quiz

ok claudia saw ur quiz. so here's the answers:

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE ME :
- cant c
- cant hear
- cant tok
- cant move
- lonely
- dying
- falling sick

SEVEN THINGS I LIKE THE MOST:
- family
- frens
- sleep
- money
- play
- draw
- a lot actually.

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM:
- laptop
- water mug
- my bed
- phone = my alarm + other tinks
- comics
- paper to draw
- fan

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
- i m a man
- i m 18 dis yr.
- i haf a nice family
- i haf nice frens
- i spam vulgarities lyk drinking water hee.
- i lyk drinking milk tea
- i m fat.

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
- enuff money to retire.
- get married. 3 kids if possible
- do meaningful things
- finish up on what i am suppose to do
- b healthy
- make sure kids r well brought up
- die without regrets

SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO:
- i can xl
- i can do wad a normal human can do
- i can animate
- i can entertain
- i can go crazy due to lack of slp
- i can tok tons of rubbish
- i can make ppl

SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T DO:
- i cant go the way lyk ah feng kia do
- i cant do wad aliens do
- i cant b pissed
- i cant befren u if ur character realli suck.no pt forcing
- i cant dance
- i cant b a gd boy. LOL
- I cant hit girls. dead serious

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO THE OPPOSITE SEX:
- Looks
- Kind hearted
- A character that i like
- Able to get along wif me
- feeling
- still feeling
- always feeling. LOL

SEVEN PEOPLE I WANT TO SEE TAKING THIS QUIZ:
- Anyone
- someone
- everyone
- those hu wan to do
- those hu interested to let ppl no
- Dunno
- NO one.

D amusement

random talk from mum and dad.

complains abt stupid workers in mum's coffeeshop

blah blah.

*dad randomly: The workers all university one

i was lyk huh??

dad: for them university = u nv study.

wah XL~

ZOE, thx for ur T-shirt. the colour is nice =D.

xl part dunno wad

me and dad on bus 48 to little india

on bus - *indian toks loudly*

me: wah lan tok so loud for wad.
dad xls: u no y? cos he wan to show off to us that he gt phone.

OTL~


In little India station:

Dad randoms: u see dis place? infested wif indians, no wonder so much environmental pollution
knn si ke ling kia.

sum dis christmas up

Ok let's jus do a summary of wad happen dis festive season

though is a bad thing to curse and swear during dis giving season but i still gt tinks to gif.

ok fuck the monkey that followed us and do a lot of unneccessary things. U BETTER WATCH UR MOUTH, U MADE LOUIS DU LAN AND I TINK U DID TO ME AS WELL I ALMOST GAVE U ONE TIGHT SLAP ON UR FUCKING MOUTH. n thx to u, our plans and moods were spoilt.
some parts of the trip, onli one word to describe. SIAN.

but of cos we still have some fun parts hahaha. for e.g



I WAS ACTING CRAZY ON TOP OF FENCE.

sry cranky due to the lack of slp and i tink edeson was damn scared to get beaten up cos i keep saying things that will confirm kana beaten up lol.

for e.g *points both middle fingers* fuck u all indians!

wahahaha

after tt. whole grp of them came over to my place. squeezy i no. tt place was nt meant to fit so many ppl aniway but i hope dey had fun. i no kang did wif jerry's forever getting stuck and get ppl dulan koc. hahahah.

and the most lol tink. the mirror turned into a window. hahahaha



dis yr is much different, we went out in one big grp, had a lot of fun though there were extras and i gt pissed bcos charlene made me run almost 3 streets jus to find her. ok i do admit i was pissed but i m ok. n of cos i realli hoped tt u were here alvin, nvm we still gt new yr eve to slay those demons. lol


lyk mentioned, dis kind of festivals are call deepavali. get the drift? go figure.

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quizzes

Ha, wtf. tt time c scorpio is my astrological hell so wad's wad. HAHHA. so as i mention horoscope is jus guidelines. haha. but i tink dis oso shows i get along wif a lot of ppl? hahah.

let's make dis short and sweet.

is always nice to keep ur mouth shut at times wad makes u tink tt u no the whole gang so well tt u can pass ur freaking comments out. B it hurting or nt i dun care, by the way i m born xl so i tink ppl's problems let them solve themselves besides they are nt kids so wad r u trying to prove? nice guy? FUCK u. or u r more mature? tt deserves a bigger fuck you. and as if u no the whole situation so another fuck u for tt.

to sum it up. another fuck u for doing unnecessary things.

i onli have few words to say abt some things.

