Monday, September 29, 2008

pros and cons living at the new place

pros:
there is hot water. (dun luff lyk rusty the bitch. i needed tt seriously)
is spacious cos is a bloody 5 room flat
is windy
there is air con. so it will b on once in a while i guess
there is a bloody dog for me to play wif. a companion i guess.
there r many buses around the area to go to places. and fast.
there r nice food in the district.
i get a free 32 inch tv for my room =) gd for iidx

cons: seriously dis is quite a lot and quite bad ones
my aunt restricts my slping time
my aunt restricts me from playing games. lyk i dunno y. hello i m nt ur son. my parents allow me and this is their way of treating me or rather raising me as a child
my aunt is super holy. so i get a lot of christian reading stuff from her.
my parents and i squeeze inside one bedroom. lyk i dunno for wad when there is a room free.

bound to haf more to come up. luckily she's goin hk on the 9th. nvm i lun. first day onli mum alreidi called me and kpkb abt me and i dunno for wad. while the xl jiji say dun care, saying tt him and her haf been brother and sister for yrs to come and this is normal jus dun care. take in one side go out one side.

i guess i will b out of home 90 percent of the time. bishan seem lyk a gd area to hang out nowadays mayb? clementi is still near so there is nt a big change to it. so ya.

moving to seng kang onli at the end of nxt yr. zz

Saturday, September 27, 2008

i jus stepped into hell

and the i haf to find a path out from it.

and onli i can do it.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

i need to find back sth i guess.

responsibility

Thursday, September 18, 2008

i tink i m fine wif dis skin
holy shit. i didnt no so many ppl read my blog. i tink dis skin nt bad but the resolution sucks. i actually haf to scroll a lot to c wad is on my tagboard. kns

to ngee ann mma community

a big fuck u to u.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

i tink dis blog skin nt bad

Friday, September 12, 2008

TELL ME WTF HAF I DONE TO DESERVE ALL THIS SHIT.

FEELINGS R A STUPID THING.

I CERTAINLY WISHED I WAS A ROBOT.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

wad's up wif the idea of saying i m emo and pessimistic.

i dun realli blog lyk some da pian over here.

hey i can b funny.

i can smile?. i tink. even though i gif a dead face.

ya many say i smile nicer. sry tt i cant do.

and damn those stupid kids at godma's place keep asking me to smile.

rmb? dun force it, i m no sunshine boy.

neither m i an emo boy.

u come share joy wif me i happy. i smile. can?.

and rusty, i no i m funny dun haf to keep luffing and call me bitch one _|_. XD

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

i dunno y.

i m feeling so guilty

Monday, September 08, 2008

rusty is a bitch to ask me do dis.

01. What have you been doing recently?
home, arcade, c girls, pa siao.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
no.

03. What happened at 10.00am today
kunning

04. When did you last cry?
cant rmb. i tink it was over my grandmother

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah

06. What do you want in your life right now?
money, gf, everytink tt u can tink of in a perfect life.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
both oso can.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
bolster

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
ah peh pyjamas.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
some one said i m a gd teacher lol.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I hope not, but maybe I do.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Some porn movie.

14. What are you proud of?
to b able to come to dis world

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
some quarreling msg wif janet.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
xin jia by ah du.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
tons.i m lz to even say.

18. What does your last received text message say?
"Yep =).hahas den his chem mus hav improve lots neh.gt u lik tat help him =D

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
didnt slp last nite. onli slpt dis morning

20. Are you currently happy?
no.

21. Who gives you best advice?
myself.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nv tried b4

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
someone

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
someone

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
lao pei.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
No

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
cannot rmb

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
of cos.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
sth. i will no when i come to no of it.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
er. yea

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no

32. What is the colour of your room?
i haf no room.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Yes

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
ya i tink actions speaks louder den words.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Myself

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
nicholas i tink

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
yes

38. Do you have a life?
obviously

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
no.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
bcos of one sentence in tt song

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
my grandmother.

42. Last time you smiled?
when i saw someone's msg

43. Have you changed this year?
i tink so

44. What are you listening right now?
rubbish

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yeah

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open la siao

47. Is there a quote you live by?
a lot

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
ya i tink so

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
ya

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
I can't remember

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
bus to chuang's hse

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
NO

53. What song best describe your love life?
mayday

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
mayb

55. Who always make you laugh?
a lot of ppl

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese hokkien kelin

57. favourite website(s)?
porno.

58. What's your middle name?
Don't have one

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
work

60. What do you think you are like?
wise old man

61. Who will you choose to die with?
No one

62. Where have you been today?
zariel's place den home

63. What game do you play often?
bemani games

64. Who are you missing right now?
someone

65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
friend.

