Wednesday, April 29, 2009

seriously wad mess haf i gt myself into.

counting down...

Monday, April 27, 2009

watched taken yesterday.



liam neeson is damn zai in the show. dis show is lyk james bond, but wif superb storyline and most imptly some morals in the story itself.

overall dis show is great.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

LAST PERSON

1. You hung out with: valerie.

2. You texted: felicia

3. you were in a car with: xing jie.

4. Went to the movies with: jia fang.

5. Person you went to shop with: cant rmb

6. You talked on the phone: valerie.

7. Made you laugh: i tink i made myself luff

8. You hugged: i tink mum.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

1. Sun or moon: Moon

2. Winter or fall: Winter

3. Left or right: Right.

4. Sunny or rainy: Sunny.

5. Where do you live: Havelock

6. Club or pub: Pub.

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on: Yeah.

8. Do you want to get married: of cos.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: none.

10. What time is it: 12:36pm

11. Are you afraid of commitment: nt realli.

12. What is your greatest hope/wish: happiness.

13. Do you cook: Yes.

14. Current mood: I M SO BORED. AND SIAN ABT MY HONG ZHONG.


IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU

1. Kissed someone: no.

2. Sang: ya

3. Listened to music: ya

4. Danced: No

5. Cried: No

6. Liked someone you can't: yes.


22 FIRSTS

1. Who was your first prom date: bunch of idiotic guys who turned out to b my buddies.

2. Who was your first roommate: None.

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time: nv gt drunk b4

5. What was your first car: NA

6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing: i tink sec 3. my 5th uncle's funeral.

8. Who was your first grade teacher: Huang Lao shi i tink

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane: I NV RIDE A PLANE B4. seriously.

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with: Wen jia.

11. Who was your first best friend: cant rmb.

12. Who is your best friend: so many.

13. Where was your first sleepover: my cousin's place

14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day: mus b the king.

15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman: Cousin.

16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning: check phone.

19. First tattoo or piercing: None

20. First celebrity crush: Evelyn Tan haha. she cai wad.

22. First crush: Wen Jia. a neighbour. but she was 4 yrs older. :x
my time jus ran out.

seriously gone.

many things.

and yet i realli hate to put them down, no choice, government dua wad.

bye everything and hello ns.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

i came across a saying yesterday.

"Always keep your words soft and tender, cos u may haf to eat them someday."

how true.

random stuff:

i always hated loyalty issues.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

let's do a proper update. i notice i haf been writing quizes for the last few posts.

i m finally sick. in lyk dunno how many donkey yrs gdness. having the fever now
and god mum jus gif me 红中, aka shit loads of work to do. which i m suppose to clear by tml. gdness. but at least after 2 mths of rotting around, i haf found some proper job around here and there. gd news later haha. but den and again, wtf is wrong wif me getting sick now. sian and i cant skip work la AND I M SLPING IN THE LIVING ROOM AGAIN TODAY WHICH SERIOUSLY HELPS ALOT.

thx zariel for the concern. i m fine. and i slpt ok, although keep waking up. and i haf been having slping problems of late. wonder is i tink too much or wad.

decision: i m still goin to wait. i guess.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

ah lai always gt things for me to do.

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
- duh if nt type wad sai

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
- ya. my fault i guess.

*No.3 is missing...*

4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
- my mother i tink lol

5) Do you regret it?
- SIAO, SO FILLIAL REGRET WAD SHIT.

6) Have you ever been depressed?
- Nt realli

8) Are you a boy or girl?
- how bout transformers. boy la.

9) What is your relationship status?
- single

10) How do you want to die?
- leave it to fate yo

11) What did you last eat?
- Prawn noodles.

12) Play any sports?
- finger training count?

13) Do you bite your nails ?
- no?

14) When was your last physical fight?
- yrs back?

15) Do you have an attitude?
- very xl one.

16) Do you like someone?
- ya.

17) What is your real name?
- Huang Jing Quan

19) Are you gonna get high later ?
- Y cant i get low since i m nt slping yet

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
- mayb

21) Do you miss someone?
- YES.

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
- i jus take onli

23) Do you tan a lot?
- cant get tanned.

24) Have any pets?
- nope

25) How exactly are you feeling?
- moonstruck. hahahaha.

