Saturday, December 27, 2008

rmb when i say when i mean i m rotten means i m rotten?

den let's add on to one pt again.

wad u haf seen up to date is nt the biggest flare from me.

it jus might get worse

or even worst.

jus dun let me find out some tinks. seriously

Friday, December 26, 2008

Reflection from the past 1,2 mths

today, i tink is the day tt i realli took in a deep breath and let it out

i tink for the past 1,2 mths i haf been goin haywire? or call it emotional torment or torture which by right it shldnt b so.

o at this pt u all mus b tinking, "o jq goin to gif up alreidi huh"

nope i m nt giving it up yet, is jus i m making myself to take tinks real easy, i m leaving things to fate.

dis 1 or 2 mths especially i notice some tinks in myself.

the times i emo were far more den the times i m luffing or even smiling.

i get angry at little tinks fast. and i thought i had a lot of patience but apparently when it comes to someone, i suck at my patience. practically bcoming some grumpy old man.

seriously tt's bad

and i haf been using my brains for wrong tinks. tinking too much rubbish.

but still, i nv regret, cos i realli did my best and did all i could. =)

still, be happy since the old jq is coming back. no more angry man except when i m hungry and of cos will b back full of xlness =D.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

i wonder wad kind of christmas m i goin to haf dis yr.

mayb it might jus turn out to b the worst christmas tt i m goin to haf.

battle of yi ling starts now.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

i m bored too. acknowledgement to those tt ended my boredom to let me c dis quiz

1)Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your first name?!
Jackass. =)

2)Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?!
WHO R U?

3)Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?!
yea.someone

4)How many bedrooms do you have in your house?!
3 i tink. o wait, i dun even haf a hse of my own damn.

5)Do tattoos and piercings excite you?!
No.

6)Is there a reason for your friendster song?!
i jus removed it.

7)Do you hate the last guy/girl you were talking to?!
no?

8)Who was your last text message from?!
MY GROUP LEADER. REMINDING ME TO DO MY WORK HOLY SHIT.

9)What's the best wedding you've been to?!
My sister's wedding.

10)What time did you wake up this morning?!
8

11)If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?!
obviously

12)Do you get along better with guys or girls?!
NONE. I AM ANTI SOCIAL. MY SISTER SAY I M AUTISTIC.

13)Who is the best person to cheer you up?!
Myself.

14)Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?!
NO. I WAS BULLSHITTING AROUND.

15)When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?!
JUST.

16)Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?!
yea. i tink my big fat mummy deserves one big kiss from me

17)What is wrong with you right now?!
fuck u understand.

18)Would you go in public looking like you do right now?!
I DUN MIND SINCE I M IN MY UNCLE CLOTHES AS USUAL

19)Would you kiss someone to make your bf/gf mad?!
tt's pure sam pat

20)Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?!
THE ONE TT CAME OUT WIF DIS QUESTION IS STUPID

21)Do you use t9, word, or abc?!
t9

22)Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?!
Yeah

23)Do you tell your mom everything?!
no. she no nuts abt me

24)Who was the last person you yelled at?!
my nephew

25)Who was the last person/s you cried in front of?!
In front of my dead grandmother

26)Have you told anybody you loved them today?!
No.

27)Think of the last person you held hands with, do they mean something to you?!
Of cos, he's my nephew.

28)Could you cry right now?!
No. i am almost heartless

29)What do you need to be doing right now?!
A towel. to bath

30)How's your ex doing?!
I care abt her.

31)Who can you trust?!
Myself.

32)Where were you friday night?!
Somewhere tt i dun wish to rmb

33)Who did you last talk to on the phone?!
Wan Qi

34)Where will you be in a hour?!
Ramming the keyboard

35)How late did you stay up last night?!
2 am?