When looking at things. Always look from 3 ways. Put urself into parties involved, both parties tt is in argument tt is and then take a step back and look at things from the outside.

I tink this is sth tt shldnt even start at all.

nvm i shall say dis one more time. If cck wishes to be lyk wad it is in the part, everybody haf to do their part to make it wad it used to b. Is nt a single man's effort and if it is, y call it cck gang. might as well call it cck kia.

Lastly, be mindful of wad u all say and bear responsibility for it. Gd frens thrash tinks out wif one another. One example: Yong Zuan often scolds me abt tinks he is nt happy wif and in a very straight forward manner, i do get angry at times but den and agian i tink i m so glad he tells me wad he wan and i can tell him wad i wan and of cos we get each other's understanding.

If nt y call urself gd frens.

Above speaks a lot for itself. understand it.

lately i feel tt i m more lyk ah pek. listening to hokkien songs, watching taiwan dramas in some afternoons which i used to find them crap. but of cos lyk an old ah beng. still doin nonsensical stuff. or mayb those are jus signs of aging XD.

i m getting younger still. =)

too much irritations. too many xl ppl. temper getting worse. too much burn posts.

i tink i need some peace and cooling tea.

zz.

i m freakin pissed.

eh. i haf been tolerating. seriouslly screw the extra person in my home. _|_. I realli hate it i nv come and disturb u, u dun come and say i shldnt b born in dis world. FUCK U OK. U R NT EVEN MY MOTHER. she wan to give birth to me isnt ani business of urs? she gives me pocket money is it ani biz of urs. I seriously warn u if u dare to throw me tt kind of insult or anitink lyk tt again i wun even hesitate to F u in ur face. UR FUCKING MOUTH STINKS LYK UR CHAO CHEE BYE ok. dun throw ur weights around in the hse cos i dun fucking care. WAD I M NT SUPPOSE TO BORN IN DIS WORLD, AND DUN TAKE WAD MY UNCLE SAY TO ME. MY UNCLE DIDNT MEANT IT TT WAY SO DUN TWIST THE WORDS AS U LYK. and wad's wif the money issue. is money all in ur mind. i tell u nxt time limpei earn money i sure take 10k and change to all 5 cents coins and throw at u. U CCB.

lastly, pls fucking die and thk u for dying cos there's one less pest in dis world and earth can save more space.

thoughts

i thought tt i m always a person hard to understand and all. cos i dun share my thoughts out most of the time. even my trusted ones is lyk i keep some tinks to myself. so mayb today i will blog some of my thoughts out.

but den and again. sometimes i m jus blank for such tinks. i tink lately i m keeping a distance from all of my gd frens. dun ask me y. nt realli a distance. but the time i m able to spend wif them is quite little due to work, projects and all. so, my gd frens so dun misunderstand the thought tt i m trying to keep a distance from u all. and no gay or distorted thoughts. i definitely love u all. =D

another tink, i tink lately i hardly emo. which is a gd tink cos i tink if sth is freaking unhappy no pt tinking abt it. but if i realli do emo. i doubt i will tell anione abt it. cos i might jus stay home and freaking mad blast in one corner. if nt one of the other options, there will always b king koil. i tink there are always much better tinks to b done. and CONSTRUCTIVE tinks of cos. haha.

Lastly, i seriously gave it some thought. sth is definitely wrong wif me. a nice girl is in front of me and i tink is alright for us to get together but i m nt even sure i wan to b wif her or nt. having a lot of doubts abt myself now. yes i haf been freakin single for almost 2 yrs. but the prob is perhaps i haf gotten too used to wad a free man haf. but either ways we will c how tinks go.

sum it up, my brain is nt so empty lyk it seems after all. =D

revival.

i tink i need to revive dis blog by posting sth. Lol. let's c wad juicy info i can get. LOOK AT THAT SHIT. UPCC, so wad does it mean. u can actually pcc into the rubbish bin. HAHA nt. i jus meant, ulu pandan community centre.

