new town xl gang ppl.
we shld meet up soon
i miss u all. =)
p.s. i m nt gay, onli evan is.
Monday, April 28, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
here i m blogging at my sis place.
i jus gt my 2 nephews to eat dinner, entertain them, bath them , push them to slp.
ain't ez being a parent. especially when ur kid/s is autistic.
patience is definitely needed. the way how my nephew dreaded to actually go and bath and was making hell load of noise tt the neighbours will tink tt we r actually torturing the kid, one word to sum up. hell. is was almost lyk tt i went to war. imagine me perspiring jus to get the child to bath. and literally drag him out of the bathroom when is done. somehow i was in a kind of pretty low mood today. so i feel there's a little bad inside me when they almost pissed me off. but luckily i m rational to bring myself back to earth and didnt take out on them
now the questions are, how shld i even go abt being a parent in the future, would i even be a gd father or even husband in the first place.nvm is defintely nt questions i can ans now.
for now, treasure ur parents when they are around, cos the journey of bringing one human child up is nt lyk taking care of a pet. jus by bringing u up actually alreidi is a proof tt they love u.
i feel i haf grown up a little again.
i jus gt my 2 nephews to eat dinner, entertain them, bath them , push them to slp.
ain't ez being a parent. especially when ur kid/s is autistic.
patience is definitely needed. the way how my nephew dreaded to actually go and bath and was making hell load of noise tt the neighbours will tink tt we r actually torturing the kid, one word to sum up. hell. is was almost lyk tt i went to war. imagine me perspiring jus to get the child to bath. and literally drag him out of the bathroom when is done. somehow i was in a kind of pretty low mood today. so i feel there's a little bad inside me when they almost pissed me off. but luckily i m rational to bring myself back to earth and didnt take out on them
now the questions are, how shld i even go abt being a parent in the future, would i even be a gd father or even husband in the first place.nvm is defintely nt questions i can ans now.
for now, treasure ur parents when they are around, cos the journey of bringing one human child up is nt lyk taking care of a pet. jus by bringing u up actually alreidi is a proof tt they love u.
i feel i haf grown up a little again.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Monday, April 21, 2008
i tink i m sick. more or less.
stay at home sucks as well. so i took dis quiz from ah feng's blog
NO LYING QUIZ:
1. last beverage: teh bing
2. last phone call: my mother
3. last time you cried: few mths back.
4. last text message to: charlene
HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. dated someone twice: yea.
2. kissed someone & regretted it: no.
3. lost someone special: definitely.
4. been depressed: kind of
5. been drunk and threw up: long ago.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1.Blue
2.White
3.Black if is considered so. if nt green
THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
1. Made a new friend: ya.
2. Laughed until you cried: no
3. Met someone who changed yourlife: tt old one at home tt i m dying to kill
4. Found out who your true friend is: yea.
5. Is there something you want to tell someone: many.
6. How many kids do you want to have: 3 preferably either 2 boys 1 girl or 2 girls 1 boy.
7. Do you have any pets: no.
8. Do you wanna change your name: no cos i changed once and i didnt lyk it.
9. What did you do yesterday : slping at home.
10. Last time you had pizza: ah feng's birthday
11. What time did you wake up : 1 plus.
12. What were you doing at 10:30 a.m : kun.
13. Name something you CANNOT wait for: dunno. i m quite patient lol
14. Last time you saw your father: now. right in front of me.
15. What is one thing you wish you could change from ur life: my status.
16. What are you listening to right now : some news.
17. Have you ever talked to Tom And Jerry?: both on msn.
18. Who's getting on your nerves right now: the old one in my home
19. Most visited webpage: friendster.com
20. Coke or Pepsi: lousy english of haf u coke or pepsi. is nt lyk is pa siao.
rubbish quiz lol
stay at home sucks as well. so i took dis quiz from ah feng's blog
NO LYING QUIZ:
1. last beverage: teh bing
2. last phone call: my mother
3. last time you cried: few mths back.
4. last text message to: charlene
HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. dated someone twice: yea.
2. kissed someone & regretted it: no.
3. lost someone special: definitely.
4. been depressed: kind of
5. been drunk and threw up: long ago.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1.Blue
2.White
3.Black if is considered so. if nt green
THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
1. Made a new friend: ya.
2. Laughed until you cried: no
3. Met someone who changed yourlife: tt old one at home tt i m dying to kill
4. Found out who your true friend is: yea.
5. Is there something you want to tell someone: many.
6. How many kids do you want to have: 3 preferably either 2 boys 1 girl or 2 girls 1 boy.
7. Do you have any pets: no.
8. Do you wanna change your name: no cos i changed once and i didnt lyk it.
9. What did you do yesterday : slping at home.
10. Last time you had pizza: ah feng's birthday
11. What time did you wake up : 1 plus.
12. What were you doing at 10:30 a.m : kun.
13. Name something you CANNOT wait for: dunno. i m quite patient lol
14. Last time you saw your father: now. right in front of me.
15. What is one thing you wish you could change from ur life: my status.
16. What are you listening to right now : some news.
17. Have you ever talked to Tom And Jerry?: both on msn.
18. Who's getting on your nerves right now: the old one in my home
19. Most visited webpage: friendster.com
20. Coke or Pepsi: lousy english of haf u coke or pepsi. is nt lyk is pa siao.
rubbish quiz lol
Monday, April 14, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
sch's starting tml.