36)What's your hair look like today?!
lyk everyday.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

today i tink the onli tink tt she did to make me happy is taking a grp photo.

the rest of the day i suddenly go thailand.

and my age jus went down

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

Sunday, December 14, 2008

i gt a nice wake up call from some #)&)%&#)(&%)(. HAHAAHAH. nt the kana fuck left right up down.

i m definitely feeling better and i no wad i m goin to do when the time comes.

i m freaking bored. i need some entertainment
day 3.

dis is seriously still too painful from me.

those words seem to haf some ringing effect on me. and i m abt to get crushed from those words

i seriously need some time.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

i m practically stepping on landmines and jet fighter planes crashing into my life.

seriously, m i an idiot?

if nt, y treat me lyk one.

and o, now the thief is calling for the police when the thief is done wif the work.

i guess somebody is gd wif mind games after all.

if u dun understand dis post dun bother asking, i m nt entertaining.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

thx all tt supported. =D

Friday, December 05, 2008

today was a fruitful day.

i was nt happy. but at least i tried. somebody jus haf the stupid remote control on her hand tt can make my mood go haywire. damn it.

went nihonmura for high tea buffet wif evina sis. as usual the food there were nt too bad. seriously nt bad at all for the price. and did alot of catching up tt we needed to do so

den starbucks were giving this free drink from 5-7pm. lucky to get a cup. for salvation army. i donated 2 bucks so ya. nt lyk the coffeeshop coffee. so ya.

so the happy ppl for the day. at least in the day i was rather happy.



free drinks for the typical singaporeans yo.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

seems lyk some evil side of me is awakening.

or mayb i m jus pured bored to c some commotion or events happening.

when i say i m rotten. i mean it so. i seriously can b an ass too.

Monday, December 01, 2008

old

conclusion. I M SERIOUSLY OLD.

nt in terms of age. but my body jus cant take nights without slp animore.

Let's do a comparision between now and den:

Then:
-16 yrs of age when i start frequent tonning
-Sanguoing whole nite at the arcade at marina bay
-Can walk from marina bay steamboat area to the MRT station in the morning after arcade close since there is no bus.
-NOT SO FAT.
-After tonning still can straight away go play dmgf and can add pts.

Now:
-19 yrs. nt even 20.
-rarely tonned now. body cant take it.
-Random stuff done to burn the time through the nite. For e.g pointing middle fingers X times at a single person without him noticing. where X represent a very large number.
-I almost died when walking from blk 302 to Lot 1
-FAT lyk the ball.
-Hand lyk tofu when playing guitar.
-THE STUPID GUITAR KEEP GIVING ME 94 PG ended up no extra stage for certain credit. eh come on la i haven miss having extra stage for a nong nong time alreidi ok.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

猿渡 Saruwatari (monkey on a crossing bridge) 涼二 Ryouji (twice refreshing)

nth better to do so play wif dis. and seriously wtf y mus i always b associated wif monkeys.

i wish to b associated wif a girl who is born in the yr of monkey though =x haha

Saturday, November 29, 2008

tagged by twin by dunno X light yrs back cos i didnt c.

10 weird things/little known facts/habits

1) my surname is wee. as in by right it shld b wee jing quan instead of huang jing quan dun ask me y is it huang aniway cos my mum wans it tt way.

2) i haf a bad affinity wif virgo girls. lyked lyk 5 virgo girls b4? we r onli gd as frens i guess.

3) From kindergarden to primary sch, i was a big bully. after secondary sch, i was bullied.

4) I used to cry alot. crybaby haha.

5) I was nicknamed destroyer at home. cos almost everytink i touch at home will most lykly spoil in short term. dis onli applies to things tt are nt mine. i dunno the reason y seriously/

6) i haf a habit of self defense everyday b4 i slp. if u dun understand, go figure

7) i may haf a fierce face. or put it ani way u wan to. but my bark is definitely louder than my bite, i m a kind man u no =)

8) i dun realli acknowledge my gd frens/buddies by words. i hate saying some mushy stuff or wadever along tt line. if u r my gd fren/buddies, c how i treat u cos i treat them lyk my family.

9)eating is favourite habit (not realli a hidden fact huh)

10) i love myself actually. HAHA.

hu to tag:
whoever. lyk i care abt them

Thursday, November 27, 2008

i m so freaking bored at home when u haf so many pieces of animation stuck wif u. sian.

i m nt such a homely man after all.

i wan to go out i guess. i guess mayb i jus dun lyk staying in dis hse haha.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

when i was young, i often created a lot of trouble. destroy things, beat ppl up, disturb ppl, teachers shake their heads when they c me. parents were often called up to sch, i tink my parents were probably tinking y did dey haf a kid lyk dis.

