some things

so today is my first working day in SAF open hse. selling ice cream. omg. i can actually sell ice cream. and i tio the busiest booth. sian 1/2 somemore i m so sick. running nose almost on a temp. luckily i could handle it. n my god. the uncle tt helped me is actually someone tt is lyk dunno when he will die. Two of blood vessels connecting to the heart has been operated. one vessels is waiting to burst and when burst, u nv no wad can happen to him. but yet he is still so optimistic abt life, tok cock wif me enjoying his every moment of his life let the people around him filled wif laughter and happily working. i mean i onli haf respect for him. I mean not all ppl can b so brave to actually face up to their ill fate. i mean i suddenly thought those ppl who commit suicide is pure stupid, sometimes dey r nt even diagnosed wif terminal illnesses and a problem always come wif thousands of solutions wad could b so hard. I believe today there r much lessons to b learnt n a motivation to make me move on wif life. =)

i nv wish for anitink else. i jus pray for myself to b more hardworking and rationale. =D t's all i need for now

is messy. both feelings and thoughts. the hse is in a mess as well. there's nth meaningful to do at hm. z. is jus a mess. i tink right now i m in a mess as well.grr

one word to sum it up: DIU.

enuff of the emo posts. time for some happy post. XD

ok i ate carl's junior food for the first time today. and the portobello mushroom burger is realli OTL. juicy mushrooms and patty, cheesy sauce, with onions, tomatoes and lettuces. it totally make u drool. the taste is definitely great. ok i no dis is beginning to sound lyk a happy food post though or some ad from the magazine, nvm. aniway my hols haf been rotting and rotting so far. but at least i m still having my hols. n ya. o n i tink i need to learn how to do my hair and do sth abt some of my clothings b4 i go out. i no, i kind of look ragged when i go out at times. yes yes tt will haf to go. i will try to make sure from now on haha.

n b4 ending off. happy holidays to me. =D

rants again. wtf seriously.

i m seriously nt in the mood for anitink dis few days. and is definitely nt pms. z. i m jus worn out. tired all the time. sometimes so sick and bored of this life cos nth is happening. SERIOUSLY NTH. boring. my tears r falling out from my eyes almost every moment due to the boredom.

i need sth in my life and i m still finding the tink. screw u 'tink' =(

and so i thought i shld update.

ok jus a lot of rants here and there. let's start off where my memory did not fail me. today is national day ok nt, is 5 hrs past national day so screw it. i dun care. i m nt patriotic aniway. while ppl r enjoying the parade and all the baris sedia. i m there eating my bbq pork chicken and beef and some veggies tt is needed to get the daily wastage out. tinking abt the basic animation makes my blood boil. u stink jim ang. jus bcos u nv die in tt accident doesnt mean u can b twice as xl. and why the hell did i wrote recover soon and quick in ur get well card. is pure hyprocrite. i jus wanted to wrote, quote "may u burn and rot in hell for eternity. and u r jus lucky tt u were onli one step away. may nt b so lucky nxt time. (and a sarcastic part) HAHA. o well. sch is always abt rants isnt it.


nxt up, yesterday was farhana's bday. so ya went to the chalet and celebrate wif the bunch of ppl tt i haven seen for ages but whom i dun miss =x. ok mayb nt. is still great to see them. and is gd to hear tt ppl miss me. HAHA guy somemore. dots.

bottled up wif so much feelings and sth i thought i had long forgotten and put bhind suddenly came back and make me emo. damn. lousy feeling but yet on the other hand i have confused feelings which i tink i need to sort out. but dun wry i tink i m fine. so ya. But i dun mind ppl toking to me abt it.

and o ya bet u guys haven seen dis side of me. HAHA.


i tink i m way too boring =(

random xlness part 2

*walking on the streets, saw a couple getting married. making a bit of hooha in the car park wif camera equipments oso.

dad starts toking

Dad: Look someone getting married.

Me: so many camera equipment lyk filming

Dad XLs:Look at their faces? dey cannot even make it to b actors.

Conclusion: The xl culture passes on XD.