66. What are you doing right now?
Talking

67. Which primary school are you from?
qifa primary

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
white blue green

69. What emotion you like to show?
-_-

70. What is your life to you?
can make it

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
find a solution for myself.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
rusty

73. Who do you admire most?
No one?

74. Which month are you born in?
May

75. How are you feeling right now?
sian

76. What is the time now?
1.40am

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
ccb.

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
bleach.

79. Why are you doing this test?
bo liao

80. What do you do when you're moody?
emo

81. At which age you wish to get married?
24

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
friends

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
wait to die

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
myself

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
ya

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
all my dreams come true.

87. What is your goal for this year?
a christmas present for myself - someone

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes

89. What feeling do you love most?
happy?

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yea

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
emo

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yea. kind of

93. Do you believe in God?
ya

94. Who cares for you most?
parents

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
someone

96. What will you bring when you fight?
cannon.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
nt able to care for my grandmother more when she was around.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
nth

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
b a man abt it.

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
horny

Sunday, September 07, 2008

sometimes i dunno wad to tok here.

is there ani reason for me to blog in the first place.

i tink dis tink here is onli gd for me to rant aka kpkb.

or mayb i m vincing sian.

Friday, September 05, 2008

BUMP OF CHICKEN - Mayday

作詩:藤原基央 作曲:藤原基央

君に嫌われた君の 沈黙が聴こえた
君の目の前に居るのに 遠くから聴こえた
hated by you i've heard your slience
i'm right in front of you but i've heard you from far away

発信源を探したら 辿り着いた水溜まり
これが人の心なら 深さなど解らない
searching for the reason is like groping in the water
this is a person's heart its depth can't be understood

呼ばれたのが 僕でも僕じゃないとしても
どうでもいい事だろう 問題は別にあるんだ
whether you were calling out to me or not
it doesn't really matter right, the issue is something else

息は持つだろうか 深い心の底まで
君が沈めた君を 見つけるまで潜るつもりさ
苦しさと比例して 僕らは近付ける
再び呼吸をする時は 君と一緒に
are you holding your breath? down to the bottom of your heart
you are drowning so i won't stop diving till i find you
the pain grows as we get closer
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you

僕もまた同じ様に 沈黙を聴かれた
君もまた同じ様に 飛び込んでくれるなら
me i'm still the same, listening to the silence
you you're still the same, pulling me in deeper

口付けを預け合おう 無くさずに持っていこう
君に嫌われた君へ 代わりに届けるよ
i'm keeping the kiss, hoping i don't lose it
hated by you i want to make it up to you

誰もが違う生き物 他人同士だから
寂しさを知った時は 温もりに気付けるんだ
everyone is different and we're all strangers
but when we're lonely we can notice their warmth

勇気はあるだろうか 一度心覗いたら
君が隠した痛み ひとつ残らず知ってしまうよ
傷付ける代わりに 同じだけ傷付こう
分かち合えるもんじゃないのなら 二倍あればいい
peeking into the heart is there any courage there?
the pain that you hide, i know you haven't left any behind
trying to make up for the hurt, i caused the same injury to myself
it isn't something that can be shared so its fine to have double

怖いのさ 僕も君も
自分を見るのも見せるのも 或いは誰かを覗くのも
でも 精一杯送っていた 沈めた自分から
祈る様なメーデー
we're both afraid you and me
maybe i am seeing or showing myself, or possibly looking at someone else
but i sent it with all my might, from the drowning me
a prayer like Mayday

響く救難信号 深い心の片隅
こんなところにいたの 側においで 逃げなくていいよ
触れた発信源に 届けるよ 口付け
君から預かってきたんだよ
the resounding signal for help, in a corner of the heart's depth
coming close in a place like this its fine if theres no escape
touching the source i send to you a kiss
the one i've been keeping from you

勇気はあるだろうか 一度手を繋いだら
離さないまま外まで 連れていくよ 信じていいよ
息は持つだろうか 眩しい心の外まで
再び呼吸をする時は 君と一緒に
is there any courage there? joining hands for once
not letting go till i've brought you out, do believe in it
are you holding your breath? till we're out of the dazzling heart
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you

wow. nice song found at a nice time. by the way dis is a v5 song. the first song when u go in game. anybody wan dis song can jus ask. =)

Thursday, September 04, 2008

true stuff

women are the most annoying things in men's lives

yet men lyk to annoy themselves

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

i tink is damn fun listening to ghost stories at dis hr