When i was older, my results were nt fantastic even though i was in the em1 class in primary sch, in fact i was always the last. at this pt of time my results were always compared. it will always b "eh u c tt so and so results so gd, goin into a gd secondary sch and all blah blah" i tink at this pt of time my parents were tinking y is my son nt hardworking and smart enuff.

When i was in secondary sch, i was in New town, results kind of picked up, but still nt fantastic. it is the results of any average joe tt u could c around. past time in class was to play poker cards and all. i tink my strongest language is probably vulgarities. at home i often glued my self to the computer or ps 2. my parents probably tink "wah lao wad my son will bcome? shakes head"

Now, bcos of this incident. my goodie old sister has been almost condemned and i m being said to b god send? so wtf is wrong wif dis.

Monday, November 24, 2008

life seriously haven been so messed up.

what will u do when ur siblings are actually pissed off wif your parents and quarreling and parents tok of disowning ur sibling and it involves you?

what will you do when u haf 10 projects overdue due to the loss of laptop and ur grp leader is shaking his/her head?

what will you do when ur parents are renting a place and dey need u to get some seriously quite high pay job to feed urself when you are doing your final year project in sch?

what will you do if the girl you like is giving u hell loads of probs and bull shit?

what will you do when your family is in shambles?

lastly,

what WILL YOU DO WHEN ALL OF THIS SHIT IS HAPPENING ALTOGETHER.

i dun even feel lyk spouting vulgarities now, seriously.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

i tink i m very happy and contented to no some tinks.

sometimes i jus need a little push

i wonder is she waiting or expecting something from me
NNB PUA CB. i tell u dun let me c u. i swear i will make u pay for making her cry.

and for spoiling my mood. _|_.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

holy shit, there is actually digimon online

international site might b coming out soon. dis is the unofficial website.
http://digimonrpgonline.net/

now onli korean and chinese server available. cant find the chinese though

Monday, November 17, 2008

i tell u, lim pei is kan sian in sch.

nth constructive for today as well. man it isnt the monday blues but pure tireness. i need the slp so i guess for the nxt coming few wks i might jus b a gd boy and go home straight after sch everyday.

bought new ear pieces but dey r rather powerful

so i might jus b joining the old men's recreation club and say

"100 sticks for 30 cents yo"

Sunday, November 16, 2008

ok i gt my new laptop. finally online. but i m still upset losing my old one. i haf been realli down these few days seriously. many thoughts. including killing, dis is goin to b complicated. so i will tell if u ask but depending as well.

AND LAST OF ALL A BIG FUCK YOU TO THE MOTHER FUCKER TT STOLE MY LAPTOP AND MY COM ACCESORIES. MAY U GET STRIKE BY LIGHTNING WHILE WALKING ON THE STREETS AND UR BALLS ROT WHILE WATCHING PORN. U STOLE A LAPTOP COS U R POOR AND U R DESTINED TO STAY POOR EVEN AFTER U STOLE THE LAPTOP AND COS U STOLE IT.

c i m nt so bad after all.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

i always do dis kind of stupid tinks.lol

Explain your relationship status:
- Single wif someone in mind

Name a lyric from the last song you listened to:
- i dunno is in jap. but part of it is in the post below

What did you wear today?
- The usual uncle clothes

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
- Nothing for now

How many windows are open on your computer?
- 3

What are you doing after this?
- ROT IN SCH.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- my uncle

Do you like to cuddle?
- I tink so

Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
- Mr Jerome Wee

Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
- Yea but none

Do you like hugs?
- Ok la.

Are you a loud person?
- What u tink?

Are you wearing underwear right now?
- Dis question is stupid

Look to your left, what do you see?
- My grp leader staring at me for nt doing work

What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
- Wishes come true

Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
- If i was smashed how m i even suppose to come home

Have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?
- No. my siblings' frens are lyk abt 10 yrs older

Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
- Yes

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
- Of cos

Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?
- Tink so.

Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
- My kick ass buddies.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
- often, very, unless needed

Last serious hug?
- Months back

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
- dyed b4

Is something bothering you?
- Confirmed

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
- Yea.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
- Yes.