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
- duh

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
- er..

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
- probably nt.

29) Are you scared of spiders?
- no.

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
- mayb

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
- nt doin anitink for my dear grandmother when she was alive.

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
- went out. and there i was out

33) Do you want to have kids?
- of cos. cycle of nature.

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?
- dis is stupid

35) Do you type fast?
- so so

36) Do you have piercings?
- no.

37) Want any more?
- no

38) Can you spell well?
- quite

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
- everyone impt from the past.

40) What are you craving right now?
- sleep

41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
- No?

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
- Nope?

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
- and the wind blow right. but no.

45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
- ya

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
- nt realli

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
- Ya

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
- no.

50) What should you be doing ?
- sleeping

51) What’s irritating you right now?
- losing slp over a girl. again. damn )(#(%*)(#*%

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
- it jus did.

53) Does somebody love you?
- lyk duh

54) What is your favorite colour?
- blue and white

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- ya

57) Do you have trust issues?
- no

60. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- abnormal i tink. which father keep asking his son to fuck off.

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
- mayb.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- wah gdness i cant even rmb when did i last cried.

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
- most of the times.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
- Forgive

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
- soon i will no

67) What was your child hood nickname?
- botak.

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
- sampat

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
- yes. karma yo.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
- worrying for someone.

73) What is bothering you?
- someone

74) Have you ever been out of your province?
- i dun live in China pls.

75) Do you play the Wii?
- nope

76) Are you listening to music right now?
- noo

77) Do you like Chinese food?
- so so

78) Do you know your fathers b-day?
- 20th nov

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
- no

80) Is cheating ever okay?
- siam

81) Are you mean?
- very

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
- no

84) Do you believe in true love?
- yes

88) Do you like the outside?
- kind of

89) Are you currently bored?
- DUH

90) Do you wanna get married?
- ya

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
- I STILL VERY SMALL MEH. U TINK IS FUNNY? gf exception

92) Are you hungry?
- abit

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
- care abt u

94) What makes you happy?
- many things

95) Would you change your name?
- i changed once

96) Ever been to Alaska?
- no

98) Do you watch the news?
- sometimes

99) What’ s your zodiac sign?
- snake

100) Do you like Subway?
- pay 7+ bucks to eat veggies u mus b freakin dumb

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
- yes for now.

103) Do you talk like your friends?
- no. dey tok lyk me lol.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them
- sometimes?

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
- wah haf. i tink felicia is one of them lol

107) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
- erm jia fang?

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
- ya

109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
- jia fang oso ba. i guess.

110) Favorite lyrics right now?
- "..juliet marry me so tt u dun haf to b alone."

111) Can you count to one milllion?
- y bother

Friday, April 17, 2009

塞翁失马 焉知非福。

story goes. highlight urself. sth wrong wif the font colour leh

There is this old man who lived at the border of the northern frontier of China, raised horses for a living. One day his prized horse ran away into the nearby mountains. On hearing this the neighbours came to offer moral support to comfort him. He surprised them by not getting upset at all and said "Perhaps this may turn out to be a good thing".

Sure enough his prized horse return with a wild stallion and again news spread to the whole village and the neighbours came to congratulate him. This time the wise man replied "Perhaps this may not be such good luck after all".

The next day his only son tried to ride on the wild stallion but unfortunately was thrown off the horse and broke his leg. The neighbours again came to console him but he responded "Perhaps this may turn out to be a good thing".

Few months later a warlord came to town to enlist young able man for battle. The wise man's son did not qualify due to his handicap and almost all who went to the battle field did not return.

i tink i m such a goner.

top prize liao lo.

zz.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

kope one haha

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
Kill it.

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
listen. and enjoy. sing if needed

3.You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line?
OI, can tok (smiles)

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
care abt them. most impt is i lyk.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
wah sian so paiseh.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
chicken feet. nt a problem haha.

7. You have a bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
keep my mouth shut. show a hand sign of wait first. go do sth abt it.

8. You just finished gym and after shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor and it got pretty wet. What do you do?
wear lo. LL suck thumb.

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
the creator mus b a loser lol.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
sincerity counts.

11.(continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
Still the same ans?