i m so tired. loads of work and stress came crashing down in my life but i tink i m still taking dis ez HAHA =D.

lao pa's bday coming soon. so i tink high chance need to burn money soon.

seriously yawning is a crime lol. quoted by charles. o screw it lol. n great day i didnt spend my nite slping again and ppl escaping from hougang were seen in bugis mac. For e.g. some fucking indian guy wear a bathing cap on his/her head. so miss/mr r u a guy/girl. O man. nxt we haf drunken ang mohs tt ask if the boss stays inside the mac. u red hair mus b so dumb. is lyk the same lyk asking the ang moh back is ur hometown africa?. stupid. man i tink i could use some slp alright. i can vince anitime now.

when u dun slp. u start to vince(go crazy, start toking nonsense) o well. didnt went for my advanced 3d modelling class again. damn i tink i m so dead. but o well for the sake of my dearest sister charlene charles tay. well ok AND I M SRY FOR SMASHING UR NOSE. my bad seriously. THE GIANT INCINERATOR IN BUGIS BURN UP ALMOST ALL MY MONEY SO I GUESS I CAN START TO EAT GRASS SOON. lol probably haf to plan n cut down on my expenses. Mum started to took it out on me after i reach home, damn i jus wanted to slp. SHE STARTS BY so did u go to the hotel or did u treat this place as ur hotel. dun come back dun wan to see where r ur morals (-.-)? i was lyk wtf seriously and den start making assumptions so u gt gf is it b sure nt to cr8 ani new lives into dis world ok? seriously dots to my mum. den lao peh oso come and disturb dun need to come home and slp la i tink u can b hero or even god le. O WELL i haf interesting ppl in the hse.

regarding another tink. 1 month. in 1 month's time i m goin to get an ans. if is a yes my status would change if nt, it will remain the same.

i tink i m vincing. but nvm

ZZ.

U STUPID OLD WOMAN U BETTER STOP MESSING UP MY LIFE. I M SLPING DUN ASK ME IF I WISH TO EAT DO U HAF EVEN THE COW SENSE? WHEN I SAY LATER MEANS LATER AND U USE UR FUCKING EYES TO C I M SLPING SO DUN COME AND FUCK AROUND WIF ME WHEN I WAKE UP AND TELL MY MOTHER THE BUNS ACTUALLY BECOME HARD BECAUSE I NV EAT. FUCK U OK WAN ME TO STUFF A BUN INTO UR MOUTH WHEN U R SLPING U CCB?

SO MAY U DROP DEAD AND DIE AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE! _|_

another note: she jus loves to vince and i dun understand wad she says at time. ()~

ONE WORD TO SUM WAD IS HAPPENING AT HOME.


DIU. seriously.

o my dear old grandmother is having her pms and she's complaining to come home. blah blah and etc. my god. dis is so dumb. squeeze the 4 of us under one 2 room flat. seriously i dun lyk her at all. at such an age. she's still throwing tantrums lyk some small kid and she steals from my uncle's place. so ya. wad a great example u r setting huh. n NO i certainly dun welcome u back home. wad i told my parents was i m goin out early in the morning and nt come home till midnight if she comes back and stay wif us.

and the least tink i will do is probably piss her off and make her move away again lyk wad i did yrs ago.

ok my blog has been dead for a while. ok is rather long until someone reminded me of updating yesterday. n i tink i too champ alreidi. 6 modules. 2 Ds. 1 D+, 2Cs, 1C+. i wonder wad will b the nxt sem b lyk. this course is beginning to b lyk wad i used to tink it might b lyk but o well. The onli tink i can do now is to squeeze my way thr and get the diploma tt is supposedly said tt is abt to secure my rice bowl. funny tink is, IS NT EDIBLE. after tt would b army. i tink i m looking forward towards it but on the other hand i m nt so looking forward to it. pros and cons. weigh it. c how tinks go i dunno wad the future would hold for me aniway.

i tink i haf been growing to become more rational nowadays. n i dun get emo once in jus few days. although sometimes tinks r nt goin tt well. ok enuff abt myself.

i need some entertainment from life. pls grant me some. HAHA.

sth i learn.