What time woke you up this morning?
- 9.20am. my grp leader woke me up lol

Would you go back in time to change something?
- Probably

Is it hard leaving people behind?
- No. i can b a fucking loner if i wan to. but i gt great frens.

What are you excited for?
- LOL. when a 0 is added to my bank acct XD

Who was the last missed call?
- Mum, probably asking me whether i m coming home for dinner

At the moment are you more warm or cold?
- Cold, this proves tt the sch air con is working

What was the last thing you spent your money on?
- lemon tea.

Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
- No summer here. the whole yr is summer. hot until chua sai.

What are you doing right now?
- DOIN DIS SHIT

Can you handle the truth?
- Of course

How's your life lately?
- screwed

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
- Months back oso

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
- Fall

Do you hate being alone?
- Not realli

Where were you last night?
- Dbg den chinatown den home

Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
- jus now

Do you currently have a hickey?
- simi lj lai

Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
- yea

When did you first get Myspace?
- i dun haf

Are you drifting away from any friends?
- I tink so. but usually i m gd at pulling them back

What are you listening to?
- Ranting from the other grp

What are you doing tonight?
- camp in arcade as usual

Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
- Yes

Are you wearing socks?
- No.

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
- yea, my phone, wallet and keys

Who's your last text from?
- my twin lol.

Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
- Still can

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
- No

Someone on your mind right now?
- Yes

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- no

Who was the last person to sit on your bed?
- My mother.

Where were you at 2:02 this morning?
- hearing suet say interesting stuff over the phone, luffing at kang,

Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
- No, chio lan for wad

Anyone told you a secret this week?
- tink so. it was abt somebody spawl herself.

When was the last time you bought something?
- jus now

Do you play an instrument?
- No
changed some tinks on the blog.

no apparent reason. jus feel tt some tinks jus need to b changed.

music changed as well cos i tink dis song is very nice.

dis is the piano version but the lyrics is quite meaningful.

Only you might have passed by along the hill,
Many sunny spots have scattered about,
Only I think back upon this kind, warm place…
Only you, only you,
Were the one I liked,
My eyes blur across the skies, going far off,
For as long as I remember, even if everything changes,
There was only one thing, one thing commonplace,
Only one thing that showed its full brilliance,
Always, always protecting…

above is the translated version.

sch is a bore.

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

random thought of the day:

i m bored of this world.

Sunday, November 02, 2008

HAHA.

ER MI TUO FUO.

doesnt the pic look lyk me? XD

my buddha is kind and benevolent
It might feel like you are losing some of your idealism today when a harsh truth hits you square in the face, but do not lose sight of your hopes and dreams. You can see the better side of people if you choose to, so don't give up. Sure, every once in a while someone will disappoint you with their actions, but that doesn't make them a bad person. If you care about someone, you need to give them a second chance. You will be very glad you did.

HOW TRUE FOR TODAY.

BUT STILL FUCK IT. WAD'S WIF THE WORLD TODAY.

I FEEL LYK DISOWNING EVERYBODY.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

suddenly idiocy is in trend.

man look at the photos holy shit.

i suddenly wan to pok myself lyk vince LOL.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

PCB, limpei running out of time.

haf to make my moves fast.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

花海 by 周杰伦

静止了所有的花开

遥远了清晰的爱

天郁闷爱却更喜欢

那时候我不懂这叫爱

你喜欢站在那窗台

你好久都没再来

彩色的时间染上空白

是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开距离隔不开

思念变成海在窗外进不来

原谅说太快爱成了阻碍

手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开回忆花不开

欠你的宠爱我在等待重来

天空仍灿烂她爱着大海

情歌被打败爱已不存在

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Project sketchbook in progress.

is goin to b a tedious job after all.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I TELL U

MMA MOTHER FUCKERS LEECHERS.

DUN PUSH IT.

TOK AND TOK TO ME BUT U R STILL NT GOIN TO GET THE 150 DOLLARS OUT FROM MY POCKET.

FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND.

DUN U NO WAD IS THE MEANING OF NOT INTERESTED?

TREAT IT AS CELEBRATION OF GRADUATION?

DUN MAKE ME LUFF.

COOPERATE?

FOR WAD. I TELL U AGAIN IF IT WAS 1.50 OR 15 DOLLARS. I SAYANG I GIF. IS 150 DOLLARS MIND U.