life's gonna b a bitch again.
tomb sweeping was somehow fun?. my uncles r definitely more chu den me. still i tink my father is still the most xl among his brothers hoho. but one tink i haven seen dad scolding vulgarities in a while. wonder wad's his feelings lyk today. and surprisingly. he onli smoked lyk once or twice during the 3,4 hrs of sweeping. hmm. i wonder.
in the future. i might b the onli one sweeping my grandparents tomb if my relatives ever passed on. traditions arent kept. lol i no i might nt look lyk it but i tink i still quite fillial one XD.
yz says i m getting fatter. mayb i shld cut down a lot on supper. hoho.
cos in a yr's time it would b gd bye sch and hello ns.
life's gonna b a bitch again.
tomb sweeping was somehow fun?. my uncles r definitely more chu den me. still i tink my father is still the most xl among his brothers hoho. but one tink i haven seen dad scolding vulgarities in a while. wonder wad's his feelings lyk today. and surprisingly. he onli smoked lyk once or twice during the 3,4 hrs of sweeping. hmm. i wonder.
in the future. i might b the onli one sweeping my grandparents tomb if my relatives ever passed on. traditions arent kept. lol i no i might nt look lyk it but i tink i still quite fillial one XD.
yz says i m getting fatter. mayb i shld cut down a lot on supper. hoho.
cos in a yr's time it would b gd bye sch and hello ns.
Friday, April 11, 2008
i was bored. hoho.
May 18 Birthday Astrology:
Friends and Lovers
May 18 individuals favor a large circle of friends who share their love of sports and good conversation. They are likely to have only a few close friends. They often have troubled love lives. Because they are extremely emotional, breakups are hard for them. Their strong sexual nature often leads them to make some poor choices in love matters.
(i tink still ok. but parts of it r true lol)
Children and Family
May 18 people often stand alone within the family. Either they distance themselves from the family at an early age or their chosen life-path creates a breach. Parenting is not often at the top of the list of priorities for them. These dedicated, driven people often need to fulfill a personal or career ambition first.
(well dis is confirm very true. i drift away from my family long long time ago. mum will always say, u tink the hse is hotel?)
Career and Finances
May 18 natives have a single-minded approach to career goals. As a rule, most decided early in life what they wanted to do and are not likely to deviate from that path. Their independent spirit makes them ideally suited to careers where they are their own boss, or are at least autonomous within a larger structure.
(hoho. wanted to b a policeman dunno from when.)
aniway.sent kang off to the holiday resort.jaguar resort. nt a bad place. shall upload photos soon. even there is onli lyk 3 or less photos.
May 18 Birthday Astrology:
Friends and Lovers
May 18 individuals favor a large circle of friends who share their love of sports and good conversation. They are likely to have only a few close friends. They often have troubled love lives. Because they are extremely emotional, breakups are hard for them. Their strong sexual nature often leads them to make some poor choices in love matters.
(i tink still ok. but parts of it r true lol)
Children and Family
May 18 people often stand alone within the family. Either they distance themselves from the family at an early age or their chosen life-path creates a breach. Parenting is not often at the top of the list of priorities for them. These dedicated, driven people often need to fulfill a personal or career ambition first.
(well dis is confirm very true. i drift away from my family long long time ago. mum will always say, u tink the hse is hotel?)
Career and Finances
May 18 natives have a single-minded approach to career goals. As a rule, most decided early in life what they wanted to do and are not likely to deviate from that path. Their independent spirit makes them ideally suited to careers where they are their own boss, or are at least autonomous within a larger structure.
(hoho. wanted to b a policeman dunno from when.)
aniway.sent kang off to the holiday resort.jaguar resort. nt a bad place. shall upload photos soon. even there is onli lyk 3 or less photos.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
i m bored too XD
"Who was your last?"
1. had beer with?
beer?. cant rmb
2 .Went to the movies with?
i tink i had stayed home watching movies for a long long while
3.Went to the mall with?
i tink it was cai yen.
4.Talked on the phone with?
kang. aftermath of sth.
5. Made you laugh?
duck.
6. You hugged?
...no one. even if there is, is way back
WOULD YOU RATHER...?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
neither.
2.Be serious or be funny?
funny?
3. Drink whole or skim milk?
skim i guess.
4. Die in a fire or get shot?
neither.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1.Sun or moon?
Moon.
2. Winter or Fall?
Winter.
3. Left or right?
Right.
4. Sunny or Rainny
Rainny.
5. Peach or Pear?
peach.
6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
anyway tt i can eat it.
7. Do You Cook?
yea.
8. Current mood?
EMO.
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
no.
2. Sang?
yea.
3. Been hugged?
no.
4. Danced Crazy?
yea. somewhere in pokka i jus did i tink. =(
5. Cried?
weeks back when i was emoing abt my grandmother.
"Who was your last?"