some girls are to see, some girls cannot b, only one is meant to b

some things

so today is my first working day in SAF open hse. selling ice cream. omg. i can actually sell ice cream. and i tio the busiest booth. sian 1/2 somemore i m so sick. running nose almost on a temp. luckily i could handle it. n my god. the uncle tt helped me is actually someone tt is lyk dunno when he will die. Two of blood vessels connecting to the heart has been operated. one vessels is waiting to burst and when burst, u nv no wad can happen to him. but yet he is still so optimistic abt life, tok cock wif me enjoying his every moment of his life let the people around him filled wif laughter and happily working. i mean i onli haf respect for him. I mean not all ppl can b so brave to actually face up to their ill fate. i mean i suddenly thought those ppl who commit suicide is pure stupid, sometimes dey r nt even diagnosed wif terminal illnesses and a problem always come wif thousands of solutions wad could b so hard. I believe today there r much lessons to b learnt n a motivation to make me move on wif life. =)

i nv wish for anitink else. i jus pray for myself to b more hardworking and rationale. =D t's all i need for now

is messy. both feelings and thoughts. the hse is in a mess as well. there's nth meaningful to do at hm. z. is jus a mess. i tink right now i m in a mess as well.grr

one word to sum it up: DIU.

enuff of the emo posts. time for some happy post. XD

ok i ate carl's junior food for the first time today. and the portobello mushroom burger is realli OTL. juicy mushrooms and patty, cheesy sauce, with onions, tomatoes and lettuces. it totally make u drool. the taste is definitely great. ok i no dis is beginning to sound lyk a happy food post though or some ad from the magazine, nvm. aniway my hols haf been rotting and rotting so far. but at least i m still having my hols. n ya. o n i tink i need to learn how to do my hair and do sth abt some of my clothings b4 i go out. i no, i kind of look ragged when i go out at times. yes yes tt will haf to go. i will try to make sure from now on haha.

n b4 ending off. happy holidays to me. =D

rants again. wtf seriously.

i m seriously nt in the mood for anitink dis few days. and is definitely nt pms. z. i m jus worn out. tired all the time. sometimes so sick and bored of this life cos nth is happening. SERIOUSLY NTH. boring. my tears r falling out from my eyes almost every moment due to the boredom.

i need sth in my life and i m still finding the tink. screw u 'tink' =(

and so i thought i shld update.

ok jus a lot of rants here and there. let's start off where my memory did not fail me. today is national day ok nt, is 5 hrs past national day so screw it. i dun care. i m nt patriotic aniway. while ppl r enjoying the parade and all the baris sedia. i m there eating my bbq pork chicken and beef and some veggies tt is needed to get the daily wastage out. tinking abt the basic animation makes my blood boil. u stink jim ang. jus bcos u nv die in tt accident doesnt mean u can b twice as xl. and why the hell did i wrote recover soon and quick in ur get well card. is pure hyprocrite. i jus wanted to wrote, quote "may u burn and rot in hell for eternity. and u r jus lucky tt u were onli one step away. may nt b so lucky nxt time. (and a sarcastic part) HAHA. o well. sch is always abt rants isnt it.


nxt up, yesterday was farhana's bday. so ya went to the chalet and celebrate wif the bunch of ppl tt i haven seen for ages but whom i dun miss =x. ok mayb nt. is still great to see them. and is gd to hear tt ppl miss me. HAHA guy somemore. dots.

bottled up wif so much feelings and sth i thought i had long forgotten and put bhind suddenly came back and make me emo. damn. lousy feeling but yet on the other hand i have confused feelings which i tink i need to sort out. but dun wry i tink i m fine. so ya. But i dun mind ppl toking to me abt it.

and o ya bet u guys haven seen dis side of me. HAHA.


i tink i m way too boring =(

random xlness part 2

*walking on the streets, saw a couple getting married. making a bit of hooha in the car park wif camera equipments oso.

dad starts toking

Dad: Look someone getting married.

Me: so many camera equipment lyk filming

Dad XLs:Look at their faces? dey cannot even make it to b actors.

Conclusion: The xl culture passes on XD.

This is my two champions. AND PLS DUN ASK STUPID QUESTIONS LYK UR ONE AH?. nope dey r nt mine. dey r my sis's. and say dey r cute or u die. =).



y everytime dao. Zz. ok tt's zachary for you.

ok mayb i m jus plain bored. a lot of tinks happen.