12/ A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
wah cai.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009



cum gong video
在夜深人静的夜晚。
身边只闻得到蚊香的味道。
此时当我在写这篇短文时
虽是静坐在椅子上,
但内心是充满着复杂。

暴风雨有可能要来了。。。

Monday, April 13, 2009

another one.

TEN ARE YOU-S

1. Are you single: Yea
2. Are you happy: No
3. Are you bored: Yes
4. Are you fair: Yeah
5. Are you Italian: No
6. Are you intelligent: Quite
7. Are you honest: Quite
8. Are you nice: OF COS. SO MANY GD GUY CARDS.
9. Are you Irish: No
10. Are you Asian: Yeah

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Huang Jing Quan
2. Nicknames - Fat fuck
3. Birth place - Singapore
4. Hair color - Black. but gold now.
5. Natural hair style - Straight flat.
6. Eye Color - Dark Brown
7. Birth Date - 18 05 1989
9. Favorite colors - Blue
10. One place you’d like to visit - heaven.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - Yes
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – Mayb
3. Do you currently have a crush? – Tink so?
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - YES.
5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart - ya.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - YES.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – Many times.
8. Are you afraid of commitment – No
9. Who was the last person you hugged – Ms J
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? Ms J oso.

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love?
2. Hard liquor or beer – Hard liquor
3. Cats or dogs - Dogs
4. A few best friends or any regular friends – A few best friends
5. Creamy or Crunchy – Creamy
6. Pencil or Pen – Pen
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic night in
8. Money or Happiness – Money. ask me y and i will tell u.
9. Night or day – Day
10. IM or phone - Phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – Yea
2. Seen a polar bear – In the zoo
3. Done something you regret – Yeah
4. Bungee jumped – Does sitting on the gmax count?
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – Yeah
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - simi lai.
7. Been caught naked - no la siao. i tink onli the dog has caught me. lol
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Nope
9. Cried because you lost a pet – yes.
10. Wanted to disappear – ya

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Smile
2. Light or dark hair – Anitink
3. Hugs or kisses - both can better
4. Shorter or taller - shorter.
5. Intelligence or attraction – lykwise both haf better
6. Topman or Zara – wah both oso so high maintenance
7. Funny or serious – Funny
8. Older or Younger - any.
9. Outgoing or quiet – Oso can la actually.
10. Sweet or Bad - oso can i guess.

TEN HAVE YOU-S
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Ya.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour – Ya
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – how is tt even possible when u r fat fuck.
4. Ever been to a rock concert – nope
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – No
6. Ever been on a dance team – ya
7. Ever been on a sports team - No
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - ya
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - mayb in the future.
10. Ever been in a rap video? - does rapping vulgarities count?

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - shld b to bitch.
2. Last person you hugged - ms j
3. Last person you hung out with - wen xiang
4. Last time you worked - mths back
5. Last person you talked to - Laopei
6. Last person you IM’d - bitch
7. Last person you texted - hui yu.
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – jiun jia.
9. Last person/thing you missed - i dun even wan to think abt it.
10. Last website visited - blogger.

i love quizes.

1. Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?
No. i was in a very foul mood.

2. When was the last time you met someone new?
hmmm. mayb one week ago?

3. When did you last eat pizza?
mths back

4. Do you drink beer?
i hate beer

5. Do you wash your own clothes?
No. Mrs Maria Mum Wee washes it.

6. Are you any good at poker?
Nt bad.

7. What do you want more than anything?
MY BIKE LICENSE.

8. Are you tired?
Yes.

9. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
My Bolster.

10. Pepsi or Coke?
None.

11. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Care abt them

12. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
Nope

13. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
mac?

14. How many ex boyfriends/girlfriends do you have?
3?

15. Is your computer desktop or a laptop?
Lappie

16. How many friendster views do you have?
Care abt it.

17. Want to be a prince/princess?
for wad.

18. Do you believe dreams come true?
wif my hands. yes

19. Last song you heard?
Some jackass singing in channel 8's show

20. Last person that called you?
Yong zuan. asking me to go out.

21. Last person that msg-ed you ?
Hui Yu. =)

22. Anyone you've been thinking about alot lately?
Random ppl pops up in my mind though. gdness is tt sth wrong? =(

23. What was the last thing you ate?
sambal fried rice

24. What were you doing before this?
eating.

25. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
the ice lemon tea bottle.