SCREW THE COURSE. SCREW THE COMMUNITY.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

sch started and i need a getaway.

someone has been mia for at least 24 hrs.

messed up feeling.

i feel rather empty.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

i no i no is time to update.

cos i can finally blog lyk i wan it. lyk cos tml aunt is goin hk for one and a half mths and haha GET LOST XD.

gt some freedom back. finally. hu cares abt the 12am curfew _|_

and sadly oct is mth to get broke.

look at the amt of birthdays dis mth

man and on another note.

i might haf a ton at my hse within the one and half mths.

dun wry is nt the fucking bird cage tt some of u all had seen.

dis hse is nt too bad.

Monday, September 29, 2008

pros and cons living at the new place

pros:
there is hot water. (dun luff lyk rusty the bitch. i needed tt seriously)
is spacious cos is a bloody 5 room flat
is windy
there is air con. so it will b on once in a while i guess
there is a bloody dog for me to play wif. a companion i guess.
there r many buses around the area to go to places. and fast.
there r nice food in the district.
i get a free 32 inch tv for my room =) gd for iidx

cons: seriously dis is quite a lot and quite bad ones
my aunt restricts my slping time
my aunt restricts me from playing games. lyk i dunno y. hello i m nt ur son. my parents allow me and this is their way of treating me or rather raising me as a child
my aunt is super holy. so i get a lot of christian reading stuff from her.
my parents and i squeeze inside one bedroom. lyk i dunno for wad when there is a room free.

bound to haf more to come up. luckily she's goin hk on the 9th. nvm i lun. first day onli mum alreidi called me and kpkb abt me and i dunno for wad. while the xl jiji say dun care, saying tt him and her haf been brother and sister for yrs to come and this is normal jus dun care. take in one side go out one side.

i guess i will b out of home 90 percent of the time. bishan seem lyk a gd area to hang out nowadays mayb? clementi is still near so there is nt a big change to it. so ya.

moving to seng kang onli at the end of nxt yr. zz

Saturday, September 27, 2008

i jus stepped into hell

and the i haf to find a path out from it.

and onli i can do it.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

i need to find back sth i guess.

responsibility

Thursday, September 18, 2008

i tink i m fine wif dis skin
holy shit. i didnt no so many ppl read my blog. i tink dis skin nt bad but the resolution sucks. i actually haf to scroll a lot to c wad is on my tagboard. kns

to ngee ann mma community

a big fuck u to u.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

i tink dis blog skin nt bad

Friday, September 12, 2008

TELL ME WTF HAF I DONE TO DESERVE ALL THIS SHIT.

FEELINGS R A STUPID THING.

I CERTAINLY WISHED I WAS A ROBOT.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

wad's up wif the idea of saying i m emo and pessimistic.

i dun realli blog lyk some da pian over here.

hey i can b funny.

i can smile?. i tink. even though i gif a dead face.

ya many say i smile nicer. sry tt i cant do.

and damn those stupid kids at godma's place keep asking me to smile.

rmb? dun force it, i m no sunshine boy.

neither m i an emo boy.

u come share joy wif me i happy. i smile. can?.

and rusty, i no i m funny dun haf to keep luffing and call me bitch one _|_. XD

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

i dunno y.

i m feeling so guilty

Monday, September 08, 2008

rusty is a bitch to ask me do dis.

01. What have you been doing recently?
home, arcade, c girls, pa siao.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
no.

03. What happened at 10.00am today
kunning

04. When did you last cry?
cant rmb. i tink it was over my grandmother

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yeah

06. What do you want in your life right now?
money, gf, everytink tt u can tink of in a perfect life.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
both oso can.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
bolster

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
ah peh pyjamas.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
some one said i m a gd teacher lol.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I hope not, but maybe I do.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Some porn movie.

14. What are you proud of?
to b able to come to dis world

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
some quarreling msg wif janet.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
xin jia by ah du.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
tons.i m lz to even say.