TO DAVID:
ok mayb u haf ur own reasons for doin some things but y cant u jus tok to us.? arent we nt ur frens. but u chose to destroy tt trust between us. U promise sth. u deliver. at least try ur best. if u cant jus say u cant. but of cos i tink u realli need to go back and re-evaluate urself and clear dis money issue b4 things go from worse to hell. n i quote from shin, "sorry would b the last tink i wish to hear from u". n i m sry to say tt dis time u sinned even much more den me and is too bad for u to b forgiven. Prove ur actions n mayb there r still hope. i dun wish to burn u jus yet. Period. N definitely i m very disappointed.

aside from tt,


suddenly the thought came to me.

gd frens r realli hard to come by, treasure and cherish the times u all spend together. u would nv no wad will happen the nxt moment. So i therefore thk the gd frens tt haf given me wonderful times and memories.

N DUN WRY I M NT PASSING AWAY YET. =X

racist dad. racist son. XD

dis is amusing. u nv no wad the old birds can do.


Phone rings*

Dad ans.

KLING PO on the other line.
"May i speak to mr parker pls?"

Dad pissed.

"u gt the wrong no."
"there is no mr parker, onli mr fuck you."

*hangs up.

Start blabbering vulgarities abt indians to me.

WAH LAO. DAD U R MY OU XIANG MAN. =D

rants

ok. crap thx to food poisoning. i have been suffering. n i m serious. now the sight of the toilet bowl scares me. one week of hell. go anywhere oso sick. skipped sch for a wk go arcade cant play properly. went to doc lyk twice. it jus sucks. 4get it i jus hope dis gets over and done wif.

some visual entertainment.

sand king did a sinful sign. =D



IDIOTS. INC.



cha wu lai being idiot.

A big thank you to cook up a great crab meal and desert. seriously nt bad at all. I tink i seriously enjoy dis kind of gatherings. we shld haf dis kind of cck gang gahering more often. =D


But. i sinned again. sian. i had food poisoning the whole day. kept running to the toilet for more than 10 times in total. the content tt came out of cos is disgusting. but of cos dis is probably the day i slpt for more than 15 hrs in total. a great and painful rest though. lucky i still alive whee and no doubt i m the lord of sins lol.

i wonder if i can make it for the seminar tml. =x

i m getting desperate for some tinks in life. ZZ.

ok. some updates.

ok. dis few days i had been down wif projects, fun and tireness. As usual i always haf amusement up my sleeves hee.



So mr kling uncle, wad r u praying to?. for u to strike TOTO?. NOPE. NOT IN DIS LIFE BWAHAHAHA.



o well. cha wu lai jus being cha wu lai. blur cock as usual. DUN burn me or i will burn u back. XD.

LOOK at dis. CAN U C THE "DMGF" in the first letter of each word?. HA, dmgf serve the global community. nice jus nice. lol.



-.-". wad is dis. wow great information abt how u fell. how abt u update when do u bath or brush ur teeth everyday dots. from TAN'S BEEF noodles. so u no who we will nt b seeing around for a while XD.

tt's all laughter. =D

It has been an emotional roller coaster.

i need someone. someone tt is.

some tinks.

ok. firstly i tink hell happened the past 3 days. first, cha wu lai lost her laptop, den the bf is bloody ___, fill in the blanks if u guys no. o well. den nv gt to go back home tt day. wanted to make sure everything abt her is ok. so duckricestalluncle n me bcame heroes on mon. nth better to do in the middle of the nite and start to bcome cranky and above pics are wad u will get. R(A) scene wif ronald macdonald's and den sneak into construction site and play wif their BULLDOZER. XD. o well. o n i found one pic. LOOK at his name.




