappy memories, den i m sry abt it.

Jealousy

Jealousy can b a ugly thing yes indeed. But at times i wonder why do some people lyk to get their bfs or gfs jealous abt some tinks, hard to say though but some tinks may jus turn ugly or mayb turn into sth irreversible. But nevertheless, it is an emotion built in us and we jus haf no other choice but to control it. The taste of it, people would describe it as sour? But o well i haf been goin thr tt for quite some time but tt's nt the pt. The sweetness in ur relationship is far more impt than wad i m facing i jus hope this irritating emotion of mine can get out of my sight,ok mayb nt sight jus out of my brains. Nt being noble here but jus being rational here.