18. What does your last received text message say?
"Yep =).hahas den his chem mus hav improve lots neh.gt u lik tat help him =D

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
didnt slp last nite. onli slpt dis morning

20. Are you currently happy?
no.

21. Who gives you best advice?
myself.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nv tried b4

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
someone

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
someone

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
lao pei.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
No

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
cannot rmb

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
of cos.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
sth. i will no when i come to no of it.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
er. yea

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no

32. What is the colour of your room?
i haf no room.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Yes

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
ya i tink actions speaks louder den words.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Myself

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
nicholas i tink

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
yes

38. Do you have a life?
obviously

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
no.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
bcos of one sentence in tt song

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
my grandmother.

42. Last time you smiled?
when i saw someone's msg

43. Have you changed this year?
i tink so

44. What are you listening right now?
rubbish

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yeah

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open la siao

47. Is there a quote you live by?
a lot

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
ya i tink so

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
ya

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
I can't remember

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
bus to chuang's hse

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
NO

53. What song best describe your love life?
mayday

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
mayb

55. Who always make you laugh?
a lot of ppl

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chinese hokkien kelin

57. favourite website(s)?
porno.

58. What's your middle name?
Don't have one

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
work

60. What do you think you are like?
wise old man

61. Who will you choose to die with?
No one

62. Where have you been today?
zariel's place den home

63. What game do you play often?
bemani games

64. Who are you missing right now?
someone

65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
friend.

66. What are you doing right now?
Talking

67. Which primary school are you from?
qifa primary

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
white blue green

69. What emotion you like to show?
-_-

70. What is your life to you?
can make it

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
find a solution for myself.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
rusty

73. Who do you admire most?
No one?

74. Which month are you born in?
May

75. How are you feeling right now?
sian

76. What is the time now?
1.40am

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
ccb.

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
bleach.

79. Why are you doing this test?
bo liao

80. What do you do when you're moody?
emo

81. At which age you wish to get married?
24

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
friends

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
wait to die

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
myself

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
ya

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
all my dreams come true.

87. What is your goal for this year?
a christmas present for myself - someone

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes

89. What feeling do you love most?
happy?

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yea

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
emo

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yea. kind of

93. Do you believe in God?
ya

94. Who cares for you most?
parents

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
someone

96. What will you bring when you fight?
cannon.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
nt able to care for my grandmother more when she was around.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
nth

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
b a man abt it.

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
horny

Sunday, September 07, 2008

sometimes i dunno wad to tok here.

is there ani reason for me to blog in the first place.

i tink dis tink here is onli gd for me to rant aka kpkb.

or mayb i m vincing sian.

Friday, September 05, 2008

BUMP OF CHICKEN - Mayday

作詩:藤原基央 作曲:藤原基央

君に嫌われた君の 沈黙が聴こえた
君の目の前に居るのに 遠くから聴こえた
hated by you i've heard your slience
i'm right in front of you but i've heard you from far away

発信源を探したら 辿り着いた水溜まり
これが人の心なら 深さなど解らない
searching for the reason is like groping in the water
this is a person's heart its depth can't be understood

呼ばれたのが 僕でも僕じゃないとしても
どうでもいい事だろう 問題は別にあるんだ
whether you were calling out to me or not
it doesn't really matter right, the issue is something else

息は持つだろうか 深い心の底まで
君が沈めた君を 見つけるまで潜るつもりさ
苦しさと比例して 僕らは近付ける
再び呼吸をする時は 君と一緒に
are you holding your breath? down to the bottom of your heart
you are drowning so i won't stop diving till i find you
the pain grows as we get closer
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you

僕もまた同じ様に 沈黙を聴かれた
君もまた同じ様に 飛び込んでくれるなら
me i'm still the same, listening to the silence
you you're still the same, pulling me in deeper

口付けを預け合おう 無くさずに持っていこう
君に嫌われた君へ 代わりに届けるよ
i'm keeping the kiss, hoping i don't lose it
hated by you i want to make it up to you

誰もが違う生き物 他人同士だから
寂しさを知った時は 温もりに気付けるんだ
everyone is different and we're all strangers
but when we're lonely we can notice their warmth

勇気はあるだろうか 一度心覗いたら
君が隠した痛み ひとつ残らず知ってしまうよ
傷付ける代わりに 同じだけ傷付こう
分かち合えるもんじゃないのなら 二倍あればいい
peeking into the heart is there any courage there?
the pain that you hide, i know you haven't left any behind
trying to make up for the hurt, i caused the same injury to myself
it isn't something that can be shared so its fine to have double