JAYAGOBI. new kind of coffee in town. i sure could use some coffee in the middle of the nite without slping. o wait and look. he looks lyk coffee as well. jus tt is nt KOPI OR GAO. XD. no sins. no sins. =D.

so nxt day went to sch wif jus 1 hr of slp. barely can concentrate. supposed to do proposal but ended up staring at the screen for half an hr b4 starting doing. moral of the story: get enuff slp. den after sch went to support ms claudia's chocolate stall. O THE CO GIRL selling choco. haha. ok but the chocolates r nice and still wan to thk u for the cd. =D. den went arcade again, mayb i jus wan to cut my life short without the slp. nth much happen in the arcade jus tt i get so tired that i could barely c the drum and guitar notes. so nv up pts. big deal. ok den went hm slp at 1 plus 2.GREAT.

today woke up late n feeling nt gd. so nv go sch. sucks. =(

sinful me.

jus take it as the vulgarities r censored. Sry for the readers that r nt involved and a big FUCK U to those i burn. XD.

This is for u.

ok though my blog is nt meant for burning ppl everytime but dis is jus another person that gets on my nerves.

i need to take a deep breath first. =D

Ok. Firstly u ego bastard. CCB. u need some growth for ur chinner suni. IF NT, make it into a pundat, it would be gd as well cos u r one. And seriously i dun lyk ur face, or rather i dun even lyk u. So it is fine if ppl do nt want to b frens wif u, or in fact enemies wif u. U even haf chairs lining to b thrown at u. SO FUCK YOU. Next do u haf to always b the first. WOULD U EVEN DIE if u r nt. IF u r, i can onli say u cant lose b it in dmgf or girl. U TINK U R THE FIRST, i tink u r a loser. LOSER THAT IS WORSE THAN RUBBISH DUMP, O and did i jus mention u? OR RATHER u r cheaper than that piece of crap. CHEAPER.


WHO u want to meet i dun gif a damn. 2ndly, u act lyk a bloody loser, JUS BCOS U DUN GET WAD U WAN and u do so many things that is so FUCKING IRRITATING, PUI. AND U consider urself a man? . u r jus lyk KID. and a big fat kid that is able to suck his nipples but cant even see his own dick. lower than even a pest. PIECE OF SHIT.

I WOULD B SO HAPPY TO B IN UR FUNERAL AND I M SURE MANY OTHERS DO AS WELL. UR PARENTS R JUS UNLUCKY TO HAF U. DAMN.
BURN U. STUPID RUBBISH BIN THAT I SPIT ON EVERYDAY ON MY LIFE.

pls dun mind me for the )(&*&$*&^ tt comes out in my post. i m lyk tt. when someone needs to get burn, he will get all dis.

u kana burn by me today.

suddenly i jus felt lyk burning u. ur irritation has been certainly reach me nt once but many times until i jus feel that u r a bloody pain in the ass. A BIG FUCK U to first u bloody ccb hu cant shut ur bloody mouth and bloody hum the guitar and shake and shake. IS BLOODY OBSCENE if u didnt no. FIRSTLY, the comment on my tizona, get lost la, i m nt playing dmgf for u to demoralise or gif me ur 'smart comments. 2ndly, is my p rate lousy or nt ur screen gt gold problem, if ur p rate is tt good, den mayb the screen would haf gold, but thx ah ur p rate isnt godly either. at least nt to the pt for me to OTL yet. _|_. 2ndly, PLS STOP RECOMMENDING SONGS TO PLAYERS. U SUCK realli, the mirage residence adv was stupid, i nv felt dis indian song could piss me off so much lyk an indian do. i played even worse den my ext. DAMN U. IF u tink u r smart and tt pro tink again, i thought u could help for once mayb. NO. U DIDNT, u irritate me and make me feel lyk blasting ur BLOODY CURLED HAIR FILLED WITH FLEAS that is grown on ur brain. CANT u jus play dmgf lyk a NORMAL HUMAN. AT LEAST TRY TO ACT AS ONE EVEN IF U R NT. cancerous cells r growing within u is it or stroke is coming to u?. AND PLS DUN BEG cos is so FUGLY.



AND CHAO CHEE BYE TO U. DUN ACKNOWLEDGE ME AS SOMEONE I M NOT TO U. GET LOST U FUCKER. unless u decide to bring the humanity back to u and i might need to consider.

A big thank u to u dis bunch of you xin ppl.