26. Who was the last person that has been mean to you?
SOMEONE. seriously.

27. What was the last present you received?
many pinches from an idiot.

28. What is ur fav website?
demonoid.com

29. Whose house were you at last night?
mine.

30. What do you wear more, jeans or Hot pant?
jeans.

31. What is the last movie you watched?
Tink is mall cop.

32. Do you think you're fat?
i dun wish to tok abt it sigh.

33. Do you feel hungry?
nope guess nt. i jus ate dinner lo

34. Where's your favorite place to be?
Home. the place where all the magic happen.

34. Last place that someone scolded/screamed at you?
home. Mrs Wee was acting lyk a crazy woman

35. Were you sad?
Care abt u

36. What is your fav food?
i gt no freakin idea.

37. Who was the last person who asked you out?
Yong zuan

38. Will you make out with girls?
how m i suppose to ans this question

39. Are you happy with where you are?
ya. been able to live under a roof in a home is an achievement ok?

40. Do you believe that you can change someone?
Maybe

41. What are you going to do after you do this survey?
ROT LYK HELL.

Sunday, April 12, 2009



ya i no i m goin to get kan again for posting dis picture up.

but ya. dis might jus b the last drawn picture i might b posting up.

at first wan to colour it but den and again forget it.

bye den.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

and b4 i forget.

happy birthday again FENG ZI.

good guy card.

i haf been receiving dis card for a long time

y cant i change it to sth else.

dis card is jus...gd and bad.

look at me now and u will no y is it bad.

good guy card.

Thursday, April 09, 2009

few days back yz came over to my place.

toked abt some things.

even though it was jokingly but we toked abt goin to each others' void decks eating each others' curry chickens.

i jus wonder, if our friendships are goin to last until the day we die.

i kind of wish for every of my gd buddies are able to accompany through my days, my marriage, the birth of my children, being their godparents.

i guess tt's oso sth to look forward to huh.

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

sth new to look forward to =D

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

mayb the rotting has gone on for too long?

and rather i was too focused on sth for too long.

tt when i decide to put down, i jus feel kind of lost?

Monday, April 06, 2009



i wan to watch dis show again. ani ideas where to dload?

meaningful stuff from the show.

if u were given a second chance, how would u live ur life?

Saturday, April 04, 2009

since i was tagged

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS. Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it! Repost it for all of your friends.
Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this!

1. Beer:
dun lyk

2. Food:
my fav

3. Relationships:
still trying

4. Your (ex)crush:
?

5. Power Rangers:
childhood

6. Life:
interesting

7. The President:
kelin

8. Yummy:
food

9. Cars:
i lyk.

10. Movies:
nt interested

11. Halloween:
idiots scaring.

12. Sex:
...

13. Religion:
christian?

14. Hate:
idiots

15. Fear:
future

16. Marriage:
dream.

17. Blondes:
ang moh

18. Slippers:
Y.

19. Shoes:
sporst

20. Asians:
shampoo?. dun ask me y i thought of tt

21. Pass time:
zhuo bo

22. One night stand:
no comments

23. My cell phone:
)(%&#)(%&

24. Smoke:
ok lo

25. Fantasy:
daydream

26. College:
ngee ann

27. High school life:
sucks

28. Pajamas:
nice.

29. Stars:
sky

30. Center:
middle

31. Alcohol:
Song

32. The word love:
is sth chim

33. Friends:
i haf

34. Money:
need a lot

35. Heartache:
at times

36. Time:
5.45

37. Divorce:
nt interested

38. Dogs:
haf one at home

39. Undies:
mum buys for me

40. Parents:
living room

41. Babies:
cute

42. Ex:
3?

43. Song:
colourful cookie

44. Color:
yellow now.

45. Weddings:
dream

46. Pizza:
hut?

47. Hangout:
arcade

48. Rest:
lyk now?

49. Goal:
soccer?

50. Inspiration:
...1.
Audiences, drama is over.

for those who have been following closely to the series,

a big thk u to u all.

although the ending might nt b realli to ur liking but still thx aniway.

for those tt cared, and a lot. i thk u all.

lastly, thx for the beautiful dream tt u ever gave me.

end of story haha.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

m i seriously wasting time on a lvl 999?

or do i seriously need to look around more carefully?

after today, i m nt so clear minded after all.