怖いのさ 僕も君も
自分を見るのも見せるのも 或いは誰かを覗くのも
でも 精一杯送っていた 沈めた自分から
祈る様なメーデー
we're both afraid you and me
maybe i am seeing or showing myself, or possibly looking at someone else
but i sent it with all my might, from the drowning me
a prayer like Mayday

響く救難信号 深い心の片隅
こんなところにいたの 側においで 逃げなくていいよ
触れた発信源に 届けるよ 口付け
君から預かってきたんだよ
the resounding signal for help, in a corner of the heart's depth
coming close in a place like this its fine if theres no escape
touching the source i send to you a kiss
the one i've been keeping from you

勇気はあるだろうか 一度手を繋いだら
離さないまま外まで 連れていくよ 信じていいよ
息は持つだろうか 眩しい心の外まで
再び呼吸をする時は 君と一緒に
is there any courage there? joining hands for once
not letting go till i've brought you out, do believe in it
are you holding your breath? till we're out of the dazzling heart
when i have to take another breath, i'll take it with you

wow. nice song found at a nice time. by the way dis is a v5 song. the first song when u go in game. anybody wan dis song can jus ask. =)

Thursday, September 04, 2008

true stuff

women are the most annoying things in men's lives

yet men lyk to annoy themselves

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

i tink is damn fun listening to ghost stories at dis hr

Sunday, August 31, 2008

bloody hell.

the hse is in a mess. thx to the fucking old woman

i sumpa if i had a gun i will fucking kill her.

stay tuned.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

i m gaying at ah kang's hse XD.

i need a bath soon. damn

somebody's hair smell nice. hehe.

an issue on zhong she qing you. rest assured tt if u r my gd fren, my heart is always wide enuff to fit u in and u will b etched on my mind

Thursday, August 28, 2008

i tink some body is having split personalities on his own tagboard. LOL

he can say everytink but he is still an internet hero.

jason shld send a letter to him soon.
well back to u =)
i no u r sensitive until u came and read my blog even though u dun even no hu i m.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

when it rains it pours. seriously.
i jus gt entertained hoho.

http://13nc13ryan.blogspot.com/

kang says he's entertained and found joy in camp. lol

dis guy is so loved.

until his frens r all fuckers lol.

i tink his posts r so entertaining until he can go b clown in the circus lmao.

Monday, August 25, 2008

20 tinks. random. nb shin ask me do.

2.14 am

1.wan slp.
2.wan jio someone.
3.wan save money
4.wan wash dishes tml due to supper
5.wan watch anime tt i dloaded
6.wan charge my phone
7.i m still toking to kang at dis hr lol
8.i m definitely nt gay
9. i m freakin full after the popiah supper
10.dis is stupid. lol
11.y m i even doin dis
12.cos shin is an ass LOL.
13.and shin jus tell me he go kun
14.is cold recently.
15.kang is telling abt his adventure killing worms
16.i need to clear lvl 11s in iidx
17.but b4 tt clear 75 percent lvl 10
18.i need to drink more water instead of sweet drinks
19.i need to pa siao.
20.weather recently very gd for slping

wtf.lol

Sunday, August 24, 2008

once again dad speaks

hoho.xl

Saturday, August 23, 2008

tt's sth i hate abt the life now.

there is a sudden of urge of goin to some farm and plant trees, rear animals.

sth lyk harvest moon. tt will b nice.

or sth lyk stay in a seaside home?


sian.


the thought of moving place is even worse.

cos is to sengkang. and is damn ()%#*)%(* de far.

hopefully there r cais around tt area =x

Friday, August 22, 2008

case of snatch theft.

item stolen = a heart.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

random facts. bo liao lol

Meme #1
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring.

1. Lunatic tears
2. Sound of truth
3. Mannequin
4. Fatal attack
5. Going my way
6. Dynamis
7. Zetsubou billy

damn most of them r dmgf/iidx songs or rather all.