1. had beer with?
beer?. cant rmb
2 .Went to the movies with?
i tink i had stayed home watching movies for a long long while
3.Went to the mall with?
i tink it was cai yen.
4.Talked on the phone with?
kang. aftermath of sth.
5. Made you laugh?
duck.
6. You hugged?
...no one. even if there is, is way back
WOULD YOU RATHER...?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
neither.
2.Be serious or be funny?
funny?
3. Drink whole or skim milk?
skim i guess.
4. Die in a fire or get shot?
neither.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1.Sun or moon?
Moon.
2. Winter or Fall?
Winter.
3. Left or right?
Right.
4. Sunny or Rainny
Rainny.
5. Peach or Pear?
peach.
6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
anyway tt i can eat it.
7. Do You Cook?
yea.
8. Current mood?
EMO.
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
no.
2. Sang?
yea.
3. Been hugged?
no.
4. Danced Crazy?
yea. somewhere in pokka i jus did i tink. =(
5. Cried?
weeks back when i was emoing abt my grandmother.
i wonder. is it even worthy.
mayb nt. this shall b the last stretch.
went to pokka to work today.
as usual, i gt a lot of paper cuts and plus plus a power abrasion near my ankle. seems lyk it came contact wif my vein somewhere. and my whole leg is pretty numb and swollen.
everytime i finish 1 day's work at pokka i feel so drained. is lyk goin to war. hoho.
i wonder, m i saddistic? i tink if i m, duck is too.
and regarding some issues. i m definitely frens zhong shi.
last msg to kang: hoho, u r goin to b a man. so do the right tink ya.
many thoughts. but i cant put them in words. so ok bye.
mayb nt. this shall b the last stretch.
went to pokka to work today.
as usual, i gt a lot of paper cuts and plus plus a power abrasion near my ankle. seems lyk it came contact wif my vein somewhere. and my whole leg is pretty numb and swollen.
everytime i finish 1 day's work at pokka i feel so drained. is lyk goin to war. hoho.
i wonder, m i saddistic? i tink if i m, duck is too.
and regarding some issues. i m definitely frens zhong shi.
last msg to kang: hoho, u r goin to b a man. so do the right tink ya.
many thoughts. but i cant put them in words. so ok bye.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
gt a lousy feeling.
jus had supper at kopitiam where dad was working.
and when i was abt to leave dad show a look. it was a kind of sian diao look.
i dunno wad tt means but whenever i see my parents working i get the feeling. some sai feeling tt makes me feel guilty of raising my voice at them sometimes.
hmm. mayb rmbring tt feeling will make me a even better person
jus had supper at kopitiam where dad was working.
and when i was abt to leave dad show a look. it was a kind of sian diao look.
i dunno wad tt means but whenever i see my parents working i get the feeling. some sai feeling tt makes me feel guilty of raising my voice at them sometimes.
hmm. mayb rmbring tt feeling will make me a even better person
Monday, April 07, 2008
Maroon 5 - won't go home without you
I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Saturday, April 05, 2008
=)
alright. some announcements to make.
to the ppl whom gt worried abt me. i m fine. SERIOUSLY. ok i admit there was some kind of sudden emo but is realli nth. is jus me reflecting abt myself. tinking whether is there anytink wrong wif me. no prob man. sry to shin, huat and charlene. i will b fine or rather i m alreidi fun
o ya regarding the experience in pub. it was fun. i dun usually drink the black sth. i cant rmb the name of the hard liquor but still alright. i m an old man i drink martell ok? LOL. and fun walking around vincing doing crazy tinks after i gt a little high on the alcohol. it was fun knowing new frens and all and yup i dun haf much tinks to say. and thx to the nice Philippines fren tt treated us. and he has nice photography skills tt i can pick up for my fyp hahaha.
soon things will light up the way. wadever way it shld b
to the ppl whom gt worried abt me. i m fine. SERIOUSLY. ok i admit there was some kind of sudden emo but is realli nth. is jus me reflecting abt myself. tinking whether is there anytink wrong wif me. no prob man. sry to shin, huat and charlene. i will b fine or rather i m alreidi fun
o ya regarding the experience in pub. it was fun. i dun usually drink the black sth. i cant rmb the name of the hard liquor but still alright. i m an old man i drink martell ok? LOL. and fun walking around vincing doing crazy tinks after i gt a little high on the alcohol. it was fun knowing new frens and all and yup i dun haf much tinks to say. and thx to the nice Philippines fren tt treated us. and he has nice photography skills tt i can pick up for my fyp hahaha.
soon things will light up the way. wadever way it shld b
Friday, April 04, 2008
thx the ppl for getting angry/du lan or afraid tt i would vince. lol. at least i no i still haf some place in ppl's hearts.
sth to declare to the gd frens of mine. if u deem urself as one.
sometimes is nt i dun wan to tell tinks. situations might b i cant find solutions from u all or i wan to solve it myself. high chances would b the latter.
the inner circle is nv goin to open up.
sth to declare to the gd frens of mine. if u deem urself as one.
sometimes is nt i dun wan to tell tinks. situations might b i cant find solutions from u all or i wan to solve it myself. high chances would b the latter.
the inner circle is nv goin to open up.
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