thoughts

i thought tt i m always a person hard to understand and all. cos i dun share my thoughts out most of the time. even my trusted ones is lyk i keep some tinks to myself. so mayb today i will blog some of my thoughts out.

but den and again. sometimes i m jus blank for such tinks. i tink lately i m keeping a distance from all of my gd frens. dun ask me y. nt realli a distance. but the time i m able to spend wif them is quite little due to work, projects and all. so, my gd frens so dun misunderstand the thought tt i m trying to keep a distance from u all. and no gay or distorted thoughts. i definitely love u all. =D

another tink, i tink lately i hardly emo. which is a gd tink cos i tink if sth is freaking unhappy no pt tinking abt it. but if i realli do emo. i doubt i will tell anione abt it. cos i might jus stay home and freaking mad blast in one corner. if nt one of the other options, there will always b king koil. i tink there are always much better tinks to b done. and CONSTRUCTIVE tinks of cos. haha.

Lastly, i seriously gave it some thought. sth is definitely wrong wif me. a nice girl is in front of me and i tink is alright for us to get together but i m nt even sure i wan to b wif her or nt. having a lot of doubts abt myself now. yes i haf been freakin single for almost 2 yrs. but the prob is perhaps i haf gotten too used to wad a free man haf. but either ways we will c how tinks go.

sum it up, my brain is nt so empty lyk it seems after all. =D