Meme #2
SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU

- lose ani body parts/ uses of them
- losing my loved ones.
- dying (i hum lol)
- the evil side of human
- psychos
- being poor
- everytink being taken away from u

SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
-erm.. someone
-being around wif gd frens
-having family around
-arcade =x
-quiet time to myself at times
-looking at cais XD lol.
-tinks tt interest me

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
-i can haf a clean bath within 5 min
-i still haf toys
-i can eat twice an adult do.
-i spent an amt almost equal to wad i spent in arcade for my comics
-i m a gd boy. seriously.
-when i m alone i tend to emo very easily
-i no almost all the gd food in sg lol.


SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
-clear everything tt i promise ppl if i can fulfill
-write a will
-do up a comic on my life
-draw a final art piece of my family
-go on a tour.
-lastly kiss my wife and children gd bye. if my wife is still around
-lastly die in peace

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
-watch anime for the whole day
-tok on phone for X hrs.
-chiong online game for the whole day
-draw
-study even though i dun look lyk it
-drink a bottle of ice lemon tea everyday
-eat 6 bowls of chicken rice in 10 min

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T DO
-multi task
-speak gd hokkien except vulgarities even though i m hokkien
-i cant realli tok to stupid ppl
-i cant do inhumane tinks
-i cant write wif my left hand
-i cant do geography lol
-i cant usually turn down a favour

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
-character
-eyes
-face
-legs
-hair
-her brains
-dress sense

SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
-siam la
-XX
-XXX
-XXX
-XXXX you
-ah
-wah cai. =x

SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
-Hirano aya
-Stella ng
-Adam Sandler
-Tony Leung
-Andy Lau
-Nana mizuki
-Kanako Hoshino


meaningful video

Sunday, August 17, 2008

dis is a simple post

utterly disappointed today.

no i need nt mention names. ur ages add up to at least over 50.

iq low? nono probably u jus dunno how to set some treatment right.

expect to c red fonts? nono i tink is a total waste of breath.

i dun tink i deserve dis shitty treatment from all of u tt are involved.

wan come my tag board and spam some shit? read dis first.



so i m nt goin to waste my time.

so dun come and b an internet hero and hide behind ur com.

take responsibility in ur words and dun always listen to one side of story when judging tinks, tt onli make u look lyk a fool when some truth is out either tt or u lack judgement

nxt define frenship in ur own terms and tink of the effort involved and u r putting in. i dun even wan to tok abt it.

so being a gd fren i haf to make myself look cheap? siam la seriously.

prove to me tt a phone is nt for u to sms or call. prove it.

lastly reflect on ur own actions first and i m always rdy to tok.

if u gt the balls to tok to me tt is.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

dun push it.

can i kill u? :3

Thursday, August 14, 2008

in the air?

one random girl

one random msg

one random call

one random voice

one random laughter

one random conversation

one random many feelings of affection

one random fondness?

Friday, August 08, 2008

ok happy bday kenneth once again, since i m updating.

i shall nt upload ani pictures since all the pics are in his blog.

ok lets tok abt the work i did today.

i was out at ghim moh kopitiam helping out dad. work shift = 3-11pm. i m shag lyk hell. some lessons learnt though. firstly the beer promoter aka beer girl over there is same age as me. she's from china though but is jus tt i feel lucky tt i m here. i m oso 19, i m studying, playing during wk ends, hanging out wif frens, having my whole family here and all. wad abt her? she's alone here, living wif 20 others in the same flat. and mind u, flat hor. seriously kids in sg shld b so grateful tt they r here and the happiness dey r getting shld nt b taken for granted. enjoy it, cos is short-lived.

2nd tink i thought of was. wad r we made of. ok i no some idiots are goin to reply me flesh and blood, ya i no so tell me sth i dunno or rather let me tell u. Me, i m being raised up by the X amts of clothes mum sewed, X amt of cars dad sold, X amt of shit tt mum and dad ta han at the coffeeshop. try working together wif ur parents and u will learn how to appreciate them better for the shit they get jus to bring the piece of bread home to feed u kids. Appreciate dis as well, for is also short lived. u nv no when dey will leave u or u might leave them first.

i m tired. off to bed soon.

Monday, August 04, 2008

my long awaited 2 and a half months hols. song bo.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

After the ton, i noticed sths.

i m old.

ecp is far.

i tink i m getting fatter? or my legs are jus too heavy.

no bicycle ton pls unless is in the west.