Firstly wan to thk all those ppl for rmbring my bday. a big thk u although is jus a tiny gesture i appreciate it.

here's the list.
Mum and Dad (obviously 18 yrs ago u 2 were witnessing the born of a great descendant of urs although mum keep saying if i didnt haf u i could haf toured the world. thx for bringing me to dis world ya XD realli love them but i m nt gd wif words)
Sis( my ever loving and doting sis =D)
Yong Zuan( of cos la cb, u r my brother forget bo xin leh, thx for the great dinner oso.)
Ivan( ya my gay buddy u forget u oso bo xin. =)thx for the great dinner as well. u 2 are my brothers indeed.)
Yu guang. (yes cow, glad u rmbed it thx a lot buddy)
Wan Ting ( unexpected but thk u oso)
Jiun Jia ( yea thk u. and thx for ur REMINDER.)
Sze Jin ( yea 7 plus msg me thx aniway and i was slping. 0_0)
Hui Qing ( yea thx 'lao po' haha. although u everytime gt the dates wrong)
Jerry ( wah lao agar agar oso rmbed. lol thx ya)
Chung lam ( ya ok. nth to say jus thx dun get urself too lame)
Xian Hui (wtf. wad wash rice until more clean)
Bernie( GU nt bad ah. my cousin indeed ya la vanessa bday oso hee)
Li Ping( thx i tink u r sick right. but thx for still rmbring and ur testimonial)
Jason( thx for the testimonial handsome haha)
Yuh Shin ( thx ah FUCKER lol. )
Shu Hui (thx pretty. u rmbed unexpected. )
Charlene(thx bitch. i m getting bitchier as day passes. HEE.)
Evina (thx sister. as always u always make my day)
Tick Aun( wow. thx man unexpected from u. jus say hi i wun eat u up)
Wee Leng (wah lan another one tt reminds me. thx aniway.)
Bryant ( 1.10 suni. thx for ur great testimonial HAHA. indeed my best tok cock buddy)
Nigel( a big fuck u,understand =).thx)
Wei Qi (thx luckily u rmbed my old fren haha.)
Wei Ling ( wow thx for the nice testi. thx for rmbring oso.)
Marlins ( thx marlins for giving me such a great bday celebration as well. Ms michelle, ms hsing wee, wenbao, ivan yeo, ms audrey, mr eddy and those hu turned up. THX A LOT GUYS.)
Zul (thx ya teddy. LYDD XD.)
Sheng Tat ( lol TAT u announced. and hell yea is 18. SWEET 18 huh. HAHA.)
Claudia (u rmbed. and i m SO GLAD tt u rmbed. ya nice 11th hr sia. some drama to it?)


tell me if i leave out ur names XD. u guys made a change in my life jus by dis tiny gesture my great frens and buddies.

WAD a feast haha. man haven celebrated my bday in a while. 16th bday was probably the darkest bday i ever had. 17th nth happen haha. dis yr nt too bad my family celebrated wif me haha. nice cake as well haha. a lot of wishes ask me n i might tell u XD.

random.

i dun wan to c u down until lyk dis. it jus pains me so much.

...pictures. right. tell me abt camwhoring =x.

charlene chao extra. when i decide to play wif my camera.




i nt happy. chop off her bloody head. b4 tt say 'trademark' first.



i m proud of wad i haf done XD. i lyk the head where it is.

i m lz to scan and ya. dis is my masterpiece ok. aniway is the cck gang if u cant read. i tink i m ok at cartoon drawing so ya. ask and u shall b given one. =)

Way back into love by hugh grant and drew barrymore. Nice song

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh 

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

ok. mayb it nv meant to start. jus nv. 123 nor 456 or even 789. mayb staying alone would still b the best choice out.

gr.

ok i m lz. i jus haf to admit it. wad's there to blog when u onli haf shit everyday. damn. ok firstly. ms j u realli piss me off. owe me 20 bucks pls return i aint tt close to u ya. damn. still act lyk nth i say again WE AINT TT CLOSE. dammit. i ego crushed the rubbish dump and he showed me face, lol i wonder m i in real deep shit but screw it. u disgust me _|_. nbcb. nxt i rushed tinks i m so angry wif myself i tok too much my bad. end up i tink now we haf tons and tons of misunderstandings for me to clear. let tinks stay dis way ok. let's jus say i hope tinks go well between me and ms m. HA. END OF SHITSIDE STORY.

new age of ppl having dinner.

i m having my dinner at 1am. isnt tt happening.? wonderful haha. dun b surprised if i add a few more pounds to my body fats. =x. life sure is bz and there are so many lessons to b learnt everyday. man

photo taking XD

chilling in the famous tau hue shop.



in olden days.NOT.


man i m beginning to tink the days in my digital photomedia lessons were nt wasted, i had such a talent after all XD. not the pt yea the famous tau huey shop, ask and u will no where is it, serves real gd soya beancurd, soya bean milk and the famous yu zha gue. yummy.

long wait

sry guys for the long wait i m finally back. haha jus haven haf the time to update tt is. ok kind of back to training to keep my self fit again pretty hard but i m trying,i mean i will do it, DO. i hate myself at times, for being hu i m but den and again becos of my gd and bad pts tt makes me wad i m but bad pts can b improve haha. change for the better man. tinks r ok between me and ms j, getting along fine i guess haha. jus tt i dun lyk some ways she handle tinks but den and again mayb we r nt close enuff. =). i m dead beat grant me more hrs of slp, quality slp tt is. XD.

is cny eve

great. went out early in the morning to join yz and evan to go cck. yawns and dey were totally late. as usual. but early in the morning tons of ppl were there alreidi haf to wait. cant believe i fail over there adv, haf to train up for it again but den and again i need some time. o well and den went over to my sis place for reunion dinner. nice steamboat dinner. pretty gd i m too full. XD.

CNY nearing.

ok woke up early in the morning to pei ms j the dunno how to go funan girl to go for her interview as a piano teacher. ok and to decide to go the reunion dinner at marina bay later she haf to call up everybody. amusing. the reason being she say cos i m goin so everybody else mus go *gifs a cheeky smile. yea den after tt went back to new town. yea all blacks. i almost died from it. HAHA. haven seen these wackos for a real long time hah. den after went to vivo wif cow, yz and evan to shop for their new yr stuff. stop reminding me evan. i no. dammit. den after went to marina bay for dinner ya my table is probably the best, carnivores. =). luckily somebody changed clothes if nt i m goin to tease her again haha. ok had a bit of drum sessions, make me rain. den went to K, till midnight tt's abt it. the enjoyment of hols + new yr HAHAHAHA.

life is pretty screwed. i tink i m very tired lately. gif me more hrs. went to power hse yesterday. pretty messy i mus say, is realli meant for ppl to get drunk and get high over there o well. my first time there, my head was spinning after a few drinks even though i was sober, I SWEAR OK. den a bit of RA scenes here and there tt's y is meant for 18 and above understand?.



the drinks haha.

how come dis b such a coincidence. the same course. the same marks. so similar. i dunno . was dis realli meant to b this way. and will i haf another person come crashing into my life again. so many uncertainties.

update

ok first tink first i haf to learn to communicate properly. due to some miscommunication den i flared. ok learning , i no i gt a foul temper sry guys hu had a taste of it. o well. haha had gyming session at my sec sch today ok. new town is still pretty screwed so ya big deal. i graduated from there 2 yrs ago so nth special. Trying to bcome a nt so fat kid cos i seriously gained some yuan wang weights. I M INNOCENT! y throw weights to me. although i may b guilty at times XD hee. i hope dis works. gd luck to those hu r having exams. i dun wish to haf ani karma cos i tink i realli need a lot of luck. screw programming. i tink i m so goin to fail tt module. kns. END.

it has been a while yup. i haven been able to update for rather long. rats. zz. someone is complaining alreidi. alright. some latest updates. i gt into playing step mania lately, haha fun and playing in class actually attracts those sec sch students crowding outside the class during the open hse. ya tt's nt the pt. since sch is so boring. i shan't tok abt it, wad else is jus projects and shit load of work. i m tired, both mind and soul. but the long wait is soon goin to b over, holidays are finally coming whee. o ya and i jus bcame a ME HAHA. finally break this great curse that is wif me for months. phew. i m praying for ms michelle's car oso, there are so many prayers to b ans but i tink it would be more practical to actually carry actions out. i haf to keep telling myself is soon goin to b over =).

haf been thr dis much, sometimes i jus felt tt i haf changed rather a bit since some months in VE. much more still coming up.